Thursday, July 31, 2008
Umm, was bored during FYP day, so i decided to play around with blog skins the whole day.
I kinda like this skin, because is white and plain.
But again, it's kinda retarded because all entries doesn't have dates and days on them.
How can a diary without dates.RETARDED.
Anyway, this whole week is such a bore and dry.
Everything seems to be like in a slow moving pace.
Lecture notes seemed to be covered, some modules ended.
But the fact is, exam is just 2 weeks from now
and friday is FYP final review.
DREAD.BORE.DRY.RETARDED.WHATEVER.
Sometimes I do wonder about faithful in doing the small little things.
Just seem so ironic.
Church preached about faithful in your task,
even if it's the little ones.
But what i got was either scoldings or complains OR the worst scenario, BOTH.
Well, my team mates are good, intelligent and hardworking.
What else can you expect from foreign talents right.
But i just don't see them helping me.
I'm trying to do myself and the group a favour by submitting a good report.
Instead, they giving me stupid comments and remarks.
End of the day, I got a huge SCOLDING and that's the reward.WELL DONE.
MEDIOCRE MEDIOCRE MEDIOCRE MEDIOCRE...
I HATE THE QUALITY OF BEING MEDIOCRE
i'll show you a place.
11:51 PMFriday, July 25, 2008
Yep, haven't been updating, my bad..
Was caught up in a hectic week..
Well, I was spending most of my time rushing all my last min assignments,
trying to get them all done up by this week.
Apparently, i did quite well for coporate communication module, an A-.
Low A but i guess i'm cool with it, much thanks to my beloved groupmates.
FYP report was a total nightmare.
I'm not not gonna blog the tragic disaster up here,
and even if i had done so, it would probably take few pages long.
So i suppose it unnecessary.
Finally a weekend to catch a breath before the final lap!
Yea, this short blog for the week, HAHAHA!
GOODNIGHTS!
Was caught up in a hectic week..
Well, I was spending most of my time rushing all my last min assignments,
trying to get them all done up by this week.
Apparently, i did quite well for coporate communication module, an A-.
Low A but i guess i'm cool with it, much thanks to my beloved groupmates.
FYP report was a total nightmare.
I'm not not gonna blog the tragic disaster up here,
and even if i had done so, it would probably take few pages long.
So i suppose it unnecessary.
Finally a weekend to catch a breath before the final lap!
Yea, this short blog for the week, HAHAHA!
GOODNIGHTS!
Some Good laughs for you guys (:
Drink RedBull if you feel weak, my suggestion for you guys
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PMSunday, July 20, 2008
Well, the day has finally arrived, which is the day of my new birth.
There were many doubts and complications way before this event.
Not only wanting to be obedient to Him, but also being obedient to my family traditions.
And that held me back from the start.
As i was praying and seeking the lord for solutions,
I decided to take a step of faith and seek my parents for permission.
Instead of receiving an 1 whole hour of nagging, my mum gave me a straight "YES".
Praise the lord for that!!
So today, 8 members from w400 and of which 3 are my good friends are getting water baptised today..
It's really a memorable day of my life to be experiencing this important event together with Josh Zac and BenOng, not forgetting Jana Shawn and the other members.
I'm kinda excited for what has been planned ahead for us and I can strongly sense new open doors for opportunities, and it's time to cling on tightly before it slips away.
Breakthroughs and miracles will definitely come upon our lives.
The time is NOW!!
All in all, I'm extremely elated right now!!!
There were many doubts and complications way before this event.
Not only wanting to be obedient to Him, but also being obedient to my family traditions.
And that held me back from the start.
As i was praying and seeking the lord for solutions,
I decided to take a step of faith and seek my parents for permission.
Instead of receiving an 1 whole hour of nagging, my mum gave me a straight "YES".
Praise the lord for that!!
So today, 8 members from w400 and of which 3 are my good friends are getting water baptised today..
It's really a memorable day of my life to be experiencing this important event together with Josh Zac and BenOng, not forgetting Jana Shawn and the other members.
I'm kinda excited for what has been planned ahead for us and I can strongly sense new open doors for opportunities, and it's time to cling on tightly before it slips away.
Breakthroughs and miracles will definitely come upon our lives.
The time is NOW!!
All in all, I'm extremely elated right now!!!
The 3 besties whom i was referring (:
Well, looking cool before getting drown!
