Sunday, March 29, 2009

resume

i just spent 3 hours doing my resume.  surely there must be an easier way? bba career services portal is probably one of the least user friendly interfaces i have ever used in my life. but well, i'm quite IT illiterate. so maybe it's just me who doesn't know how to use it. and even if it weren't just me, i really don't know what suggestions i can make to improve the interface. so suck it up and do it!

i'm applying to a few exciting places for the summer. and of cos for the fall, i'm applying to work in washington. i dont know if i should do 1 sem in singapore before going over to washington. it might be very good timing if i consider my friends. but for myself, it would be a very jerky path. beijing then singapore for internship, singapore for one semester at nus, then uprooting myself to go to washington (assuming i can actually get to washington...i hope, i pray, i hope and i pray).

the alternative would be beijing back to singapore for internship then washington for internship. singapore would be like a short-term base for me. hmmmmmm. oh then again, i'm also applying for an internship in beijing. should i get it, i would be take a short trip back to singapore in june. but then come straight back to beijing for the job. i do believe that i'm a strong contender for the beijing job.

arrrrgh. choices, uncertainty. i do not like any of these.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

500k

dad called me from his airplane.

"i'm onboard the plane back. i found out that wang gong accidentally transferred CNY500k into your account yesterday. i didn't want you to take a trip to america and back so i had it all transferred back out."

HAHAHAHA. proves how much my father knows me. heh.

crazy weather

the weather in beijing is crazy. crazy crazy. it went from winter to summer back to winter. i went from winter coat to tee-shirt back to winter coat. because it was so warm one day that i was down to tee-shirt, so i ran out of dorm wearing just a tee-shirt the next day. and brrrrr...i nearly froze.

time passes so quickly. it's the end of march already. birthday in around 3 weeks. i'm getting older. i'm going to be 23. and i still have not done anything significant with my life. it's so scary to look into the future. i feel insecure, i feel uncertain. i dont know if i'm headed the right way. sigh. big big sigh. my life is a constant reminder of the principle of sowing and reaping, a constant reminder that every cause has an effect, which will in turn become a new cause. life is a string of uncertainties.

sighs. i think coming to china was just a temporary escape for me. my reality is back home, but i just leave home for a few months at a time to escape reality. ultimately, i need to change my reality though. and i will.

what do i want for my birthday this year? my wishlist hardly ever changes. hibiscus painting by phil pringle (i've wanted this since phil pringle started painting again), a gym ball, cash. but well. as i get older, presents start to mean less. a lot of times, the thought and the effort behind the gift means more. so what for my birthday? just a quiet time with friends i guess. and my best friend is coming to china for my birthday!! can't really ask for more than that.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

clear the clutter

it's official. my room has no more space. food, books, clothes. no more space. i just spent 2 hours making it neater. it has helped. but not entirely. it's still full. i need a bigger closet. i need more storage space.

i walked into martin's room just a few days ago. and i thought he got robbed. seriously. his room is practically empty compared to mine. no wonder he got a shock too when he walked into mine. wahaha.

i think the worst bit of homesickness is over. hopefully so. the symptoms are always the same. feel lonely, slightly depressed, don't know what to do, feel like going home, miss the food, have strange dreams. yes, that was the week before last and maybe last week. it was a bad time. but this week, i'm quite happy.

room's comfy, i'm doing my school work, found a usual hangout (hotpot beside dorm...so good food at reasonable prices), settled in with a usual group of friends (miki and martin...thank god for them), making plans for travel and post-beijing. i'm doing all right basically.

i think webcamming with darian (we webcammed for 9 hours once...madness but very fun. haha.) and skypeing with seb (his webcame spoiled and he simply refuses to fix it) helps a lot. it gives me the dose of my best friends that i need, but at the same time i'm learning to love this place and making new friends.

seb and i were doing some of those facebook quizzes one night. and shockingly, he actually knows me very well (i know him very well but i assumed that i was simply perceptive...wahaha). we could practically fill in each other's answers. i think that's remarkable. when someone can read u like a book and still accept u for all your flaws, that's friendship worth pursuing.

