(extracted from Mary Bukoh's blog) 他与她青梅竹马 4岁，他开始喜欢她。 9岁，在学校读书，她受了委屈会去找他，再没同学欺负她。 18岁，他们相约考入同一所大学，每天一起上课，一起去学校食堂吃午饭。她有不开心的事了，依然会去找他，把他当做自己的大哥一样。 19岁，他对她说：做我的女朋友吧。她点点头答应了，感觉很幸福。 21岁，他们分手了。她流泪问他：你真爱上别的女孩子？ 他点点头，有点无奈。 她又问：她漂亮吗？ 他淡淡地答：你能肯定我们就是最合适的吗？我不想把这么美好的青春只给一个人。你难道不想再试试除我而外的其他男人吗？ 毕业之后，他们一直没有任何联系。 25岁，她成了当红的女主播，他也在一家电视台做幕后翻译。这些年，他恋爱一场又一场，每次结束一段感情，都会想起她。 26岁，她结婚，只是觉得疲倦，好想找个肩膀靠一靠。 她主播的节目，他会小心避开，他怕看见电视里的她。 她事业很好，却是个生活一团糟的女子，家务也不会做。家里尽管有了佣人，她的丈夫依然处处对她不满。 有一晚，他们吵了嘴，她开车出去在街上转了一晚，不知为什么，想起他，眼泪忽然落下来。 29岁，她离婚。 31岁那年，他辗转找到她的电话号码，犹豫很久打了过去，这已是他们分手的第10个年头了。 10年，可以改变一个人很多，对事情的看法，也完全不一样了。 31岁那年，她与他在酒店的大厅见面，往事历历在目，经过这些年的波折，都知道了生命中值得珍惜的情感并不多。两个人用了10年的青春，绕了很大一圈又回到了起点。 婚后很幸福。她因为经历过一次失败的婚姻，已懂得如何心疼一个男人；他对失而复得的这份爱，更加珍惜。如果不是这10年的经历，他们大概不会懂得这份 婚姻对彼此的重要性。初恋是爱情的一张试纸，很多时候，我们都以为会有更好的人等在后面。殊不如，最好的人有时就在眼前，错过这一站，有时就错过了一生。
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paternal side's having trouble again dad's troubled I can't help I can only reject the existence of his side of the family for I dislike them (alot) haix...why do such people exist..they should just die I don't even call her grandma anymore, lol...that woman should just disappear man lightning won't strike me cos that's a fact
posted to b veh again! whee a tad of excitement in my life then.... mood swings are being more frequent now...syaz said that it's due to the army, I don't know bout that..lolx was damm emo ytd, lucky syaz was there 4 me...and the bball session today cured part of the sadness... life's a bore, I need some excitement in my life... zzzz, I wanna slim down zzzz, I don't wanna be fat zzzz, I wanna be someone else, anyone but myself I've got nothing that I feel good about, haix I'm....inferior
I'm pissed for not being able to eat 'normal' stuff I'm pissed for being 'indifferent' from others I'm pissed for being fat and being criticized by others I'm pissed for being fat and being criticized by others and the people who I deemed as 'godly' I disliked myself But came to accept myself I thought of dying To end things once and for all I threw away these thoughts When Firewire came about I began to live happily At least that's what I thought so But no The past came back to haunt Struck me down I struggled to get up But didn't make it I threw the mask away And slumped into my seat Comfortable in my own world In my own room Mixture of feelings engulfed me Feeling so confused that I don't know what to do To persevere in doing what I deem right? Or was I wrong from the very beginning? This is the question Which I longed for the answer
Went for photoshoot today~ Went to Queenstown, then walked all the way to Commonwealth lor =.= damm shagged then took bus 100 to the railway station at harbourfront The police there damm nice Kei: Can I take photos of the train?Cos I'm doing a school project, I promise not to go that far Police: Can can, come, I escort you go over lol..damm nice here are the pics *_* Light at the end of the tunnel ^^ I waited damm long for this -.- This is 30 floors man, was damm scared to take the pic, almost freaked out (I'm scared of heights) Once again, would need your comments ^^
Nurse: this is a skin-prick test, so I'm gonna prick your skin Kei: =.= *pregnant pause* Kei: uh huh? Nurse: wait for me here *Nurse goes out and comes back with a row of sharp things numbered 1 to 20* *rubs alcohol* what comes after that = unspeakable horror She proceeded to poke 20 holes on my arm, in sequence -.- Then she told me to go out and wait for 1/2 hr I did After that, the first 3 area started to itch and itch and itch she then told me: you are allergic to dust and moulds And now I've got like 3 rows of holes on my arm
Helped out at Aunt Lee's seminar today, quite happy man, cos she had me do the photography, lol...as long as I get to shoot fotos, I'll be happy ba? Super many people man..320 attended, and 120 expressed interest to join So...quite successful ba? haha I don't care, just care that the fotos will turn out alright ^^ Checking out the EOS 400D tmr~~ May buy it man, super cool haha now I can go on photoshoots with wj alr! YAY! )Installing photoshop now, new skin coming soon!)
