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Looks like I'm finally found somebody to replace LZL I've been going gaga over SNSD, especially Taeyeon and Sunny, but I'd prefer Taeyeon more, haha She can be so dorky at times, and yet so...I don't know how to say,lol... She's pretty too *_* check out SNSD's Genie video, omg..and and and, she's younger than me, lol They broke my record of liking older women (LZL especially), like, for the first time, being cute doesn't matter at all (Yao yao aside, she's too $%!@$% already, though I respect her alot) I saw their (SNSD's) love for each other, their bond and all, it is real touching yo SNSD Fighting! I love the 2nd picture :D
[Eng Sub] SNSD Taeyeon: "Amongst SNSD, the word Mom is off limits" (eng subs)
I cried watching this T_T
Lots of people are afraid of death, including me. Somehow that sparked a little chain of reactions and thoughts when I visited my grand aunt's wake yesterday, that death isn't that scary afterall . The wake itself was a peaceful affair, without burning of incense paper or any loud music or long chants everyday by the priest. Buddhists' wakes are much peaceful compared to taoists '. It's just a simple act of lighting up the joss sticks,praying then bowing to the deceased. No noisy music, no suffocating smell from burning incense paper, etc I would like that when I die, lol ...I appreciate peace more than anything. Just, don't make any noise during my funeral, that'll help me pass on peacefully :D Grandaunt's someone who I've only met once, as far as I can remember. I only remember going to her place at woodlands when I was young and complaining that it's freaking far, lol ...I don't have any other memories of her. It's just a piece of my...
There's a ton of things in my mind right now but I can't really talk to anyone And I'm a little lazy to type them all down I'm also a little paranoid about the internet , afraid that someone might just read those thoughts...I shall blog in wordpress Somewhere where I can blog stuff in peace and at ease My sanctuary , my haven
I'm reminded of the past everytime I see the messages you left me The way you failed to say no utterly disgusts me You made me feel like I'm the king of the world You made me feel like the world's my oyster You made me high You gave me so much confidence that everything else doesn't matter anymore You're the only one who mattered to me So why the hell did you made me feel all that for if you know that you're just gonna throw me away eventually?? You gave me wings and mercilessly tore them away Stop trying to be nice to me It hurts