I.need.to.rant Mum A boasts to Mum B, saying that her kid is back from Australia, holidays now, and he already got a job through soemone's recommendation Mum B's kid is studying a local private University which starts next year, and is freelancing as a photojournalist currently Mum A doesn't know what Mum B's kid's doing, and continues to boast, hinting that you'll need 'connections' in order to get jobs Mum B returns home, pissed What's up with mums comparing their kids' achievements and getting pissed over such a matter??? Pride Mum B then said to her kid: child, you must work hard and prove it to others ah, that Mum A freaking arrogant Mum B's kid did not say anything in reply. Questions formed in his head instead. 'Why should this be the motivating point? Shouldn't we work hard for ourselves?Am I not good enough for you?Have I not met your expectations?Why are you comparing me to him?' This should just... Stop
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extracts from msn conversations in the train this guy was sitting down on e floor while all of us r standing den the woman in front of me looked damm uncomfortable n kept looking down den i was puzzled la,so i looked down,den EH? how cum got a camera dere? den he kept shifting this cam,i was keeping a lookout to c if he presses the shutter den the woman oso trying to take a pic of him wif her ifone but it was too dark,so she gave up n shifted places so i just put my bag right in front of his cam, he was zooming in with optical zoom den he shifted his cam eh! i shifted my bag accordingly LOL den he sorta gave up,n kept his cam but took it out to point at another direction again after a while,this time his target is toking to her frend wif her back facing him so she din noe den got this indian guy standing beside him oso caught on wat he was doing,den he looked at me,wide eyed den i signal 4 him to tell the woman,he just stared back -.- useless bugger den i juz used my fone n typed: sorr...
It’s been a while since my heart has been changing, since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome.. every time you came back, I hated the guy that made you cry I’d rather protect you, although I don’t know if it will make it better… This time I’ll hold you and love you is what I thought Baby, come to me now And be my lady I’ve watched you for too long I stood there with no words, hiding my pitiful heart. As a friend, to remain as friends, I had to push the confessions down my throat But now I’ll confess to you, I love you… You hold my hand and tell me you only have me Keeping me as a friend, you say it’s a blessing Whenever you say let’s never change, I had to push my feelings down It might be best if I protect you, not knowing if it will be better I kept hearing it but I kept cool I was too scared to lose you, but… Baby Come to me now And be my lady I’ve watched you for too long I stood there with no words, hiding my pitiful heart As a friend, to remain as friends, I had to push the confes...
Looks like I'm finally found somebody to replace LZL I've been going gaga over SNSD, especially Taeyeon and Sunny, but I'd prefer Taeyeon more, haha She can be so dorky at times, and yet so...I don't know how to say,lol... She's pretty too *_* check out SNSD's Genie video, omg..and and and, she's younger than me, lol They broke my record of liking older women (LZL especially), like, for the first time, being cute doesn't matter at all (Yao yao aside, she's too $%!@$% already, though I respect her alot) I saw their (SNSD's) love for each other, their bond and all, it is real touching yo SNSD Fighting! I love the 2nd picture :D
[Eng Sub] SNSD Taeyeon: "Amongst SNSD, the word Mom is off limits" (eng subs)
I cried watching this T_T
Lots of people are afraid of death, including me. Somehow that sparked a little chain of reactions and thoughts when I visited my grand aunt's wake yesterday, that death isn't that scary afterall . The wake itself was a peaceful affair, without burning of incense paper or any loud music or long chants everyday by the priest. Buddhists' wakes are much peaceful compared to taoists '. It's just a simple act of lighting up the joss sticks,praying then bowing to the deceased. No noisy music, no suffocating smell from burning incense paper, etc I would like that when I die, lol ...I appreciate peace more than anything. Just, don't make any noise during my funeral, that'll help me pass on peacefully :D Grandaunt's someone who I've only met once, as far as I can remember. I only remember going to her place at woodlands when I was young and complaining that it's freaking far, lol ...I don't have any other memories of her. It's just a piece of my...
