Saturday, July 31, 2010
Harrow! (with peter chao essence)
Hahaha... Was saying that the whole of yesterday... (now midnight ler)
Anyways, my studies seems to be getting from bad to worse...
But I seriously think that I must do something...
I'm trying to, for her...
Shall just talk about today...
Had Chinese test, should be fail...
English compo test, wrote crabs.
And then nothing much ler until CCA.
Can get close to you. SMILE!
Then the school ndp was still as boring as ever...
I doubt it will get any better but in fact will get even worse.
Next week full dress rehearsal... -.- Thats so unawesome...
And if you really cannot tahan, just fall out k?
Don't overdo yourself. Don't care about what other people say about you.
Cause in our world, there is only me and you.
After CCA was like shiat, the worse part of whole day...
Your friends really cannot tahan them leh...
The only part I like was holding your hands, other than that, SHIAT.
Don't wish to elaborate... And I walked off for a reason...
Went home with many thoughts rushing through my head...
Went home and came out again at 8 to go cycling...
Was wearing your favourite shoes. XD
And went to your block then on to waterfront by the looooonnng way...
Didn't want to go to Admiralty park cause I think it will be dam creepy...
Evening is already so creepy... Imagine the night...
In the end, almost had a bad accident...
I was like speeding then this stupid indian man see me.
SEE ME LIAO LEH, STILL PURPOSELY DON'T WANT TO TURN AWAY.
Then jammed brakes and my tyres were like skidding all the way... omg...
Then stopped with my finger hitting his bike... Dam pain la... -.-
And he still say something like whats wrong with me...
Seriously... SERIOUSLY _|_ HIM. And no, me not gay...
Waterfront at night is sure at very nice place for lovebirds...
Wish you could be there with me...
Then followed by speeding the stretch of waterfront phrase B followed by
climbing the super steep hill... omg, I made it!
Although I had to stand on bike and cycle... -.-
Then went back same route home.
Came home and everything was so awesome!
You can really make me forget about all my unhappiness..
I really love you.
I love your smile, your big wide smile...
And i love your face after we hold hands. It looks different.
I just love you, only you, my one and only you.
My one and only darling angel Nasya.
Wo ai ni!!!!!
ALOYSYA FIGHTING!!!!
12:32 AM
Friday, July 23, 2010
Perhaps going to start posting again often as
I don't know whats up with me nowadays...
My heart beats so fast the whole day...
And at the end of the day, I feel so tired...
Its rather annoying as well...
And today was the first day in school without you in school...
It feels very empty and I really miss you a lot...
At least still managed to see you during CCA.
Just that in school...
I really don't like somebody...
He seems very friendly...
You said he will ignore you soon...
But i doubt so...
He gave me the warning smile on the day he knew about us...
And he seems to be taking action now...
I really don't want to lose you to him...
Because i really love you very much...
So please, please just get away from him?
I know I'm very sensitive...
But if you really feel that I'm controlling you too much...
Then just continue it with him then...
I believe I still can hold it in...
But if you were in my shoes, you might know how I feel right now...
And its not that I don't trust you...
I trust you, I love you.
But I seriously can't bear to lose you.
It is sure to have a catastrophic effect on me...
I initially thought that it will be nothing as well...
But it seems to be changing...
Especially after see what your close friend posted on his facebook wall...
Don't be sad when you see this...
Cause I love you and I will do anything for you to be happy.
I
L
O
V
E
Y
O
U
And I do not want to lose you..
10:24 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
Hello!
Long time nooooo see ler... =)
Now randomly posting because someone insisted that i post...
All wells, recently, many things have changed...
School life, family life, relationship and so on...
Don't wish to elaborate here though...
But a and e math and chinese are the most so un-awesomest subjects in the world....
I guess thats about all ler... All wells...
Perhaps going to have another longer post another day. =)
Me super duper loves her.
Aloy Love You Super Duper Much.