gym count since i landed in beijing: 28. i'm aiming for 80. that would make my membership quite worth it.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

i really hate all forms of accounting. bleah. accounting information systems, management accounting. i am sooo not cut out for this stuff. i have spent hours on my homework. but the consolation is, i actually got my ais stuff correct. i was so shocked that i remember, albeit vaguely, my financial accounting stuff.

anyhows, it has been THREE weeks since i set foot on maozedong-land. wow. i'm trying to make myself more and more comfortable. i'm quite familiar with the place (not getting lost anymore is a very good sign!). i go to the gym almost every single day, which results in laundry three times a week (twice for gym clothes and once for normal clothes).

classes are fine. i still love my bike. the mornings are a sight to behold. on a road wide enough for two cars, traffic jam with bicycles. i kid u not.

the singaporeans make me feel at home, which is good. i found a wonderful fruit market to get me fruits from home, which rocks.

still wondering if i should go back next month. hmmm....but anw, one things for sure. i intend to take a trip to north korea! one of my key research interests. it would be great to see it for myself. looking forward to that! :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

dying

i was so sick yesterday i seriously thought i was gonna die. i was in and out of the toilet more than 10 times (i exaggerate not). it was horrible. today was much better though well, still not the best.

i need to admit that i'm feeling homesick. suddenly, i really really miss cafe cartel. 237 - pan fried macaroni without julienne peppers. and their pork ribs. oh their pork ribs. i miss my bed, that is so much more comfy than mine here - a very hard bed. i miss bowling and watching movies with sebbers. i have not seen a movie theatre here though i'm sure they exist. lols. i went to the bowling alley here in school. it was hilarious! you bowl, and say, u have 5 pins left, the machine clears and viola - only 3 pins left. you bowl, oh, missed a strike by one, the machine clears and u automatically have a spare. every set, and i do mean every set, i was given a few freebies here and there. oh man.

i miss my mum and my brothers. my dad's here at times so it's all right. and he calls to check in on  me. oh man oh man. i'm a sad little man. which scares me. because this may mean that i end up doing something stupid. oh my oh my.

i've been thinking about my studies and my future. i really really screwed up last semester. such an irreversible screw up. my cap is gone. now my best strategy is...i don't know what my best strategy is to be honest. what can i do? sighs.

i really need to pull myself together. and get past all these and really try to make my life work. try to realign myself back to my dreams. step by step, i will get there. c'mon aaron. u can do it!!

Friday, March 6, 2009

china!

warning: long and potentially mind boggling entry.

i landed in china three wednesdays ago so it has been over two weeks since i got here. things have been going all right. i've been enjoying myself a fair bit. food is cheap. made a few new friends but well, it takes time to get really comfortable doesn't it? it does get lonely at times but i guess that's all part of the moving overseas package. given that i'm a person who is so reliant on friends, this makes me miss my friends. homesick? not really la. but it's not easy to be on your own.

i was really sick last night. which was strange because it only happened after i got home from dinner. maybe i ate too much. i feel nauseous and queasy and really cold and uncomfortable. sick and alone and not a believer in medicine unless absolutely necessary, all i could do was pray. thank god i was fine this morning.

all right. let's try for a chronological recap of what has happened from before i left.

three mondays ago was my last night in singapore. naturally, me being me, i decided to meet my best friends. seb and i went to the gym and then had dinner at fish n co. and then went to the bowling alley and started  a game before yujie finally made his grand entrance, fashionably late because of a school meeting. by then, we had like time for only two games. ahwells. we were going to leave but then somehow, in the car park, the topic shifted to like lion dance. and there was no stopping yujie and i from there. we started "practising" lion dance. it was so hilarious. we actually managed to like have yujie stand on me. whee! hahaha. well, following all the fun in the car park, seb and i decided to drive to east coast where he had some fun of his own. ;-) after that i begged him to come over to my place to help me with my packing. i had everything but it wasn't in the luggage yet. the poor boy's nose was so sensitive to the dust in the room that he kept sniffing and sniffing. thanks seb and thanks yujie. :D

tuesday was the day i turned into superman. i accomplished so much in so little time it was so remarkable. i went to the dentist to have my filling done, met seb to go to school, met darice briefly, had lunch with seb, met jermain briefly, met yujie, picked up my automobile insurance certificate from evelyn, headed to suntec church office to settle men's ministry matters, bought ayam paggang and ikan paggang to packet home for dinner and then headed home. had dinner with mum and shijie and then finished my very last bit of packing.

