Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Have been stuck in this project room for the past few days.
Well, still quite Nua, so haven been doing anything productive yet,
other than MSN-ing, Chatting, YouTube-ing, crunchyroll-ing....
Anyway, have following up on a number of series of this drama,
and it got my eyes wet =/
HAHAHAHA. YEAH, TEARY EYE.
Imagine your group mates looking at you and wondered among themselves,
What's up with those eyes?!?!?
i'll show you a place.
4:22 PMMonday, August 25, 2008
Man, VPP/PPP/PD/SP whatever Ps have just started,
and this suck BADLY. It means,
NO HOLIDAY NO FREEDOM NO FUN NO ENTERTAINMENT.
Have to clock in 8am and it ends at 5pm, DAILY. YES, DAILY..
They claim that activities such as team building, games or whatever, to get us EXCITED.
But what can be more fun compared to what's OUTSIDE SCHOOL?!
Yes, my job had just started yesterday,
I would say it's much better than Soup Spoon, in terms of the wages, and drinkss.
I get to drink their milk tea, barley, soya bean and so fourth.
But what's BAD?
It's the FOOD. I don't get to eat their so-called-HK food ):
The long standing hours.
I'm a loner. They are all PRCs and they are always flocking around within themselves.
But all in all, the aunties treat me really nice.
They served me dinner. SERVED ME OKAY. =/
hahahaha..
i'll show you a place.
12:30 PMWednesday, August 20, 2008
Yes I'm still in the midst of the examination week,
and 1 paper down.
Today's paper was very straightforward.
That's a good news but the bad news is, I am still unable to score.
Don't ask me why, because I have no idea why.
But I'm definately upset.
Nevertheless, I'll still give thanks to HIM for carrying me through the examination.
Minor careless mistakes are bound to happen but it ALWAYS happen to me.
Guess it's over, B would be fine but IM NOT HAPPY.
I'll pray till A- appear on a suprise in my result slip.
hahha
1 more to go, and I'm gonna strive for it.
and 1 paper down.
Today's paper was very straightforward.
That's a good news but the bad news is, I am still unable to score.
Don't ask me why, because I have no idea why.
But I'm definately upset.
Nevertheless, I'll still give thanks to HIM for carrying me through the examination.
Minor careless mistakes are bound to happen but it ALWAYS happen to me.
Guess it's over, B would be fine but IM NOT HAPPY.
I'll pray till A- appear on a suprise in my result slip.
hahha
1 more to go, and I'm gonna strive for it.
i'll show you a place.
4:54 PMMonday, August 18, 2008
Umm, yes finally i found an opportunity to tune my time to the right track.
Anyway, just got back from my morning run.
I am so gonna stick to this lifestyle instead of just having my usual exercise at the gym.
I mean, not on a daily basis, because most probably I'm gonna start whining and not getting up.
I'll still be at Ben's apartment to gym and swim on alternate days.
Not only morning air the freshiest,
but I have learnt alot from the old folks while having my exercise earlier on.
While I was on a run at the park, I noticed a number of old folks having their daily morning walk,
exercises, jogging and their Qi Gong.
I came to realise that how fit they really are compared to the youngsters these days.
Youngsters these days like myself sometimes really think that we are fit compared to the oldies,
but guess what? FAR OFF.
I guess we are just oblivious to things that are really important to us,
and some of these factors are fitness and discipline.
They never fail to wake up 4 5 am for their daily work outs.
That is what discipline is really all about.
As i was looking at this particular old man hanging at the pull up bar,
I thought that he is gonna achieve like 5 pull ups?
HE DID 10!! TEN TEN TEN TEN..
Yes we might just give that smirk look and comment, " only 10 ah?I can do 15".
But for an ordinary old man like him to achieve 10 is IMPRESSIVE.
Another old lady, after her 1234567890 rounds of brisk walking,
she took about few minutes to catch some breath before continuing some work outs.
The works out she did, not many young teenagers like able to do.