Why isn't any dove descending from heaven? so upset ):
Thank you Yujie for all that you have done for us (:
Apple itself taste good, however, without salt, I cant bring flavour to the surroundings! Definitely ill shine to the world, as much as i want to, for nothing is impossible in HIM!
i'll show you a place.
11:47 PMFriday, July 18, 2008
The pace is picking very fast as each second ticks on the clock.
Some how i felt that time is very crucial at this very moment of my life.
I realised I have tons, Kgs and grams of assignments to be completed.
Due to the overwhelming incoming flow of new assignments,
piling on top of the undone assignments which were given weeks ago,
that shows how much time i really need and how much I had procastinated then.
I think it's time to snap back to reality and start pacing the nerds and the geeks in class.
Time moves really very fast and at the blink of an eye, it's already near exam period.
Another burden added, revision for exams, arghh!
The deadliest murderer of all it's called, " FINAL YEAR PROJECT" a.k.a "fyp" in short,
and why? Becuased it just killed the whole group members.
Lecturer spotted errors on my team mate's schematic/board design which requires critical and precise measurements to be realigned accurately.
LEDs circuit connections were all messed up and it doesn't work all of a sudden, missing LED from the board. Reconnection is required and that took us 1 full day to complete the precious connection excluding troubleshooting.
And myself, I am stuck with a team report and a presentation which due 24 July, but due to the delaying of the errors, report and presentation can't be continued.
Gosh, this is seriously bad. I wonder, how much time do i really have left..
To show how hardworking we are,
Kash, DanHui, Me
(kash is really enjoying his beauty sleep in his little cosy sleeping bag)
The rest of us, laid flat on the table! HAHA
This period of time have really allowed me to understand how important time is,
and how crucial is it to manage my time right.
Obviously i knew it all along and everyone has been nagging the same old classic lines again and again.
I'm pretty excited to see the fruits of my labour this final year.
Though i might start of with a doubtful mindset,
but i'm certain to take on this challenge and dive into the flow, appreciating the process of learning.
May God bless me through out this final year,
AMEN (:
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PMThursday, July 17, 2008
Dear Stranger,
recalling the first time I saw you,
sitting around outside cheers with your frend?
Dear Stranger,
I remember the look on your face,
accompanying your friend while we were having our discussion.
Dear Stranger,
you sat opposite me in the boardgame room,
drinking bubbletea, playing Uno stacko together.
Dear Stranger,
could I recall you after this while?
Stranger, no longer unfamiliar,
come to me now
and stay closer than before.
recalling the first time I saw you,
sitting around outside cheers with your frend?
Dear Stranger,
I remember the look on your face,
accompanying your friend while we were having our discussion.
Dear Stranger,
you sat opposite me in the boardgame room,
drinking bubbletea, playing Uno stacko together.
Dear Stranger,
could I recall you after this while?
Stranger, no longer unfamiliar,
come to me now
and stay closer than before.
i'll show you a place.
11:55 PMTuesday, July 15, 2008
To you:
Now that it's all said,
I suppose I went a little too far.
I know it's too late,
it's too late to apologise.
You're just a friend and my stance will never change.
I was wonder if a little help would get over your past,
but I got carried away and led you on.
Sorry for wasting your time,
sorry for having you on,
SORRY for BREAKING YOUR HEART.
Now that we are friends,
and be that way.
Im sorry!!
Now that it's all said,
I suppose I went a little too far.
I know it's too late,
it's too late to apologise.
You're just a friend and my stance will never change.
I was wonder if a little help would get over your past,
but I got carried away and led you on.
Sorry for wasting your time,
sorry for having you on,
SORRY for BREAKING YOUR HEART.
Now that we are friends,
and be that way.
Im sorry!!
i'll show you a place.
11:58 PMMonday, July 14, 2008
Today was such a great day,
done some productive work outs after school.
5K,benchpress,abs,shoulderpress.
Had an awesome dinner with joce ben bush,
Zhi Cha @ Bukit Batok..
Its YUMMILICIOUS =/ hahaha
Its a joy to meet up together.
Planned some post exam activities,
shared our daily life experiences for the past days.
GreatFriends, GreatCompany (:
done some productive work outs after school.
5K,benchpress,abs,shoulderpress.
Had an awesome dinner with joce ben bush,
Zhi Cha @ Bukit Batok..
Its YUMMILICIOUS =/ hahaha
Its a joy to meet up together.
Planned some post exam activities,
shared our daily life experiences for the past days.
GreatFriends, GreatCompany (:
i'll show you a place.
11:59 PMThursday, July 10, 2008
I have been doing some reading lately on a book called : Habbitudes,
It's a great book to read, so relevant, practical and easy to remember.
