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Tuesday, April 17, 2012


It has been a REALLY long time I left this blog untouched.

5april.blogspot.com, you have served me well for almost a decade, and I'm here to bid you a sweetest good bye.

I've browsed through my old posts and I come to a conclusion that I've grown a lot more mature, proven from the way i write now and think. As i was reading from the very first post, moving on to the second and then all the way to the last, I could feel the ache on mouth because I just couldn't stop smiling and laughing. SIGH (I used to say haiz haiz haiz.. hahaha), time flies, gone were the good old days.

Everything's different and coping with the transitions are really tough. Enough said about the past, I enjoyed every bit of it. Now that I'm moving onto the next phase of life, I pray that god you would really carry me through this journey which I have no clue on what's happening. Lord I pray that you would grant me the strength and wisdom to fight against all these odds.

My final words, farewell.


i'll show you a place.

11:31 AM


Saturday, July 31, 2010



This song has officially stuck in my head and it just goes on playing.
Somehow it describes a little about how I feel about my life right now!


4 months of training in HTA is coming to an end.
Umm, the thought of leaving HTA makes me feels really good.
On the same note, we are all attached or rather deployed for Singapore Youth Olympic Game.
I guess is gonna be a good experience patrolling, keeping a lookout, safe guarding Singapore's internal security.
Well, anyway, a piece of news i don't know to consider it good or bad.
Just had my 3rd interview for FI this week.(I skipped the 2nd one, hahaha)
Having 8 people, 4 inspectors and 4 FIs in front of you is seriously no joke, it's BALLS SHRINKING!
I wouldn't be sure if i'll be in for this post because I know I screwed up.

Each of us are molded to be the best. Hence, we are the from the best squad and that's who we are.


The best of this week is spending quality time with my love!
It has been quite some time since we last spent our time together.
Well, we went on a short getaway trip to Genting Highlands. Short enough not to shower for almost 2 days.

I love you!


i'll show you a place.

11:18 PM


Saturday, July 17, 2010


Umm, after days and weeks and months away from blogging, I've lost all thoughts about blogging.

Well, start of with a BIG HELLO,
to whoever that is still reading or happens to be reading my blog.
So much events have been happening in my life and still on going, the good and bad moments.
I've no idea how to start where to start but I'll try to give you guys a gist of what had happened for the passed few weeks/months.
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Okie, I really have no idea.

I guess i should really be more disciplined and set some time to blog.
At least I've a record of the good great bad worst memories of my life.


So to start afresh, currently and finally I'm enlisted. Now a "mangkuk"
I'll not share much details because i guess some issues are sensitive and is good to cover and save my backside.
At the end of the course of my BMT, I really hope to be awarded the "Best Trainee".
It isn't something too big a favour to ask for actually. With my current results and standing in the squad, I guess I'm still ahead of the rest.
Just the IPPT itself, had opened the gap between me and most of my squad mates.
Down to the the final and the most important would be the law test, aim and strive to be the top scorer.


Oh, I'm attached ((:
Wouldn't say for sure this is the right one.
But who cares, is about giving each other a chance to know if we are for one another till time tells.
I can't tell for sure how long or how much we have to go through, I pray that along side with the grace of god, this relationship to be everlasting.
That our love for each other will grow fonder each day.
That arguments and quarrels are steps to stronger relationship.
How much had happened in our past, I pray for strength and courage that we are able to throw these heavy anchors down to the ocean and move on.


Maybe some photos would be able good, to add on to what I've missed out..


Steaming in the icy mountains.
Ice skiing in YongPyong
December 2010
Yes, I love Korea.
No matter how much or what you think of me, I really thank you and appreciate for what you have given or put into my life.
Even though this trip I appeared so unfriendly and rude, deep inside I really am extremely grateful to you for making this trip possible. One of the best trip we had traveled together.


December 2009-April 2010
I don't know when is this taken, HR department.
It's a pleasure and honour to be able to work in one of the best company ever.
I would consider this a farewell party. HAHA!
It one was one the best and enjoyable night with my colleagues. STOMPED!


April 2010
Hong Kong/Macau trip with Tonny and Jacqueline.


May 2010
Yet another roadtrip with Aaron, in Melaka.


Yes, this is my girlfriend.
June 2010
Road trip to KL <3


i'll show you a place.

1:25 PM


Monday, November 02, 2009


This week, I had so much time to myself, ever since the last time back then.
Nothing much but the same few daily routines, don't ask what.
Met up with few girls on the friday night and they were totally random.
Fancy asking me to do stuffs which were totally undesirable, here


angelic

Yes, finally the long awaited event which all of us are looking forward to, HALLOWEEN.
Had an awesome night, and it was totally an extravagant blast.
Fun is the sum of being crazy together with the multiplcation of friends.
We sing, we dance. They strip, we see. Maddness, and Ben was one of them. HAHAHA!
Well, no pictures. Will get it uploaded when they are sent to me (:
Thank you Joce for creating the fun and making it possible for us, WE LOVE YOU SONG.



i'll show you a place.

1:48 AM


Wednesday, October 28, 2009


Seems like blogging once a week is a good deal.
Rather then blogging almost every day like some people do, reading the same old lines, boring..

