So long never blog (although I already did just now, but I wanna write more) and yeah, sooooo many things to think about 1) my future - media or no media 2) my driving license (alex and syaz are taking le, shit, I'm gonna be the last guy in firewire to get a license) 3) NS 4) all my current friends, and also those who I'm currently in the relationship building stage Gahh, I wanna know them better, but I've got no time...and I don't wanna drift apart and I don't wanna forget my current bunch of GREAT friends, haha, really really can't imagine what would happen in the future man, like who would be married first lar, who would become what lar, etc things are starting to take shape though, as some are going into murdoch, ntu, nus... Friends, their definition changes as I grow up Pri sch: I can't live without them, without them, I can't survive, I'm a loner (and that's how I think even though my "friends" treat me like dirt) Sec school: Frie...
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Today's the eve of Labour Day and I MUST MUST MUST MUST MUUUSSSSSTTTTTT BLOG! My day was full of ups and downs 8:10 am I was on my way to work, at NTUC centre...and suddenly, there was a group of people, holding balloons and smiling at me One of them looked FAMILER "Ae, it's the minister, Lim Swee Say eh" I realised "Omg, his hair" --> the next thing after realising that it's him At this point, I'm still walking on with a totally STONED and kiam pah face cos I'm lacking of sleep, and yeah, just woke up (from the train ride), then Mr Lim took a step towards me, and handed me a balloon "Happy Labour Day" He said with a smile "HUH?!" I thought "Oh thanks! ^_____________^" I said, trying not to look stupid in front of him by giving him a stoned look, so I gave him the widest smile I could muster and yeah, it really made my day cos 1) I like balloons (filled with Nitrogen, not those with Carbon Dioxide) (and also, plea...
BIG NEWS EVERYONE The love affair with my number 1 goddess is all history now Zhiling jie jie has been removed from my goddess list from now on Now now, if you think that I've got 4 left, you're wrong, heh Another goddess is added: Lee Soo Young If you are still blur, she's the one singing on my blog now, currently (but she's not the girl in the video) Her vocals are amazing, simply amazing *__* Woot, jiayou Soo Young! quick quick 7th album, quick! I want them all *__* (but got no $ to buy >. Anyway, I downloaded hyori's anymotion and anyclub, super nice, haha..made me think bout the mv again and again...and she got new single! Released last mth de, shit shit got so many things to buy!! No money le~~ >. -fascination-
"I hope you understand one thing. I will like you until the day I die. Don't they say that there are no reason when you love someone? It's a lie! I can tell you 100 reasons why I like you. Your voice, your fingers, your scent, your shadow, as long as it's a characteristic associated with a woman, I like them all. That is my reason. I'm standing right in front of you now, can I love you?" woot
this is irritating dad and mum keep insisting that I should go seek for medical review cos of my knee and mum thinks the I wanna go into ns WITHOUT the prospect of getting a lower pes is bcos I wanna slim down WHAT THE FUCK I WANNA GET INTO NS TO ESCAPE FROM THE BOTH OF U TEMME STOP BEING SO OVER PROTECTIVE It's choking me, it's drowning me, it's burying me alive I can't breathe at all AT ALL It's amazing how mum always manages to fluff up a flame of anger inside me with her words Way too amazing, really I know that she care, but after 20 years, why hasn't she noticed that I crumble under criticisms and flourish under praise? Mum, I longed for a word of praise from you. It has been such a long time since you said it to me. I still remember, when I was in pri 3, I drew a piece of drawing. Ok, I thought that it looked like crap, but when I showed it to her, she smiled at me and said 'Very well done!' These scenes are becoming so rare, I longed for a word o...
I've got my enlistment letter! Going in on Jun 7, Tekong Basic Training Sch 1 heh heh heh Dad was super disappointed that I didn't get into Police Academy (YS got in, heh congrats man) He asked me if I can go back during the first week, I said that I don't know He asked me the same qn 10 mins later I repeated I don't know HE ASKED AGAIN MOMENTS LATER -___________-''' wah liew, dad I know you're worried lar, but it's ME who's going in eh..though I'm abit sian about going into Army instead of other cooler places like Air Force or Navy, I'm still excited about the prospect of living by myself, heh I'm gonna become a man, heh...just like Maxine said, A guy doesn't become a man until he finishes NS Heh heh, this is exciting, gonna meet so many new people (But the bathing-without-doors part still terrorizes me >. I WANT TO DO SO MANY THINGS BEFORE I GO INTO THE ARMY 1) Fall in luv 2) Train 3) Be mentally prepared 4) Hang out with t...