Old at age, yet her joint bones are still so strong and flexible.
Not to mention,
just when i thought my grandmother is the strongest and fittest old folk on earth,
she is just like any other senior citizens who wakes up at weird hours to do her QiGong.
Whenever she is feeling bored, you will definately catch her performing her QiGong.
She loves to take part exercising campaigns. Which I always thought it was a waste of time.
Just a short info about my grandma,
during her younger days, she is an athlete who runs and made achievements.
That gave you the answer about my family genes (:
and that is one thing I'm proud to mention.
OHMAN, these guys really make me feel like a weakling in their territory.
In conjunction to what aaron shared with me about the marathoner who wins the race.
Whom is in her late 30s, and had a son?
Woah, Guess like there's still hope for me..?
HAHAHA..
I had the most embarrasment moment to start a morning with.
I was so thirsty after the work out and had no cash with me.
So I went to Bukit Panjang Plaza toilet, I walked in i realise there isnt those urinal basin for male.
So I thought this toilet was small and maybe just wana save some space for movement purposes.
This aunty cleaner walked passed and giggle at herself.
I thought she was some psychotic and I got a little freaked out, I just walked out.
Guess what?
GUESS WHAT?!?
GUESS WHAT?!?
IT's A FEMALE TOILET!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, just got back from my morning run.
I am so gonna stick to this lifestyle instead of just having my usual exercise at the gym.
I mean, not on a daily basis, because most probably I'm gonna start whining and not getting up.
I'll still be at Ben's apartment to gym and swim on alternate days.
Not only morning air the freshiest,
but I have learnt alot from the old folks while having my exercise earlier on.
While I was on a run at the park, I noticed a number of old folks having their daily morning walk,
exercises, jogging and their Qi Gong.
I came to realise that how fit they really are compared to the youngsters these days.
Youngsters these days like myself sometimes really think that we are fit compared to the oldies,
but guess what? FAR OFF.
I guess we are just oblivious to things that are really important to us,
and some of these factors are fitness and discipline.
They never fail to wake up 4 5 am for their daily work outs.
That is what discipline is really all about.
As i was looking at this particular old man hanging at the pull up bar,
I thought that he is gonna achieve like 5 pull ups?
HE DID 10!! TEN TEN TEN TEN..
Yes we might just give that smirk look and comment, " only 10 ah?I can do 15".
But for an ordinary old man like him to achieve 10 is IMPRESSIVE.
Another old lady, after her 1234567890 rounds of brisk walking,
she took about few minutes to catch some breath before continuing some work outs.
The works out she did, not many young teenagers like able to do.
Old at age, yet her joint bones are still so strong and flexible.
Not to mention,
just when i thought my grandmother is the strongest and fittest old folk on earth,
she is just like any other senior citizens who wakes up at weird hours to do her QiGong.
Whenever she is feeling bored, you will definately catch her performing her QiGong.
She loves to take part exercising campaigns. Which I always thought it was a waste of time.
Just a short info about my grandma,
during her younger days, she is an athlete who runs and made achievements.
That gave you the answer about my family genes (:
and that is one thing I'm proud to mention.
OHMAN, these guys really make me feel like a weakling in their territory.
In conjunction to what aaron shared with me about the marathoner who wins the race.
Whom is in her late 30s, and had a son?
Woah, Guess like there's still hope for me..?
HAHAHA..
I had the most embarrasment moment to start a morning with.
I was so thirsty after the work out and had no cash with me.
So I went to Bukit Panjang Plaza toilet, I walked in i realise there isnt those urinal basin for male.
So I thought this toilet was small and maybe just wana save some space for movement purposes.
This aunty cleaner walked passed and giggle at herself.
I thought she was some psychotic and I got a little freaked out, I just walked out.
Guess what?
GUESS WHAT?!?
GUESS WHAT?!?
IT's A FEMALE TOILET!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll show you a place.
