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Wednesday, September 30, 2009♥
29/9
it's my mummy birthday!!! got to celebrate again wif her fwens~! ha!
well, it's damn nice!!! manage to talk nicely & we communicate well.
but onli sumtime bahx...
after tat went to meet suki, jetson kor & ah keat!!
after tat went to 850 slack & HSH!!! freaking tired!!!
afternoon help mummy do mooncake!! wow~
no easy okie!!
today
morning went to work > home sweet home > go back prime for check stocks until 1.30am > meet suki for supper
all the way till morning 5am > home sweet home > 5.30am my lala land!!
for the whole day is so~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ boring!!!
Blogged @ 9/30/2009 02:01:00 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009♥
27/9
it's hao birthday, help him celebrate at gp!
=D damn happy to help him celebrate!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
well, lots of things happen & i dun wanna say!!!
here tis 2 pics taken by suki!!! thanks suki for e help!!! =D
Blogged @ 9/28/2009 01:58:00 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009♥
today went to work as usual...
damn tired can!!!
afternoon nv work so is my nap time!!!
i didn eat my lunch & off to my lala land. ha!
den sleep until 5 plus den wake up eat my lunch
o.O? i still not enough sleep sia!!!
i nd summore sleep!!!
oh gosh!!! my brain oso not working due to not enough sleep!!!
tml is hao birthday!!!
"WEN HAO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!"
next is mummy birthday le!!!
i got to go take pizza!!! woo~
currently, chatting in msn wif calvin kor!!
my chest now a days so pain!!!
i dun noe why?!
anyway, i think i got nth much to post le so gtg!!!
bye! take care all my fwens & loves!!!
Blogged @ 9/27/2009 01:14:00 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009♥
today morning wake up totally feel so restless..!!
like wanna faint le...somemore so cold!!!
at work keep on wanna sleep...
no mood to work sia~
then end work faster go home prepare,
dad drive me & suki to sengkang!!!
so piss off at there!!! i hate sengkang!!!!
not in e mood today!!! freaking tired!!!
like going to die in anytime!!! till now i still so upset!!!
did we girls did something wrong?!
why must all those guys treat us so mean!!!
we girls also have our pain!!! you guys just enjoying!!! wtf... girl not people is zit?! freak off manz~~~
all those libra are sucks~~~
my house also have 3 libras but i also don't like the way they treat me!!!
so yarhx...all libra sucks!!!!
there's a song that i listen for 5 years le..
the title is "你怎么舍得我难过"
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
the song really damn nice...!!! i like this song so much!!!
Blogged @ 9/25/2009 10:30:00 PM
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freak! today super sad sia...ihateit!!! fcuking guys~~ i hate libra!!! all libra sucks!!!! den morning 6 plus wake up go work & rush home after work, go back bath & eat my lunch den rush to kovan work!! shag!! my hand make miies cant do anything sia. den ask one gal to go pack, end up she do so slow. everything oso slow. onli noe how to stand there do nth, laugh, chat, msg!!! omg~ i rather do it myself sia!!! ask her do will die sia...so slow!! den we rushing our products all tis. waliaox...lyk tat how to rush sia...ask her dun cum muz well!!! summore make suki angry. nv say excuses me!!! keep on squeezing & squeezing!!! my rite hand totalli gone!!! not as nice as e past!!!
TO SUMONE:
YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM FALLING FOR YOU!!!
BUT YOU CAN MAKE ME HATE YOU DEEPLY!!! HATE YOU OR NOT IS MY DECISION!! YOU CAN'T MAKE THE DECISION FOR ME!!!
YOU DON'T WANT TO GIVE EACH OF US A CHANCE, I CAN'T FORCE YOU!!!!
BUT YOU DAMN HURT ME!!!
REMEMBER THAT YOU TOLD ME YOU ARE LIBRA BUT YOU ARE DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS LIBRA!! THEY ARE BLACK BUT YOU ARE GREY!!
BUT TO ME YOU ARE SAME AS THEM SO BLACK!!!
IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME THEN DON'T TREAT ME LIKE THAT!!!
YOU GUYS ARE JUST THE SAME!!! FREAK!!! I HATE YOU GUYS!!!
