Saturday, December 30, 2006

Just my random thoughts and times... ^_^

Your Lust Quotient: 60%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!


You Date Like a Man

According to studies on dating, you date like a man.
You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time.

Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you.
And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while).

You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it.
You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!


You Are 73% Feminine, 27% Masculine

You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women.


Omg... i won like Ivan... haha... i didn't know this... haha... though i like date like a guy... but i am more femanine than guyish... hmm...tat is interesting... haha... no wonder i am also lustful... hehe...

Well this is actually taken from my fren... IVAN... haha... been long tat i have not talk to u... hope to go out with him soon anyway...


Haha... i guess most of the people dun really visit this blog... since like i dun normally post... haha... so sorry guys... cos i am not a great poster after all.. dun noe how to pen down my thoughts well... haha... but been grateful all these times with my dear... haha... we had a fun time together and since he is always there for me... and can let me talk bout my feeling...guess the feeling of writing blog is not needed... anyway... have not been facing any problem though... haha... well hope u guys can just talk to me thru sms bah... been lonely in sms ... haha... no one talk to me thru there de???

hahaha... well this is just passing my time bah... hope tat i really be diligent bout writing a blog.. haha

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

My Birthday

Your Birthdate: July 12

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)

You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.

Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Miserably Miserable....

Haiz... yesterday was really a bad day for me ... for god sake... i really dun believe it is so bad till i cannot have a single peace of mind....


1) Sprained my ankle

2) Camera Screen cracked....BADLY...

Omg...wat could be worse than tat... ok lar.. the sprained ankle is not like until i cannot walk or wat... i still can limp... it is still ok.... cos i always sprained it anyway...

Well when i sprained my ankle... i dunnoe what i was thinking... maybe because daniel told me bout what Ms Lee said about me... making him dissapointed as well as she... tat makes me so stressed and also depressed at the same time...then when i fell down... that split second... my mind just went blank... TOTALLY... and suddenly realised that i fell down... OMG... i can't believe myself... for that to be happening... haiz...


BUT THE CAMERA... TAT IS THE WORRYING ONE... COS IT CRACKED BADLY... AND PEOPLE SAID THAT IT WILL NOT BE COVERED UNDER WARRANTY... WAT THE FUCK BIG TIME....

haiz... i just got the camera for like 26 days... and this happened... and i am not going to tell my aunt about it... but if lets say i have to pay... then i will pay... but how am i going to explain where that sum of money gone to.... i will be so in trouble then...

I miss u dear... i feel so sad now... i want to hug u tightly and cry on your shoulders... i really cannot take the fact that yesterday... i have such a bad day....

I think i need the sea breeze to calm myself down... -.- ...

Well dear... dun be sad okie... i am alrite... just hope that today...

MY DAY COULD BE BETTER AGAIN
...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Bout me??? last life???

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adolf_Bastian

Wah... interesting leh... when i tried to do a search online bout my blog... and i got my name familiar to some german person???

Classmates....

Well... can say that it has been eons that i did not update my blog... Gosh...that really is a real long time news man... bout me diving... it is like way 3 weekz ago...

Relationship have been good... and we really did talk to one another bout our problems... haha... and friendship... yeah... great too... as always... haha...

Well just that feel really sorry for not really responsible for my own group project... i feel so guilty abt it...


Ok ok.. today... well just in coincidental tat i found out smth bout my class... haa...

Now now... i dunnoe how u guys actually found my blogs... and then u guys may realised smth bout me ... as all the things here are actually true.. spoken honestly okie... no lies at all... haha... welll if u really did read my blog... dun hesitate to actually tag in the chatbox... would actually really appriciate u guys...

BTW.... also dun feel that becos of wat is written here...means that i am actualy scared to let u guys know who i really am... cos actually i planned to tell u guys bout it sooner or later... oh well... how long can such secret be hidden from... not long i guess... even so that u all dun actually enter my bloggie here... i guess u all will also spot it sooner or later... haha...

As for that too... erm... i just hope that knowing all these... i actually dun mind... however... pls just keep it to arnd our class only... and also dun feel intimidated when talking to me... or scared i do anything to u guys... as in touchy towards u guys... not to worry much... cos i wun... and pls...