7:11 AMSunday, August 17, 2008
Today is Ben's birthday, and yep, we celebrated with him.
I won't call it a good one because, yeah, plan A and B failed.
So yeah, a simple one I hope Ben, you see our thoughts.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again.
I'm so upset and i'm beyond depressed.
I knew this day of farewell would arrive.
This feeling is so undescribable.
Joanne is leaving for US to further her studies.
Somehow i just felt, part of me just broke down.
I wanted to have a last look of her, but well, I din turn up at the airport.
I guess all her boyfriends are there,
and I'm not gonna stand out among the rest of them.
So no point luh.
I knew I would regret,
but regret is something I'm so used to.
So much words left unspoken, are only meant for you.
Anyway, take good care of yourself.
loves, Seb (:
I won't call it a good one because, yeah, plan A and B failed.
So yeah, a simple one I hope Ben, you see our thoughts.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again.
I'm so upset and i'm beyond depressed.
I knew this day of farewell would arrive.
This feeling is so undescribable.
Joanne is leaving for US to further her studies.
Somehow i just felt, part of me just broke down.
I wanted to have a last look of her, but well, I din turn up at the airport.
I guess all her boyfriends are there,
and I'm not gonna stand out among the rest of them.
So no point luh.
I knew I would regret,
but regret is something I'm so used to.
So much words left unspoken, are only meant for you.
Anyway, take good care of yourself.
loves, Seb (:
i'll show you a place.
7:05 AMSaturday, August 16, 2008
Today's interview wasn't an interview at all.
All I did was filling up a form and nothing else.
Some staffs are really jealous over the position which I was given.
Which I did not apply for or beg for or ask for.
OhWells, buck up guys and dun be too envious.
A good news to girls working at Anchor Point,
A GOOD LOOKING 20 year old male SUPERVISOR will be heading down on the 21st =/
Hahahahaha, that was PURE 1000000000% HIGH EGO.
Have been contemplating over the past few days,
and I finally come to realise the urgency of the upcoming exam just next week.
And that brings to the next point, I HAVE TO START STUDY.
YES, I know it's late. My bad.
Anyway, that means, you guys won't be catching me on MSN till exams are OVER.
Yes, it's the only solution because Sebastian is a very good PROCRASTINATOR.
Which means, I'm staying over at my 2nd home and WILL NOT be bringing my laptop.
NOTHING, except BOOK (:
( FCS notes, Davt notes, MAXIM, FHM, PLAYBOY)
Don't be daft, i'm not much of a bookworm.
Obviously I need a time of relaxation.
Working Tables, Formulae, Calulations etc will just probably blind my eyes.
hahahha!!!!
Umm, so guys, anything just buzz me on my mobile phone.
I promise to answer and give you my utmost attention.
BUT,
(Terms and Condition apply)
Caution: Too much hearing of sexy voice might lead to undesirable outcome. I might get carried away if you're a girl and have a sweet voice. SO PLEASE PLASE, only GUYS.
Gosh, enough of my random-ness, I'm going to study.
Yes, like now at 4am. So catch me at East Coast Park Mac.
CALL ME, TEXT ME, don't PRANK me.
Cheers
i'll show you a place.
3:58 AMThursday, August 14, 2008
Oh yes, I'm elated, I'm excited.
Yesterday was out with Ben ande Josh for a meal at XinWang HK Cafe.
A supervisor approached us and promoted their membership card.
So since is Ben's birthday month and the card offers many benefits during your birthday month, so why not.
So Ben purchased the card and we had free $15 treat from Ben.
THANK YOU!! That is the greatest blessing which I recieved for this month.
Anyway, the point is, that supervisor is so nice,
she fought for me and got me a SUPERVISOR position okay..SUPERVISOR
Which means, I'll be the ONLY part-timer with this POST.
THANK GOD for his wonderful works.hahaha
I mean, which person would be so nice to fight a position for you, without even knowing you?
