I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
Beh Huat Jin
08 June 1989
Singapore Polytechnic - CLS DCP
Ultimate Frisbee - Freaking Passion
CLS Club - BIG Family of 3 years
Ding Dangs - small Family of 1.5 years
"Its the urge & desire which makes u stonger."
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty
Your champion ally has fallen.
Maths and QAS over.
Next week quiz - SPM and GMOULD
Maths was horrible, good game for sure. =/
QAS was desperate for time. Worst part - one digit of my calculator suddenly went 'Poof!' and gone. Got to borrow calculator from Mr Ho halfway into the quiz. Hope there ain't any careless mistakes.
Non-budget event is getting closer, can't wait!
Ding Dangs [:
I don't wana run away.
Drowning myself just like before.
CLS non-budget event coming up. 17th - 18th June. Form a team of 8 - 10 inclusive of both year 1 and 2. $10 per person.
After much consideration, our list of team members are - Edmund, Mark, Angela, Charlotte, Mei Yu, Kelly, Jia Sheng, Dom, Emmunel and myself. [:
In a blink, e-learning week is almost over - 90% game, 10% study. Ha! Today, its time to study for QAS. I wana score high high =/
How would u ever know
Blog been rotting for the past few days.
Time for some revival.
Been busy playing Granado Espada - a new mmorpg. Spending several hours daily grinding mobs non-stop just to pit my level among the rest. Ended up neglecting my blog. Ha!
Sorry to those whom had tagged me but yet for me to reply.
Sorry to those whom msn me but which i had given late replies.
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SRRR (Singapore River Raft Race) finally ended. The hard work we had invested into was rewarded 3rd placing in both catergories - design and fastest raft. Good Job to everyone. [:
Congrats on erastus on getting 3rd for walking on water event too.
Seems like 3 is our lucky number. Ha!
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Yesterday F&H was fun. Linus was a good tag team partner. Ha! First station was Chinatown, got lost in Chinatown trying to find the places we should visit. Stranded in Chinatown for 2 hours! - Lost so much precious time.
Next station was little india. Little India was easy. Ha! Scored full marks for the games - Pick up sticks and throw the marble. Ha! We decided to take off our shoes and run bear foot for the rest of the race - experiencing the cave man lives. Ha!
Bonus round was at Esplanade. Esplanade was tough. Running around bear footed on tar ground is one crazy thing. Linus and I was having fun doing it. Ha!
We did not get into top 10 for the race. Quite dissapointed. But well, we had fun. Ha! [:
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Sigh. Need to go back school tmr for e-learning for Gmould module. Have to wake at 8am. I need more sleep. Tsk -_- After e-learning its gonna be hell then, when all the reports, quizes and assignments floods my life.
Gotta study for the upcoming QAS quiz on week 7. Hope i will do well for it. Ha!
Hearts are lonely hunters
Beyond godlike - as a team.
Trusting and forgiving - essential parts.
Alone, ain't allow stress surpass calmness leading to improper judgement or harsh decision.
Yesterday DotA match lead me back to the proper track which it seems that i had detoured far away from. - After the match, i mean.
My mind was so stress before the DotA match starts due to people ain't replying to my inhouse match calls in MSN. Ended up playing public match.
Lose faith in Mark in early game upon an unsucessful attempt of slaying the opponent, ended up myself got killed. - His mum talk to him during this crucial point. Mid game frag was 1 / 4 - Pain in my eye. Can't farm, underlevel! Tsk. Mark apologise to me during in game but i ignored. Subconciously i was de-motivating the whole team - the team was near to losing.
An unexpected twist of fate ( faith will be a better word to replace ) - we clear team Scourge, a complete WIPEOUT on the successful gang. That boosted our moral and we went BAM BAM BAM. Alas, we turn the tide - won! [: Nice feeling.
My apologies to Mark, Linus and Ivan for the sucky attitude in the match. I shouldn't have lose my faith in you guys. Teamwork always pays off - with proper planning. [: Good job people.
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Uponing waiting for the first lesson in the morning saw Zirong. Was chatting to him about poly 50 and stuffs then i realise i brought everything except my shoes. Ha! Geez.
No shoes, no run.
Skip maths lesson.
So went to club after school to help out with the Singapore River Raft Race thingy. Went to Clementi with Alan and Mel (mellisa) to purchase items needed for SRRR. Long bamboo poles catches people attention. =/
Went to search for cupboards around the school with Mel and that guy ( Sports com ass. head ).