WHY HURT ME DEEPLY DE ALWAYS IS LIBRA????!!!
I HATE LIBRA GUYS!!! I HATE BEING HURT!!! THERE'S ALWAYS ONE IS ENOUGH!!!
I DON'T WANT TO GET SO MUCH HURT!!!
I DON'T LIKE BEING TREATED LIKE THAT!!!
YOU HURT ME!!!
Blogged @ 9/25/2009 12:20:00 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009♥
today off day but got to go for e dun noe wad stupid course.
den after rush to kovan start my pack mooncake.
omg~ those uncles there so OF sia..den work until i veri sianz.
cuz tis cant do tat cant do. i getting more injure!!! haizz...
I MESSAGE YOU, TOTALLY NO REPLY!
I JUST HOPE THAT THE TIME DON'T MOVE JUST STAY AT THE TIME WE 1st MET! I'M THINKING OF YOU BUT YOU TOTALLY DIDN NOTICE IT!
I NEED SOMEONE THERE FOR ME BUT THERE'S NO ONE THERE!!!
I NEED A SHOULDER BUT THERE'S NO SHOULDER FOR ME TO LEAN!!!
I NEED A LISTENING EAR BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ON THE PHONE!!! THERE ALWAYS NO ONE THERE FOR ME!!!
FREAKING HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING!!! ='(
I REALLY NEED YOU ALOT~~!!!!
SUMONE: I MISS YOU LOTS!!!
Blogged @ 9/23/2009 11:37:00 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009♥
20/9
wake up at 7am. i'm late for work!!! OMG~
den reach there abt 7.30am & start to work till 12.30pm cuz i late so i wanna pay e time back. ha! waliaox....wed my off day still hab to go for dun noe wad stupid lesson!!! Argh!!!
Prime onli mahx...shag!!!
after tat went home eat lunch & bath den ask dad to drive miies to downtown east take moon cake. ha! but super tired. fall a slp in e car.
when reach le dad wake miies up, den i went down take.
den go home put moon cake after taking it. ha! on e way back, got accident! den traffic jam!!!
but i still got home abt 5 plus den meet up wif chi ying go basketball court meet suki they all. o.O we are playing basketball no longer but i'm super tired.
den calvin kor they all cum!!! so long didn see them le.
hmmm....den after tat we went to NYP play cards.
ha! den went to 959 eat dinner & fei sian cum find miies den chit chat awhile & went to rong hse.
den go down NYP again. ha! funni sia. xiaver, rong & jet dance super jonior "SORRY SORRY"
& we take video down. if can will upload.!!! =D
den fei sian went home. i continue slack until 12 plus den go home.
went home bath & play com due to my hair still wet cant slp.
den off i go to my lala land!!! xDD
I HOPE TO WALK IN THE RAIN SO THAT NO ONE CAN SEE ME CRYING!!
HOW I WISH TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!! BUT THERE'S NO CHANCE!!!
STILL WONDERING IS THERE A CHANCE FOR ME?!
21/9
went to work & alot of ppls sia...no time to drink water too!!! sianz...tired lorz...
den saw boyf & edwin. ha. =D
den continue working. freaking angry wif those fcuking customers.
i cant tahan sia. wonder how they take it. tis kind of customer.
freak!! i hate them...!!! argh!!
den after work went home. gonna slp cuz too tired!!!
I'M SO DISAPPOINTED BUT I'M STILL WILLING TO WAIT!!!
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME THINK OF YOU!!
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU!!!
YOU ARE THE 1st PERSON WHO TAKE CARE OF ME!!!
YOU ARE THE PERSON WHO WILLING TO HELP ME!!!!
ALL IS YOU!!!!!
Blogged @ 9/21/2009 05:17:00 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009♥
Blogged @ 9/19/2009 12:04:00 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009♥
18/9
went to work & chit chatting wif fwens.
ha! time past fast
ppl say i think too much..ha! but i feel tat IT'S TRUE!!!
those words suddenly came to my mind. & it's so meaningful.
so i decided to post it.
i feel that life is just like a movie.
when the movie started it's so sweet!
when the movie ended it's just like a dream
that you will never get it again.
there's always a story behind one person.
the story can be sweet & it can be bitter too.
those are the story that we cant even control it.
we will never know when it's start and when it's end.
we only can continue walking down the street till we see the end.