There's a ton of things in my mind right now but I can't really talk to anyone And I'm a little lazy to type them all down I'm also a little paranoid about the internet , afraid that someone might just read those thoughts...I shall blog in wordpress Somewhere where I can blog stuff in peace and at ease My sanctuary , my haven
I'm reminded of the past everytime I see the messages you left me The way you failed to say no utterly disgusts me You made me feel like I'm the king of the world You made me feel like the world's my oyster You made me high You gave me so much confidence that everything else doesn't matter anymore You're the only one who mattered to me So why the hell did you made me feel all that for if you know that you're just gonna throw me away eventually?? You gave me wings and mercilessly tore them away Stop trying to be nice to me It hurts
How Passionate Are You? You mix passion with pragmatism Key Traits: open, sensitive, balanced, empathetic, loyal, thoughtful Introspective and self-aware, you have a solid grip on your emotions. Your friends and family consider you "the rock" they can turn to and lean on during tough times. Part of that trust comes from the fact that you always try your best to say what you mean and mean what you say. This is part of your healthy outlook on life, love and work. Hard work is important, but remember to listen to your instinct when it tells you to take a step back and enjoy the quiet moments. There are certain things that you will always be passionate about, whether it's a certain cuisine, a type of music, or a particular sport. On the flipside, there are also things that will never interest you. But that's OK. Your romantic partner appreciates your unwavering sensibility, your balanced temperament, and consistent signs of love and care. omg damm true
I know this is random but I dreamt of Andrea Fonseka, lol I've been dreaming of celebrities and old friends recently so much I wonder if these are all deja vu hmmmm This time in this dream I was having a photoshoot with Andrea, as in I'm taking pictures of her for a magazine and Syazwan's my assistant. I had a conversation with her behind my lens as I tried to make her laugh to capture some candids but she just smiled, I snapped a few shots and that's about all. (I think that this is the best part of the dream, she looked amazing) Hmmm, in my next dream, I was in this muti-level factory kinda place to submit the photos, but realized that I've lost my phone. I went to look for this person at the top floor of the building, climbing up the stairs as the lift is down for maintenance. When I reached the top floor, my phone was there! I reached for it and realized that this time, my wallet's missing. I remember thinking to myself that I'm damm lucky to have ord-ed...
Peter Khoo asked me what did I gain throughout these 2 years of NS I gave it a thought and answered: Growth and Maturity I learnt alot throughout, really I learnt that home is a place of comfort I learnt that people will still stab you in the back even if they are your friends I learnt that only when you are in deep shit you'll know who are your true friends I learnt how to avoid trouble I learnt how to avoid work I learnt how to take it easy I learnt how to mind-fuck myself to put myself at ease I learnt how to stay mentally strong I learnt how to take all the shit that has been thrown to me and treat them as hurdles in life I learnt how to cherish I learnt how to accept myself I learnt lots Maturity means alot Comparing to the past, I felt that I've grown so much. From the hot headed young man at the age of twenty to the present me, there are so many changed. Accepting a new form of music helped me to grow too, smooth jazz soothes the soul, and gives me a feeling of inner pea...
