THANK YOU LELA.
i know im not gg crazy (:

Traffic - Marie Digby
This is the third time this week
that i find myself wandering down your street
and i can't seem to give it up
i've even stopped making these excuses
for why you're stuck here in my thoughts
when it's been long enough

and i try to keep myself moving
but i'm not getting anywhere

i wait in the same spot
brain like a parking lot
you're the traffic in my head
you're the reason that i'm wrecked
i pray for it to stop
like rain on the sidewalk
the traffic in my head, you're the traffic in my head
there's just too much to forget

guess i should be happy now
everything is back to how it was
before you came around
i'm already changing
and i've even tried
to find a new distraction
but still you surround
as if it's not hard enough

and i try to keep myself moving
but i'm not getting anywhere

i wait in the same spot
brain like a parking lot
you're the traffic in my head
you're the reason that i'm wrecked
i pray for it to stop
like rain on the sidewalk
the traffic in my head, you're the traffic in my head

a part of me thinks that i'm going crazy
the world's spinning, my vision is hazy
and none of this makes any sense
i never meant for this to end
i can do what i have to do
if i could only get around you...


i cant shake this off.

i wanna get her CD!

stepping into a fairytale
fav shot of the day!

Lunch with Navin and Saffie! haha we should do this again sometime sooon.
Then met Chionh for DESSERT. that place... lousy service.

i found myself feeling a tee bit irritated today. i guess im just being moody.
im not one who likes being the centre of attention or one who's very sensitive, but sometimes i wished everyone could be a lil more sensitive at times. maybe its cause there's alot of things going on in my life right now. i almost feel like im gna break down any moment. i find reasons to stay out as long, or to hide away in the room. i know i should stop this, but i cant.

"listen to happy songs" yea i should, but i... i have a different relationship with music.
ive been writing tonnes. i cant stop. There are times when i just feel like wna get out from where i am, catch the bus and run home to my guitar, notebook and pen.


(snippet from Traffic by Marie Digby)
guess i should be happy now
everything is back to how it was
before you came around
i'm already changing
and i've even tried
to find a new distraction
but still you surround
as if it's not hard enough

and i try to keep myself moving
but i'm not getting anywhere

i wait in the same spot
brain like a parking lot
you're the traffic in my head
you're the reason that i'm wrecked
i pray for it to stop
like rain on the sidewalk
the traffic in my head, you're the traffic in my head

a part of me thinks that i'm going crazy
the world's spinning, my vision is hazy
and none of this makes any sense
i never meant for this to end
i can do what i have to do
if i could only get around you...

she makes me wna sing! listen to me! (:

THAT LADYY

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