BYE BYE PEOPLE I'M OFF TO NS! To Firewire: Thank you for the care and support, I'll love you guys forever To Lihui, Siti, Mee Mum and Caryn: thanks for being there for me, you guys have been one of the best people I've met during the poly days To Yenlin: You're still worth more than a mentos, I'll remember you, and there's no need to freak out cos this kinda love is of a different kind, lolx...those..friendship love, firewire love, whatever To Peijun: My guai nu er! Daddy's gonna miss you in camp! Make sure my son in law takes care of you yeah? To YS, WJ and Wilmer: Thanks guys, you've been the bestest best buddies ever since sec school, bros forever To Michiru Em-chan: We knew each other for a year le! I'll miss you, and you're one of the coolest girls I've met, serious, haha..even though sometimes our ways of thinking are different, we generally like and hate the same things, this fact alone is already so damm cool haha..don't worry, I...
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I've been reading this book named: A child called 'it' It's about this kid, David Pelzer, who was abused by his mum The book is a damm sad, but good read, as he wrote from a child's point of view and expressed his feelings in a calm manner, and I cried at White Sands Kopitiam after reading the last chapter Below is his life story: Dave Pelzer was born in 1960 and grew up in a middle-class suburb of San Francisco. His dad was a firefighter whose work kept him away for days at a time. His mother was a homemaker and an alcoholic who started abusing Dave when he was four years old. While his mother cared for the rest of the family, Dave was starved, beaten, burned, and referred to as "the boy" and eventually, "it." His mother made him eat his brother's feces, drink ammonia, and would hold his arm over a gas stove. Dave internalized his mother's hatred and believed he was unworthy of love. No one stopped his mother. In the Pelzer hous...
I was rewatching 1 liter of tears just now, and finally came to the 4th episode, the episode which made me cry the other time I watched it Suddenly, I heard mum coming back from her karaoke session, and I was half tearing in my room. Half tearing as in, the emotions are still building up, haha...and suddenly, there's this blast of hokkien songs from the living room =_________________= All my feelings and mood for tearing are dashed and I simply gave up trying to tear at the show Man, I need a good cry, lol...you guys may think that I'm a sadist, but yeah, I like to cry, cos I'll feel better everytime I cry, lol or tear Yeah, and hokkien songs are still being played now *give up*
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I read this article regarding Praise The headline goes something like this: Should praise be given readily to improve performance? Some of the people interviewed said that they give praise whenever it is needed, but they wouldn't give it readily A lot of them acknowledged that praise would definitely improve morale and performance for a while, but wouldn't give it easily as they are scared that their students/employees would become complacent For me, there was once I tried so hard just hoping to get a word of praise, but no matter how hard I tried, I still wouldn't meet the expectations So I just gave up and became happier, lol Praise is needed, and I know myself, thriving on praise, but not to the point of using praise to raise my ego, but with the little bit of praise, it can drive me on further, and longer Praise is needed- simple logic, everyone understands it, but nobody does it Quite sad, eh?
I'm resolved to blog this down before I go Ns Just like all the other guys, I'll be in next week, next friday in fact 5 more days of freedom, including today I've got no idea man, what would I do in these 5 days, buddies are all in already, most of the firewire are working/in NS, but I am glad that we met up yesterday (Cheers! Firewire!) Would like to thank everyone, for everything and anything, if I die in NS, please attend my wake and ask my parents to read every single post of my blog, please, help to translate my writings and rants to them if you can, for this would be my dying wish (if I die there) But of course, all the "choy ah!" and "touchwood!" would come, lol...but yeah, you'll never know, maybe the sgt would be not happy with me and tekkan me to death, I don't know, haha It would be great to be alive though PS: If you wanna attend my wake (choy ah, I wun die, but just in case), it'll most prob be at Pasir Ris Dr 6, Blk 417
The trip to the fish farm after so long brings back memories Went to the pasir ris fish farm to get new fishes with dad today The first thing I saw when I stepped out is this BIG cactus Was so amazed by it that I took a photo of it DAMM BIG rite, like, 1/4 of me Well, I don't live in desert, so I have no idea how big it can grow till, haha Then we went in, and there are frogs - medium and small sized ones (they are food for fishes), and worms, disgusting worms (again, food for fishes) The farm also sells lobsters, baby lobsters to those ready-to-eat-but-it's-for-aquarium-sized kinds, and I sorta irritated the lobsters by nudging them with the net, they retaliated with their pincers, trying to hang onto the net Well, I panicked and just left the entire net in the water, hoping that no one sees it XD Moving on, I see goldfishes, there's a tank labeled 'Bubbles' *Stares at tank* Ah....bubbles LOL Dad chose a few Oscars, as he calls it..I think it's part of the spe...