I seriously think that procrastination must be counted as one of the deadly sins, but it is a subset of sloth, so....yeah Procrastination, it's evil Many young people fall prey to it, including me. Man, I better start working on the photos now, 2 days worth of photos to be submitted to office tomorrow! Holy cow plus reports! I've got nothing to write! oh my god
I inhalled a deep breath The fresh morning air invaded my lungs as they are filled to the max I let out the mouthful of breath Suddenly everything seemed to change The claustrophobic feeling has disappeared The weight that has been choking me has vanished I'm free I'm free to do what I want to do I'm free to do what I set out to do Being able to breathe easy Being able to live life my way This is what I longed for I took in another breath, as if to confirm and confront reality Yes, these are all real I am free -rebirth-
I'm convinced..that when I wake up tomorrow morning, I'll be a new man a new life it feels as if I've been reborn, all of sudden there isn't anymore smoke, cigarette smells, oils and dirty hands No more reporting and lazing the day away, wasting my life away I'm gonna cherish every single minute of my new life, gonna do something productive,aiming to exercise everyday , I swam 13 laps today before being hit by a wave of cramps, improved by 3 laps as compared to yesterday's 10...hope that I can swim 14 or 15 tomorrow I'm finally working again,photojournalism jobs have started for the next issue of vibes and I'll be covering the events at punggol this coming weekends I'm so excited! I feel l ike a (fat) p hoenix , rising from the ashes
Man..i woke up at 12pm today cos I wanted to complete a dream,lol I had one of the most awesome dreams ever! In my dream I was one of the Liverpool players,Reina's number 2, haha...and we are celebrating in a pub, there was Carra, Benny,Reira,Reina,Gerrard and everyone! Super cool And then Rafa announced that Pepe won't be starting the game against Man Utd and he became damm emo, I went up to him and.. he said: All the best,mate I patted his back and said: don't be sad man, you're my idol! LOL man damm vivid! and benny was chewing gum, reira too lol.. awesome dream man... awesome
Had a long talk with Syaz just now, which is always refreshing. Talking to him helps to clear my mind as I thought through my life.. I'll somehow think about the times when I rebelled against my parents when we talked about poly days..that was when I was 20. It was a time of transition; a time when you're still mentally a teen but you gotta accept more responsibilities in life. It was also a crossroad for me as I struggled to grab hold of my dreams. I felt that I can do anything in the world, and that I should do whatever I want to at that point in time. I wanna fly and soar. Till now I still firmly believe that these thoughts are not wrong. On the other hand, my attitude and reaction against resistance (from parents) were wrong. I'm still feeling remorseful after making mum's heart during cny, I guess the guilt can't be washed away that easily. I can't do anything bout it anymore, I can only treat her better from now on as a form of compensation I guess. Then c...
eye candies, deafening music, expats, dirty dancing, ladies and alcohol these kinda sum up clubbing it was kinda fun, but the only thing is that I don't feel that I'm in the right frame of mind to let myself go at the dancefloor lol..I even: 1) stepped on someone's toes 2) got grinded by a blonde who's taller than me (she's ard...24?) 3) got grinded by another brunette who's also taller than me (she's ard...uh,26?) 4) coughedcoughedaccidentally when a group brushed past me 5) had a brief convo with another blonde 6) almost wanted to pick up the hot dancer but backed out after taking a step towards her,lmao 7) saw a group of ah peks and ah mas dancing at the 2nd floor of Zirca,at the Envy room,lol (they looked damm stunned when they caught me staring at them ~_~) 8) got pushed around on the dancefloor D= but I won't club again ba..too loud,damm unhealthy for my ears yo >. post the pics soon!
I just finished watching some episodes of a hk drama with mum it actually feels gd to be together with her..maybe it's because of guilt,that I wanna make up for all the mistakes I've done in the past and make her happy for the rest of her life, not to disappoint or upset her...I've sorta made up my mind to make her proud, a goal which has always been there.. I used to think that no matter how hard I tried, they do not seem to be satisfied with whatever I've done, can't they see the effort that I put through? Why can't they cut me some slack? Why do they want me to do everything their way? Now..I can sorta see from their pov,being a basketball ref doesn't really earn much..dad wants me to be in the media, be somebody who can make great films and stuff I think that it's funny, cos mum told me that dad gave me my name while thinking of his favourite composer and actor...he had wanted me to become a musician but somehow I ended up loving music in a different...
