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By "Unknown"

Wen these dayz r gone..
Wen all 'e love we gave to each other slowly fades away..
Wen ur beautiful smile is only here s a dream..
And,
Wen 'e word "I Love You" r scripts of 'e past..
I will always hv 'e memories tht were once moments,
And,
I will always know tht no metta wat..
I got 'e chance to b loved by You.

1.What have you been doing recently?
=work meeting work meeting

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
=nopes, unless it's flat, hehs

3.What happened at 10am today?
=woke-up n clean 'e hse (tau, aku baik, lolz!)

4.When did you last cry?
=yest

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
=yup

6.What do you want in your life now?
=part-tym work s asst tce in a kindy
=moneymoneymoney
="replacement"
=settle thngs wif ppl who got prblms wif me

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
=juz walk under 'e rain

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
=sleep, watch tv, lepak

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
=i'm wearing a blck long pants

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
=alotz liao

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
=NO!

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
=NO, ppl borrow dr aku ader lah

13.What was the last movie you caught?
=none

14.What are you proud of?
=tknk proud2 uh, lolz!

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
=my cuzz said tht he miss me, wahha!

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
=galau

17.Do you have any nicknames?
=alotz seyh, hee

18.What does the newest text say?
=my darlz doraemon ask me wat bj i wanna wear 2mrw

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
=1+am? aku pn tkto..knck-out trs

20.Are you currently happy?
=can say so

21.Who gives you the best advise?
=hmm, ntah la..tkya tau

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
=of cos! i lyk it oitz!

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
=no1

24.Is something bugging you now?
=yup..not smthng, but alot of thngs eyyz

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
=datin lucy, haha!

URGH!
Kayz, i'm terribly angry/mad/frustrated/irritated/wateva, to 'e core!!!
Y..?
Bcos of sum1 (or shall i say "dis 2 ppl"?), i got scolded!
"thxz" uh ehh to u guyz fer causing me to get nagged n scolded!
I really "appreciate" it!
1 day, u noe wat u'll get!
N to another prsn, "thxz" fer 'e harsh&sarcastic phrases&words tht came out of ur mouth.
I really "appreciate" all tht.
"thxz" once again fer dunno how to open ur eyes properly n observe who's ryte n who's wrong.
"thxz" also fer anyhow 2duh aku yg bkn2.
"thxz so much" fer seeing my mistakes n not others.
N "super thxz" fer not giving me tym to chnge.
Derefore, if i remain s who i m b4, jgn slh kn uh ehk..
Ur faults wat!
Can gv others, y not me..?!
Ahhh!
Useless uh nk ckp ni seme..
Org bknnye tau appreciate pn..
Tau carik slh aku jer!
F***!

HaizZz!!!
I wud lyk to say "thxz" uh ehk to u fer making me luks super bad in ppl's eyes; b it family memberz, frenz n whoeva on earth.
I reallyreally "appreciate" tht.
I'm super "thankful" to u cuz i get dis kinda shitz even aftr i treated u nicely.
Dun worry uh, i really "treasure" n "appreciate" it so much tht i'll remember it even aftr i die.
"THXZ" once again.

How i really wish tht i cud turn bck 'e tym..
I wanna use all 'e chances tht i once hv..
*siiigh*

Hey peeps!
HmMm..
2day is a 2-in-1 outing, i loike!
Or shall i say 3-in-1..?
Hee.
K, wateva.
So, 1st stop was our workplace, but bgs giler, sume tkde..
Wak jer yg ade, haha.
So, we went str to ECP.
Met mummy n all dere.
Solat, mkn, trs jln uh ngn bdk2 sultan seme n do our activities..
Hee.
HmMm..
Den ryte, during asar, i heard news seyh.
Ade org tk puas ati ngn aku.
Tu tk hal..
Tk puas ati abe bbl blkg uh..
Dtg dpn uh bbl ngn aku 1 to 1 if u tink u're ryte!
Kecot kape gal?!
Hey, i'm warning u lah ehk..
Bare in ur mind, i noe alot abt u.
I can juz leak it anytym, anywhr, anyhow ohkay.
I'm being kind enuf wif u n tolerating.
So pls..DUN TEST MY PATIENCE!
I myte warn u again, or dis myte ALSO b my last warning.
Naseb ko uh ehk!
Berani buat, berani tgg uh k.
K la peeps..
Till here.
I wanna do smthng else uh, hee.
Take care n toodles!

