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"what is love to you?"

We were like two parallel lines on a white sheet. Never came across that we will be meant for each other.

but. we were given a chance to chance upon.

We drew new lines and we collided.

We drew more than just lines. Alphabets started emerging, words formed and stringed into sentences.

I began holding your hands to draw shapes, symbols and then pictures, holding mine back we took turns.

You gazed into my eyes, telling me. I embraced, we kissed and paint colours.

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I am the wind you said, indeed i felt.

Not just any other breeze, one which full with vigor and ain't going to slow down at any point of time just yet. Storm into peoples lives by surprise and leaving without a trace not even a thought of stopping by.

You are kinda like the sand.

You are full of hurricanes and uncertainty, there's so much craziness surrounding you, there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe. You been there for long, awaiting & hoping one day someone would just bring you along for eternity.

I came by and my heart felt warmth. You slowed me down. I picked you up with you holding onto me and onwards to somewhat eternity.

"when all my faith has gone you bring it back to me, you make it real for me."

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In this love, i expect nothing more or nothing less from you but just that you don't go breaking my heart. I embrace this love of all its flaws and obstacles to come and form the word everlasting in our dictionary, our journey, our story. Making you feel so beautiful so loved in every moment. I do all it takes to lit a smile on your face and those adorable eyes gazing into mine never failed to melted my heart each time.

My sweetheart, my bestfriend, my listening ear, my companion, my cherished, my girlfriend, my love.

loves always,
Jin

Never did I expect the seal years ago opening up to you.

Fell right through it. Several fracture bones and it hurts, cage of the ribs. Didn't see it coming, really.

Was roughing the terrains, wielding gun powder and commanding a million troops. It isn't time for gaia to recieve just yet.

It has been a really long while since i last updated.

How heart-broken can a girl be? For which I truely understand at this moment.

Simplicity spells a million things, one sentence will just do. Perhaps. We never knew. Had been running on that start line.

Looking back at my previous post, "9 months, another phase of army, prolly the toughest one it ever gets." 9 months - I must say it was fulfilling, shaping up the character and multiplication of stress tolerance by several folds, grewing stronger.

NRIC:S8919261G
Name:BEH HUAT JIN


Your Posting Order is listed below:

1.You are posted to
OCS (ARMY WING).

2.Your vocation is
OFFICER CADET (CBT).

3. Your are to report to:
SAFTI Military Institute, Warrior's Hall.

Reporting Date/Time:
22/09/2009 at 0700 to 0800 hrs.

Felt uber relieve upon seeing this. Was mentally prepared to be posted to SISPEC at that point of time. 9 months, another phase of army, prolly the toughest one it ever gets.

We remember tough moments more than any

Looking at it right now, i ought to have done better in my role during the couple of days in SPU camp. Loosing my touch on impacting people minds. Day 1 was a total mistake, should have been what i used to be - the fucker of the team. and conducting personal one to one talks to certain people during the night. Not having tough moments, this camp experience prolly would be forgotten down the road.

Without much pain and agony, there woundnt been any memories worth remembering how tough and tideous the journey was and one have grown so much looking back.

As for that, thats it for which i am done for. I am sure the seniors will remember the days, those feeling how much we wanted out from a competition and channel those emotions to the juniors, burning their flames like never before.

SPU for GHS and IVP.

Tell me the good news, share the joy.
I will be laughing my way till sbw.

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