I was really thankful, and I'm looking forward to take charge of this job.
Not because i'm so poor and in need of money, but as an experience and as a form of gratitude towards that aunty's kindness..
HAHAHA..
Oh, today CG was good, it has improved pretty much since the last few CG meeting.
and, I shared OFFERING MASSAGE,
Which is about seed, time and harvest.
Pretty well commented by the members, hahahaha (:
Anyway, I really want to thank w448 and s32 for your supports.
Everytime i share, you guys are always there cheering for me,
giving me your attention, echo with loud " HALLELUJAH", "Praise the Lord".
Sometimes I really feel like a NO-BODY leading you guys,
because of communication differences and I'm like a junior in terms of age and years in CHC.
But you guys are always there. I won't use the word SERVE,
because I don't deserve such honour.hahaha
Part of me cant bear to leave you guys.
Im so excited for next week's CG meeting as it will be an outreach meeting.
Appointed as the coordinator, I really pray for attandance break through.
Not just that, I really want to see the CG work together as a team,
taking charge/ownership of the CG and making the event possible.
That will be greatest welcome gift to Aaron and to Louis.
Not for me, it's for US (:
Yesterday was out with Ben ande Josh for a meal at XinWang HK Cafe.
A supervisor approached us and promoted their membership card.
So since is Ben's birthday month and the card offers many benefits during your birthday month, so why not.
So Ben purchased the card and we had free $15 treat from Ben.
THANK YOU!! That is the greatest blessing which I recieved for this month.
Anyway, the point is, that supervisor is so nice,
she fought for me and got me a SUPERVISOR position okay..SUPERVISOR
Which means, I'll be the ONLY part-timer with this POST.
THANK GOD for his wonderful works.hahaha
I mean, which person would be so nice to fight a position for you, without even knowing you?
I was really thankful, and I'm looking forward to take charge of this job.
Not because i'm so poor and in need of money, but as an experience and as a form of gratitude towards that aunty's kindness..
HAHAHA..
Oh, today CG was good, it has improved pretty much since the last few CG meeting.
and, I shared OFFERING MASSAGE,
Which is about seed, time and harvest.
Pretty well commented by the members, hahahaha (:
Anyway, I really want to thank w448 and s32 for your supports.
Everytime i share, you guys are always there cheering for me,
giving me your attention, echo with loud " HALLELUJAH", "Praise the Lord".
Sometimes I really feel like a NO-BODY leading you guys,
because of communication differences and I'm like a junior in terms of age and years in CHC.
But you guys are always there. I won't use the word SERVE,
because I don't deserve such honour.hahaha
Part of me cant bear to leave you guys.
Im so excited for next week's CG meeting as it will be an outreach meeting.
Appointed as the coordinator, I really pray for attandance break through.
Not just that, I really want to see the CG work together as a team,
taking charge/ownership of the CG and making the event possible.
That will be greatest welcome gift to Aaron and to Louis.
Not for me, it's for US (:
i'll show you a place.
11:23 PMWednesday, August 13, 2008
Hmm another unproductive day,
woke up in the late afternoon and did not achieve anything.
Well, no point venting all the frustrations and drive myself crazy to no where.
So, why not go out? I mean at least I get happier for a moment.
Anyway, was watching the olympics replay, the swimming event.
200m butterfly and 4x200 freestyle relay,
I suppose these events are very much anticipated around the world,
watching Michael Phelps clinching 2 Golds and setting the world record in one morning.
Wow wow wow, HE IS THE MAN,
no athletes has ever won 9 career gold medals in the history of olympics.
I was wondering why am I not there representing the nation?
Did i picked up the wrong sport?
Have I not train hard enough?
Am I not talented in the sport?
Have I neglected my gifts and talents over another sport?
bla bla bla...
So many doubts and questions.
I've regretted.
There isn't a second chance..
i'll show you a place.
11:52 PMMonday, August 11, 2008
I feel so restless.