Used the $200 voucher to get a pair of running shoes for mum, she was so happy! At first she was feeling quite guilty of spending that much money on a pair of shoes but after repeated reassurance, she let the $ signs go and began to enjoy the shoe fitting session, haha... I want her to have a pair of shoes that can offer her enough support, so as to protect her legs and posture when she walks...so I guess that it's a good idea to lavish the money on her, lol.. I could sense that she was damm touched and happy when she told me that she had been wanting a pair of running shoes for the longest time =) that made my day and confirms that it was money well spent, haha..though it's a voucher but yeah =) Went to get dad's favourite durain cake from Emicakes after that and he really enjoyed it, haha..glad that they had a short but happy birthday (the cake cutting was over in like 10 mins,lol..short and simple) Happy birthday, mum and dad! :D
Am waiting for the files to be recovered..shall blog in the meanwhile...omg! SO MUCH BACKLOG! 1) Lift Upgrading Program (200 pics) 2) Report for Lift Upgrading Program (~done~) 3) Roller-blading event (300 pics) 4) Super Import Nights (100 pics) (done but haven't export) Deanna called this afternoon asking for 10 best pictures to be sent to the press by tomorrow By tomorrow??? Will have to skip sleeping tonight to rush out the work =( gonne be SUPER tired tomorrow man..staff, forgive me, the reason for being tired isn't because of clubbing but because of work Being in the media will cause me these kinda pain,lol..but I guess I'll enjoy it ba...my shoulders are all tensed up now! omg..how the hell am I supposed to rush out so many things by Friday?? I shall rush out the 10 pics first....but I gotta wait for the stupid recovering to be done first..60% nia after like 1 hr, die larrrrrrr I hope that I can rush rush rush! Chiong ah~ MY PICS MAY BE IN THE PRESS! OMG SO HAPPY
The Internet is becoming boring, with nth else to do except for the weekly updates on anime and manga Fb is useless if all your pals ain't online Which leaves me to youtubing, lol...man I think this post is gonna be another random rant again since I do not have the knack of typing for v.long periods of time. I'm being reminded of Li Hui's words bout the Internet being unsafe, since if you blog, people are gonna find out bout stuff from your blog. Alex said before that his blog is his own personal space and he will just type anything that is in his mind when blogging. I think that while blogs are avenues of venting all your frustrations out, you can exercise personal censorship, unless you wanna divulge all your dirty little secrets online. I,for one, will not, lol...but up till this point in time I'm still amazed by fellow techies and forum users. They seem to have amazing abilities to track a person down via cyberspace. This ability is uber scary, I can't stress an...
I've been trying to analazye myself but I can't seem to find out what my strengths are 1) my photography talents are limited due to lack of cash to expand my horizons 2) wj said that I've got the ability to socialize but I can only think of 2 jobs that need this skill: being a pimp and a mamasan, dieeeee larrrr 3) I can't write as well as syaz, I'll stone when I am in a brainstorming session..I can't design as well as syaz, he's like, so sama-like man 4) I hope that I can get into mediacorp and that the interviewer don't ask any questions realting to 'what are your strengths and weaknesses?' I'll surely die on the spot and mumble as if a goldfish is stuck in my throat 5) I hope to improve my command of english via ranting through this space 6) omg what else can I write 7) I guess that all for now..I really really shuold take up English courses again,but I can't bear to part with my money...zzzz It's 10/09/09! 43 days more to ORD!
just saw the video I posted above..it struck me, hard cos my mum asked me the same thing when I was a kid I guess all parents have fears in them that their children will abandon them one day...I'm not in the position to comment but I think that since I owe them so much, not abandoning them is the least that I can do Well..I treat people the way they treat me, and in this case, my parents loved me with their lives, I ought to repay them with mine, my future, the rest of my life. Minus a certain grandma, of cos..that selfish lady can be thrown among her kids like a ball, I don't care As syaz puts it, we are all family men and I forsee myself to be one too, even after getting married (which gonna be god-knows-when)...sure I had thoughts of moving far away from Pasir Ris, but come to think of it I've stayed in Pasir Ris all my life, moving away may not neccessary be an option Staying near to them also means that I can take care of them, another plus point :) food for thought: w...
