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11/22/09 { 8:31 PM }

im back for some actions. i guess noone reads my blog. so i can syiok sendiri here. i was at ogdc charity carnival in the afternoon and i was quite impressed with 1st quarter band's drummer, faiz. and YEA!!.. im broke, so great. i would have been loaded with cash if im not busy with the events going in school. i can pick durians and sell them $_$. bt well, money come and go. and earlier back in ogdc i enter the ogdc hall using the teen ticket which is $2 but actually i should have bought the adult ticket which costs $5. great thing being 18!!

i wanted to comment on von's post about people finding reasons to fail the test.
i thought people have always come up with reasons in favour for themselves. why wouldnt the world end in 2012? why would the world end in 2012? which is easier to give reasons?

why wouldnt the world end in 2 years?
because world will never end. we have been living in this world for so longggggg~ is the world so weak that it will let all these global warming, meteors hitting to "kill" it slowly?? come on!! our world is strong. put some hope. this is what i can think of~ so far so little. and i guess that is why people dont come up with reason on why the world wont end in 2012.

I GOT AN ANSWER FOR YOU VON!! hahahahaha

Matius

10/27/09 { 8:18 PM }

I AM LEGAL. I KNOW NO ONE GIVE A DAMN. BUT I AM LEGAL I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS THIS FEELING. SIMPLE, I AM LEGAL!!

Labels: my pet in pet society is called fuck

Matius

7/18/09 { 9:40 PM }

i decided to update this dead blog... luckily still remember the password tho... okie letz get back to business... not gona post sumthing shallow... I HOPE SO... ok letz start...

erm today i woke up around 5.30am...early ryte... then had my brkfast...went to skuL...had the screening test...got maths class 1st... HAHAHAHAHAX,,ok ok... stop stop...

i have been thinking alot these months... i feel like im a lost soul in this massive world

i feel like a backpackers travelling without no destination... i would hitchhiked and be a freeloader depending on my two parents. i hope i will find more reasons to go on and drives me finishing this journey which seems near but yet so far. i hope a SHE will be the main reason... my edu, my future, my life...

Matius

2/21/09 { 9:44 AM }

a draft poster for the concert..HAHAHAHAHAX..

Matius

2/20/09 { 11:35 AM }

wuuu~~ alot of ppL update update blog... my blog not productive... malas ey~ but their blog so saD...saD chier~ already past jiu past. weLL easy for me to say larh or whatsoever way u think..but this the fact...life is harsh, crueL,unpleasant but at the same time nice, cooL and a very chiLLing place for us to hang out... i have gone tru alot of ups n downs in my life too n the suprising part is I STILL SURVIVE!! i guess MY DEATH would be the down-EST thing that will happen to me... HAHAHAHAHAX.. weLL i guess LUCK is important too~ so dont alwayz try to blame ourselves... i think trying to find other stuffs to blame is fine too... maybe not a person..maybe a stupid thing like..u usually tie ur hair n that day u dont tie n so u dont have the luck... HAHAHAHAX..OK OK.im just bull shitting here.I

I counted n 10 more days to schooL.. i what oso haven buy.. lazy man... my fan lou~ help me buy stationaries or maybe i can just "BORROW" from ur penciL case since got so many... hmmm..my concert is coming soon oso..

28th february, 8pm, dewan raya rtb, hope alot of ppL esp. from KB come... but weLL i just HOPE..

im starvin ryte now... this feeLing like puasa + im an african refuge kid

BYE~

Matius

2/6/09 { 7:37 AM }

one song
about a girL
can breathe
when im around her

i will wait here everyday
in case she stratch the surface
she will never notice

im not in love
this is not my heart
im not gona waste these words
about a girL

WHOA!!

last night i knew wat to say
but you werent here to hear it
these lines so well rehearsed
tounge-tied and overloaded
you will never notice

to be loved, to be loved
what more could you ask for
to be loved. to be loved
everyone wants to be love

my dead blog......... at least i updated... HAHAHAHAX..weLL i manage to get into smsa..another step to adulthood... happy at the same time saD... weLL im not gona fill up the blog with unhappy stuffs... weLL everyday raining larh..boring... land slides here flood there... CNY has been a blast... one of the best i ever had... HAHAHAHAX... last of all congratz to my fan lou~ for ur top results... ur steps ahead to your dream liao...if you know wat im talking about... and to the guyz who succeed... congratz... and to those who dont rLi have the luck... dont give up... FUCK IT THE NEXT TYM...

Matius

12/31/08 { 10:51 PM }

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009..BYE 2008..

SAYO NARA...

chaoZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im gona blog something interesting soon aite..

i love my fan lou~

2009~ time to shine

Matius