LIFE so SUCKS!!!
how i wish there's someone there for me!!!!
17/9
hmmm...not in a gd mood sia.
i dun noe why i feel lyk crying now a days.
lyk one crybaby!!!
16/9
wake up & went to prepare stuffs off to suki hse!!!
reach her hse:
1st- is cook maggi mee (yummi~)
2nd- wash face while suki go bathed!
3rd start my make-up!! ha!!
4th- straighten my hair.
5th- use computer.
6th- off we go to bugis. =)
but i'm sry for euu gals, we are late!!!
kana complaint tat stomach hungry-alicia!! =)
ha! PSPS larhx...own euu all 1 meal.
which i wanna make it on oct.
walk here & there cuz we abit lost.
well, but we manage to reach e place on time.
& they went to eat due to i'm not hungry so i didn eat.
hahax...=P
well, meiling fwen's fwen face SUPER smelly sia...
keep giving one face...so DL!!!
suppose to be happy de but see her face make my mood almost spoilt!!
but lucky suki, ling, alicia & deon are super high sia...& my mood hype up by them...!!!
ha!!! they're my LOVES!!! muackz...
took lots of pics after make-up by auntie LiLi
ha! although i feel tat my face look so red & keep on complaint
but those pics out is perferly well-look!!! =D
pics upload!!
Blogged @ 9/18/2009 08:30:00 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009♥
as usual went to work in e morning!! mood better le...but afternoon mood swing again!!!
i totalli dun noe wad's wrong wif miies sia!!! having headache!!!
went nitex cum my mood now worse sia!!! dun noe why!!! freaking sad for no reason.
wanna cry but i juz dun noe why
tears not cuming out from my eyes, it's cuming out from my heart!!!
is zit pain until no tears cum out? ( IDK)
haizz...freaking heart pain!!
sry to those i hab been giving euu all attitude!!!
i think i'm crazy!!!
Blogged @ 9/16/2009 12:54:00 AM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009♥
tis post will be a short one.
cuz i totalli got no mood! without a reason after meeting suki.
i think i got sum mental pro le...
i juz feel tat i wanna to hide myself to one corner & cry silently.
my heart is pain without any reason (i think)
is there anyone for miies?!
i onli feel tat when i nd sumone but there's always no one there for miies!!!
hab a freaking empty heart!!! heart tat is always wound there.
wound will nv realli get heal even though there's sumone there for euu!!!
hurt means hurt!!! pain means pain.!!
juz lyk wad my msn nick" A BROKEN MIRROR WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!! "
end here. bye!!!
Blogged @ 9/15/2009 12:39:00 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009♥
ytd suppose wanna blog de...but due to late go home so didn blog..
well, ytd went to boyf's blog & saw her tagged got passerby spam.
wth, e passerby talk lyk wad lyk tat...i dislike she say my boyf lyk tat...
damn angry! okie!!! den JK called miies ask miies go dwn find suki. cuz she is sick..!!!
poor suki...muz take care of ur health..met suki & went to bb court see match!!
ha!!! church guys playing match!!! diaox...& even hit until suki...!!! damn freaking angry okie!!
well, & my mouth juz scold vaglarity (i think my spelling wrg) after tat we continue our chat!!
after tat get to noe tat R booked out due to he is sick!!!!
so meet up wif him & went to his hse cuz suki wanna get e pizzahut number but dun noe why cant order online ar!!!
so they call mac. waliaox...e mac so long den reach lorz...
wait until wanna slp liaox.... end up 1 am den reach home!!!
the next day....
as usual wake up go work. end work rush home
& went to meet up wif chiying,chiyin & xinyi (cousins)
we are going to ah kiat (cousin) hse to help him celebrate his birthday!!! ha!!! damn nice!!!
they order lots of foods (pizzahut, KFC & cake) juz for 8 ppls to finish it..!!! OMG~
grow fatter!!! den at his hse play PS3 till 7 plus. den ah qing fetch us back nam dai!
reach home use com!! till now!!! =D
suki: sorry!!
