Chasing Happiness

Current song: Startin' by Ayumi Hamasaki New year.. I would rather have wishes than resolutions,lolx... 5 wishes (I'm more greedy) : 1) May Maxine have a good life ahead of her, and be happy 2) May Emelyn get all the credit she deserves, and all the shit in her life be solved gradually 3) May I get into NTU 4) May I strike Toto during the New Year jackpot 5) May the work in 2007 (in WDA) be lesser [Though this would never come true] Okie..I thought up of my resolution for the New Year already.. and that is not to drink too much x_X my liver is dying ~Whee,New Yr! ALOT ALOT of nice nice movies!~

I found a song which suits Mai alot now... Craig David "Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)" [VERSE 1] For all the years that I've known you baby I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say) If there's a problem we should work it out So why you giving me the cold shoulder now Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl (tell me) Ok I know I was late again I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin) But why are you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know) I'm sick and tired of this silly game (silly games) Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more. [CHORUS] Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too lat...

Current song: Cover Girl by K WDA has got a company x'mas party ytd EVERYONE was invited! so fun, can see the other people from the other divisions again,haha... ramu was sitting in front of us, cherine sitting beside us,haha..whee There was ALOT of food I had: 3 slices of pizza (stuff crust),harshbrowns,1 slice of log cake,1 packet of drink,1/2 cup of wine,1 chicken breast (KFC),1 piece of chocolate,1 candy cane I was so full that I would explode any moment,haha... They played the movie 'Cars' but apparently everyone was more interested in the food, and were busy talking to watch the movie,lolx... Whee~~ Btw,things are fine between me and mum now...just that I can feel a gap between us lar..it's lke,more noticeable now la,after the quarrel ~_~

wat would u do if u noe that ur loved one may die tmr? I dreamt of that My mum may die tmr cos it happened in my dream damm shit fuck

The quarrels are becoming more frequent How.. Shit Mum and I..relationship becoming quite bad I hurt her, she hurt me Vicious words exchanged Shouting Banging Nagging I seriously dunno wat 2 sae 2 her animore She came in,saw me crying..and said 'u using ur tears 2 gain sympathy' It hurts real bad Who can I talk to bout this? Not to her, not to dad, definately, cos he would just keep quiet Aren't parents supposed 2 giv their children strength? I'm so disappointed in her Really, really disappointed All hope has gone

I know where I wanna go after NS alr Communication Studies at NTU BUT I'm not sure if I can get in if not, would apply for the course which Rachel has applied for,the RMIT one cos I'll only study 1.5 yrs, muahaha BUT GOT 1 BIG PROB I GOT NO $ FOR UNI HOW HOW HOW 1) work b4 going into uni - scared that I'll lose the focus n stay in the workforce forever 2) bank loan - interest would kill me 3) parents' cpf - don't have 4) strike 4D/toto - experts said that the probability of a person striking lottery is almost ZERO 5) pimp myself - sex = pleasure - 1 session = $100 (not including condoms) - aids = horror Number 5 sounds more realistic, should I do it? lol I'm crazy Gahh,I need money MONEY MONEY MONEY ~kung

Okie..I've just moved from blogger to blogger beta Hmmm,it feels..new,have yet to get used to it O yah..if you guys wanna visit my old blog,you guys can go: www.aqua9two.blogspot.com I've included it in the links section,haha Cheers!

*This post is posted on the 29th of Nov* I was being whack, clotheslined (a wwe move) and thrashed by the men Real men HDB cleaners from other countries, eg. China, India, Bangladesh Yes,played bball with them just now, and they really dun give a fuck bout rules And bcos they are all big and strong,being whacked doesn't hurt (at least to them) But nooooo, I got whacked Lucky I wore my old pair of spects to play...it's all bent up now, and my forehead has got a bump Where got people block the ball with their fists clenched de?? Really what the fuck lor, damm pissed holy shit, I'm really gonna curse right now Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! bloody pissed It was REALLY boy against MEN Fuck it,I ain't gonna smile at any cleaners anymore

*This post is posted on the 27th of Nov* It has been a while.. I've got no life, seriously T_T Work work *mimics the warcraft peasant* Haiz,super sianx Took time off today and went to city hall, hoping to get my guitar stand, the moment I got outta the mrt station, all I can see is: 1)Rain (the watery one, not the singer) 2)LOTS of people (blocking the way under the shelter) 3)More rain After hanging around with the people for say...5 mins? I gave up, and went back home instead. Luckily I went to esplanade before that, if not that'll sure be a wasted trip. Damm, didn't get my guitar stand becos of the rain, and I'm taking off for it -,- Reaching home, I was determined to sort out my cds,vcds,dvds,data cds pack, soI resorted them into different places and all, making it easier for me. Yeah, reorganised my com too, now it's quite..organised (duh -,-) Oh yah, I also tore down all my joanne peh cutouts, lolx..yeah Joanne, I'm letting you go ^_^ you ain't my g...