I already have someone already... so dun think the 不三不是。。。


ok... 我知道我的华文很差。。。 所以写的不好。。。


Well over and out guys... hope that things are still as normal... and also... u guys actually rawks... if u all dunnoe... and live up the name of DISM... haha... knowing to search my blog even when i dun think u all woudl or u all can guess out from... haha... ;)

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

4th Days...

Hmm... well i should say that i am happy yesterday... i mean i passed my Diving test... and attain a basic diving certification... who is not happy bout that man... haha...

Must thanks dear for picking me up @ woodlands ... gosh.... i really misses him... so happy that he can pick me up... cos then i can meet up with him... spent sometime with him in the car and also... tat was in East Coast Park.. and then we just spend time admiring ones another present.. and it feels so... hmm... peaceful and loving... and and romantic... haha... so nice leh with him... and so cute loving face summore... and his hug too... hmm... thankz dear... for wat u have given me... love you...

Well today i was in Wisma... Gosh... it sucks... Sony Erriccson Queue is so super jialat ar... just to go there to change like an adapter... i am suppose to queue for 2 and half hours... gosh u must be kidding man... can't u make peoples life easier... haiz....

then go to sch... ok lar eat there not so interesting until how just ok lor... then did some project work... haiz.. siao liao... come to think of it ... i still have much things to do... Dotz...

Ok lar...talk till here nia... i am so tired need to bath and go to sleep liao... Ciaoz PPL... ^_^

Friday, November 03, 2006

Will be sad... or wat>>>

Well willl be goin to sadness soon... cos i will be going miss dear again... for 3 DAYS... 3 DAYS... OMG... i am so gonna be sad... but hopez i will be able to meet him on sunday... or i dunnoe wat will happen to me...

Oh well... during this 3 days from today... i will be off to Malaysia... to do my scuba diving my test... oh well... hopez... that i will pass it... and can get the certification... >_< ...

At last... I will be reuniting with my seafwens... for a while... haha... then back with my family...

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Another Lovely Day...

Well once more.... thanks again dear... for the wonderful time that i am able to spent with u by the beach last night... really love it... and well hope to have more of it... cos that is really the time that we can talk and also show our love to one another... i love u... :-&...


Thought... *erhem* smth happen when reached outside my hse... *blush blush*... but then i think i reach home... i also cannot bear with the anxiousity liao... *he he he*...

*shy* *shy*

Well over and out now... ;)

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Exams... Assignments.. Homework... Life

Gosh... i just can't believe all this is so near now to me.... i guess... i really got no time for my dear once next week start... but fear not... either way... i still need a breather... so i will make time for him... i dunnoe how... but i will sure be there to accompany him... at least i will meet him up for once to twice a week... then i would spent this time memorably with him too... haiz... i feeelll so fatique now lar... and class have not even started... gosh... i feel lyke goin back home to sleep again... well... it will be great if let's say the class today... can sleep wor... haha... but guess wat... DREAM ON... it will never happen man!!!.... cos today class only got like 3 hours of bullshit... then all the rest are needed to concentrate... exams topic mah... and die lar... assignment have not do... and then the exams also have not study... i dunnow wat am i doing really... haha....

Dear... miss u again ar... ;)

Monday, October 30, 2006

Bad Bad DAY... F*** today....

Haiz... I am so so fucked up today... geez... this i what happen that if you don't put in all what u wanna do....


I feel so sorry for dear again... gosh... i did not put in anything in today's slot... so thought of staying back in sch to study with him and also later can go out with him... since i will not be meeting for like a week than, if i dun meet him today... BECOS I AM TOTALLY PACKED THIS WEEK.... OMG...

now i dunnoe what am i suppose to do...
:'( :'( :'(

Friday, October 27, 2006

You Make My Day

Dear... Thank you for yesterday night's company... i really felt being loved from you again... lighten my sadness a lot... hope i did make your day too...

Being able to be with you once again... makes me very happy...
And i just hope that you will never leave me...
Cos the time you left me at home... i feel sad again... and missed you again...

Missing you... for now... and again...