seb came over to my place (the most loyal of them all!) and we headed to the airport together. shawn was there. i checked in. my bag was like 40kg?!! the max allowed was 32kg. don't worry, aaron chew is always prepared (i was never a scout...that's their loss!). i opened my trolley carry on and inside was a soft bag. i transferred everything into the soft bag and then took the heaviest stuff from the big bag and put them into the small one. hence, i checked in two bags and still had two carry on. smart right? well, others like louis, yujie, darice, cheryl and pastor came. something was missing though. the little boy javier. sigh. he emerged running with evelyn! haha. it was such a sad sight for me. i decided that the next time i fly, i will keep the details hush hush, only letting a few closest ones know. sighs. i really wanted to stay longer. but i had to push myself in. grabbed duty free that auntie nina wanted for a client and then flew in. the flight was quite comfy cos i had the seat beside me empty. supper was lousy so i slept. by the time i woke up, it was time for landing.

i arrived in beijing at 630am on a freezing morning. it had snowed the night before. brrrrrr. i took out my jacket and my trench coat but even then, it was like brrrrrr. for like 20 min i was waiting for dad! so anw, dad came with wang gong (the company engineer cum chauffeur) and picked me up. we headed for dad's place, where i comfortably tucked myself in and slept till lunch time. lunch was with auntie nina and it was shui zhu yu (fish cooked in chilli oil...super yummy!). following that, i chilled in dad's office before we headed for school. by the time we reached school, it was like almost 5. so all i could do was check into the dorm. first impression of the school. it's huge! i told myself i need a bicycle. that's for sure.

we had to pay for like 6 months of accommodation on the spot. and dad decided to pay by cash. like omg. around 80 yuan per day for 180 days. imagine the amount of cash. the dorm room is small but good enough. a bed, a table with shelves, a tv, a very small cupboard, a bathroom and a faucet. the view from the room shows snow capped roof tops and a bit of the field. quite pretty. anw, we headed to the supermarket to get things i needed. hangers, 4x4L of water, juices, lock, internet cable etc. following that, dad and wang gong left. and hence, i was left to my own devices. the canteen had closed and hence, i ordered takeout. japanese food which was not too bad. i got my internet set up. which was good! haha.

thursday was registration day. i went around registering and it was quite easy. but i still had to get my dining card. armed with my map, i set off. suddenly someone shouted after me, "u want a lift?". it was miki, a thai girl, and her bicycle. seriously, the bike was a godsend cos the school is so huge! we rode on the bike. it was electric. i fell in love with the bike instantaneously. after going to the dining card place (i couldnt get one cos i didnt have my letter), miki took me to look at bicycles. the good old-fashioned bicycle was cheap. but somehow i wasn't content. so she took me to the electric bike shop. oh my. i took an instant liking to the bike that was presented. it was blue, it was electric, it was foldable so i can eventually bring it back to singapore. and there. my first big purchase. i bought it. 1700yuan. following that, miki brought me to lunch. met her cousin jade, american jessica, australian scott, russian alex and slovak claudia. why do i emphasize the nationalities? because they are all here to study chinese. like it or not, the china is advancing and the rest of the world is catching china fever. without background, these people came to study chinese. and they can now speak conversational chinese, after a mere three or four months! we in singapore need to brush up. after lunch, headed back, settled the dining card and then waited for dad and auntie nina to come for dinner.

friday was a rather slow moving day. woke up, went around searching for a gym, went to 金码大厦to have a look but i didn't buy anything except for a cheap pair of nikes that i quite like. met the same group of pple for dinner. of all places, they chose 鼎泰峰. nice dinner. following that, we went to sally toon (三里屯) and settled at a club called shooters.

