What's wrong. Why can't I just get over it?

Yay abandoned blog hehe. Let's just post something to fill up the emptiness.

Prolly I've not posted for too long, it feels so weird to touch my blog again. No one really updates blogs now I've noticed, same for me. Where am I supposed to squeeze out the time from.

Just a very challenging and exciting year I guess. But other than that the year sucked. Totally. Nothing much to say. Very cluttered up with loads of random things happening, and guess I've neglected exactly the important things. Fully explains my state now eh.

I suppose I should go finish my so-not-interesting BIO ACE. Before I get slaughtered tomorrow by my mentor *AHEM* "Why is your ACE for Bio ZERO!?"

Living with such thoughts, it's painful but hang on, duh, I have to.

Yes, I miss you, you, you, you. So much.

All the same.

MAMA MIA, HERE I GO AGAIN
MY MY, HOW CAN I RESIST YOU!
MAMA MIA, IT GOES TO SHOW AGAIN
MY MY, JUST HOW MUCH I MISS YOU!

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Yay Finals Finals Finals for both projects! So no efforts gone to waste, all very successful, we'll see how far we can go next! I want at least an A* this year if I still don't get one it'll be really sad it's such a good opportunity with double finals! It's not easy!

Quite slack right now hahah I'm rather lost with what to do I really want to slack a bit before the big wave comes. Then there seems to be a hell lot to do and I'm rather tempted to finish some stuff now and make this free time constructive haha

Was watching SLC videos on Youtube and I just found lots of awesome vids! Including last year's stuff as well hahah. FIFTEEN FIFTEEN SLC!!! Then participant, now a fac. Really really awesome. And the cheers last year hahah, Bazooka bubblegum! A totally random cheer but very fun and catchy though this year's Witch Doctor was not bad either! I (L) SLC! And I'm sort of missing SLC again not the correct time but can't be helped hah :/ FACS! Natalie Anne Kevin arghh YCG and Gabby and everything. I hope we can have a facs outing after nat day hahah that'll be really cool and since nanyang's blocks are over it shouldn't be much of an issue!

Suddenly started thinking about Qifa choir, how it's doing now, it has been about 3 years. Checked the SYF website and realised that after skipping SYF in 2008 they got another bronze this year and so that makes the 3rd bronze since my first SYF ._. No breakthroughs at all quite sad but at least now they're back for SYF. I want to go back to visit choir and talk to them and see how they're doing but idk if I'll ever get such a chance :X and after talking to Nat I realised she was from choir too hahah and 2006 Daffodils! It's quite an awesome song I still want to sing it hahah though my voice would've been rather screwed now after so many years of inactivity, but I'll hopefully still survive in choir if I ever have a chance to be part of one again hahaha. But really a coincidence to know that Nat was from choir as well (= (= "I wandered lonely as a cloud, that floats up high o'er vales and hills, when all at once I saw a crowd, a host of golden daffodils..." Sing I want to sing! Play the piece! I miss choir.

Influx of work haha let's all jiayou. Term 3 will be fun-filled =D

I shan't be so evil and 偏心 hahaha so here I am.

BSC applications and it is so really hell. Parents are going to drag me back again and it's so troublesome, have to get my own tickets and I think I can't fly with the others. Flying alone, I haven't tried it before it would be rather thrilling I guess but definitely quite boring since it's a relatively long flight of 6hrs ._. I want to fly with the rest! This is as far as I know the only opportunity to fly with the school! And now if I'm dragged back I'll be gone for the whole hols! Facs, 6E'07, I don't want to miss anymore gatherings / outings / fun! Haha this certain someone told me not to go idk why it seems sian yes 6 weeks but I think there will be some fun and awesome experiences so let's just try my luck to see if I can go hahah.

Whoo what a day haha I don't know what to say but generally turned out rather positive I guess!

Okay let me do my homework I'm already late :X

My dear mum sent my blazer for drywashing without taking out my precious SLC notes and notepads of both years. Probably lost all those memories.

The long long random chats with Natalie during YC meeting while Anne felt totally left out sitting opposite.
Those very cheesy comments by Anne and snide remarks by Kevin during YN meeting about how we should entertain Gabriel.
Those very cute notes from Gabriel telling us not to look sian and stuff like that.

I thought I could entrust all those memories to the blazer pocket.

After all, my own fault for not taking them out and keeping them at a safer place.

What's left, well, is in my mind. That, no one shall destroy them.

<3

The voice, the smile, the laughter. I just miss them a lot a lot.

Thanks for talking to me, and helping me forget everything else.

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