Heyz all!
Hmm..so long since i last update my blog ehk, haha.
Got no tym liao..
Bz wif work meeting work meeting..
Alot sia to do..
Dis managment uh, kinda dengki wif us gitu kn..
Tp tkper, kte chill jer uh..
Hehs.
N die!
My comp breakdwn..!
Abe gmbr alot seyh kat dlm..
Dunno liao can save 'e pixz anot..
Hopefully can uh..
So, 'e pixz of Bali n Melaka ryte, lum tau uh le upload ker tk..
If dpt dislmtkn, aku upload, if not, naseb malang seyh.
K la..
Till here..
Taking care peepz!
=)

Hey ppl!
HeEe.
Ohkayz..i juz can't wait fer mon s i wanna ask weder i cud transfer anot.
Felt lyk calling 'e boss 2mrw pn ade seyh.
HmMm.
Anyways, 2day's JPNese class was, ok2 lah.
Bnyk bende aku cm tk phm gitu kn, bt wateva lah.
Den got meeting.
Aftr meeting, sume lyk mengamok sak.
U noe i noe lah ehks peeps.
Kk, let's put tht aside.
Yessa!
I can't wait fer 1pm.
Gonna meet my doraemon!!!
N we're gonna wear 'e same bj ohkayz..
Kte seme dah janji, hehs.
Juz now, wen ppl saw me&my doraemon wearing bj kurung, all were asking 'e same qsn, "korg nk gi ane? jemputan ehk?"
Ahaha!
Pakai saje2 jer lah..
Lolz.
A, wanna stop here lah.
Aku da ngntk, td mkn obt.
Ni bet 111% bsk gi docent lmbt, lolz.
K ppl.
Take care.
Toodles!

Hey allz..
HmMm..
S some of u noe, i've started wrking at PPIS; pasir ris branch on thu.
I dunno uh wat's my luck ehk..
I applied fer asst tce positn, bt i get class tce positn instead.
Tht's 1 thng..another thng is tht, i wanted to wrk at kindy, bt i ended up wrking at childcare.
WTHeck kn!
Binget seyh aku.
Pastu, wen i call up, tht lady said childcare i can work fer half-day, either mrng-noon, noon-afternoon, afternoon-evening..bt den, wen i go fer interview, aku ne keje 1 hari sia..dr pg pai kul 6pm.
Peh lame nk mams!
I was shocked sia..
Aku nk lain, abe dpt lain.
URGH!
Now, wat i wanna do is, i wanna ask fer transfer.
I dun care!
I'm gonna tell my boss dis mon tht i wanna transfer to kindy cuz aku tkle uh ngn childcare, doesn't suit me.
I juz dun lyk to work in childcare.
Wat for sia aku keje kat childcare, tp tk ikhlas..bdk2 tu uh yg kesian..if aku tk ikhlas, tk mungkin kn aku uat keje wif full heart..n i juz dun want 'e childn to suffer.
So i oredy talked to mummy abt it, n she agreed.
Alhamdulillah she understands, s i've told her since last 2 yrs tht i dun wanna work in childcare aftr i graduate.
I dun mind going to bukit batok, s long s i gotta work half-day, gotta teach 2syen&GOTTA WORK AT SULTAN WIF MY COLLEGUES!
I miss 'em damn much seyh..
1st day keje, aku cm nk ngs sey rindu dorg seme..
Lunch, i called 'em n talked to each of 'e babes tht were dere.
N 2day (or shall i say yest?), GOOD NEWS fer me&'e babes, i din go to work!!!
Ahaha!
Br 1 hari keje da attitude sia tsuwaibah, astaghfirullah, lolz!
No la..bkn attitude..
Aku da mmg sakit since last wk sey..
Even wen i went to 'e interview on wed, i was coughing badly.
Thu, i almost lost my voice.
Just now, woke-up in 'e mrng, my cough is getting worse til i feel lyk vomiting, i got gastric&aso head-ache.
So called 'e boss&told her.
Aftr alas perut, i ate my medicine&went bck to sleep.
Mkn obt knock-out abs sey..
Bgn2, da kul 12pm.
Klg kabut jap siap2 nk gi dctr amk mc, skali tutup plak.
Juz went to sultan str. wif boy to suprisse 'em.
Reached dere, only 'e guyz were dere, babes 2 tu gi bras basah, yg lg 1 ade xm.
Den chill2, bbl ngn c Lucy Skywalker, den xplain to 'e tourists abt 'e history of 'e mosque&waited fer 'e babes.
Jap lg, my doraemon reached, i purposely stood at 'e ctr of 'e staircase.
My doraemon say me, n she quickly run 2wards 'e mosque!
Aku pn pe lg, 2run tanggr uh n hug her..rindu giler seyh wlwpn 1 hari jer tk jmpe..
Den, br zahroh plah dtg, gv her a hug too!
HeEe!
Seriously uh..i juz can't man..
Tym gi keje t'igt dorg, cm nk ngs.
Tym lunch t'igt dorg, cm nk ngs.
Tym alek pn same jgk..
HaizZz.
Tkpe, i'm gonna tell my boss dis mon.
If she dun wanna transfer me, i'm gonna Q-U-I-T!
I dun care!
Lastly juz now, we went to swensens s i wanna treat boy cuz he passed his O's.
Kte mkn ice cream..
SluUurp!
Abs mkn ice ccream je, trs aku batok setgh mati sey, ahaha!
Bt nah..i juz dun care.
Wat i noe is tht, i reallyreallyreally Njoy my day 2day, hehs.
LOVE U GUYZ TO 'E CORE!!!
*HuUugs!*

