was ranting with wj and wilmer,lol... i was like: WAH LAN EH 22 APPROACHING 23 ALREADY STILL DON'T HAVE GF~~WTH alarm bells are suddenly ringing in the back of my mind,lol...just like what eve said before she got attached,lol...i think i'm experiencing the same thing as her and wilmer gotta say: I'm 21 and I got a gf! lolx,go and die lar,invite me to your wedding k?happy for you :D i hope i don't sound desperate or anything but yeah,am just ranting,lol WAH LAN EHHHHH 22 ALREADY EHHHHHHH! NO TIME! NO TIME!
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I've finally passed my driving test! Finally, spelt F.I.N.A.L.L.Y For the third time, I dragged my feet into the cold waiting room, hoping that I'll pass this time round. For the starting 15 mins, I drove with my left knee trembling vigorously, as if there was a hidden fear in me. Sure, I felt nervous and all but to tremble this much? It just isn't me. I hesitated to change to the third gear when we were outside and the tester asked,"Do you feel the car dragging? why didn't you change the gear?" I replied,"I don't want to drive so fast." And at that moment,I wondered if that's an indication that I am actually driving too slowly....so I picked up my pace then SUDDENLY, the tester was like, "Turn right and go back to the driving centre" Alarm bells were ringing in my head...I thought that I had failed again, since I didn't do any e-brake and u-turns at all...my instructor was there when I drove in and he gave me a why-are-you-back...
Hmmm just had a long chat with Lu Yee about r/s talking about it managed to dig out previous memories,pains as well as..well,yeah,pains, haha confronting my past seems to have a good effect on me...I thought about them...the kind of person they were and what have become of them now.. I realized something..there wasn't any chemistry to even begin with maybe it's just something that never should has started,a mistake and no,I'm not feeling sorry for myself right now nor feeling any sadness,I'm just....reconstructing What Lu Yee says is true..it's harder for people to fall in love when they grow older I can't see myself in a r/s that soon, it's just too weird to have someone stepping into my life after so many years of being alone it warms my heart to see my frends with their lvoed ones..and seeing them get married,I lonely sometimes but guess that it's a small price to pay yeah? I used to think that basketball will be enough for me and I still maintain tha...
all I have left are memories.. even the image of you in my mind has become blurry how do you look like now? heard that you're doing well, am happy for you it has been years since I last saw you...really would like to see you again guess it's impossible I've moved on too, but chose to leave a little of you inside just a little
Life is so unexpected...I received news that a friend's dad just passed away,heart attack... It's really super sudden Haix...I feel like going for the wake, since we used to chiong sua together and all...though we aren't as close anymore, he's still a friend Moral values does not allow me to desert him at this point of time... Anyway..some updates in my life 1) I'm looking for tuition jobs..so if anyone has any lobang,let me know yea? 2) erm,72 days to ord 3) teaching the 3 new guys,so far so good but 1 of them is uber nua -.- 4) slowly relinquishing my responsibilities in camp, feeling good 5) slow restarting project thousand faces. It's damm hard to get started without someone beside me 6) holding on to whatever hopes of more photography jobs Cheer on people, love you guys
Money makes the world go round, they say.. Yes, it is vital to have it And I'm lacking of it No..my family's lacking of it Should I resort to other means to bring in the bread? Ethics vs survival...which one would you choose? I'll choose...survival Do anything to get money,to survive,toget what I want I've said it countless times, I'm sick of having to think whether I've got enough money to last if I get this particular thing I wanted... I just want to spend without thinking or considering the consequences Spend munnie freely whee~