罗志祥 --好朋友 词/曲：Kang.Hyun Min 像两首节拍不同的歌 却又同时被爱情合奏 旋律勉强着 愉快不能够假装快乐 你心中有宽阔的天空 空气还稀薄 曾经等待因为会改变什么 你总会属于我 但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我 你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着 你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容 谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞 如果爱情是五线谱 我只希望用全音符 吟唱出爱上你 那完整的幸福 当你的心没有耳朵 即使我为你唱着歌 你也只看见我哭了 你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着 你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容 谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞 曾经因为等待会改变什么 你总会属于我 但是最后时间证明了 你只喜欢我 你说我比较像你的好朋友 只是不小心拥抱着 你道歉 你难过 于是我给你笑容 谁在乎我的心 HO 还会不会寂寞 你说我是你最好的朋友 却不应该再拥抱着 你退缩 你冷漠 于是我放开双手 不在乎我的心 会永远的寂寞 呜。。
The moment I turned the page of MyPaper today, I saw a familiar face My goddess is in the news > I went speechless Totally man and he isn't good looking at all Though he is VERY rich Zzzzzzz, why is she so desperate to get married =( Zhiling jie jie, you are my unrealistic dream and fantasy, I've loved you for 5 yrs, maybe it's time to let you go... *sobs* =(
When I've got nothing to do, I watch shows When I'm tired of watching shows, I play games When I'm tired of playing games, I blog When I look at this page, white and blank..I often wondered what to write..at least I used to have readers, now I've got non, the little excitement in life just disappears like that I feel that my life is rotting, seriously rotting...it'll take time and effort to stop this rot but I can't do it, as a 2 year commitment drags me down. I so wanted to study, to work and stuff...but no, I can't Now I've ooc-ed, I'm with new colleagues Being with new people and away from my comfort zone isn't exactly my forte, as my character speaks for itself. So...yeah, though I've only met them for a day, I'm largely in uneasiness Random blogging It is always nice to look back at my posts, and feeling the way I felt at that point in time, but I'm scared, scared that I won't be able to feel anymore, scared that I'll rea...
Happiness, how do you define that? It's just a random thought that sparked off tons of memories I can't recall being real happy in recent years, perhaps only one or two events made me happy, but man, they are so far away Don't think she visits my blog already ba...to her I may be just a passing cloud in her life, someone that does not matter to her But yeah, what Corin gave me pales in comparison to what I've given her.. I was elated when she accepted my invitation to a show without any hesitation I was happy to see her everyday, and hoped deep inside that she would reciprocate the feelings..yeah there are signs of progress and for the first time in my life, I felt more confident than ever, walking tall and in high spirits everyday I wanna thank her for giving me such nice but short memories, at least that helped a little in getting me through the WDA intern period Though I'm an atheist, but if there is a god, I would like to thank him for the following cos I feel ...
The Leap Years is the best SG production to date, no more ugly Singlish, no more crude Hokkien words (only canto), and no more bad quality films In comes English poetry, almost perfect English (Qi Yu Wu spoilt it all =/ ), and great great cinematography and plot No offense to Mr Neo And Allan Wu appeared for like 2 seconds, lol, damm funny Thanks to Peijun for watching it with me, haha, it's a really nice show coughmycompanionisnicetoocough haha bleah :P ok this is random SHEENA WHERE R U~ T___T