Hey ppl!
Ohkayz..2day i got a gd news n a bad news..
Let me start wif 'e gd news horr..
'e gd news iiis, i got 'e job at PPIS!
BUT, s a tcer sey, not asst tcer..
Mayn..i dunno lah..
It's a mixed feelings eyyz btwn happy n scared.
Class tcer is not a small n simple job sey..
Got lotsa thngs to do..
Haiya!
N more over, i'm not mentally prepared to b a class tcer&i'm still phobia fer gdness sake.
But den, mummy said Allah noes wat best fer me..
True la..
Thxz to all who gv me advised.
Wish me luck ppl..!
N 'e sad news is, i hafta leave my frenz at sultan..
Aku sede sey nie..
It's serious peh mendadak..
Dey need me to start 2MRW while i put dere i can only start mon.
N i gotta work 8hrs tau.
I plan to work half-day so tht another half-day i can go to sultan n meet my frenz.
But, my plan is not working seyh..
I gotta work full-day, start bsk..
AAAAH!
Nk ngs...!
I'm not ready to start working s a tcer, i'm not ready to leave my frenz..
Aku miss kte peh giler2, kte peh ktw2, kte teasing each other, kte calling each other's nicknames..
GoOosh!
Knowing u guyz tk pai sebln, but it felt lyk yrs oredy..
Ouh mayn..
I'm totally dwn ryte now..
I want our tym bck!!!
HaizZz..
I try to come evry sat n sun kayz..?
Wheneva i hv tym, we'll meet up kayz u guyz..?
I'm missing my hunnz doraemon, my babe zahroh, my sophalophagus (aku tkto la spell,lolz) elephant, 'e barnie, 'e lucy meow meow, 'e yoda&lastly 'e fisherman!
Alaaahai!
I'm gonna miss hearing u guyz calling me taufik&tweety sey..
Guyz, thxz uh fer alwayz cheering up my day..
I reallyreallyreally njoy my day wif u guyz..
=)
Klw bsk i finish at 4pm (n i really wish fer tht), meet u guyz at sultan kayz..
Lunch i'll call u guyz n re-cnfrm aites..
Taking care all, esp my babes&dudes at sultan.
Lotsa Loves,
AdikNotty/Tweety/Taufik

Hey Peepz!
HmMm..
1st of all, i wanna congratz my bro, BOY/FISHERMAN/wateva dey call him, fer his gd results!
Urs r superb seyh boy!
Aku nk ko peh maths!!!
He got A2 fer maths, imagine tht..
N to all those who took o's, congratz s well..
Those who's not satisfied or din make it, it's ok..u can alwayz try again aites..jgn putus ase&hrpan.
Niwayz, tmrw i'm going fer interview at PPIS..
Pray fer me yaw ppl..
Dpt keje, aku da le stat skola alek, hee..
K lah peeps..
Toodles..!

HmMm..
Read smthng at frenster n i'm recalling evry single thng ryte now..
*sigh*
It really is killing me, but i gotta hold on.
I've oredy promised myself not gonna breakdwn bcos of tht thng..
So, yeah..
I'm trying my best not to.
Urgh.
It's alwayz lyk dis..
Come across thngs tht r related, even it's s lil s an ant, cnfrm 'e memory will start to rewind over n over again.
I'm tired&sick of dis.
Haiz.