I got Real's album a few days back and I've been listening to it ever since... Real's voice is total love, his music is total love But I dunno how to read the album name >. Anyway, it's highly recommended for FIR fans, haha, you'll see another side of Real ^^ He even got Faye to back him up in one of the tracks! ^^ Oh ya, and thanks Em, for the Ayumi Black and White CDs ^^ Yay, got ALOT of new songs to listen to and to add to my i-pod, wheeeee~~ Today's the last day of my break le..gonna go Pasir Panjang later man...I've never been there b4, gonna take LRT (I never took LRT in my entire life, lolx...shocked, aren't you? I've got no reason to take it too..so, yeah) lolx..quite excited that I'm gonna take the LRT >. and yay, talked to Sheena on msn le, finally~~ very nice talking to you ne, we must meet up someday, with Fei, yeah? Do tell me when her com is fixed wor ^^ -End-
I love this MV man, it rocks totally..teared when I first saw it T_T Once Upon A Day - 김범수 (Translated lyrics) 愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了 我已破碎的心 還如此的痛 我的愛 殘忍地離去 我真的可以好起來嗎 就像你閉著雙眼 跟我做最後的道別 還裝做什麼都不在乎 所有的一切都會變 明天的風也會和今天的不一樣 謝謝你曾經給我的愛與快樂 讓我感受到活著是幸福的 愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了 曾經愛過的回憶 是不是要忍痛忘掉 我的愛 殘忍地離去 也許有一天會忘記一切 就像你一樣 可是我能等到這一天嗎 現在我已經開始思念你 愛又讓我痛了 愛又讓我哭了 曾經愛過的回憶 是不是要忍痛忘掉 我的愛 殘忍地離去 就這樣 又是一天的過去了 請你把這一切帶走 已無法留住這些痛心記憶 我已破碎的心 還如此的痛 愛如夢醒般離去 就這樣 又是一天
It's 12.42am now I'm listening to Wo Yao Kuai Le by Zhang Hui Mei It's pretty cold now as it rained for the entire day today The rain looked like snow man..haha, real cool... There was a sudden impulse to write songs again, haha...but I can't seem to think of any meaningful lyrics mmmmm What should I do? haha and I'm bored now..so I'm just basically typing what comes to my mind now... Lotsa questions popped up in my mind Will I grad with a degree? Will I be happy in WDA? What will the future be like? Am I just a mediocre worker? Will I be able to find my drive again when I start working? I don't wanna screw up. Long time never talk to her alr, will she appear on msn tmr? Talking to you is nice ^^ don't just talk on my tagboard ba, haha ^^ zzzzzz, can't believe I typed that *paiseh*
DX note: it's a face gahhh i hate being controlled just told mum: ma,later i going to play pool wif friends at 8.30pm (I tried to lie, lolx..agreed wif Chinny to drink instead) mum: WHAT? SO LATE DEN GO OUT? CANNOT me: =___________= wtf (which meant that I gotta pung seh Chinny) mum: RAINING ALR STILL GO OUT, TROUBLE EVERYTYM HAPPENS AT NITE DE note: it just stopped raining mum: (proceeds to talk bout the chalet wif ys and wilmer, saying that it's a watse of $ and that I didn't ask for her permission b4 agreeing, etc etc) mum: (continues to talk bout dad and her, having only X amt of money after their marriage) me: *shuts down* den mum: cannot, you're still under my control, after you marry, den let your wife control you WHAT THE HELL?! I DON'T WANNA B CONTROLLED GODDAMMIT but somehow I tink I'll never escape her clutches until I'M MARRIED Point 1: I don't think I'll marry so early Point 2: Our thinking (mum and I) are totally opposite Point 3: a...
Okay...this is gonna b a loooonnngggg post since I've not updated for so long,lolx...so yeah PLEASE read till the end of this post, got a-msg-for-some1 ne, heh Well, the 2 wks break has been great so far, tmr is that chalet! YAY, haha Okay..my recent updates are... Went to clark quey with Kel, Yiting and Rachel, lolx..we had pepper lunch first before going to this cafe/restaurant which was quite nice (sorrie ppl, I noe that I'm like the last to post the fotos,lolx) Heh..I took this while Rach isn't looking Kelly...making funny faces I suppose (can't rmb wat was she doing,lol) Oh ya, she was doing this (paiseh forgot to turn the pic, you guys turn urself la -,-) Pretty Yiting ^^ Pretty Yiting combing hair ^^ ^^ And Rachel FINALLY poses for the cam ^^ My white wine ^^ (nice glass eh) Hahaha, apart from all these..I also went out with Maxine and Eve the other time to watch 300 (A VERY GOOD SHOW), and Eve made a very interesting comment...cos both of us took flyers from t...