Started to make the weapons for the raft.
7 plus went home.
Lazy to write in detail. Ha!
From zero to hero.
Random
Played monopoly with Cass alone in club during break time. She go scared i cheat and teal money from bank lop. - Cass got paranoid after albert won her by cheating in the past. Ha! She owned me badly - smth like 3k worth of cash and property more than mine! All hail Cassy the Mighty. Ha!
When to club after school. Had fun chatting with the clubbers - Mel, Alven, Kenneth, Alan, Sheng Chang and those whom i had left out. Its a nice feeling just to seat there and talk cock for an hour odd.
Got my hair cut uponing returning home. The aunty is as good as before, as patient as ever. Enjoyed my 30 odd mins off hair cut. So pai seh, went there with wax on - kept telling her sorry, dun mind ah? Ha! No one mend my hair as good as her other than me =X She got the way i wanted it. Ha!
However i think she did a mistake - over cut on one part of my hair. I can hear the sisscors 'siz! siz! siz!' then sunddenly "SIZZXXZZ!" looked at the mirror and realised that she over cut my left side. She mended it after all. [:
Post more tmr. Not in a state of mind to blog properly.
Twice i saw.
You turned back once.
Bleed once, dream twice.
Measureable, not.
Up in heaven, i sung.
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Waiting for people can be so painful. Went to club at 4.50pm waiting for people to run with me. - begging in vain. Those who wana run ain't there yet, the rest rejected, dejected.
At last manage to get Wanwei, Xin Yu, Edmund to run with me! Ha! - Thanks lots! We ran one round around SP. Wanwei was reluctant at first but she obliged me still - she wanted to run stadium instead. Successfully completed the round. Hehs, good job ah! We climbed in and out of gate 1 to start and finish our run as it was locked. Ha! First time climbing over Singapore Poly gates. =X
Got cheated by ZiRong and gang! Argh! Claiming that my team with linus got kicked out from F&H due to overwhelming respond and that we are the only 2 men team in the whole race. I really thought it was the case man. Asking around in msn for Mr Ho number to clarify with him.
End up Myuk msn and said it was all a joke. Geez! April Fool is over! It was ZiRong's idea - his backdoor gonna hurt real bad, in out in out, let it bleed about and do the hooky pooky and turn yourself around. Ha!
Mr Ho msn me through Rose msn account sia. I thought must be one of the jokers again. Darn funny the chat log! Smth like " If you are Mr Ho? then what nick name did i give u? " , " Mr Ho dunnoe how to hahaha in MSN de la. " I will upload the chatlog tmr for all to enjoy! ROFL! Laughing my arse off. :D
I am SORRY Mr Ho! I ain't poliet cause i thought u was some joker posing as u! Ha!
Let it bleed
-Random!
Roses are brown,
Violets are green,
I am tired,
So are you.
When we are so colourblind.
Colour blindness only affects a single eye of the certain colour. There is a likelyhood of inheritant for males but not females. - Just some things i learn from my module, the art and science of colours.
Why is the world created perfectly?
Are our lives just a game to the unexplainable lords whom control what we are?
Just like computer games were created to control the virtual lives? Take example for The Sims. We are in full control of the character we play. - life, death, marriage, labour, work, sick ... etc. Got bored and tired playing the certain character? - Let it get hungry and watch him got sick and fade away.
Maybe this is the same case why humans die too? What kind of deaths we will experince is determine by how the unexplainable wants it. - Cancer? Accident? Peacefully?
A whole new game surface into the market - Dump The Sims away and enjoy the new one.
Maybe this is the same case why dinosaurs extinct? The unexplainable got tired of controlling dinosaurs and we were created. The old one must be eliminated to enjoy the new one. - Maybe one day this will happen to us too?
Get what i mean?
Our lives are scripted.
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Jia Wen won me in Reversi re-match! BOO! This time she really win me. Pei Fu!
Settled some river raft thingy today- Upgraded! Yet to complete.
Obliged to play captains ball, because of Angela. I ain't a pang seh kia. Just like i said - got people but no court. Thats why i am reluctant.
Went home with Rose today. Was talking about life - why is it created perfectly. A woman heard our conversation and replied "God created us". Rose and I think that shes a christian. Ha!
