today is a rare occassion to me
i finally decided to clear out my table.... and the results were WOOO! see for yourself in the next few photos! xD




Before



After

WHY MUST YOU TREAT ME SO HARSHLY.
am i still who i am to you?
because you make me feel like your little dog you order around.

what happened to you?
what happened to this?
what happened to everything?

why do you keep making me feel this way?






u really make me hate you sometimes even though i dont want to

get me outta here.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MY LIFE SUCKS.
BIASED TREATMENT
such p****** who treat me like that
never recognised
always blamed if i do something wrong

if u got something. say it man.
don act the role as if youre very pitiful
sitting in the dark being "upset"
then ratting on us secretly

i don see how this is what it is supposed to be
we're not close
u have something u choose to keep it to yourself
u think by keeping ur golden mouth shut ure improving things?
youre supposed to be the head of the house
the one to correct thing
u honestly think if u keep ur trap shut
we're ever gonna care
no gold is going to come out from your mouth
its time to speak.

no point hiding.
when u hide, no one can see you
no one will know what you want
and you know what
maybe i dont care

DO SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE!

i cant. i cant seem to find something to do!!

jiu ming ahhh

sad sad week....

results are undesirable, totally did not meet my own targets for some subjects. espcially for history.... was really expecting alot more from myself cause i really really studied for it. ah well, came out with superbly ridiculous average results, SO SO SO MAD with myself.

but i think i really did well for emath p2. then again, as i was getting 87, people out there are getting 99 marks. when i look at my 87, it really aint that fab after all. i think being in my class is a real real challenge and, to a certain extent, it really sucks. cause when u finally think u do well, reality punches u hard in the face and tell you you constantly are inferior to someone. (this really sucks at times when you need some encouragement to keep yourself going) wonder if it was a mistake, letting my parents decide what subject comb i wanted.

i know i need to keep positive, im trying, but i dont think its working. im discouraged, so greatly discouraged. lost my motivation, my drive. barely holding on, trying my best to keep myself going but its hard. the fall is never easy.

trying ever so hard to keep my mind off things.
is it true?

im anitFB, proGG.


lazy saturday...i bet almost 90% of the rest of singapore's poulation of sec 4 students were muggin away while i watched Fringe season 2.


had a real damn big urge to watch top gear or heroes. but unfortunately, both shows ran out of episodes and i have nothing to watch.


and fringe is actually quite cool. i didnt really enjoy season 1, so i didnt watch it. but season 2 e1 is quite ok. reminds me a little of heroes, with the whole human shape shifter thing. cool but freaky at the same time.



today i adopted a cat!!!! black and white.... so adorable!!!! photos ahead!