:-k

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Cows...




Thankful...

I think till now i have never expressed this to you... but... i think i shld...

To me... you are:

  • someone who have shown me things that i have never seen before... although u never realised.
  • being the best and understanding person, when i am down... thus giving me the support to continue.
  • realised how important is myself...

Thank You... for being there for me... for giving me the opportunity to find the love, care and feelings that i have long lost it... being spiritually with me and the supports that you have given me...

For now i wish that i can still be with you...
Just wish...
wish...
wis...
wi...
w...
...

Please dun leave me being hurt this way... i dun want to suffer anymore... the more i think about you... the more i want to cry...

Yesterday... you called... and i am so happy that you did... but then when we both hang up... i feel sad again... for not being able to talk more to you... i missed the time when we can really talk and laugh together... and the smile that you have... i just hope that i can see that person when i meet the first time... again...

I will wait till that day to come........

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I am Sorry


Dear... i am so sorry that i cried on the phone that was with you... i know that it makes u feel bad... i did not mean to do that and i was trying to hold myself when talking to you... but i guess... my feelings don't let me to... that is why i burst out... i am so sorry that i do that...



As much as always... i do miss you and also thinks about you through out my event making... thought that i dun tell you that... i have never been stop thinking that wat are you going to do at home... nothin.. or what... and as much as it... i dun think that the times to think about u during my event... is something called a hindrance... instead... thinking about u most of the times in my event planning did really give me a sense of comfort and it makes me think better... and know what i should do next...



As much as i like to help in organising event... i will really never forget you... i know that most of the time i met you... we would always go to TC and that we don't have much time to sit down and settle down to talk... but it is hurtful to me that you think i treated you as my sex buddy... i feels so heart-broken... i have never even have such thinking before... i have known and acknowledge you as my boyfriend... and a very caring and loving boyfriend... becos you have been taking care of me and as much... giving me support during my Council Month Event...



I am sorry also to force you to attend so many outings... even when you don't want to... u will still attend because of me... i guess... i would really cut down on my outing much... and spend more time on you... and also i think i will also do bring you on the outing when u feel comfortable with the people around... other than that... i will not ask you to follow me... :'( ...



I just hope that the day when we are happy being together will come again... i will longed for that day to come......

Monday, October 23, 2006

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I dun know what to do and where to be now... i just find it hard to be able to talk to u normally like the last time i have been with you... hoping that now i have lesser things in sch.. i will be able to have more time with u... i hope that it has not been too late to be there... but if you have ever felt that you don't belong in my heart, i believe is because i have not shown it to you directly... but do bear in mind that... no matter what i do, i will still be thinking of u... that is a promise to myself... i hope that you can understand....

Well i have found a solution to the troubles that i have being a late coming person... i think if i ever be... from now onwards i will call you first that i am heading over to where we are meeting... so dun make a move before i have said that i am on my way too... of cos if in the way i am not being able to come on time... pardon me... as i don't control the traffic...

I just wish that you will not think that i am ill treating you... nor taking you only for sex... and i just wisht that we can sustain this relationship... :'(

Feeling Up... Feeling Down, Feeling Up and Down 0.0??

Well, kinda happy that my event( Night Cycling) ended quite successful last Saturday... thought it is really tiring and also exhausted... haiz haiz... best is that the committee is again caught up with new problems... since because of some reckless participants that we have... i can't beleive that people just treat a serious safety precautions like child's play (Oh well... who will treat it seriously when all-a-long they already planned to go their own way)... and see now what happen... people injured with broken bones... HAHAHA.. Serve u right then... but then... SHIT U... cos of u... now the committee have to find a way to deal with ur accident and also compensate u summore... too REDICULOUS already... Bastard...

Saturday...haiz... also another day of 'fun'... well i think sort of...

Dear... just really missed u and cannot help thinking of u... and saying sorry is no more useful... i guess... i really make u heart-broken... i wish that u can understand that i am also upset about myself... and also still looking for ways to comepensate to the broken heart of urs.. i wish i can talk to u... and being happy with u again... i longed for that day to come... :'( ...

Monday, October 16, 2006

Well more test... :)


How do you behave when in love?