Met up with Latiff just now and had a talk He has always been inspirational and I look up to him as a mentor of sorts, though he treats me like his little brother...haha he's kinda the only few who sees potential in me and believes in me For that, I thank you Latiff, you've been instrumental in my growth as an intern in WDA, and now you've said some words that I can forever engrave in my heart... "I've always seen you as an entrepreneur, you are always looking to challange the norm, yeah you are quiet in your own way but you are the kind of person who will always not be satisfied with the present situation" Wow Impressive Maybe a little too impressive but yeah he sorta summed it up with his words, lol...we made a pact to meet up again in 20 years to see what I've become. He'll be 60 years old by then..wow He has always amazed me with the things that he can do, I still remember once we were at a uber boring meeting,both of us were falling asleep at that...
Was blog-surfing randomly and saw this on my cousin's blog. Found it to be interesting and wise at the same time so I decided to spread the love, haha...I'll bold those which I totally agree with :) Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me.. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone... 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting ...
was ranting with wj and wilmer,lol... i was like: WAH LAN EH 22 APPROACHING 23 ALREADY STILL DON'T HAVE GF~~WTH alarm bells are suddenly ringing in the back of my mind,lol...just like what eve said before she got attached,lol...i think i'm experiencing the same thing as her and wilmer gotta say: I'm 21 and I got a gf! lolx,go and die lar,invite me to your wedding k?happy for you :D i hope i don't sound desperate or anything but yeah,am just ranting,lol WAH LAN EHHHHH 22 ALREADY EHHHHHHH! NO TIME! NO TIME!
I've finally passed my driving test! Finally, spelt F.I.N.A.L.L.Y For the third time, I dragged my feet into the cold waiting room, hoping that I'll pass this time round. For the starting 15 mins, I drove with my left knee trembling vigorously, as if there was a hidden fear in me. Sure, I felt nervous and all but to tremble this much? It just isn't me. I hesitated to change to the third gear when we were outside and the tester asked,"Do you feel the car dragging? why didn't you change the gear?" I replied,"I don't want to drive so fast." And at that moment,I wondered if that's an indication that I am actually driving too slowly....so I picked up my pace then SUDDENLY, the tester was like, "Turn right and go back to the driving centre" Alarm bells were ringing in my head...I thought that I had failed again, since I didn't do any e-brake and u-turns at all...my instructor was there when I drove in and he gave me a why-are-you-back...
Hmmm just had a long chat with Lu Yee about r/s talking about it managed to dig out previous memories,pains as well as..well,yeah,pains, haha confronting my past seems to have a good effect on me...I thought about them...the kind of person they were and what have become of them now.. I realized something..there wasn't any chemistry to even begin with maybe it's just something that never should has started,a mistake and no,I'm not feeling sorry for myself right now nor feeling any sadness,I'm just....reconstructing What Lu Yee says is true..it's harder for people to fall in love when they grow older I can't see myself in a r/s that soon, it's just too weird to have someone stepping into my life after so many years of being alone it warms my heart to see my frends with their lvoed ones..and seeing them get married,I lonely sometimes but guess that it's a small price to pay yeah? I used to think that basketball will be enough for me and I still maintain tha...
