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Death

  I’m sorry to let you down, papa, mama.  I just want to know that it’s the hardest decision that I’ve ever made, to leave you. But living on has become increasingly difficult. I have left some money for the both you, please take care of your health.  Don’t be sad, because life goes round, and one day we will meet again. I’m sorry to have taken the easy way out. You wanted me to become someone useful but I’m here stuck in a job for years and not wanting to move because of so many reasons.  I’m sorry to let everyone down, I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. I think it’s finally time to do it. I would like Eileen Gwee to have 1/3 of my fortunes, with the rest going to my parents. Eileen, I’m sorry that our last memory is of you being disappointed in me. I’ll try to be a better person in the next life. I’m sorry to have taken the easy way out, it’s so hard. We are not married yet, but I love you more than anyone I’ve been with. I don’t know if you’d ever beli...

resolutions

It has been a year of ups and downs with The Girl and we really went through a lot as a couple. Sometimes I feel as if we're going too fast, and maturing too fast as a couple (cos we've experienced so much together) but I guess it is fine cos we were able to learn a lot about ourselves and about each other as we got through the year. Having said that, I do wish that 2011 was better. There are improvements to be made, girl to cherish more (you know who you are) and fats to be lost in 2012. Here are my resolutions for the coming year. 1) To be able to fit into XL or L shirts by Christmas 2) To qualify for Honors 3) To become a better person 4) To take up a new sport and keep to it 5) To spend my first paycheck on Joanna Hope that it'd all be fulfilled if the world doesn't end! :DDDD
It's as if everything's falling apart The expectations seem to get higher and higher the harder I try
I wanna take the club forward..I really want to but I really can't do it without support They don't really care I need their help Am I a bad leader?
why must everything be about money? why does everything revolve around money? I'm just sick and tired of being poor... God, please give me a breakthrough
So..finally, I'm a 24 year old huh...so many things to be thankful for 1) God's grace, for letting me meet amazing people and experiencing all sorts of ups and downs 2) choosing PSB 3) having a chance to coach a bball team 4) meeting Joanna 5) meeting Joanna 6) meeting Joanna 7) that another year has passed 8) that I'm getting closer to my dreams 9) the friendships that I forged and the people who cared 10) meeting Joanna
How I miss being 17 I regret not spending my time meaningfully when I was 17 wasting my life away when I was 17 hai..