How Passionate Are You? You mix passion with pragmatism Key Traits: open, sensitive, balanced, empathetic, loyal, thoughtful Introspective and self-aware, you have a solid grip on your emotions. Your friends and family consider you "the rock" they can turn to and lean on during tough times. Part of that trust comes from the fact that you always try your best to say what you mean and mean what you say. This is part of your healthy outlook on life, love and work. Hard work is important, but remember to listen to your instinct when it tells you to take a step back and enjoy the quiet moments. There are certain things that you will always be passionate about, whether it's a certain cuisine, a type of music, or a particular sport. On the flipside, there are also things that will never interest you. But that's OK. Your romantic partner appreciates your unwavering sensibility, your balanced temperament, and consistent signs of love and care. omg damm true
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I know this is random but I dreamt of Andrea Fonseka, lol I've been dreaming of celebrities and old friends recently so much I wonder if these are all deja vu hmmmm This time in this dream I was having a photoshoot with Andrea, as in I'm taking pictures of her for a magazine and Syazwan's my assistant. I had a conversation with her behind my lens as I tried to make her laugh to capture some candids but she just smiled, I snapped a few shots and that's about all. (I think that this is the best part of the dream, she looked amazing) Hmmm, in my next dream, I was in this muti-level factory kinda place to submit the photos, but realized that I've lost my phone. I went to look for this person at the top floor of the building, climbing up the stairs as the lift is down for maintenance. When I reached the top floor, my phone was there! I reached for it and realized that this time, my wallet's missing. I remember thinking to myself that I'm damm lucky to have ord-ed...
Peter Khoo asked me what did I gain throughout these 2 years of NS I gave it a thought and answered: Growth and Maturity I learnt alot throughout, really I learnt that home is a place of comfort I learnt that people will still stab you in the back even if they are your friends I learnt that only when you are in deep shit you'll know who are your true friends I learnt how to avoid trouble I learnt how to avoid work I learnt how to take it easy I learnt how to mind-fuck myself to put myself at ease I learnt how to stay mentally strong I learnt how to take all the shit that has been thrown to me and treat them as hurdles in life I learnt how to cherish I learnt how to accept myself I learnt lots Maturity means alot Comparing to the past, I felt that I've grown so much. From the hot headed young man at the age of twenty to the present me, there are so many changed. Accepting a new form of music helped me to grow too, smooth jazz soothes the soul, and gives me a feeling of inner pea...
I seriously think that procrastination must be counted as one of the deadly sins, but it is a subset of sloth, so....yeah Procrastination, it's evil Many young people fall prey to it, including me. Man, I better start working on the photos now, 2 days worth of photos to be submitted to office tomorrow! Holy cow plus reports! I've got nothing to write! oh my god
I inhalled a deep breath The fresh morning air invaded my lungs as they are filled to the max I let out the mouthful of breath Suddenly everything seemed to change The claustrophobic feeling has disappeared The weight that has been choking me has vanished I'm free I'm free to do what I want to do I'm free to do what I set out to do Being able to breathe easy Being able to live life my way This is what I longed for I took in another breath, as if to confirm and confront reality Yes, these are all real I am free -rebirth-
I'm convinced..that when I wake up tomorrow morning, I'll be a new man a new life it feels as if I've been reborn, all of sudden there isn't anymore smoke, cigarette smells, oils and dirty hands No more reporting and lazing the day away, wasting my life away I'm gonna cherish every single minute of my new life, gonna do something productive,aiming to exercise everyday , I swam 13 laps today before being hit by a wave of cramps, improved by 3 laps as compared to yesterday's 10...hope that I can swim 14 or 15 tomorrow I'm finally working again,photojournalism jobs have started for the next issue of vibes and I'll be covering the events at punggol this coming weekends I'm so excited! I feel l ike a (fat) p hoenix , rising from the ashes
Man..i woke up at 12pm today cos I wanted to complete a dream,lol I had one of the most awesome dreams ever! In my dream I was one of the Liverpool players,Reina's number 2, haha...and we are celebrating in a pub, there was Carra, Benny,Reira,Reina,Gerrard and everyone! Super cool And then Rafa announced that Pepe won't be starting the game against Man Utd and he became damm emo, I went up to him and.. he said: All the best,mate I patted his back and said: don't be sad man, you're my idol! LOL man damm vivid! and benny was chewing gum, reira too lol.. awesome dream man... awesome
Had a long talk with Syaz just now, which is always refreshing. Talking to him helps to clear my mind as I thought through my life.. I'll somehow think about the times when I rebelled against my parents when we talked about poly days..that was when I was 20. It was a time of transition; a time when you're still mentally a teen but you gotta accept more responsibilities in life. It was also a crossroad for me as I struggled to grab hold of my dreams. I felt that I can do anything in the world, and that I should do whatever I want to at that point in time. I wanna fly and soar. Till now I still firmly believe that these thoughts are not wrong. On the other hand, my attitude and reaction against resistance (from parents) were wrong. I'm still feeling remorseful after making mum's heart during cny, I guess the guilt can't be washed away that easily. I can't do anything bout it anymore, I can only treat her better from now on as a form of compensation I guess. Then c...
eye candies, deafening music, expats, dirty dancing, ladies and alcohol these kinda sum up clubbing it was kinda fun, but the only thing is that I don't feel that I'm in the right frame of mind to let myself go at the dancefloor lol..I even: 1) stepped on someone's toes 2) got grinded by a blonde who's taller than me (she's ard...24?) 3) got grinded by another brunette who's also taller than me (she's ard...uh,26?) 4) coughedcoughedaccidentally when a group brushed past me 5) had a brief convo with another blonde 6) almost wanted to pick up the hot dancer but backed out after taking a step towards her,lmao 7) saw a group of ah peks and ah mas dancing at the 2nd floor of Zirca,at the Envy room,lol (they looked damm stunned when they caught me staring at them ~_~) 8) got pushed around on the dancefloor D= but I won't club again ba..too loud,damm unhealthy for my ears yo >. post the pics soon!
I just finished watching some episodes of a hk drama with mum it actually feels gd to be together with her..maybe it's because of guilt,that I wanna make up for all the mistakes I've done in the past and make her happy for the rest of her life, not to disappoint or upset her...I've sorta made up my mind to make her proud, a goal which has always been there.. I used to think that no matter how hard I tried, they do not seem to be satisfied with whatever I've done, can't they see the effort that I put through? Why can't they cut me some slack? Why do they want me to do everything their way? Now..I can sorta see from their pov,being a basketball ref doesn't really earn much..dad wants me to be in the media, be somebody who can make great films and stuff I think that it's funny, cos mum told me that dad gave me my name while thinking of his favourite composer and actor...he had wanted me to become a musician but somehow I ended up loving music in a different...