10:37 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Hahaha, quite long never post...
Anyway nobody views it...
So I'm basically posting for nobody to see...
Anyway...
ME SUPER LOVES HER...
I JUST SUPER DUPER LOVES HER SO MUCH...
Lol! Had to post this and keep looking behind to check if my
parents did come out because if they see this, you know... Hahaha...
And again,
ME SUPER HEARTS HER. =)
2:45 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Still horrible...
Nothing much today as well...
Physical Education for first lesson...
Boring as usual...
50% of it was a lecture by Mr Joseph Tan...
Kind of due to the wet weather...
Next all boring...
Just passed through the day by daydreaming as well...
Its like almost did not see you today at all...
Only when I went to change into sport attire before the first period,
went to the forth floor toilet and saw you along the corridor...
Looking at the other direction...
Then whole day did not get a chance to see you anymore...
Not even in class...
Thanks to changing back to normal seating arrangement...
So now back of class again...
Always have to change specs to see those stupid small handwriting
on the board...
After school its like somebody is so going to get it if I spread it out...
Shall ask Nicholas Eo for opinions tomorrow first...
Thats about all for today...
And its like after the holidays, during my nap, I always can't seem
to wake up at all...
Its like I am always so sleepy...
Wonder whats wrong...
I still want SNCO course...
And i still miss Sierra...
And i think i decided to become a CLT in the future. =)
1:25 AM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Horrible is the perfect word to describe the day...
First thing when i went to school, had spot check...
Never mind, only fingernails got caught...
Next, went back to class...
First thing. Failed Physics...
Second thing on next period, failed Social Studies...
After recess, third thing, Mr Lee put me and other two prefects
in my class in charge of taking care of Dean...
Yes its Dean... However, our job is to only make sure that Dean
goes up and down the school before and after school safely...
So yeah... -.-
Next failed Principles Of Account Overall for Term 1...
Thanks to one class test when I only got 1/20...
How great... And I got 49.1 or 49.3... I forgot...
Just my luck...
Anyway whole day didn not learn anything at all...
Although Chemistry and E maths taught new topic...
Its like just building sandcastles throught the four periods...
I also not sure why either...
Its like no mood to study at all...
I WANT NCDCC!!!
I WANT SNCO COURSE AGAIN!!!
I WANT TO BE BACK IN SIERRA AGAIN!!!
Life back then was a billion times better...
After school went to mac to eat lunch with Wen Jie...
Then met up with Bernice, Yeo Yin and Yong Jie...
Then went home and rotted...
Just an overview of today...
Tomorrow changing back to normal seating arrangement...
NO!!!!!!!!11
I want my exam sitting arrangement...
Can see things very clearly...
And also can see her on the opposite block as well...
Its like she also keep looking in my direction...
Not sure if she is looking at me...
But whenever I turn to your directions, you look away most of the time...
About 8 weeks left to Mid-Year Examinations...
Haiz...
12:19 AM
Monday, March 22, 2010
Today is just another boring Sunday...
Tomorrow's school... How great...
Totally not looking forward to it at all...
Its like I only started on my Holidays Homeworks today?
Yeah and I am not planning to finish all today anyway...
Now its like only half of all done???
Seriously, I don't give a dam...
Its like after the SNCO course,
I have no mood to go to school already...
I realised how horrible my school was...
And I also think I will most probably become a CLT in the future.
Good thing eh?
Whole day was just sitting beside my homeworks...
With my Ipod Touch beside as well...
And every 5 to 10 mins, I will check Facebook on my Ipod Touch.
Hahaha, wanted to see any new friends from
SNCO course who hass added me...
And about the SNCO course and SNCO course Sierra group...
Its like oh my goodness...
The feeling is like love...
Really can't bear to part from Sierra...
Its the first time such a course had so much impact one me...
I miss all the pumpings...
I miss all the games...
I miss all the Footdrill...
I miss all the scoldings...