Hey babes&dudes!
Alermk..br ckp in 'e prev post tht i din ponteng..skali wed&thu tk keje daa..
Lolz!
Wed is bcos of my bro la..thxz to him tht i din come to work.
Thu plak nk gi, tp tk jd sbb kesian kn org yg nk tag along to NYP last min (baik pe aku kesiankn ko? haha..da cukup bgs tu, lolz!)
HmMm..
Yest went to NYP's open hse wif boy, fylzah&zul(de last min nk ikt) n SP's open hse wif boy&fylzah, we tmnkn my bro to luk up fer some courses tht he's interested in.
N wat's 'e best abt NYP is .....
I gotta meet my Mr. Hawt, TAUFIK!!!!!
I loOoike!
HeEe!
K enuf2..i'm getting crazier than ever cuz i juz watched my darlz on t-vee, hehs.
Lynkn jer lah ehk korg2 yg membace nie, ahaha!
Tsuwaibah will alwayz b lyk dis wen it comes to Taufik, ehhe.
T-squared ahper..
Suke aku!
Also i met zie babe, ma twincuzzie, some other familiar ppl&also fylzah's frenz.
Kk, den 2day went to TP wif boy, fylzah, zul&fazli.
Met lotsa familiar ppl&watched fylzah's fren's performing.
'e performance was thumbs-up eyy!
Tgk2 course kat engine sch, den went fer lunch&jln2 'e whole sch.
We also watched performances frm 'e students dere.
N i tink ryte..i'm attracted to 1 of 'e courses dere..tp cm tkto uh nk amk ke tk..confuse.
Cuz i wanna apply fer job.
If dpt tht job, nxt mth i can start schooling oredy..
How leyh..?
HaizZz..
Confuse2..
N anywayz..i wanna wish all 'e best to all those who took o's in '08..may u guyz get satisfying results!
K, my cough is really killing me..
I'm off now..
Taking care pppl~!
Buh-bye.

HeyLow peepz!
HaizZz..(startng post je da mengeloh ehk, rabak kape..lols)
Well, 2day is 'e 5th day of 'e new yr..
N tsuwaibah is being a gd gal s she's been wrkng frm sun-2day, tk ponteng..
Smlm keje pai ptg sumore..
Ane pena kn muke aku nk keje pai ptg (rajin kape aku..? haha)
Well..yest boy asked fer my pixz s he wanted to put s cntct pixz.
I asked him to browse 'e pixz, choose&show me..
If ok, i send it to him, if not, pick another pixz..
Skali, de nga browse, mulut peh jht..
He said, "eish! muke kakak cm cine sey..haha"
I was lyk, "a sial la..ane ade sey..gmbr ane 1?"
Boy, "bnyk gmbr sbnrnye..cume tgk gmbr ni, tetibe cm nk blg"
Do i luk lyk chinese?
Tk kn...
Eish..he's not 'e 1st prsn who said it man..
Gdness..
Wateva lah ehk..
Eee..less than 1 mth sey is my BTT..
Tkt...!
Blm bljr 1 haram pn seyh..
Br flip2 jer.
Act i'm more to phobia uh rather than tkt..
Ppl who r reallyreallyreally close to me noes la i'm wat type of prsn wen it comes to learning fer xmz..
Bljr asl le je..
Even fer o's, tsktsktsk.
Bnyk main sey..
N now..
Thxz to my stupid, idiotic skul; etonhse, fer 'e phobia-ness.
Pray fer me yaw ppl..
Hopefully amk 1x trs pass, amin ya rabbal 'alamin..

Hey allz!
I'm lyk serious peh bored to death..
HmMm..
Ohkayz..2day (or shall i say yest since it's aftr 12mn) tsuwaibah is being a damn hell gd gal s she went to work juz now..n it's SUNDAY fer gdness sake..asl tetibe rajin? Aku pn tkto lah..haha.
Reached work at 10.45am.
Gd enuf i came ok..bcos tht mrng i slept 5am s i went to fetched my aunt den went over to her hse..waited fer dad to come bck frm work&fetch us.
Gitu gini, 4+am br kte alek..
Kat airport peh cite..haiyo..hot sia!
Ahaha..pai ade org tu bingeet jer..(kn kecik kn..?)
Lols..
Den at sultan juz now got org nikah..!
Aku ngn zahroh da xcited gitu kn..ehhe.
Suke lah wei tgk pengantin..tk dpt gi jemputan, dpt tgk org nikah live..laagi power. Hee..
Den 2day i work ryte, dere's dis boy..haiya..
Btl peh kongasm..
Menyakaat je keje..
Nnt de..sure kene alek nyer..haha.
But overall, 2day keje kinda fun..(oh, did i juz said tht?)
Tkto la ape yg fun nye, but it's diff uh..'e feeling is lyk keje ngn boy&kecik wen we 1st started.
I miss those dayz..
Enuf2..i wanna 4get all my pasts..cuz i dun wanna b wat i use to b.
Aku tolerate, gv&take, org pijak aku&take me fer granted ryte..
SoOo..we'll c abt it huh..
K lah ppl..
I'm off now..
I'll b working later, insyaAllah..
I miss my other frenz at work, hehs.
B4 i 4get..
To boy,
If u're reading dis,
Juz want u to noe tht i've given up..
Aku da tk kuase uh nk work 2wards tht.
Juz leave it s our '08 peh memory uh k.
U dun need to help me to achieve it ryte..
Thxz anyways fer ur help.
Act nk blg dr kemarin, den dun hv 'e tym la..
So, till here..
Nytey nytes!