all I have left are memories.. even the image of you in my mind has become blurry how do you look like now? heard that you're doing well, am happy for you it has been years since I last saw you...really would like to see you again guess it's impossible I've moved on too, but chose to leave a little of you inside just a little
Life is so unexpected...I received news that a friend's dad just passed away,heart attack... It's really super sudden Haix...I feel like going for the wake, since we used to chiong sua together and all...though we aren't as close anymore, he's still a friend Moral values does not allow me to desert him at this point of time... Anyway..some updates in my life 1) I'm looking for tuition jobs..so if anyone has any lobang,let me know yea? 2) erm,72 days to ord 3) teaching the 3 new guys,so far so good but 1 of them is uber nua -.- 4) slowly relinquishing my responsibilities in camp, feeling good 5) slow restarting project thousand faces. It's damm hard to get started without someone beside me 6) holding on to whatever hopes of more photography jobs Cheer on people, love you guys
Money makes the world go round, they say.. Yes, it is vital to have it And I'm lacking of it No..my family's lacking of it Should I resort to other means to bring in the bread? Ethics vs survival...which one would you choose? I'll choose...survival Do anything to get money,to survive,toget what I want I've said it countless times, I'm sick of having to think whether I've got enough money to last if I get this particular thing I wanted... I just want to spend without thinking or considering the consequences Spend munnie freely whee~
Life has been a series of highs and lows since the last update I've seen Kobe Bryant and Liverpool in recent times and everywhere's full of stardom waiting for me They are a bunch of professional and are an inspiration It is nice to see famous people being down-to-earth and joking among themselves like normal people do. Thank you Kobe, I will bear your words in mind: If you wanna succeed you gotta take a little pain Well said Anyway, the pics are all up on my facebook account.. Ok stars aside, after reading Syaz's post bout ord...yes this is the 3 letters that has been appearing in my mind ever since enlistment. Ever since reading about it, I would like to state that I'm left with 89 days to ORD! I can still remember at the start of Jul...when I went around saying that I've got 100 days left,but now it's just 89 days left..holy crap, I hope things speed up and that the days pass by quickly..cos time seems to slow down alot these days... 23rd Oct...
Look.. secrets.. Secrets are surprise disguise lies that don't appear now but.. it will appear later between me and you girl.. We can never be together (you and i) No matter how hard we try (uh huh) we can never be together no need to cry (this is just a dream..) wipe away the tears (things will never what it seems) from the corner of your eye i'm nobody special baby just another typical guy We can never be together No matter how hard we try We can never be together. no need to cry Wipe away the tears from the corner of your eyes I'm nobody special baby just another typical guy It's a dream living in black and white Well when i see your here On open light tell me why i'm not satisfied my heart feels like it just died wondering what it would be like if you and i came together tonight at this moment in this life time, show me a common sent revealing your presences, answers to upcome to my newest questions your shadows shows me plenty of clues i'm tryna reach you b...
after years of brainwashing, it took me some time to realize that I ain't useless, I ain't stupid, I ain't any of those stuff that mum called me previously whenever she was pissed Now I hate them I strongly stress that I am neither stupid nor useless, you bloody assholes I hate it when people call me that I ain't useless either. I can produce good photos, can you? Huh huh huh? Shut the fork up man, you puny piece of rotten matter May heaven shit on you
I'm joining the Asian Geogrpahic photo competition I feel the need to travel to other countries to take portraits of the people there but I have neither the time nor money to do so So I will remain in tiny Singapore I do hope to gain recognition through this competition! Embrace my photography dreams, I shall Wish me luck! -hope fills me in-
I'm training again It feels nice after the workout I gotta get fitter, fast Lose more weight, yes! Ganbatte! Current Wants: 1) G2000 Black Label shirt 2) A new pair of jeans 3) Something to look forward to every weekend 4) Time to pass by quickly 5) Go out with different people every week 6) Make my life as busy as possible 7) Driving license 8) More money So, date me, people! Fill up my timeslots!
Your perfect match is someone who is kind, creative and quiet. This person is a thinker, someone who enjoys observing and analyzing the world. This type of person is content to let you do all the talking, yet is intelligent and bright and can contribute a wealth of knowledge to any conversation. While this person might seem aloof or even shy, once you get to know them, they are incredibly interesting, full of life and their serious side will compliment your more out-going nature. The top traits they are looking for in a mate include someone who is supportive, compassionate and understands their introverted nature. While this person might be somewhat skeptical that love exists because they are not big risk-takers and the choose their friends cautiously, deep down they are ready and eager to fall in love and will fall deeply for you, forming a deep and eternal bond. Exactly!