I miss all the lectures...
I miss all the jokes...
I miss all the food... ( not really... LOL)
I miss all the Sirs and Mdms...
I miss Sir Saleem...
I miss Sir Kang Soon...
I miss Mdm Nadhira...
I miss Sierra...
I miss all my platoon friends...
Its like the best best best ever March Holidays ever...
I just went to facebook just now to add all the members
of the 8th SNCO Course... =)
Except for one because its like his Display Picture was
of a person with a Warrant Officer Rank and a Lanyard...
So I doubt that member was a cadet from the SNCO Course...
Tomorrow's school... Timetable has changed...
Well, I don't really care...
Still NCDCC is the best...
It shall or forever will be...
Can't wait for this Friday training if there is...
Yeah kinda want to show off new badges... LOL
HAHAHAHA.... Human nature right???
Hahaha, Aloysius is not that humble eh?
Hahaha, as Sir Saleem has said, from this point of time,
we will start to miss all the punishments we had since Secondary 1...
I bet we will...
And I'm not going to be one of those people who just pump
here and there because I know how it feels to be pumped...
And now!
Headphones!!! Still having a problem on choosing which to buy...
Budget is $200...
So choices are
1)Audio Technica ATH-WS70 : $198
2)Audio Technica ATH-ES55 : $155
3)Sennheiser PX 200 II : $129
4)Audio Technica ATH-FC700 : Around $80
5)Denon P372: Around $90
So these are the current choices...
First one is BASS BASS BASS...
So quailty like mids and others might not be that good...
And its rather expensive as well...
Second the one i just found out to be rather good...
Third is quite small... However, reviews say it packs a punch...
Forth And fifth is the foldable type...
So third, forth and fifth are foldable type...
While for the first and second, only the earcup can swivel to
the right and left but I think that should be okay...
Just need to handle it with more care...
Still trying to find more better headphones...
Haiz... Bothering me....
Planning to buy in 2 weeks time...
I think thats all...
Sierra Sierra Sieraa!!!! =D
12:50 AM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Truely this is the best March Holidays ever...
At the beginning before everything, I thought its be the worse.
LIA did changed me but didn't changed my thinking that
March Holidays were the worse ever...
Well, the SNCO course did...
Firstly about LIA.
First thing when we went there, pump us and take our attendance.
Nothing better to do right?
Everything was rather horrible there, compared to SNCO course.
First day also went to church. Reason? I dam hell don't know...
It was like we went there and i thought we were going to
have some games there or what but no...
We went there to have a lecture on bible and i was like ?!?!?!
Seriously, I still don't get it...
But no offense to that religion though...
That night had night trail which was like zzzz...
Nothing much... It was basically going around the school...
Playing some games in the midnight...
While NCDCC people were able to sleep and slack...
Nothing much too...
Then on to second day, had P.T. and it was like dam...
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM US?!?!
Do until so tired man... Nothing interesting from that day as well...
On third day was water games... Quite fun though...
But then soon end of the day and went home...
Before that, let me tell you that we only had 1 hour of sleep each day...
And somehow a 1 hour nap in the afternoon on Saturday
and a 1 hour sleep at around 6am to 7am on Sunday...
So yeah as you can see, quite nonsentical...
Actually it seems now to you that i hate the camp now
but not really I do not really miss it anymore though. LOL!
Reason?? SNCO course was billion times better...
After reach home, realised got extra shoes outside my house...
So yeah, visitors! and who are they? Two monkeys and
my grandmother...
It was like oh my goodness, give me peace for goodness sake...
Nothing much for that day already... Slept at 1am...
Woke up at 5.40am and went for course...
Had to meet with Sofia, Istiana and Nadhirah at 6.30am
at Boots & Shoes at Causeway Point...
Sofia came at around 6.55am... So by the time we reached
HTA (Home Team Academy) it was 7.30am...
And i was like omg my goodness! We are late!!!