saturday was orientation for foreign students. i would say that tsinghua is quite a hmmm...let's just say traditional school (i don't want this blog shut). it's beautiful though. built on qing hua yuan, it's supposed to be very nice in the spring and summer. i look forward to it. :) rushed some work for citynews before heading to dinner. of all places, it was at sakae sushi! i'm usually not the one who chooses but somehow we seem to end up at familiar places. i ate so much. a beef bento, two chawanmushi, two gyoza, one fried tofu, one mango ice-blend, one octopus thinggie and it only cost me like 100yuan!! super cheap man. after dinner, we moved to a club called vics. this one had better music but was more expensive. still, cheap by singaporean standards all the same. we danced for like more than 4 hours. i was so tired.

sunday started depressingly because the streaming for live services was so bad. sighs. guess i had to catch delayed telecast. but i'm grateful that i'm allowed to even access the chc web site. the highlight of sunday was joining a gym! it's called body balance. with the winter being so cold, i'm eating and eating and eating all the time. so a gym is essential. the one in school only has weights. i need treadmill. anw, since last sunday, i've been to the gym every single day. if i don't, not only will i not lose, i will gain weight! :( had dinner with auntie nina and her son xiao yang. auntie nina brought me a nice carpet, a nice chair, hooks for my room, making my room even more comfy than it already was. :D auntie nina is a really great family friend. i'm going to make friends with xiao yang this year. he seems like a nice guy.

monday was the start of school! i had lunch with chin keat, the vice-president of the beijing singapore students association. labor economics was the first class i attended. 720-945pm. it was gruelling. labor econs is not my first choice econs module. my first choice econs module is developmental econs which unfortunately clashes with management accounting, which i need to take for strategic reasons. =/ anw, after class ended, it was freezingggggggg. it was so so so cold. i decided to call take out rather than cycle out to look for food. brrrrrrrr.

tuesday was a short day. i only had seminar of financial problems. seems like an interesting module. but very hard! it's about thesis-writing and stuff. i'm taking mostly level 4 modules here. i wonder how i'll cope later in the semester. had dinner at a korean place near 五道口.

wednesday was a crazy day. my day started at 8am with foundations for financial economics. the class is 8-950am on wed and fri. seriously?! anw, the lesson was quite boring, the morning was so early and so cold. on friday, i decided that life was too short for such classes. hence, i walked out halfway, determined to drop it.

that was my first week in beijing.

well as of now, i have a 4-day weekend every week. cos nus only allows me to map 20 MCs back and so that's 5 modules. hence, i have dropped like 2 modules. leaving me with lessons only on wed, thu and fri.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

doesn't it always go something like this?

it starts with you completely unsure.
and then you think you think it.
and then you know you think it.
and then you think you know it.
and then, it comes to a point, whereby the confusion and uncertainty disappears and you cannot deny, that you know you know it.

(:

Monday, March 2, 2009

Frequently Asked Questions

Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?

A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it..........don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.

Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?

A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.

Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?

A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine. That means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the goodness that way. Beer is also made out of grain. Bottoms up!

Q: How can I calculate my body/fat ratio?

A: Well, if you have a body and you have body fat, your ratio is one to one. If you have two bodies, your ratio is two to one, etc.

Q: What are some of the advantages of participating in a regular exercise
program?

A: Can't think of a single one, sorry. My philosophy is: No Pain...Good

Q: Aren't fried foods bad for you?

A: YOU'RE NOT LISTENING!!!. Foods are fried these days in vegetable oil. In fact, they're permeated in it. How could getting more vegetables be bad for you?

Q: Will sit-ups help prevent me from getting a little soft around the
middle?

A: Definitely not! When you exercise a muscle, it gets bigger. You should only be doing sit-ups if you want a bigger stomach.

Q: Is chocolate bad for me?

A: Are you crazy? HELLO ...... Cocoa beans ... another vegetable!!! It's the best feel-good food around!

Q: Is swimming good for your figure?

A: If swimming is good for your figure, explain whales to me.

Q: Is getting in-shape important for my lifestyle?

A: Hey! 'Round' is a shape!