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dear you,
it's been half a year since our breakdown (or my breakdown), and things between us really haven't gotten any better. as time goes by, your character is exposed as more and more decayed. finally, in february, i decided to let go. i hope you will forgive me for walking away. we both know our mutual distaste for each other and so we actually had it coming. i see the way you treat others and my heart bleeds for them. i know that one day it will be my turn. hence leaving now would probably save me some heartache. but nonetheless, with my life so intertwined with you, it really has been a very difficult decision for me to make. not one day goes by without me wondering how disruptive the transition will be. yet not one day goes by without me looking forward to the day i can finally walk away free. i don't want to live a lie anymore. i cannot stay in a place i don't enjoy, and fight for what i don't believe in. sigh. thank you for having me these six years. a part of me has undeniably been shaped by you. yet another part of me has been undoubtedly ruined by you. i really do hope you will do some self-reflection for your own good. you cannot keep living a lie.

yours,
aaron