I feel so uneasy and unquiet in the mind/heart or as a person.
I don't know how to explain myself,
I feel dry,
I feel empty,
I feel that life isn't that exhilarating anymore.
I can't study,
I can't stop thinking,
I cant focus,
I cant concentrate.
I LOST MY VISION!!
i'll show you a place.
11:05 PMSaturday, August 09, 2008
Brought BenOng to my CG. Supposedly Josh, BenOng and Serene.
But that 2 were late, and they missed the best part which is the air show and the fireworks.
Anyway, today CG was kinda different such that everyone each came with refreshments.
There were crabs,teriyaki balls, chicken wings, fishhead curry, dumplings, durians, logans and many more which i had forgotten.
So much food that we everyone had their stomach filled.
It's really great to have everyone coming together as a CG eating, watching TV
and chatting together, sharing the different culture and watching fire works.
I just love the fellowshipping moments with w448 and s32.
Anyway, Happy Birthday Singapore (:
Paranomic view from louis's place. Blame it on the dark clouds, we couldn't take any great shot of the heart shape.
ChenCheng, always so mischievous
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PMFriday, August 08, 2008
I was invited to join Chatori's farewell dinner/outing with w400 members.
Since I had no plans for the day, i accepted their invitation.
We had our dinner at Lau Pa Sat,
Somehow during the dinner, I felt kinda outcast, in another words, OUT OF PLACE.
For some reason, which i don't want to go into details.
Anyway, after dinner, we went for a walk to Clarke Quay.
Not to pub or drink but for some thrill rides which Chatori hasn't experience in Singapore.
After everything is over, we went separate ways to our homes.
But some, decided to send Chatori off the next day had planned to camp over night at my place.
So this is how we spent our night together. (SebChu.SebTay.BenTay.Zac)
w400 Guys
12am:
Arrival at Marine Parade, settle down for a short while and then off to the basketball court for some games.
Zac's idea
3am:
The police came to the court Not to join in the game but to WARN us because some owls in their home COMPLAINED that we were making so much noise, and the best part, HE TOOK DOWN MY PARTICULARS. Oh man, I have a record with them.
4am:
We watched "Red Cliff" together. But BenTay and SebTay went to sleep after a while because they felt too tired and the starting part of the show was a lil too boring. But Zac was nice enough to keep my company.
6am:
We left for the aiport to have our last breakfast with Chatori.
9am:
Bon Voyage Chatori.Keep in contact yo.
10am:
Back to my crib to catch some sleep before CG. Arghhh!!
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PMThursday, August 07, 2008
First thing first,
Congratulations to Aaron for his new blog creation.I know you're feeling abit proud and sense of satisfaction of your D.I.Y blog.
Finally HTML and AARON are kinda friends now.
HAHAHA
Anyway, I went to school willingly even though it's not compulsory.
My primary intention was to have lunch with JieLong,
but was held up by my lecturer for a whole 2 hours of "nagging".
I'm have no idea who's to blame, because I MADE you waited for me,
or you MADE me waited for the whole morning.
Anyway, I'm still gonna apologise to you, and for that, you didn't take any food,
and you went on an empty stomach for noon.
Im sorry good friend.
Anyway was kinda upset during the conversation with my supervisor.
Actually, it wasnt any form of nagging or lecture,
more of a casual talk with her, as she was there trying to get our gears and engines moving.
We were all very inspired by what the review panels commented on our project.
They said that we stand on a very high chance, or rather, potential high scorer.
So, I hope during VPP to the end, we are able to prove our capabilities.
i'll show you a place.
11:40 PMTuesday, August 05, 2008
Picture of the day
Girl of my dream.HOT
Drop by town for a walk with my usual group of friends.
At the same time looking for Chatori's farewell gift.
Walked into high end shops like Gucci Prada LV Burberry and many more.
Some items just looked really tempting, just feel like slashing my credit card to purchase.
So annoying, see but cannot buy. ARGHHH.
