Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Well well well, first step into adulthood..
How does it feels like? Umm, well honestly, the feeling is still the same.
Aaron shared, " maturity doesn't grow on age, but on how we handle responsibilities"
I will contemplate on that.
Anyway, looking at my old classmates, WE ARE STILL THE SAME OLD 5A.
Should it be a good thing? ((:
This year, everyone or most of us are going to turn 21.
Parties after parties, celebrations after celebrations.
It's always nice to attend celebrations where everyone is happy.
Life is full of mysteries, full of uncertainties.
One moment, you're sent onto this earth,
next you're crying and not wanting to attend school.
Another moment, you're into the high school, meeting different people which makes you feel so much for them, not knowing they are your bffs, or people you dislike/hate.
Some, your lovers(well, I love mine, and still do =/ from afar)
Education progresses, we went different route, lucky for some, we stayed together, others drifted.
Friends are really important, I can't live without them.
Now, we have reached the peak of our life, what's next?
As I was reading JieLong's blog, he mentioned, "Life is full of when(s)".
I second to that, but not just when(s), the other 4 W(s) and 1 H.
These questions are tough.
Everyone is searching for the answers to life.
Some have never found the answer, they suicide, they torture, they change and all these lead to the depression of life.
Guess what? Just the right time, I received a book from an ex schoolmate(Jasper) as a gift.
"Answers to life's greatest questions" something like that.
It's a christian book, I guess God is the answer luh. HAHAHAHA!!
I have yet to complete it, and I'm still at chapter one, but it has already answered many doubts.
Well, I'll keep the juicy contents to myself, and pass it on.
Keep passing on, and it will make a difference to all of us.
I guess a new chapter of my life has just began.
I have to start thinking or rather, start acting.
I have great visions, big dreams, but I seem to be far from them.
Why? because the previous chapters of my life are just trash.
I always understand why mums are always so concern for their little ones.
But I never seem to be concern for my own.
Sometimes, when I look at the high achievers, how I wish to be one.
When I look at the failures, I feel so lucky that I just made it.
Did I mention just pass?
Come to think of it, mediocre results are just no different from failing.
How far can it bring you? Where can it bring you?
Seriously, too late.
Life is full of regrets, and in the first place, we shouldn't even try to land up to this state.
Is it still early to start a good chapter? I wonder..
i'll show you a place.
5:02 AM