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Coy/Platoon/Section/Bed: QueBac/4/2/04 (Q4204)

So many differences of different individuals coming together to form this platoon that i am in. Not that good of what i had imagined. BUT it will be really intresting to experience how this gonna work out and being strong as a whole to survive whats installed for us for the next two months.

The first two days in Tekong passed rather slowly. Each minute seems as if they dreaded to pass by for which my toughts were still across the sea.

As far as that goes, time flys right now. We were loaded with physical activties everyday while looking towards to every meal time for the day. I can feel my fitness level is of a different level now. Grins. Oh yes, i felt myself growing fatter too. Ha! The food inside army is pretty good lah! One and a half palm size of rice, meat, seafood, vege, soup, fruit and sweeten drinks. At times i am even able to eat up to two servings and their serving are pretty huge! Bye ribcages and say hello to nicer chest and abs. HA!

During the next book in. Things gonna be hellish for the sergeants will not be giving anymore honeymoon attitude after our adaption of this two weeks. Urghh. Hold onto my vision and work towards it.

Is not what you have left behind.

7 hangers,
Swimming Googles,
Alarm Clock,
Nail Clipper,
Inexpensive Watch,
Toilerties,
Clothes washing powder,
A small Lock
and
A dozen of Undergarments

Geared up and ready to serve the nation. Free chalet stay and food with a monthly allowance of 400 bucks. A bunch of new social ring friends, praying hard no gay shiets inside. Free firearms training. Free professional daily workouts. What else is better than this awesome retreat sponsored by the government?

Take care people and don't miss me losers! Ha!

Ciaos!

I thought i would never set my eyes on them no longer. Just yet, recently they look so young in my eyes once again.

I have poured so much emotions in those kids. I had no tools except those emotions been driving me, hoping those kids see what i do see.

Emotions are a real great deal. It went beyond what i could handle ending up litterally comsumed by it. I took a look at those visions i once had, all so hazy. Couldn't feel those twinkle in the kids anymore. I thought that was it.

Perhaps i should have feel what they felt. Right now it all dosen't matter. Cause they were all so young again. Showering those emotions are worthwhile overall. Else i would not have felt so blessed right now with them part of my life and can't bear to leave for this period of time.

I do appreciate just that i couldn't express.


Saw this quote somewhere quite sometime ago.

"If you don't invest very much, then defeat doesn't hurt very much and winning is not very exciting."

Everything the eyes been through.Its time.

Rest those wide shoulders. Lay everything down.

My stripe came off.

I don't feel really good right now upon reciving my enlistment letter. It reads 15 June 2009 at 2.00PM. This came in way too abrupt. It feels like there are still many things yet to be done. 12 days. Thats it.

If i were given a chance to turn back time. I would reset it three years back or perhaps the entire 20 years. I live my life with too much regrets. Or perhaps all these regrets contribute to what i experience for what i am now.

After reading what i type. It seems as if i am going to die and posting for my last time. Ha!

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