Then sofia told me must report by 7.45am... Phew...
After writing our names, as said by our seniors,
it all begins from the gate there and it did!
As we were running in (got sir there thats why we ran)
then I soon heard "you guys down!!! you stop and down!!!"
I only realised it when i was reaching the stairs lol
then ran back then down... I also don't know why and
we just crossed the road and marched to the drill shed...
After I went home that day, I then found out we had to down because
Sofia dropped her beret while running...
When marching there, we get scolding again...
Reason, sir: " Wah see Sir never greet Sir ar???"
Then I say "123!" "Good afternoon Sir!"
I was like ZZZZ, why did i say afternoon?!?!?!
Then got shouted again... Then just marched down...
And meet mdm mei ying! =) She let us adjust then we continued...
Soon meet another mdm and she was like "where is your IC?!"
I raised up my hand and after saying sorry and marching out,
marched my squad to the drill shed...
Waited for a while then sat at the pending group, where
we had to wait to be sorted out into the different groups...
Sir Saleem then came over and told me " Aloysius, I'm sorry but you have
to join Sierra now"
So you may be wondering why sorry??? Basically, it was because
Sierra was the only group in pumping position...
Then yeah after a while got ice breaker games...
Whole day was basically in the Auditorium, lectures, lectures...
Second day, had a bit of lack of sleep already...
First thing was muster parade again...
First day's muster parade was horrible...
It was like keep on getting pump...
Then screw up again...
After all those, had footdrill session...
Well not so interesting...
After that that and lunch, had CD knowledge lecture...
Boring like shit.... More that 1 hour long...
After that was CD knowledge test... 60 Multiple Choice Questions...
It was like dam hard for me because i didn't study for it at all...
It was like "WHAT TODAY CD KNOWLEDGE TEST?!?!?!"
So yeah, i came unprepared for the test...
So was very afraid that whole day that i would fail it...
IF fail means cannot become SNCO...
Tuesday had to stay until around 9am...
Haiz... Luckily only one day until so late...
Basically was talking about Method Of Instruction tips and so on...
Wednesday, Footdrill for first half of the day...
Was like doing turning right and left while marching (not belok).
Not a problem for me as I have already learnt in my school...
Only the numbers one i had problem...
And i was not the only one...
Numbers one is where the sir will say satu/dua/tiga
and we will execute the steps for that number...
Then must stop there with hands 90 degrees in front...
After that had lectures again...
After lectures, we broke off into our groups...
It was like beginning, we were asking related questions...
Soon we were talking nonsence...
LOL hahaha, after that got one major want to debrief us...
He asked us one question about one sir teaching us one topic...
And what was the topic the sir taught us??
All of us said wrongly and he scolded us..
The whole auditorium become silent immediately..
I was like "must you dam hell ruin the best day we have ever had
among these few days?!?!"
Then muster parade again then went home...
Thursday, test day!!
Not looking forward to it at all...
Firstly it was muster parade again as usual...
Then we broke off into our schools to do the tests...
Firstly we were told that our sir for footdrill has not arrived...
Then the sir told us we were going to do Method Of Instructions first...
It was like so dam sudden! I was dam anxious man...
Time passed and it was soon lunch and after lunch was
supposed to be Istiana's turn...
However, i also not so sure what happened as well... Forgot...
Then I presented...
Sir said I was mumbling all along and for demo practical,
i demoed the wrong thing...
He say the slide which I was supposed to follow was correct..
However, the method I use was wrong... I did everything from the slide!!
I was like what the hell?!?!?!
Anywayafter that went for footdrill gold...
We joined ADSS (Admiralty Secondary School).
Then it was like they were doing Footdrill Method Of Instruction...
Soon after we all did that, was excution of Footdrill Gold...
Then commanding...
Whenever it was my turn to command, there were a lot of groups
in the drill shed commanding as well...
So there were numerours times where mmy group could not hear me...
