thinking...wondering

hello blog,
it's been so long. i wonder if people still drop by. if you're reading this, thank you for not forgetting me. do make your presence known to me. haha.

it's one of those nights...when i ponder long and hard upon the perennial question of what i'm doing with my life. sometimes i look back and regret the past. tonight is different though, i look forward and wonder what the future will bring. 2010 really has not been all too exiciting for me. but i kinda expected this. i expected 2010 to be a painfully boring year that i need to bash through. i really don't like my studies but i shan't brood on that here.

moving past 2010, where will i be in 2011? what do i want to do? do i want to further my studies (overseas...duh)? do i want to work? where do i want to work? do i want to return to china? china was good to me in 2009. but can i see myself relocating there for a few years? of cos i miss china. the four seasons, the food, the wonderful shopping. oh china. but that was kinda like a long holiday for me. working there? hmmm...i know that my future is intertwined with china. business opportunities abound there. so it might be a good move for me to start my career there.

but moving to china would also mean shelving my european/american dream for a few more years. putting my european dream on hold in 2007 remains the biggest regret of my life. am i prepared to let go once more?