In the past, I used to be alone So lonely that I created an imaginary friend He accompanied me throughout my childhood I raced cars with him I built sandcastles with him I ran with him At times when he is not with me, I would be with my friends Even when I know that they are using me, Not valuing me the same way I value them, Even when they hurt me, Even when they laughed at me I'll still laugh with them Do anything for them Just to keep them As friends I realized that I was living with a mask on To laugh when I don't feel like laughing To not show my true feelings In order to put people at ease In order to protect myself From the people who were hurting me I shunned from a lot of things I became isolated I became a hermit A turtle A snail Going back to my own shell Hiding in the dark Away from the sunlight and everything else Then I found basketball Through diversity, I pushed myself to the limits Even when I could not move anymore I told myself "You can still move, just ...
It is funny how people get to meet other people in some circumstances. Xiao Xin is a financial adviser introduced to me via my tekong buddy, Wei Kin That fella gave her my number and she called me one night when I was busy concentrating on watching a documentary about jellyfishes And we talked She sounded nice through the phone, and I believe that she knows the way of talking cock, lol...and we met up just now at her office The meeting went on for 2.5 hours man...and she smsed me after that, saying that I broke her record of having the longest consultation ever, lol... We share the same interest in reading and had alot of other things in common. I think that we can be good friends. Nice meeting someone new :D
It's paternal grandma's turn to be hospitalised. Dad went to change to rush down SGH, mum was lke: go later ba I was lke: don't bother to go lar Dad's expression changed... I said it a few times more, and said that I wouldn't even visit if she dies in hospital Mum was like: don't say these kinda things I went on further: I won't even pray to her if the altar's in our house. Mum then went: I didn't teach you that way I replied: yes, you did not, but respect has got to be earned, and she don't have mine, she also don't deserve it Mum said that that's saddened by me...but yeah, I've got no choice, really, I don't want to have anything to do with them It's your life, you choose it, deem me as a fucker for all I care, but she don't deserve my care and concern. I repay people with kindness if they treat me well, and it is only right to give them something bad if they treat me badly. I hope that she'll get out of there sooner...
MIA-ed for a while...started on a thousand faces project, but has been raining these few days, so can't go out to take photos, damm sian... So I was cropped up at home, with my com and all -.- Grandma and grandpa are finally out and recovering though..good thing. Good Friday is also coming, another day of rest and to take more photos. I forsee April to be a tough month, but nevertheless I'll still look forward to the future as every day that passes brings me a step closer to ORD. 6 more mths!
I'm blogging before I'm confined to eternity in camp Ok, well, not eternity, but at least till the weekend I'm praying hard that I would be allowed to go to the NOISE launch man, like, praying really really hard I do hope that we'll go back to army soon, so that everything would change All these shit aside...I'm feeling comforted looking at the email from NOISE Singapore It brings me back, all the way back to the time I first held a dslr, the 300D...I received a crash course on it in Tampines' Macdonald larrr, and could only use P mode then And my first outdoor shoot at Punggol! Dad drove me around to take pics of the forests and stuff...still remember that time Mas Selamat just escaped, so there were lotsa people on petrol at the beach, lol Well, I've moved on...this is really a milestone for me...really happy to be recognized =) Though I'm making baby steps, I'm moving forward towards my ultimate goal of becomming a world class photographer I-will-...
I'm gonna stay in from monday onwards That son of a bitch mother fucking asshole I curse, from the bottom of my hear, I curse With all the hatred, I curse With all my might, I curse The anger, the frustration erupts from me May your decedents become slaves and whores, May your ancestors rise from the soil as undead, May you and your family burn, and be scorched by the flames till all of you turn into ash Never to be identified even by your closest relatives Never to be reborn, never to rest With all my might, I curse You mother fucking loser, wasting the earth's oxygen supply You, who is wasting space in this universe May you perish from this world now, IMMEDIATELY! Peace shall embrace earth when you die And only when you die...