My life is boring anyway. Practically doing nothing productive, other then working out.
Helping out my grandfather whenever he needs me.
Weekdays are just bore, waking up in the afternoon, which I always been trying to wake up in the morning but always fail.
Look up on the internet for jobs, facebook and twitter are so boring when you have no new friends.
Maybe I should start requesting and adding up new friends to enlarge my social network.
Time passes so slow when you want it to pass so quickly.
The only one thing I want to be now is a Time Traveler. What a juvenile thought right now.
That is why I'm always looking forward to Saturdays.
For the pass few weeks, the pictures say it all, and every weekend is gonna be the same.
Come on guys, we needa do something fresh.
Well last week, we had something different.
There you go,


Morning swim



Excitement



Sun tanning



Cheers @ Powerhouse


Last, ZOUK


Oh man, clubbing for 5 consecutive Saturdays.
Every time I turn on my MP3 on, those R&B, hip-hop musics just get dancing even in the public. Shrugs, and I know you guys too. HAHAHA!
Arghh, just can't wait for this Saturday's party, hell, it's Halloween. Gonna blast our minds off.
Ben, you better not be confined this Saturday.

Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)~
Just take it... OFF~


i'll show you a place.

4:00 AM


Monday, October 19, 2009


Well considering the fact I am officially broke, I am still able to enjoy myself nevertheless.
Tell me, what can I do without my good friends around.
Yes, broke, and I had to resort to breaking into my little coin box.
Life is hard, but the good news is that, I'm gonna help out at my grandfather business later. Splendid.
So anyway, it was a fulfilling weekend.

As usual, spending my Fridays with Aaron.
It was totally a whole new change, an exuberant work out the whole day.
Physically and mentally strained the next day. LOL.
We hit off with badminton at Chinese Swimming Club for about an hour plus, and then followed by bowling.
We bowled about 18 games in total, or more like I bowled 70% of the games.
Bowled till my middle finger got swollen and I couldn't bend it.
After that, hitched a ride to his apartment, and I continued my usual gym trainings while he ran.
Relaxed in the pool, before we start the DVD rolling.
Had a simple dinner at Kim San Leng and ran into Shawn accompanied by his girlfriend.
After dinner, as we walked towards the carpark passing by those tables which has chinese chess board imprinted on them, a sudden interest struck me that we should have a game.
So the game begins. Gave my best shot, knowing that I am facing such a tough opponent.
Cracked my brain so hard to conquer his general, close battle.
Still, lost, which I thought I could have won. But anyway, it was a GG, Good Game.
Game lasted for about half an hour. It was a good game ever since I last played.
While the night is still young, we headed down town for a late night movie, 500 hundred days of Summer.
It was an awesome movie, which I recommend you people to catch it.
Don't just settle for Summer for Summer may not be the right season for you. Autumn is near.

17 Ot 2009, Friday.

Woke up to the rooster alarm which is oh-so annoying every time it sounds, and is time to, wash up luh.
Day spent was rather boring, rotting at home and reading some news which nothing has caught my interest.
Caught up with Ben and Tonny in the evening to have our meals, yes just the 3 of us today.
Since it was only the 3 of us, did nothing much but just catch up session.
Then we hit down to, ZOUK! =/

DRINK


DRANK


DRUNK

18 Oct 2009, Saturday


i'll show you a place.

6:32 AM


Friday, October 16, 2009


Well, a good news for me, CMPB got back to me and said I can retake my IPPT again.
That means, I don't have to enter PTP batch.
Alright, not exactly that I don't have to enter PTP batch.
If only I achieve a minimum standard of silver that is.
Latest booking date for IPPT is 2 weeks before enlistment, but knowing MINDEF is such a slow-poke at processing their systems, I guess is best to get over and done with it.

Yes, I know the title of this entry has no link to the first part of my entry.
Here's my complain/s.

First one, I am really frustrated with the internet and network connections in Bukit Panjang house.
Initially, everyone has the privilege to enjoy wireless connections in the house, but ever since my uncle shifted out, the wireless modem went together with him.
So here, me and my little cousin has to share 1 cable connection. How to?
Here's the deal, I bought a 20m long cable wire, so I could at least connect from the modem to my laptop in my room.
But, the freaking connection just wouldn't cooperate with my laptop.
Which then, I thought it might be my laptop's faulty since is already aging with time, so I got it replaced with another laptop.
Still, it just wouldn't work, but it work perfectly fine with my cousin's laptop.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY 2 LAPTOPS!?

Second complain, everything which I have are old and on the way to their deaths.
My Acer laptop just couldn't shut up and certain programs are malfunctioning with it.
My NEC laptop's screen cracked and isn't working anymore. If I were to get the whole screen replaced, is so not worth it to do so.
To make it useful, I had to link it to a LCD monitor which came from my HP desktop computer.
While the Acer laptop just wouldn't shut up, this laptop just wouldn't sound. It is mute. The sound card spoiled -.-"
Next question, what about my HP desktop CPU then?
It caught a virus and the whole CPU crashed. So I made the effort to send it to the customer service centre and the lady told me that I have to pay $83 for them to access the problem/s. Then in any case it needs to replace any hardware, I have to pay an additional amount which depends on how much that part/s cost. If I don't want to continue with the procedure, I have to pay another amount for them to conclude the whole process.
So when I heard that, at the back of mind told me, " Relax Seb, HP is just being bitch and out to rip your pockets and wallets apart. HARDCORE RIPPING".

Third complain, I am really lacking financially. My allowance is so low. I'll keep this short.
I guess is something sensitive because we are talking about money.
I'm paying for everything, and i'm serious, EVERYTHING.
Bills , debts, meals, entertainment etc etc etc...
After paying bills and debts, there isn't left for entertainment. Not even sufficient for meals.
Do you think 400 is enough?
Yes I should get a job.

Screw all these shit.


i'll show you a place.

4:31 AM


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