Thes rest?? They were lucky... Especially Sofia and Nadhirah...
The drill shed quite quiet when they were commanding...
Another reason why the group kept saying they could not hear
me when I was commanding...
It was because the ADSS cadets don't really know the commands very well...
So yeah they don't know, they say can't hear...
And I was the first to command, so yeah, if they don't know they just should can't hear and see our Sofia and Nadhirah do and then so on...
After that went home...
Friday!!! Last day!!!
Had to wear smart 4 without badges there
and bring another smart 4 with badges there...
Reason is because first half of the day we were
going to do rescue tingys...
First station my group went to was campcraft...
Second was rescue, where we were spilt up into 3 groups...
Medic, casualties and rescuers...
I was in the rescuers group...
Third station was making a pole long enought to cross a hole...
ALso had to tie too so yeah...
We were spilt into Sierra 1 and Sierra 2...
I was in Sierra 1 and my group failed...
After lunch was rehersal for Passing Out Ceremony...
Not long later, changed into the Smart 4 with badges on...
At first I was like should i polish my boots??
Didn't want to at first but still did in the end... lol...
Then after finish polish on shoe, kiwi second shoe times up!!
AR!!! So just quickly use the cloth, dip into water and just clean it...
Passing Out ceremony went smoothly except for the first few,
they actually marched wrongly!!! ZZZ....
Call yourselves SNCOs... LOL!
Then after that received badges and a gift from Sir Saleem.
It was like cool man...
It was a key chain and with a S letter...
Dam nice... The gift was bought by all the Sir and Mdm coaching out group...
After that, slacked inside Harmony Hall and then went home...
Really missed Sierra...
Reached home and after dinner, thought that i would have a nap first...
So went to bed and thought i would wake up again to use the computer...
In the end just slept until next morning... lol!
Was really too tired... And yeah, didn't brush teeth and so on...
So yeah i think i shall end my post here...
Still missing Sierra dam much now... Love the group so much...
I have also joined the group on Facebook.. =)
Shall end here...
8th batch SNCO course Sierra shall and always be remembered...
1:46 AM
Monday, March 15, 2010
Well, i'm feeling dam sleepy right now...
Yeah so try to make it a short one...
L.I.A. camp is over...
Was very tiring but very fun as well...
First day straight away get pumped...
Then so on nothing much so interesting...
Actually there is a lot but i think i can't think of any right now...
On second day it was like not much sleep already...
And slept earlier as well...
First nght slept at 4am.
Second was 3am... =)
First night was basically having night trail thats why...
Second night was watching a movie...
The movie was We Were Soldiers...
Nice show indeed but watched before anyway...
It was like it was dam cool man...
When a person got shot, got blood come out...
Dam realistic...
Hahaha... Soon kept talking in the show, and it got a little boring
so I was like "come on man, just go to the war,
cut your crap" and soon it did...
The rest of the day managed to keep awake very well...
However third day morning. woke up at 4am...
Yeah don't need rub your eyes,its not 25 hours sleep.
Its 1 hour sleep and we had to do some thinking straight away...
Everyone was dam sleepy, even me...
I tried using my over clock ability to keep awake but somehow
only worked after one hour passed...
So whats my over clock ability? Well, i don't think most
of you can do it...
Its basically controling your mind to keep you awake
by making your heart beat faster... Maybe Nicholas Tee can...
Anyway, today was the first day of SNCO course...
Really didn't expect to see that other schools were so far away...
Don't wish to say anything further now, maybe after the course...
Today was mostly lectures and everyone was like saying so tiring...
Seriously, i don't know what to say...
I came back from L.I.A camp yesterday and had insufficient sleep...
And i found it ok? -.-
Anyway, tomorrow is the day where the real course begins....
Footdrill for many hours... And its Gold Fottdrill...
So wish me luck... =)
And oh ya, what about holiday homeworks???
