23 March 2010

HmMm.
'e 1st 2 dayz of skul is kinda slack..
But it's betta than 'e prev term s 'e children r a lil bit tone dwn now.
Tp tk tau lah kn if dey r still warming up.
Hopefully not la huh.
Hehs.
Dere's upgrading on in 'e mosque.
N it's EFFING IRRITATING!
Susa dok nk aja s it's memekak nk mamps wif all 'e drilling n knocking n wateva not.
Nie blm uat toilet lg..
Uat toilet lg mati uh..mane ngn hacking.
Ouh God.
Haish, i sumhow pity 'e K1 Venus.
Weneva i luk at 'em n my collegue, i juz feel lyk breaking dwn.
I can feel wat my collegue is going thru.
Well, been dere b4.
Hopefully she's fine uh eventho i noe it's hard fer her.
But nvm, atleast u can still meet ur children babe.
B strong yeah!
Ok la, i'm off fer now.
Wanna c wat bj i wanna wear tmrw, hehs.
Nytes!
21 March 2010
Oh boy..
Tmrw is 'e starting day of a new term.
Haish.
'e tym flies soo fast.
I dun even get 'e taste of skul hols.
How to feel 'e 1 wk break wen we dun even get any break.
HmMm.
I wonder wat i wanna teach 'e children tmrw.
Sesungguhnyer tce korg maseh hols mood k, hahah.
Tkpe..we'll c how la huh.
Plg2 pn sharing session n recap wat we hv learnt past 2wks.
C if dey r studying at home anot, hehe.
Till den, toodles!
18 March 2010

Lyk 'e cloudy clouds tht surround 'e sky..
Datz wat i'm feeling ryte now.
I juz dunno y..
But yeah, i juz feel lyk breakingdwn.
Haish.
Wat's gonna hppn nxt to me/my life?
Or wat's gonna hppn in 'e future?
HmMm.
I juz miss my pasts lah..
N i'm not gonna deny it 2day.
I seriously dunno wat got into me wen i stepped out of my house to wrk dis mrng.
Suddenly my brain rewind n replay wateva hppn lst yr.
*siiiigh*
I juz miss my Jan-Sept life in 2009.
=(
14 March 2010

Heyya ppl!
Had a great day wif my cuzzins 2day.
It's been lyk sucha long tym eyh since we last spend tym 2gether.
HmMm.
2day is 'e start of 'e skul hols.
Oh well..
I only hv mon n fri.
Tue-Thu n aso Sat i hafta report to wrk.
9am-6pm fer Tue-Thu and 8.30am-5pm fer Sat.
Fer 'e wkdayz, we hv our 1st-Aid course.
I dunno Y ON EARTH dey choose march sdgkn we suppose to go in JUNE!
GrRr!
Ni name nyer org DENGKI + BUSUK ATI.
Nvm..
C wat i'm gonna do, hehs.
Hey, i tink i'm gonna miss 'e K2 Neptune children man..esp my darling ARFAN! *ape pny tce, bknyyer nk miss ank murid sendiri, haha!*
I'm gonna miss 'e K1 Venus esp 'e shy yet hansem boy, Zul.
I'm gonna miss Nana n Ezat Hansem Boy frm N2 Earth.
I'm gonna miss Ardy n Arruf frm K1 Mercury.
*k la, tce jd baik cket uh ehk..* n i aso gonna miss my K2 Jupiter WHICH I TOOK SINCE K1.
Daamn.
I'm craving fer SHOPPING!!!
I suddenly feel lyk wanting to shop n shop n shop!
Gaaaah!
I hv 2wks to go fer my nxt pay n i still hvn't shop fer myself frm my latest pay.
SoOo..
I.GOT.REASON.TO.SHOP!
WHEEE!!!
Ally will b my G.O.H to accompany me shopping, hehehe.
Let's train dwn to orchard TMRW!! *or shall i say 2day cuz it's oredy Sun, hehs*
CPT LA PG..CPT LA PG..
I cant wait to shop man..!
*oh gee..y 'e hell m i acting lyk dis..? ahaha! da sah2 tsuwaibah otk da tk btl lah kn..*
Oh God..hopefully Ally got no tuition tmrw, amiien!
Hehs.
K k da da.
STOP.
Nnt makin mcm2 mepek meraban kua..
Nytes all! =)
08 March 2010
Fuwaah!
I only report to skul fer 2dayz last wk.
N guess wat..?
I'M NJOYING IT!!
Wuhuuw! =D
Mon i was on MC.
Nie purposely amk uh cuz i've been sick since Wed, 24th Feb..
But tht bloody wrkplce peduli ape kn..
I wrk 7.30am-5.30pm ohkay!!
I dun mind lah dey pay me small amt n tk byr OT or tym-off.
Bt wen i tink bck, tis plce is waay too much uh.
Dey really mkn drh org wei..
Kte tk kire mengire, tp dorg..
Alersmk.
Tk appreciate ppl's sacrifices.
Ah..cut it off lah ehk.
Continue psl tpt tu, pai bile pn tk abs..
EXCEPT.....
AKU QUIT!
HAHAHA!
Den Thu n Fri i was sent fer a course.
My absense fer 2dayz caused lotsa stories eyy.
Cm2 cite lah kn..
Parents complain psl relief tce, bdk2 uat hal..
Pdhal tce yg relief grg dr aku ok.
Mcm2 hal lah kn..
Wen i came bck 2day, my students were super xcited.
N 'e 1st wrd tht i heard frm 'em r...
"tce..u will not go anymore ryte..? u r going to come n teach us ryte..?"
Aku cm nk tektw jer..!
Kesian tu mmg kesian..but at 'e same tym pdn muke jgk uh.
Br tau langit tinggi rendah!
Dey deserve it, hehs.
K, tsuwaibah is mean..but who cares.
Lyk wat 'e relief tce said, "org tgk secare zahir mmg mcm sng..tp, bile i da handle ur class..br i tau how much u suffer..skrg i phm prasaan u.."
Shall not elaborate more lah ehk.
Below r some pixz of my students! =)