Anyway, as i was reading through,
I came upon a topic which kept me pondering, "EMOTIONAL FUEL"
A leader's network is his emotional fuel: his models, heroes, mentors, inner-circle so on and so forth.
A leader's future is shaped by the people closest to him/her.
It has been said that our network determines our net worth.
In other words, my value to my group determines how strong I am inside.
Our strength depends on our emotional fuel tank.
That's to say, our character and our relationships are closely linked.
Whenever a problem occurred in our character, we pay a price in our relationship.
Same goes to our relationship, it reflects our character.
As i was contemplating on names,
categorising them into heroes, mentors,models, inner-circle, partners and mentees.
Definitely I have mentors who are always there to coach me and invest in me,
Of course I do look up to people whom I think they are my heros but I don't idolise them.
My friends are obviously my inner-circle, and partners whom I have always been workin with.
Mentees, I just smiled to myself because I thought of NONE ):
I mean, who on earth or any of my friends will learn from SEBASTIAN CHU.
HAHAHAHA, Oh wells!!
More learning points yet come!
It's a great book to read, so relevant, practical and easy to remember.
Anyway, as i was reading through,
I came upon a topic which kept me pondering, "EMOTIONAL FUEL"
A leader's network is his emotional fuel: his models, heroes, mentors, inner-circle so on and so forth.
A leader's future is shaped by the people closest to him/her.
It has been said that our network determines our net worth.
In other words, my value to my group determines how strong I am inside.
Our strength depends on our emotional fuel tank.
That's to say, our character and our relationships are closely linked.
Whenever a problem occurred in our character, we pay a price in our relationship.
Same goes to our relationship, it reflects our character.
As i was contemplating on names,
categorising them into heroes, mentors,models, inner-circle, partners and mentees.
Definitely I have mentors who are always there to coach me and invest in me,
Of course I do look up to people whom I think they are my heros but I don't idolise them.
My friends are obviously my inner-circle, and partners whom I have always been workin with.
Mentees, I just smiled to myself because I thought of NONE ):
I mean, who on earth or any of my friends will learn from SEBASTIAN CHU.
HAHAHAHA, Oh wells!!
More learning points yet come!
i'll show you a place.
11:50 AMMonday, July 07, 2008
I DID NOT GO FOR MY TEST..
I DID NOT GO FOR MY TEST..
I DID NOT GO FOR MY TEST..
I can choose to go and chill out over a CT, OHMAN.HELLYEAH!!
I'm treating my education like nothing..
On the other hand, all i desire is getting into the university of my choice,
but I'm not even working towards my goal.
I screwed 13 years of my education life,
and it's ALL FOR NOTHING!
I chose not to accept the fact that academic is my style,
but now, i came to realise this fact is becoming VISIBLY true!
Upon my reflection,
looking back at my pathetic grades in poly,
it hasn't been any better, neither did it maintained.
Worst, it just fell drastically.
How much I wanted to pull up my grades,
Its just all for nothing! NOTHING!!
University is out. Working for my family is just totally S*.
I'm not shining like a star, neither am i shining for Jesus.
Please stop singing your praises for me.
I feel lousy, I seriously do!
No one ever knows how much i wanted to be excellence.
JUST NO ONE!
So much to say, but left unspoken!
I'm sorry!
I DID NOT GO FOR MY TEST..
I DID NOT GO FOR MY TEST..
I can choose to go and chill out over a CT, OHMAN.HELLYEAH!!
I'm treating my education like nothing..
On the other hand, all i desire is getting into the university of my choice,
but I'm not even working towards my goal.
I screwed 13 years of my education life,
and it's ALL FOR NOTHING!
I chose not to accept the fact that academic is my style,
but now, i came to realise this fact is becoming VISIBLY true!
Upon my reflection,
looking back at my pathetic grades in poly,
it hasn't been any better, neither did it maintained.
Worst, it just fell drastically.
How much I wanted to pull up my grades,
Its just all for nothing! NOTHING!!
University is out. Working for my family is just totally S*.
I'm not shining like a star, neither am i shining for Jesus.
Please stop singing your praises for me.
I feel lousy, I seriously do!
No one ever knows how much i wanted to be excellence.
JUST NO ONE!
So much to say, but left unspoken!
I'm sorry!
i'll show you a place.
11:59 PMSunday, July 06, 2008
Helped out in Jams church in the morning.
I kinda enjoy serving there,
partly because they are so innocent and nothing seems to be bothering them.