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Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant, Drew Barrymore
I've been living wih a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that's it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
yesterday once, today again, what about tomorrow?
Expected the unexpected - The suitation, what more can i say about it [:
Makes my day`.
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Celebrated Ching Yee birthday. Met up at fc5 after school. Mosquitoes attack Cassy and me while waiting. - Got bitten on my wrist and swelled horribly for a mosquito bite, while cassy got 3 on her legs! Ha!
Went to Jurong Entertainment Center Pizza Hut to celebrate. Got myself a baked rice - as usual, like i always do. Albert and Hardi was entertaining us with their jokes, laughing our arse off. OH YA! Cassy and I became Albert tits for no appearant reason in school today. - got so much laughter out from it. Ha!
Took class photos after having Pizza Hut. Yearning to receive the pictures soon.
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Got in-house DotA matches after i reached home - 4 v 4, 2 matches. Mark, Sheng Chang, Linus and me teamed up very well, most suitations was handled perfectly - hope this carry on. Won both matches. - The feeling of owning are beyond words.
What a warm/sunny day.
So good for tanning - but i aint plan one
I wana go Sentosa for tanning - anyone date me
I wana watch spiderman 3 - with my old friends
I wana mahjong - when will they ever be free
Orange, apple, grape and pear - which will u choose first
5/3/2007 10:34:24 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - Hibernate: u old liao i mean.
5/3/2007 10:34:36 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: where got
5/3/2007 10:36:13 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: short and sweet thats me (:
Got nightmare for that night. Dreamt of short monsters ]: BOO! Ha!
5/3/2007 10:38:31 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: i am gonna set u up
5/3/2007 10:38:36 PM レミオロメン Summer Live : then quote u too! grr
5/3/2007 10:43:12 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: sorry my mom borned me to be too cute to resist
Got myself severly traumatise.
5/3/2007 10:45:27 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: eh who is the guy elaine likes?
5/3/2007 10:46:43 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: dunnoe.
5/3/2007 10:46:52 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: AIYOH UR FREN LEH
5/3/2007 10:46:59 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: noob shit jiu shi noob shit
5/3/2007 10:48:41 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: u wana set trap for me right?
5/3/2007 10:48:46 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: ask me who elaine like
5/3/2007 10:48:57 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: later i say myself then i die right?
5/3/2007 10:48:58 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: ROFL
5/3/2007 10:49:02 PM [ACA, AIA] Jin - I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset: PLAN EXPOSED
5/3/2007 10:50:20 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: WAHAH
5/3/2007 10:50:25 PM レミオロメン Summer Live: SO SMART AH
Cindy, you never realise u never win me - the past, present so as the future. Ha! Good try to set me a trap ah! BOO! Ha!
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While waiting for Mr Ho to arrive for his lesson outside the classroom yesterday. Having fun shouting to the first level bypassers then hide away - Hey! Malays!, Oie! Blue purple shirt guy ... etc.
Saw Mr Ho coming, then i was like saying Mr Ho Tiam Aik stomach ache, next time call Mr Ho - stomach ache. U see the rhyme? Ha! Cassy heard and she was laughing her arse off. Worst of all, she sabo me to Mr Ho sia! Heng Mr Ho benevolent. - Ah-mi-tuo-fuo! Ha!
Then in his lesson, keep disturbing the class. Mr Ho started saying "Huat Jin, i make sure i will ask you questions" My instant reaction said " Ahh! Mr Ho, i stomach ache! " Cassy heard liao, she rolled on the floor and laugh sia. Ha! Mr Ho " one more time say stomach ache, you will know ah " ROFL!
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While walking back home from MRT yesterday, saw 2 school girls wearing uniform from Canberra Sec riding those HARO bicycles sia. Wide legs, wearing skirts. Now girls so bo chap and hiong sia. Who more revealing win more guys eh?
Blogging the nothing. [:
Save some highlights for the weekend posts.
-girls riding bicycles
-cindy got owned
-mr ho. stomach ache
Changed my blog music playlist for the short period. - Fast remixes, some classic techno. Tune your volume down. =/
5/2/2007
8:23:05 PM
レミオロメン Summer Live: tired but happy (:
i feel weird cos like the old huat tt i noe is slipping away
Perhaps.
Toss and turn in bed. Couldn't get to sleep - semi reflecting and just daze.