Iin *blck songkok*
*frm bottom left* Irwan;my handsome boy, Muhammad; 'e talkative 1 n Danial;Ally's fav.

K2 Jupiter Gals *sum r missing tho*

Dey can b annoying MOST of 'e tym, but dey can aso b 'e cure sumtyms =)

Wif Hawa

Nie bdk2, mati2 sume nk sumbat, haha.

Naufal *wif 'e cramp face in 'e middle* luks super cute lah ohkay, ahaha

My former student, Aiman
*pena dgr tk bdk kecik geram ngn ppl who's elder than 'em? Slalu kte lah kn yg geram2 ngn bdk2 fer their cuteness..but nie la bdk yg geram ngn tce de sendiri, haha. He once hold my cheek n said "ee..geramnyer ngn tce" ahaha! Cute kape nie ank..but he'll b super happy lah okay weneva he sees me..ade je citer de, hee*

Aso my former student, Aniq.
He gain more weight ohkay..mcm nk gigit jer pipi der..klw tny ummi de, surely ummi de kasi GREEN lyte pny, hehs.

Aiman again.
Dis is how he smile weneva he sees me.
Last but NOT least...

My darling, ARFAN.
Foreva will b my boy =)
He's 1 of 'e reason y i go to skul n y i drag myself to work.
Well..he's 'e 1 who gv me lotsa trouble during my 1st 3dayz of work cuz he's 'e leader lah ok. De satrt, mamps..sume kwn der ikt. But he's my ANGEL on 'e 4th day onwards. Til 2day, he's 'e best student..tht is wat his class tce told me. *jengjeng, da kene jampi ngn aku uh, ahaha! no la, whr got such thng..i din noe wat i did make him chnge totally, hehs. But it's a gd thng lah ok..aku tk jampi org oitz, haha*
06 March 2010
BLOODY HELL LA!!
Gd lah huh 1wk skul hols, 4dayz we hafta report to work.
N i only hv ONE day leave.
CRAP!!!
Mon compulsory due to QPR.
GO TO HELL LA WIF THT QPR!!
I can bet u TWO HUNDRED PERCENT tht 'e QPR IS THE SAME.
Wanna bet fer 50bucks??
Count me IN!
OMG.
Y 'e hell m i stuck in this kinda place???
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
04 March 2010

Believe it anot, sumhow i miss my children.
Hehs.
But i wud miss my woodpecker n mousedeer more lah than those frm beaver.
Duh!
I took 'em since K1 eyy.
HmMm.
I dunno wat got into me lately..
I juz feel smthng tht i'm unable to xplain.
Every single thng frm 'e past is replaying in my mind.
I xperienced mixed feelings.
I juz feel lyk going sumwhr peaceful alone to ease my mind.
I juz..urgh.
I'm totally confse..!
Sume bende yg aku uat tk kene..
Mane2 aku pegi pn tk kene..
Wat 'e hell is wrong wif u, tsuwaibah??
Oh Allah, plsplspls, i'm begging You.
Take away all these feelings frm me..
I juz dun understand, it juz make me confuse n every single thng tht i do seems wrong.
Gosh!
02 March 2010
Well..
I tink it's tym fer me to do wat i hafta do.
I take NOMORE shitz.
I take NOMORE nonsense.
Once i make a decision..
It's FINAL.
GEDDIT?
01 March 2010
'e qsn is, y must i go thru it again??
i juz dun understand lah kn..
i din asked fer it, but it juz hppn to b tht way.
i juz hate it.
once it maybe fine, bt wen it repeated..who can take it tell me??
i juz feel useless.
i juz feel hopeless.
i juz dunno wat else i shud do.
i've been keeping it to myself since dunno how long n i juz cant take it anymore.
everythng is juz wrong.
sume bende tk kene.
urgh!!
'e Gal
-Herself-
*a Sept '89 baby known s Tsu or Adik
*a mummy's gal who is very pampered yet hard-headed
*a gal who teaches in Kindy&undergoing 'e leadership course
*a gal who go fer branded items
*a gal who holds on to her principles in life s well s her promises
*a gal who is hard to fall in love, but wen she does, she'll treasure tht prsn til her last breath
-Her Desire-
*shopping
*perfumes
*tops
*watches
*electronic stuffs lyk cameras, lappies&hps