I miss the time when we were all loaded, buying anything is like NO PROBLEM.
Time to get a job, JOSH! HURRY HELP ME FIND LUH LAZY FELLOW..
I think GUESS just changed their models and yeah, they are HOT, esp the one on top =/
Thinking of getting this bag to carry my paper work and laptop.
Gucci belts seem to be the MOST COMMON among the students in my school. But to me, Gucci Belts are like the nicest belts among the other brands you can ever find. I just like the buckle luh.
i'll show you a place.
11:00 PMMonday, August 04, 2008
Picture of the Day:
Spongebob boxers turn me on (:
I am absolutely fed up with how the way my things are being treated.
I really hate to see the mess in my room, yet i have to tolerate sleeping in that crib.
Not that I want to put the blame on my cousin.
Sweet wrappers on the table, stupid maple cards lying everywhere.
Eugene, if you ever see this, please help to clean up not just YOUR MESS,
but MINE TOO...
Enough of the room, Now for some complain about my SHIRTS.
I dunno how my grandmother washes the clothes,
MOST of my CLOTHES are spoiling,
loose threads, shirt enlarged, holes on the shirt.
They are NOT CHEAP, to me. They are BRANDED.
COME ON people, I TAKE OWNERSHIP OF MY BELONGINGS.
Whether the expensive ones or the cheap ones, I LOVE THEM ALL.
Nothing makes me hate more than destroying my stuffs.
SUPER DUPER UBER ANNOYING..
i'll show you a place.
11:00 PMSunday, August 03, 2008
Went jamming with the guys before we head down to indoor stadium.
To my surprise, most w400 members are musically inclined..
Zac and chatori know how to play the keyboard,
Cavin and BenTay know how to play the guitar,
SebTay knows how to plays the drum.
Jana and kelly can sing, together with rest.
You guys are just so cool.
Up next, headed down to indoor stadium after we grabbed some bites.
Today F.O.P session was totally INDESCRIBABLE.
First night was great, second night was even better, so what do expect the LAST night to be?
This is the ever first time we experienced what PRAISE should be like.
Everyone ran down from their seats to the front and screaming like mad.
It was as though a ROCK CONCERT.
So we decided to join in the fun, we ran down with such enthusiasm.
Jumping turning spinning dancing praising the lord at the top of our voices.
YEAH, FOOL FOR CHRIST (:
Take a look at the pictures and you will understand what I'm saying.
That's Us, all Wet and high on the dance floor
The GUYS, No girls pic =/
Lets party everybody stand up..
Everybody put your hands up
Lets party, everybody bounce with me.
Oh man, Im getting a lil tipsy so does Sarah
Sarah, the SADAKO =/
i'll show you a place.
11:59 PMFriday, August 01, 2008
"The past cannot be changed.
The future is yet in your power."
While working on my FYP presentation yesterday,
A quote just crossed my mind. (ABOVE).
Short and sweet, but meaningless to me.
But after some time, it keeps flashing inside my mind,
and i felt the holy spirit was speaking to me.
I wasn't quite sure. But anyway..here it goes,
"This is your final your project and take full responsibility,
for yesterday is not for you to recover, but tommorrow is for you to win or lose."
So i Began to look through my slides repeatedly.
The result of the presentation was pretty good.
The flow of content went on smoothly,
although quite a number of questions were being brought up,
but overall comment was GOOD.
I am pretty sure of scoring AT LEAST a B this time.
But at the same time, I'm praying for an opportunity for my group to be listed the top few.
Anyway, finally a sigh of relieve.
First night of Festival of Praise was AWESOME.
I have never praise and worship at the top of my voice before.
Parachutes and Morgan's band were totally ROCKING COOL on stage.
The word from Mark Connell is truely a time when we can get connected back to him.
His faithfulness astounds me. He has always been there for me even at my lowest.
The constant fear of the lord has really made an effect in my life, e.g FYP.....
Glory to the most high god (:
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PM