I lead my life without a compass nor map - my routes ain't planned. Life goes on, no matter rain or shine. The habitants in the forest adapt to me instead - i sow seeds around me. Surrounding happenings ain't affect me before. Joy - one which seeks me and i obey to. - that was the past.
Slowly i drift to sleep - Alas.
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Lesson starts at 8am and ends at 5pm - 4pm for me, with only 1 hour break. Tiring day. First lesson was GMould, using a software to create 3D objects. The lecturer litterally drive me nuts. Didn't understand certain commands in the software and he just carry on teaching in his gear 5 teaching method despite pleading help. What worse, was 3 hour lesson. Luckily my saviour Albert helped me out. BOO!
After break, same module, same gear 5 lecturer. Luckily he ain't jia lat in that lesson. Having fun drawing 3D object on paper, he did give me his assistant too. Ha!
After which was POPRI module (3pm - 4pm), slept throughout half the lesson. Woke up when Mr Ngee wants us to do some practice. Mr Ngee look at my blur face and said "Mr Beh. How? Fresh already?" Ha!
Guess what? - Next lesson, gear 5 lecturer again. ROFL. Decided to skip it. Ha! Ivan tag with me along and chao from the class. On the way out saw him from far. I guess he saw us too - caught red-handed. =X Dun care, still chao! ROFL.
Nothing special happen today.
Kelly u break your promise! - you know whats that! BOO!
Piss! Lost to Jiawen in Reversi. HOLY! I was controlling the game pretty well until Alan came discussing with me about SRRR. Lost my focus and make a wrong move - a very stupid and obvious mistake. Tsk! Mark sad to say u lost your 2 bucks deal - say thanks to Alan. BOO!. =X JiaWen is a good player in Reversi. I wana re-match! BOO!
Piss! Waiting can be such a pissed off thing. Got fooled like a faggot for around 30 mins while waiting to go home. Ended up going home alone. Some people aint know it is not curteous to let others wait and turn em down at last - at least inform earlier la. Tsk.
Piss! Upon reaching home, on my laptop and started DotA-ing. Hosted 3 matches - all last less than 15 mins. Fingers up for those noobs and leavers. Got one particular leaver make me de-reputation him in Zinc. He was my ally team (Bounty Hunter, top lane solo. Opponent: Dragon Knight and Bane) After first 2 wave of creeps spawn. He began whining that he can't farm and request for lane change. Got First Blood shortly after typing and leave the game. What a big noob. That faggot should quit DotA and start studying. Tsk.
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Eye Drop :]
Other than the piss-ful stuffs. I was happy somehow upon seeing the eye candy in FC5 when having lunch with Mark, Elaine, Kelly, Rose ... etc (whom i can't rmember, ROFL). She was wearing shorts, t-shirt and canvas shoe. Mark commented on her dressing is weird beacuse of her incompetable canvas shoes. I find it alright, defended her towards mark comment! Just the way she is, looks cute no matter her dress code. After which, she came to our table and talk to Kelly. Mark took the chance to tease me. BOO! Kept di siao siao. Still dare to say I should cherish the moment to look at her. FF Frak! Ha! I guess she know already la. __ (right angle to u) Took revenge on Mark by having a direct shot on his nimple. ROFL.
Eye Drop and Two-way connection are seperate issue, for those regular to my blog. Ha!
I finally understood some philosophy which i don't in the past commented by others.
You don't know me. You don't even care.
You don't know me. You don't wear my chains.
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset. - part lyrics from Boston by Augustana
Was advised not to pursue for it. Was told that she had someone else in mind.
Will wait. Hibernate mode - awake me when time comes.
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Happy Bithday MeiYu - cheerful little girl! Hehs! [: Saw her birthday reminder through friendster. Ha!
Went East Coast Park for gathering, hoping the sun will be good for some sun-tanning. But that ain't the case - there was no sun at all! BOO! - i wana sun tan! =[ Tofu kias were really crazy, felt so old being with em. Ha!
Went to Orhard Point to surpise MeiYu at her working place after which. She was so happy to see us la! Can see her face lit up with the smile implanted on her face. Ha! I am very sure that u are very delighted. Hehs!
If you ain't got no money take your broke ass home
Foresee-ing many events and gathering coming up. So prepare money for them, else bring your broke ass home. Ha!
Tmr physical training, whole school one round! RUN RUN RUN!
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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`Linus
`Mel
`Man Yuk
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`Xue Ting
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