Blogged @ 9/13/2009 10:51:00 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009♥
it's been a long time since i post le.
i'm damn lazy&tired to post.
been at home slping.
i hab not enough okie!!
freaking tired uh!!
well, ytd meet chiying(cousin) for basketball.
reach there saw JK playing.
after no longer they got match. =.=
ha! funni lorz.
den after e match we continue our play.
but another match cuming soon! Lollol.
well, actualli sumthing in my heart abit unhappy not cuz of e basketball match.
i dun noe is i think too much or wadever larhx.
well, i dun wanna talk abt it le.
after tat i went home after bring chiying home!
reach home bathed&use com.
wake up damn freaking early can!! at abt 4 am i'm awake for nth. =.=
continue my slp till 5 plus wake up again.
& there goes on to 6 plus but before 6.30am
i had no enough slp!!!! argh.
after prepare all my stuff morning call suki to ask her wake up for work!
ha! good rite?!
den off to work.
Lollol. see wrong counter number & use wrong counter. so everything change.
counter 3 keyboard suppose to be sucks!! after changing keyboard from outside.
everything fine!! =D can key faster liaox. if not i always key 1 become 14 or 4?!
after work recieved boyf text. sry boyf, today didn meet euu. i'm realli freaking tired.
den meet mummy help her carry things. went to 959 buy lunch. damn expensive okie!!!
2 packet for $6.80. OH GOSH~~~
den home sweet home. of cuz i got to eat my lunch!~ well. end up kana scare by my mum. =.=
she forget to buy praying stuff. & i got to eat faster help her go down buy.
& she at home prepare for dinner. i'm so tired cant even walk faster.
taking a long time to reach home~ reached home kor wake up&eat his lunch too!
den of cuz i'm going to use com! help mum&use com.
after tat i feel so tired & my eyes lyk going to shut down.
so i went to slp at kor bed!~ ha!
slp till 8pm den wake up! well, i'm become a piggy&i'm growing fat too! =(
so tired dun noe why?!
wake up eat dinner&text suki. she is still working. but no choice nd $$.
suki muz be damn tired after a long rest!! poor suki.
she complaint to miies tat e food there although is free but damn suckie.
after tat she went back to work & i on television to watch. there is no show to watch.
all not nice de. so use com again!!! =D
Blogged @ 9/11/2009 09:49:00 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009♥
5/9
go work in e morning, afternoon went home changed & rest awhile slackers den abt 6 plus take cab to old jurong west there fetch bobo cuz caini at my ah ma hse! den after tat fetch bobo back to nam dai & there's go headache of finding place for bobo!!! sad sia~ poor bobo! den abt 10 plus i go suki hse there ask her neighbour & sit there keep on finding our contact see who can keep bobo!! den call han xiong ask him. well, he cum meet miies & see bobo. but his fwen cant keep den i call shi min ask her & let her see bobo pic den kar fu can keep him!!! OH~ thanks god! finalli found sumone tat can keep bobo le!!! den slackers & miies bring it to kar fu blk pass it to him. thanks kar fu & shi min lots!!! after tat went back to NYP find e rest of e slackers & home sweet home le!!! cuz mummy not feeling well hab to go home see her doing fine anot!! went home use com to FB. ha! den to my lala land!