Though they are mentally disabled, yet they still lead a carefree life.
The world doesnt seem to affect them.
Service with Mike Connel was awesome,
but i have to admit that i fell asleep 1/4 of his preaching =/
yup, went down as a councilor with some new friends,
other that that nothing much..
Good News, Im going for water baptism (:
As usual, went out after church service.
As for the Ben/s, they bought some new stuffs,
but for me, just window shopping and trying out ):
I'm so not prepared for all these sales..*sigh sigh*
BenOng bought this polo tee
ahh well, i so wanted that, so does BenOng
I think BenOng is so cool with poses
I tried but not as good as BenOng ):
I kinda enjoy serving there,
partly because they are so innocent and nothing seems to be bothering them.
Though they are mentally disabled, yet they still lead a carefree life.
The world doesnt seem to affect them.
Service with Mike Connel was awesome,
but i have to admit that i fell asleep 1/4 of his preaching =/
yup, went down as a councilor with some new friends,
other that that nothing much..
Good News, Im going for water baptism (:
As usual, went out after church service.
As for the Ben/s, they bought some new stuffs,
but for me, just window shopping and trying out ):
I'm so not prepared for all these sales..*sigh sigh*
BenOng bought this polo tee
ahh well, i so wanted that, so does BenOng
I think BenOng is so cool with poses
I tried but not as good as BenOng ):
i'll show you a place.
11:50 PMFriday, July 04, 2008
Another tiring week,
lately I've been sleeping less than even 3 hours a day this week.
Gosh, so unhealthy!
I wasn't playing games, neither am i a game addict.
Well, maybe i've been MSN-ing alot..
So, FYP is = scolding day.
Supervisor has been kinda nice recently,
haven been gotten any scoldings or naggings from her.
But, Co supervisor is still as idiot as ever.
He shouted at me with the mic,
for sleeping on the table,
I literally laid on the table!
sibei chua dio..
HAHAHA!!
lately I've been sleeping less than even 3 hours a day this week.
Gosh, so unhealthy!
I wasn't playing games, neither am i a game addict.
Well, maybe i've been MSN-ing alot..
So, FYP is = scolding day.
Supervisor has been kinda nice recently,
haven been gotten any scoldings or naggings from her.
But, Co supervisor is still as idiot as ever.
He shouted at me with the mic,
for sleeping on the table,
I literally laid on the table!
sibei chua dio..
HAHAHA!!
i'll show you a place.
11:10 PMThursday, July 03, 2008
Days passed rather fast this week.
Did and accomplished a couple of unfulfilled tasks the past few days,
- fulfilled my tithe for the month of July
- attended lessons as per normal ( but as usual, LATE )
- attended leaders meeting with Mike Connel
- finally delivered the gift voucher to Ah Ju
- back to gym
I guess that's about it?!?
Monday: Well nothing much on that day
Tuesday: Attended leaders meeting with some of the members.
Initially, I wasn't feeling quite alright about attending this meeting
which is specially for CGLs and PCGLs. Argh, but the preaching was good,
practiced some exercises on deliverance.
Wednesday: Nothing much on that day.
Thusday: Yea, supposed to be doing my FYP right now. But well, im lazy
so are my team members..HAHAHA!! Okay, back to work..She din't yell at us todayy,
instead she commented good (: seems like there's a break through..cheers
Its been really boring these days, I have to start planning my days.
Im so gonna start cultivating the habit of fasting and prayers next week (:
Hope I can do it =/
Did and accomplished a couple of unfulfilled tasks the past few days,
- fulfilled my tithe for the month of July
- attended lessons as per normal ( but as usual, LATE )
- attended leaders meeting with Mike Connel
- finally delivered the gift voucher to Ah Ju
- back to gym
I guess that's about it?!?
Monday: Well nothing much on that day
Tuesday: Attended leaders meeting with some of the members.
Initially, I wasn't feeling quite alright about attending this meeting
which is specially for CGLs and PCGLs. Argh, but the preaching was good,
practiced some exercises on deliverance.
Wednesday: Nothing much on that day.
Thusday: Yea, supposed to be doing my FYP right now. But well, im lazy
so are my team members..HAHAHA!! Okay, back to work..She din't yell at us todayy,
instead she commented good (: seems like there's a break through..cheers
Its been really boring these days, I have to start planning my days.
Im so gonna start cultivating the habit of fasting and prayers next week (:
Hope I can do it =/
i'll show you a place.
9:52 AM