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Answer my call - Goddess of Aphrodite.

Communicating with you has never been easy. I tried today, at last i tried. Maybe time will answer my call. Hermes send my message soon. Liking the tranquility state of yours. Maybe, perhaps this what that caught me. IF, if only i do figure out the common topic which will blend mine into yours.

Your presence keeps me motivated and contented - makes my day.

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Was very tired today, semi-dozing in lessons today even too tired to notice you in class - you are there.

Mr Ho officially annouce to the class that i had been demoted from fav. student to normal student in the block. Ha! So glad. However, i guess he will still treat me the same way as usual - Its for my own good sake, i dun mind =]. Ha! Already had a deal with Mr Ho to get above 3.0 for this sem during last holiday chalet. Chiong ar!

Had SPM practical today, been doing the same routine for 1 hour or so - taking different plastic smaples and smash them with the "hammer" over a 100 times then print out the results. After which continue with part B of the experiment, using a weight and drop it from different heights to determine the breaking point of the material. As usual 3 girls (Ee Lin, Jasmine and PeiYu) and me - the only guy. My fate perhaps. Ha!

Ee Lin talk bad about Mrs Leong - criticising about her dress code. during the practical! Evil little thing implanted with a *grins* on her face. Ha! Jasmine was litterally saying non stop "jia you" during one point of the experiment - thx for the encouragement although not much of a use. Ha! Just got to know this new peep PeiYu, have some bubbly character. Hehs.

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Everybody deserve an explanation and an acceptance of apology (repharse) - Alan. You drive me to a held on what i had stage and re-think about it. The club ain't deserves more tension at this moment.


Signs from you - i seek.



PS:FF Hypo = Fuk Face Hypocrite

My chatlog with him during friday midnight. Hypocrite, find this chatlog very familiar? - yes, its you FF.

Had my first POPRI (Polymer Processing I) practical yesterday. Had to disassemble and then assemble back the mould from the plates. The plates were so greasy, oily and super duper heavy. My groupmates (Ee Lin and Jasmine - 2 girls) left me to do most of it. Ha! Its i volunteer to do one - dun make it sound so bad. Ended up my white lab coat became yellow and greasy - very bad condition ah!. While they slove up the questions. Hehs =]

The worse part is i forgotten to take my bag home which i left it in club, had my lab coat in it. Can't wash it over the weekend. Duh =/.

Skip Gems and The Art and Science of Colours lecture and have fun in club and Moberly. Ha! I guess no matter how or what, i would not be daring enough to skip Mr Ho lesson. Ha!


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Went to test out our raft floatability in the school swimming pool. The raft was so humongous and heavy la! Six hunks including me =X needed to carry it from the club stairs to the swimming pool.

The raft did manage to float very well without anyone on top of it, with ahzar (60+ kg) and the year 1 guy (60+ kg) on top of it, it floats miraculously well too. However it sinks when another year 1 rafter (90+ kg) replace ahzar. Decided to change the rafter to azhar instead.

Saw some peeps and lecturers trying out the walk and water, seems kinda easy and very fun. Went to approach the lecturer to let us try. In actual fact walking on water isn't easy at all. ROFL.

Got more manpower from the F&H helpers to carry back the raft back. Broke a fluorescent light outside the sports hall while carrying. It literally fell from the casing and burst on the ground when it land on impact. Ha! When to clear the mess after that. =X


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Having so much fun with hypocrite on MSN yesterday night. Next post in my blog i shall upload the chat log for all to see, even you - hyporcrite =] Keep your eyes intact on my perosnal msg in msn too, cause i gonna spell your name very soon.

Just a Glimpse.

A glimpse of the past.

A glimpse of the desired future whom ressemble the past.


I thought i will be doing fine, too busy for anyone to catch my heart, needless for any companions - she came. Her character blends with what will i go for. The feeling is different - liking someone. She caught my heart subconsciously. Frequent peeks were make, at times. Finding it harder to communicate with her compared to the others whom i try to socialise with - Special to me, she is.

How much would one seek into? How much would one get dejected?


Looking for the signs before seeking further.

I believe in two-way connection


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The new batch of MCs had taken over. Mark, Kevin, Jie wei and i step down from our respective post. Looking back at the past 06/07 being as a sports com assistant i had failed badly. Disappointing to me and to the rest of the MCs. Lack of commitment, delays, last minute, inorganise can be use to describe me. It was tough being a MC for me.

I know i am weak at this factor, i know many people realise it too.

However, some people just don’t realise how lousy they are before they lay a bad comment of me being as a MC to others. Hypocrite.


I do reflect on myself, i guess you did not.


Good luck to the new batch of MC. Don’t get to stress. Need help in any factor? I do my best to help okies? Supporting you peeps - Esp Lawrence! GL of Ding Dangs, you earn my respect! Hehs


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A mask lays within the brotherhood chain of mine. You was a brother to me. I once respected you. You help me in many ways. I do appreciate it alot, i really do - Esp pushing me up to be a GL. I will not forget.

You was a great guy, held in great respects by me. I adore you.


You wore a mask, you had a dark side. Those girls are fragile, innocent, weak. You took advantage of that factor and make the best use of it to satisfy your hunger. How many had you consume i ain’t know. I was literally shock, my heart skip a beat in every two beats for ten minutes until there was a point of time when i felt that my heart became weak when i uncovered your mask. I cannot believe it - my great brother is actually one of those kind but the facts are place right in front of me. What i know was beyond i can imagine.


Holy. You disappoint me, utterly.



Club is under alot of tension now due to the issue under you. So much backstabbings. 2 point of different views with hatred buring through em. I wonder how long will it last. Ain't gona care about this issue anymore - lesser friends you get. Hypocrite around.


Some people are bullshitting me now because of that hypocrite (another person. mentioned above [2nd paragraph] just now). Well.. there aint any person whom he yet to bullshit about. One day, ultimatly his the loser. Shall watch - when all things turn against you. Shall step your pride like shit - right at your face [Unlike you. Mother sissy - Backstab]. You mess with the wrong guy. Fuk Face.

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