The biggest regret of my life happened say...2 yrs back lolx, think that this is the first time I'm blogging it down here She asked me out on a weekday night, saying that she's alone at Macdonald's, asking me to accompany her The girl I liked asked me out, wou, I gotta go She was doing her D&T project when I reached, and I helped too, and chatted as we worked Finally, we finished After a while, I realized that it would be a great moment to tell her "Hey xx, I got something to tell you" I said "Mmmm?What?" She looked up from her Sprite "I.......~__~" I can't seem to force the words out "Just say whatever you wanna say lar" She said, looking at me "~__~ I............er......nevermind" *Still can't say it* "Okie...it's getting late, let's go then" So we waited for her bus, number 3 at the bus stop and moments later, the bus came It was at the moment, that everything seemed to slow down as she le...
"The intelligence quotient is a ratio of a person's "mental age" to their actual age. More precisely it's (mental age/actual age)x100. So an IQ of 126 essentially means that this person is as intelligent as someone who is 1.26 times her age." So... 20 x 1.26 = 25.2 Cool, I've got the intelligence of a 25 yr old
I BECAME SMARTER! IQ UP BY 6 SINCE A YEAR AGO~ -Happy- The Classic IQ Test My Result: Precision Processor You've got a very experiential way of learning and a strong mathematical mind. You're able to whittle even the most complex situation down to comprehensible component parts. In short, you have mastered the art and science of precision. That's what makes you a Precision Processor. For you, life is a series of equations. Your brain is naturally predisposed to intense mathematical acuity, and your understanding of numerical problems is unparalleled. It's second nature for you to cut to the heart of an issue, so that you can discover quick solutions to problems while others get bogged down in unnecessary details. One Precision Processor that comes to mind is the Greek philosopher-mathematician, Pythagoras. Pythagoras had a mind for numbers and, as such, could come up with previously unknown theories like his method for calculating the sides of a right triangle (a2...
There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin. And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly. You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option. Could You Be Violent? Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed Your EQ is 140 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding C...
Yeah as you can see from the previous post, I got bored and decided to hang around at blogthings.com Did alot of quizzes, alot of interesting ones, haha..and yeah found that most of them are true I don't understand the word Agape, upon checking the dictionary, I got the following results: noun 1. (Christian theology) the love of God or Christ for mankind 2. selfless love of one person for another without sexual implications (especially love that is spiritual in nature) 3. a religious meal shared as a sign of love and fellowship I think the word meant selfless love in this case, lol Yeah, I wouldn't bear to hurt her ba, I still think that even if I'm tired of the relationship, I'll wait for her to initiate the breakup some point, lol..I don't wanna be an ass as to dumping the girl and making her cry for weeks and weeks to come So...I'll always be the one to be dumped >. *-----*--------*-----* Hmmm, the second quiz said that I'm 15 yrs at heart..a teenager...
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style? You Are 15 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? You Are Somewhat Mature You definitely act l...
Album Review: F.I.R - 爱·歌姬 F.I.R's latest album, 爱·歌姬 was hugely anticipated by their loyal fans, including myself. Personally, I think that in terms of singing, Faye has improved by leaps and bounds since their first album, hitting high notes and pitches throughout most of the songs in the album. The music remixing has also improved, giving the listeners a jap-like feel to some of the songs, well,the album is supposed to be Jap-themed after all. However, as I prefer fast songs, there's only 1 track in the album (第十行星) which attracted my attention. It's just like the old F.I.R's Rock style, giving listeners a high feeling. Yes, I rocked my head in estacy when I first listened to the track. There are also several points to bring out regarding this new album. This other track's (咏叹曲) treatment and the method of producing is quite unique. It's actually 应许之地 , a song from the last album played in reverse. Blue Doors Ahead is the first English song composed and writ...
This morning, I was rudely woken up by screams of children at the mini park downstairs I thought, "Fork lar, got tiger izzit, I wanna slp" and proceeded to laze around for a min or so until the screams got a tad louder I pulled myself up reluctantly to the window and to my terror, I saw a group of 20 something kids playing Catching =.= O yeah, Oct 1, Children's Day I ain't a child anymore, I'm not even a teen, for I don't celebrate Children's Day, nor Youth Day, 1 more year and I'm gonna be an adult...a young adult Yes, R21 shows would be permitted to me, guess that's a good cause as MDA censors everything and spares nothing, lol..take the recent Tony Leung movie Lust, Caution for example, it's supposed to be R21, but they censored a whopping 9 mins of it (all sex scenes, duh) and rated it NC16 =.= K I'm digressing from the topic... Anyway, it is really contradictory that for most of us, we would still wanna be kids again, lol...innocent, ...