Here is the analysis:

You could win the Nobel Peace Prize for being such a good lover! You are a truly understanding person, and put all of your trust into your relationship while also maintaining your independence. You would be many a man's perfect woman.

What is your most favorite pet?

DOG

The most favorite pet of all time is definitely the dog. Having a pet dog suggests that you are a friendly person who likes talking to people. You are outspoken and don't have any secrets or bias opinions. People like to be around you because you are sincere and loving. You don't like to say anything to hurt other people's feelings.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

  1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
  2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
  3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
  4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
  5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:

A confident person

You like to do activities on your own. You are confident and that's why you don't care what other people think about you. You are ambitious and often worry about your future. You don't like to be a follower because you like to be independent - this means you are always trying your best to be the leader. You are attractive to other people because of your confidence and intelligence.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Getting to know more of my self...

Well just did some test on myself... and guess wat... all is true... i can't believe it myself though...



Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Miss You...

Haha... miss you blog... so sorry that i have long time did not post here... hope u are not angry with me hor for leaving u empty (With ONLY 3 posts) Gosh!!!... am i so bad... ^%^ ... paiseh lar....

Well hope to be more able to posting here... haha...

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Weee

Lol... today best lar... just came back home from movie... well the banquet was nice... i dun regret watchin the show... but then is tat... how come everyone dies at the end of the show... is it cos it is some literature in it... i dunnoe.... but it is like so politically in love... haha... well 2 gals love fall for a guy... and then everythings starts to come in...zzZZzz... i was wondering... the show have nice story(cos it is to complex for me to understand)... so i shld watch somemore then maybe i will get it later...

BTW.... before the show start... i was like pondering hard whether to watch or not to watch(so hamlet) haha... no lar... cos we were like in The Cathay's Ben and Jerry eating ice-cream and being a cam whore... haha... lol... not bad... still took so many photos with my phone...


And before this... we were at Pizza Hut eating... the one at marina square... haha... and met with Jamilah and also Amalina... mizz them so much... haha... and get to hug them when they finish working... so sweet... well... glad tat they were there and Anthony... was given a slice of cake for his birthday... also we took photos there also... haha... was fun seriously...

In the afternoon was in sch lar... or shld i say in the morning at 9 starts liao... for council month meeting... sadly... kelly came late for the meeting cos overslept... and luckily i am able to cover up for her... haha... anyway... nothing much for the meeting... cos i guess... i have my resources with me... then after the meeting was like i went to SPSU room to slag... and also to get the evelyn who is I/C of finance in the council organising commitee to actually vet thru my draft proposal for sponsorship... i think i did so badly judging by how many times she slashed out the wordings... after that we went to FC5 to eat KFC... luckily i did not eat pizza hut... or not i think i will eat pizza twice the whole day and i am gonna puke... haha... so ya... we ate KFC... i eat 2 piece chicken meal... haha... and also i chatted with the Union ppl... haha not bad... was fun with them though... thought of joining SPSU now... but then... looking at the amount of CCA i have now... i dun think i got time for Union... dun wanna be the second Yusi leh... haha... who is tagged by sch... haha....

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sianz liao and also sick

Haha... so sorry guys that i did not post here... i try to post here as frequent as possible k... i am not a poster anyway...Zzz...




Well just got back from camp not long ... i think abt erm 28 hours ago maybe... and i am already falling ill liao... best... i still can go and turn up for meeting for the Council Month (Corporate) when i am sick liao... haha... then after tat i still go to my secondary school to train my cadets... and what a dissapointment i have in them... well i guess.... maybe i need to be more concern about them more... i mean if not i dun think they can become a good cadet in times to come...zZz...

Well in like 7 hours time i will again have another meeting for the Council Month... but this time round will be a general meeting one. haiz... so sianz... dunnoe why i wanna get myself so busy also... but then i think i like what i am doing... anyway... i do learn new business talk stuff... and also experience in organising an event... then next time i can actually organise an event mah... wahaha...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Neew....


Well my first time blogging i guess...

seems to see my friend have fun blogging... so tried one myself... guess... i think i try to do much i can here....