6/9
as usual go work & they put miies outside!!! damn HOT okie! not many ppl today til i going home den got alot of ppl.! LOLLOL!!! buy lunch back home eat, use com, bathed & go out wif my xiao yi & cousins to my da yi hse. cuz kyler man yueh!!! ha! but i go there abit sianz!!! den use com at huimin room!!! ha! den da jiu fetch us back home!!! fast & nice!!! although we sit behind of e lorry!!! =)
7/9
as usual went to work but my leg is damn freaking pain!!! =.= but no choice mahx. still hab to go work wad!!! den work until half my leg dun noe wad happen move a little jiu pain. den i cant move my leg!!! lyk old auntie body liaox.!! sad sia~ after tat go home eat & take sum nap! did a nice dream. but dun noe will it happen anot?! it's been 4 years!!! i dun think it will happen again!!! 4 years is a long time manz!!! still dream of YOU!!! mayb sum parts of my brain thinking but i dun noe bahx..!!! how i wish i wont wake up & keep dreaming of it!!! well, it's fate!!! i got no choice!!! 4 years of break up!!! well, wad can i say!!! will it happen anot i oso dun noe!!! but now i will keep waiting for e HIM!!! i think my fwens should noe who!!! ha!!! i will keep on waiting no matter wad!!! there a sentence to another person-well, not euu not gd or nice!! but e feeling towards you is onli fwen!! euu cant being force by tis kind of things de!! find a better de bahx!!!i think i say tis to euu, tat HIM oso will lyk tat tell miies i noe it!! but i wanna continue waiting!!! & see fate wanna let us tgt anot?! anyway, i'm use to tis kind of thing le!!! always lyk tat de mahx..i oso got no choice..but at least let miies wait!!! go back to e story-wake up at 7pm, went to bathed den go out find suki & slackers!!! ha!!! after eating at 959 went to kar fu hse see bobo!!! bobo damn cute okie!!! i love him more&more!!! till 10pm den cum back..guai rite?!
Blogged @ 9/08/2009 12:08:00 AM
Thursday, September 3, 2009♥
today is my off day. ha! of cuz i will slp till veri late de! yarhx...so of cuz i slp till afternoon den wake up! den after tat call suki, ask her wad her temp le! end up is 38.1 OMG~ is damn hot lorz...ask her go see doc she oso dun wanna!!! lollol..den tot of i go out buy lunch for her after i finish changing she text miies say her mum cuming back. so i cant go!~ lollol...den wait for kor tgt go for lunch but due to sum problem, end up is myself go buy lunch & go home eat!!! =.= abit sianz rite?! den finish eating use computer. ha! use until abt 5 plus den go take bus to JP Mrt station wait for zurah den go take MRT to sch!!! ha! my leg abit pain okie!!! cuz of e shoe tat i wear!!! lollol... in class damn fun de okie!!! our classmates(zurah, fiqah, emily & audrey) will noe it. ha! we r crazies in e class manz!!! but abit sianz of using e computer cuz nth to do!!! so i go find info of my project( about dogs) wohoo~ i'm going to do a web pages of doggy...i'm loving it!!! i wonder how bobo le?! i miss him damn lots okie!!! BOBO, IMISSYOU!!!! other ppl will miss their boyf, but to miies i miss bobo!!! but i oso got miss sumone de okie!!! well, i dun noe he noe anot?! but i think my fwens noe!!! i juz recieved a bad news abt bobo!!! haizz...got to move hse again!!!
boyf: meet out again!!
suki: faster recover!!! drink more water okie!!!
Blogged @ 9/03/2009 12:36:00 AM
Tuesday, September 1, 2009♥
as usual go work today so tired cuz more 4 plus wake up for nth! but ytd i slp early. den today work got so many energy ha! when e time i got off from work, IT'S RAINING HEAVILY OUT THERE!!!! omg~ how am i going to go home?! i keep thinking walk which way more better?! end up i choose to work towards e bus stop there! i'm all wet!!!! haizz...no choose! end up i reach home changed & call suki, get to noe tat she's sick! well, & i noe she wont wanna go out eat de so i decide to go out buy foods & go her hse eat tgt wif her! when i reached her place, it's 1pm! we having our lunch & watch movie but abit sianz larhx cuz no nice de! den meii call! suppose going to see bobo de. but raining too heavily cant go so i change to tml end up she got sumthing on den i was lyk nv ask her dun go lorz. onli i went to see bobo den go home liaox. den she was lyk..aiya...i dun noe how to say larhx...anyway, i'm not a gd sister & gd fwens! i get all tis from my fwens & sister! yarhx i'm not a gd person either! so i wont get a better life!!! i hate tis life, i hate myself & my everything!!! why muz i cum to tis world?! how i wish i was not here!! till now we still quarrel!!!! well, since lyk tat i oso got no choice wad! aiya, quarrel wif tis end le quarrel wif another!! tired of life!!!! so sianz!!! dun noe is their problem or i realli got problem!!! but all say i got problem!!!! well, since i got so many problem den why should i be here?! i tired of so many problem!!!! my life is full of SHIT!!!!!!
Blogged @ 9/01/2009 11:11:00 PM