Hey babes&dudes!
K, my mood is swinging..aku da type pnjg2, hlg gitu je..idiotz!
Wateva it is, i wanna a wish all pri&sec skul students Welcum Bck To Skul..! (ape mau skola..? lolz XD!)
HmMm..
I went shopping wif mummy juz now.
Shopping juz can't stop ruling ma world!
Ooh yeah! =))
Act outing wif mummy was cancelled.
She asked me to go out wif zie s she wanna go to sumwhr else.
But den, zie need to rest s she din sleep well 'e prev day.
End-up, mummy accompany me..hee.
She wanna bring me to tamp, but i dun want.
I wanna go to city plaza to luk fer shoes.
Sandal aku uat hal kemarin tym alek keje.
Thot of buying a new sandal..but i ended up buying two footwears; blck shoe&wyte sandal.
Blck shoe cost $29, but i bought it at $25.
S fer my wyte sandal, it cost $42.90, but i bought it at $35.90.
To me, it's ohkay la..reasonable.
Aftr bought shoes, we went to MKS..dere's sum1 wanna meet mummy..
Hweva ryte, she brought her fren along..
Oh my..i juz hate her fren, dunnno y..
Since 'e 1st tym i met her, i hate luking at her face.
Muke mintk kene smack uh.
Aftr mgrb aru kte went bck to bedok.
Went to sheng siong near my hse, den off to Abd Qadir fer dinner.
Aftr dinner, went to fetch grandma at aunt's hse.
Br la alek uma..
2mrw's plan is to go to airport wif mummy to fetch my aunty&uncle br alek hajj.
Den maybe, juz maybe, going to JB wif mummy&dad.
Dad said he wanna isi minyak&eat dere..but gotta wait fer him alek keje, whch is ard 1+am.
Pape jer la ehk..
K la ppl..
Gonna stop here.
Nytes!

Heyhey!
Wishing all of ya Happy New Year!!!
HmMm..
Act i'm not luking 4ward to '09 sey..i wanna stay '08..1 thng it's bcos i hv lotsa gd memories in '08..another thng, i'm gonna turn 20(yucks!)..bt it's ohkay, i'l turn twenTEEN instead, hehs.
'08 is ok la compared to '07..'07 nytemare sia..(kk, lupekn)
I've went thru lotsa thngs during '08..
Lotsa ups&downs..
Bt i guess dere were more ups than downs, n dats 'e best part la..hehe.

The Ups:
Gi hols pai 2x, cuzzin reuniting, new memberz; FFR, stronger bond btwn me&boy, stronger bond btwn me&dad, lesser misunderstanding&fighting wif sibz&dad, gotta apply fer my basic theory (LYK FINALLY), got green lyte frm dad to take-up MTR! (i loike!), new frenz, outingz wif new frenz, cuzzin&memberz...last bt not least, 'e most happiest moment EVER is ... COMPLETED MY EC COURSE AT ETONHSE! (fuh! legeee!)
The Downs:
Let me keep it to myself yaw..cuz sum is just so confidential..only few ppl knew abt it..so, yeah..

Erm..
To mummy&dad, i reallyreallyreally appreciate wateva u guyz had done fer me..b it gving supports, advice&lots more..thxz alot fer evrythng..
To LOVED ONES, akim kecik a.k.a putre kesygan aku, zie babe, firah babe, allyal, boy, husi twincuzz, kamSunshine, lulul a.k.a aunty gajah, dy a.k.a gayah, docent frenz&the-12, i njoy evry single sec wif u guyz..to sum of u, thxz fer ur supports,advices&motivatns; esp wen i'm damn dwn lyk crazy(u noe who u r)..love u guyz truckloadz! Shall do more outing huhs peepz..hee =D may our relatnshpz last 4eva..

N s fer my new resolutn...
I wanna b a betta muslim, a lil cooler s i'm hot-headed, passing my basic theory, final theory&get my lisence&1 lst thng, only zie knew it cuz it's kinda privacy..
K ppl..
Till here..
Njoy ur day yaw!