Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 1:14 AM
Do learn to be sensitive to pple's feeling.. esp ur loved ones...
Do not take them for granted cos one day if he/she snap & leaves.. there will be no turning back.
Do appreciate their doings.
Love is... accepting the imperfection of ur partner and not changing them to what u wish them to become....
lost!!!
i'm lost in the life i'm looking for.. many times, i hate the life i am having nw. *no one to b blame except my ownself*... life for me now is only revolving around my parent & own family.. Is that the life of a married woman? or is it I just failed in my life planning. have not meet up my own frens for the past dun noe hw many wks or mth. the onli person I met is STinky.. yes U.. honoured? hee.. i miss my gal frens. i miss the catching up times when we shared our sadness, happiness, anything under the sun to each other..
Every day after work, I am rushing home to do hsework or to go back mum's place..I getting to hate hsework.. I was NOT encourage to engage a part time maid for the reason cos i was thought to be copying frens who did that... But do u know hw tiring one can be to do hsework after working. I m like a 30 yr old in an 80 yr old body... I m tired out easily.. i feel giddy easily.. i m weak!!!
suddenly.. I feel the need of having some pillars for me to rely on.. I feel myself falling.. there are alot of resentment inside me.. Its hard to describe.. Its just in me.. So much anger, resentment & unhappiness... I hate the life I m having.. I hate what i m going thru....
On a different note, just to those who are concern on my new job.. I m enjoying myself on this new job.. maybe becos i'm still untrained.. the stress are not tat great.. I love to be with those children.. sth happy to share.. a gal drew me a bunny dog on thursday (9th april).. I shld be angry with her cos she is drawing when I'm conducting a lesson. But i'm really surprise for tat drawing.. thanks so much Ira.. That's the 1st drawing I've received. another happy thing to share.. On thursday, I told the class of mine that if they have problems for maths, can meet mi outside staff room, I will b ther to help them.. around 8 of them turn up.. 3 of the boys are unexpected. Their presence showed that they are willing to work hard & learn. I'm really happy to see that. =)
okay, an intro on what I've been talking on the above. I'm an untrained teacher in a primary school. I did not have a class of my own except for PE & Arts. For maths & english, I m doing parallel teaching meaning a teacher is in the class & i m kind of assisting them. But I had started to conduct lesson on my own with their presence. I failed so badly *i judge myself..* Maybe for the fact that there is an experience teacher in the class, I'll refrain mysef frm alot of things. I hope u al get wat i mean. On wed & thurs, the english teacher is absent so I took the class on my own. I was happy when i see the smile & laughter I brought to half of the class.. at least i noe i m not tat boring.. keke.. hopefully this job reali suit me.. I love children.. but loving & teaching is 2 different issue.. there are so much more for me to learn... Wish me the very best!!!
losing temper just cos things happened? Does that solve the problem?
Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 3:29 AM
losing temper on a small matther..
blaming the other when things happen..
Does that get the problem solved?
Does that person deserve such kind of attitude?
Damn!! guess it nvr plays good to be nice...
its only a small matter.. ur lost of temper will only make that person scare of telling u stuff..
i guess nxt time i shld do my checking b4 telling or letting u know the truth..if its reali my mistake.. i shld do my part to solve it. shant share anything with u.. cos that will only cause me being scolded, get angry by u.. nothing shld b shared & go thru with u.. cos nothing will happen except mi being blamed...
Don't i just deserve some patience guidance? more forgiveness?
just some grumbling...
a Note as a reminder.. there is a limit to my tolerance level on all sorts of nonsense attitude i've been receiving....
I've learnt.. I'm not taking in or tolerating any nonsense pple gave.. guess working in the day care centre trained me up on this..That's what I've always been reminding my students on..& if they reali gave me nonsense.. I m really nasty & fierce in my punishment..
everyone needs respect & not nonsense attitude.. I M OF NO EXCEPTION!! if one does not know how to give the respect to others.. don't except pple will give to you too....
good nite & a great wkend to all..
hope i will enjoy my weekend too.. cos i deserve it!!!!