It has been a long week...duty without breakfast, complaining to superiors, missing out on training... haiz but today's fri! Tmr's sat! Training's finally here! I will do plyometrics training as I've always been doing these few weeks..thanks to Jia Yuan who enlightened me about it. Having fun playing fish tycoon on my ipod, lol
Finally, pics from my birthday ^^ Had a peaceful night, short of the flu and cough haha I want to: 1) ORD 2) Get a speaker for my i-touch 3) Get a mini laptop 4) Keep training 5) Go out with someone on Valentine's, but haven't got anyone yet 6) Talk to Sheena 7) Have my life back Some updates: 1) I was sick on my birthday and am still sick now (stupid flu and cough) 2) I'm feeling loved after seeing all the birthday messages on facebook 3) I'm missing Yiting and am sure the rest of the Firewire are too 4) I just joined Fightworks Asia under their Fight Fitness class, done some punching kicking and conditioning, damm xiong but fun 5) So, I'm considered a fighter-to-be now, heh...feeling good 6) I'm still bitching about this year's drop in Ang Bao $ Hahaha, that's all guys, cya around! P.S : Sheena , keep tagging yeah? And just in case my friends spam my tagboard, just remember to scroll down to read what I typed for you k? :D
你能分清楚爱和喜欢吗？ 喜歡和愛咫尺千里。 當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快 樂；離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會 笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。 當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨 不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照 顧自己；離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'然後你繼續你平靜的 生活，希望他早日 回到你身邊。 你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任 性的要求。 你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好 事' 來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。 你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的 人； 你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜 美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。 你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙 著逗你笑你才原諒他； 你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼 大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著 他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨， 你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是 幸福的。 你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，但也許 很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個， 就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是 忙的沒空想起而已， 對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點； 對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無 關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。 喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天 你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美， 而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨， 你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，你更願意看他 在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你， 總之，你的感情昇華了——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當 你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。 有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛 與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的人在一起時， 你的感覺就像回家了！
The following post would be a biased account. A review of Red Cliff 2 Personally, I would like to think that Red Cliff 2 is good. Though the acting of Lin Chiling is only so-so, there are also other big names for backup, in case box-office fails (Which would NEVER happen) A camp mate of mine slammed the show, saying that it isn't accurate "Actually, Zhuge Liang is damm noob compared to the others, it is the Romance of the 3 Kingdoms that glorified the Shu army, making them look god-like. Actually they are just normal people." - Camp mate A "Yeah, Guan Yun Chang also normal person only, where got so power?" - Camp mate B agrees "But, we are praying to him now eh..." - Camp mate C went =.= I forgot, there's actually an altar for him in camp Talk about a normal human being worshipped as a god yeah One thing I like about RC2 is that they've used ALOT of people, for glory acts such as kamikaze and also for minor stuff like the exciting soccer games ...
Butterfly Jason Mraz I'm taking a moment just imaginin' that I'm dancin' with you I'm your pole and all you're wearing is your shoes You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on until I write a song about you And you have your own engaging style And you've got the knack to vivify And you make my slacks a little tight, you may unfasten them if you like That's if you crash and spend the night But you don't fold, you don't fade You've got everything you need, especially me Sister you've got it all You make the call to make my day In your message say my name Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all Curl your upper lip up and let me look around Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch Because they're the perfect jumping off point of getting closer to your Butterfly Well you float on by Oh kiss me with your eyelashes tonight Or Eskimo your nose real close to ...
Project 365 starts today! Now! Here's the url: http://www.photoblog.com/kung87/ :D Finally, 2008 is over. Am back from Maxine's awesome party and still high from all the adrenaline pumped. Happy birthday again, Maxine! :D Omg, there are so many things to blog about. A million things are going through my mind now at such speed that I don't know what to write first! Nevertheless I would still like to stress that I'm happy that 09 is finally here :D Ok first up, resolutions 1) To continue project 365 2) Buck up on photography and basketball and don't get injured as frequently 3) Limit my alcohol shots to 3 instead of a bottle 4) Spend as much time as I can with Yiting before she flies off 5) Save at least $200 every month 6) Complete Firewire Calender 09 7) ORD safely and peacefully 8) Spend my time wisely and not on computer games (especially after ord-ing) 9) Read at least a book per month 10) Emulate Ted Turner and take over the media industry Up next, these are the...