Basically looking at the way I am going to day,
Won't be touching any until the weekend at all...
So most likely can't finish at all...
Anyway, more into my life...
I have decided to turn over a new leaf on one bad habit...
Yeah and that is vulgarities..
So yeah, if you are close to me, I always say vulgarities a lot...
So i started this mission for myself a few weeks ago
and i must say i have almost done it...
I used 95% lesser now already... Yay me!
And why did I wanted to change?
Yeah, was walking home one day when my light bulb suddenly
lit up. Hahahaha! Just joking...
I'm doing it for her...
Its like somehow, whenever I am looking at her,
she is also always looking at me...
Shall not elaborate any further...
Don't wish to disclose too much...
Another thing is that i have tried changing my English as well...
As you can see, this post is almost perfect English...
So yeah, well not near perfect but spelling wise and everything...
And i think i shall stop here...
10:24 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
yeah just a quick update now people!!! yeah!!!
somehow feel very hyper now so decided to update... =)
well sec 3 life is quite different from low sec i can promise you...
I miss 2 INTEGRITY 2009!!!
Life back then was so much easier, better, funner, funnier...
Anyway, english: very big jump...
First class test everyone failed... wow...
Chinese: i don't give a dam as always...
E maths: had to do some catching up and now can cope already..
Quite easy to be honest. BUT SO FAR ONLY!!!
A maths: horrid is the word. everything is horrid...
Homework, test and the worst of all teacher...
Geography: very very boring but i think still can cope... lol!
Social studies: I'm the social studies rep!!! sianz... ms yong leh...
Then one time i put most of the class worksheets into her pigeon hole,
all gone...
gosh, luckily she never killed me...
POA: omg! THE MOST BORING SUBJECT EVER EVER EVER!
its like beginning dam boring?
Then start doing worksheets after 3 weeks then not so...
But only after 1 week, ITS SO BORING AGAIN!!! ARGH!!!
Pure chemistry: so far not bad as we are just revising lower sec stuffs..
Pure physics: one of the most boring subjects ever as well...
And any lower sec reading this, trust me, its a big jump...
Lower Sec Physics and Upper Sec Physics are very far apart...
And yeah i guess that all...
And now on CCA!!! I darn hell want go LIA...
I don't care... I must be CCA leader...
Anymore??? hmmm...
School time release always quite a big gap...
Every monday and tuesday release at 3.15...
And Wednesday and Thursday, 2.30... But usually need stay back..
Thanks to the stuppi maths teacher...
But seriously i can see her face looks like a witch AND I WAS RIGHT!
remember the metamorphosis evg 2010 book we got?
The picture of her inside look dam well like a witch!!!
Anyway back to CCA.
I'm going for SNCO course, which is coming very soon!!! omg...
hahaha i sure hope i can at least get a achievement there... =)
Love life? hmm, shall not tell anyone...
So far there are only 1 person who i can guarantee i can trust...
Other than that i trust but not with my heart...
And i hope i can go UDI, the lanyard so cool man...
Anyway, games i'm playing now? On computer, none, still same...
Still waiting for CRYSIS 2 and command and conquer 4... yeah!!!
PSP, is dj max again!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!1
ITS LIKE FINALLY I CAN PLAY AGAIN!!!
But sadly its dj max portable black square...
Which is for pros and unfortunately i'm not a full pro yet...
So cant finish the game, so training yeah...
But the songs are dam nice to hear man!!!
LOVE IT! But sometimes so dam enthu about the game
until my hand numb until very pain while playing,
but its worth it... the game dam fun...
Especially with earphones or headphones on...
Love life? i think better not to tell anyone yet...
Anyway today came back from school alone (screw it)
because everyone was busy with something...
Wish i had CCA for today...
Anyway back to my story, saw a very cute but childish whiper
correction tape so bought it... =)
I think thats all, feel like i'm so gonna make this blog alive again...
=)
12:36 AM