Happy Lunar Birthday to me!!!!
Friday, February 20, 2009 / 12:04 AM
I've just countdwn to my lunar birthday..sad to say.. i'm alone..well, bao did not know its my lunar birthday & he's still stuck in office.. poor thing..
i've did the same old silly thing i used to do when i was younger.. standing by the window & made wishes when the clock strike 12.. mins ago.. i did the same thing again.. so sad that there issnt even a single star in the sky. :(
actually thou lonely, I shld b happy & contended.. went back to mum plc for dinner. she cooked mee sua & eggs for me..gosh, tonite dinner was a heavy one. ate a big plate of fried rice (I just can't resist mum/dad fried rice. I can take up to 3 plates.. *BU...R...R...R....RP!!..) and a bowl of mee sua with eggs.. mum cook the mee sua specially for me..that's really nice of her..its reali a heartwarming dinner at mum plc tonite..halfway while eating, dad came back.. 1st thing he said "hello..za bor kia..jia mee sua ah?? Happy Birthday!!!" and he came over to shake my hand..haha.. cute rite? i love it when dad call me za bor gia(daughter in hokkien) ah!! so sweet.. keke...just like he used to tell me, grandma used to say "sui sui eh za bor gia" -- > mentioning me.. *Proud, smirky face!!* haha.. *suddenly miss my parent so much.. :( *
followed by the wishes were ang baos frm mum & dad.. hee.. dun noe y, like abit paisey when taking it over frm their hand. i shy by nature lah.. =p.. mum called me after i reach home..called twice..think the last call (11pm).. she wanted to countdwn with me..but still 1 more hr to go & guess she was too tired.. she was telling me.. "oh,1 more hr to go.. happy birthday ah! " hee..
sweet of her huh? keke..
.......... to b c'tinued...........
2009 predictions for RAM in the year of Ox...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 / 11:25 PM
From the prediction for goat in the Ox year via the channel 8 countdown program on the eve of CNY :
- the worst zodiac among the 12 signs
- health is bad
- will get emotional often..
sth like that..don't remember the rest.. die lar!!! already quite bad luck liao..stil the worst sign..hiazs.. haha.. actually i don't really take in the predictions..but this year,don't know should i say coincident or this year predictions is really accurate.. I FELL SICK on the 1st day of CNY...as far as i rem, i had nvr fell sick during CNY.. :( 2nd day was the worst, fever!!! the fact that my craving for CNY biscults made things worst..had been pinching on those heaty junk food..Can someone hide it away from me!!! haha..
pls pls.. pls pray hard that the prediction is not accurate for year of RAM this year..will be starting my new career soon. Need lotsa lotsa lotsa luck ..
oh ya health by default already not very good.. hope health will be better ... Omi Omi Omi...
here wishing all of you a HEI PI NIU EAR!!.. wishing all good things come your way..
huat aH!!! haha.. gong xi gong xi.............
New career....
Monday, January 12, 2009 / 12:23 AM
After resting for a wk +...finally gg to start on a new job tomorrow..thou its only a part time job but its a total new one from what I've been doing since i gradutated.. Feeling excited yet nervous & worried at the same time..Hope everything turns out fine for me tml..
The actual biggest challenge starts on March.. Hope I've made the right decision.Omi omi omi...
our internet is UP!!!
Thursday, December 18, 2008 / 11:23 PM
I'm back!! Back to blogging.. woot woot... My blog is still active!!
I m blogging this post at our hse..We finally have internet at home!! woo hoo!! no more FLINSTONE..no more cast away frm the world..wahaha..i m so happy..
we got our internet yesterday..wanted to enter the 1st blog on the 1st day of our internet..but was too tired to do so...
okay, i hope from now on.. i will be able to blog often. so many backdated stuff to blog..
but nt gg to do a long blog today.. gg off to slp.. pretty tired..
tml is friday!!! i lOVE FRIDAY!! woot woot.. hope u guys njoy ur friday.. gd nite..
gd nite.. =)
