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Saturday, June 28, 2008


As usual for satuarday,
played badminton the whole noon til evening!
Met up with my usual group of friends,
Joce, Kok Seng, Ben and Tonny (:
and yes, it has been 1 month since we all last seen Joce and she is FINALLY BACK..
HAHAHAs! and she said i put on weight..on my tummy
and my face is rounder -.- OMGOMGOMGOMG..
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO POINT THAT OUT ):
Arghh, i guess is time to get back to gym and running..
NAPHA test is drawing closer anyway..arghh i hope to hit 8min for 2.4
DOUBT IT..



I kinda liked this picture (:



I think i do look CUTE in specs =/ bahaha



Though is just the same few of us, our time together is precious (:


i'll show you a place.

11:51 PM


Friday, June 27, 2008


Today was great!
Everything seems to be going fine for the first time.
Hope it remains like this and forever.
FYP was quite productive, did a worked circuit board with my partner (:
that's it for school today =/

Offering message was GREAT.
Reading has really did an awesome job in my spiritual life (:
HAHAHA! well, at least i felt this way.
"YOU SOUND LIKE A PASTOR!!"
WOOTS~, they commented that..HAHA!
Felt incredible but NOT PROUD..
I'll continue to improve on my flaws,
MUCH THANKS to HuFeng and LiHui for being a great helper and encouraging me (:
in Cell Group..

Well, caught a pervertic old foggie trying to get in contact with the ladies beside him today in a JAMPACKED bus..
Thats quite disgusting,
So i was trying to be nice and asked a girl(i think of my age,that's why she is chosen) to stand beside me.HAHAHA!
And, yeah she agreed and her smile is SO SWEEET..
My heart really melted.
SO MESMERISING =/


i'll show you a place.

11:58 PM


Wednesday, June 25, 2008


Recalling the war in Iraq,
I kinda dislike the US govt.
Is it a just-i-fied war or just a war?
3 lame reasons and that sparked off the war.
I felt that the war was fought for choice,
which US do not have to fight,
as no evidence of WMD was found
and neither Iraq pose a threat to its neighbouring countries,
and MANY people lost their LIFES..
CONTRADICTING luh bush..

Well it might seen as a positive point because of RICH OIL FIELD right? =/
Middle East, one of greatest material prizes in world history.
Lets say if all these possessions fell into the hands of a ruthless ruler,
I suppose there won't be peace today.

Reflections:
US is so powerful, she actually have a greater obligation to use whatever influence she has to work out for justice and peace.
Also maintaining international relations are important as war will not only impact in its country,
rather, it will have a spiral effect.
Especially when Middle East is an important place,
rich in resources, is going to have a negative consequences on the world.

Arghh! I hope im not crapping my way through,
even if so, ma'm, you better buy my story..
HAHAHA!!
Yes, im working on my IS presentation @ 6AM
This time im GOING SCHOOL!
Morning Guys (:

*aaron im hungry agn ):


i'll show you a place.

6:02 AM


Tuesday, June 24, 2008


School is really getting onto my nerves,
Somehow i really wish to stop or restart my poly education.
Why can't things sail smoothly for once?
This is my final last year ):

Well Im still up doing my IS presentation,
@ 5.36AM..
Yes,I haven't gotten a wink or two,
but still, Im determine to finish them up.

Though is not very productive, cos' i haven even started,
even if i gotta sacrifice my sleep,
ILL SACRIFICE MY SCHOOL HOURS!
IN EXCHANGE FOR MY SLEEPING HOURS!

STEADY?
ALWAYS STEADY AS EVER =/

*Im Hungry, AARON save my stomach ):


i'll show you a place.

5:40 AM


Sunday, June 22, 2008


It seems like holidays just began but looking at the fact,
school is commencing in just in day time, like tommorrow?

yea this SUCKS!
Well, at least I enjoyed my holidays which i thought i wouldn't,
and it was quite a joyous holiday.

One of the few things im proud of during the holidays is going for YOUTH CAMP!
hahaha!! It kinda changed my life as a Christian (:
Feeling so charged up and refreshed..

But there are more unaccomplished stuffs which dread me going sch,
FYP researchs, IS presentations and many more.

Had an outing with the guys after church,
and yea, we had fun walking, shopping and cam whoring.


BenTan.Seb.Zac.BenOng
*yea,this is really cool (:


i'll show you a place.

11:50 PM


Saturday, June 21, 2008




Hmm so what do you guys think about this bag?
Well, I was seriously deperate looking for a bag,
I have no idea why, because the fact that I have quite a number of them.
I kinda fell in love with this when a guy actually took the last piece in Wheel lock outlet store..

So, we Taka and then Marina Square just to hunt for this bag =/



i'll show you a place.

5:11 AM


Wednesday, June 18, 2008


Items are up on sale everywhere which is a good thing..
But do you know what is the sad-est thing?
You are unable to purchase them ):


$60 worth of vouchers yet unable to use them!
Quite sad! HAHA!
Guess bag - $150
Guess Tee - $25
Well more to come =/ teehee

That's it for that day,
had fun with my GAY BUDDIES!


Yes, GAYS unite


umm, just being myself?


yes ben, buy that (: looks good on you


i'll show you a place.

11:26 PM


Monday, June 16, 2008


Quite a late post! HAHA!
Aaron left like yesterday 11+ PM? lols
Nothing much to say..
Maybe, I miss you? geez sound cheesy and gay! HAHAHAs!


To Aaron:


Aarron have a fruitful and joyous trip ya..
Don't have to buy so many things back for me luh!
Though I expect something luh, but not too many or too ex heh.
Well, I hope to rise in your absense and without your help.
I hope to prove to you some results when you get back after 2 months!
HAHAs! Hope, wish and pray luh..



S32 and W448



W400


Final Gd Bye


CK family



Boohoo T_T come back slim and stunning okay =/



Aaron(before), looking forward for *(after)* HAHAs


i'll show you a place.

9:10 PM


Friday, June 13, 2008


CODE REDERS, CODE REDERS GO..
CODE REDERS, CODE REDERS GO..

This year's youth camp has been one of the most exciting event in my life!
It was a whole new experience esp serving as a mentor during the camp,
Apart from that, serving my cell leader/s to run his "show".

Tele matches were so fun that it bonded w400 TOTALLY.
Though I am no longer a member of you guys,
I can feel the presense of the 400 team spirit once again!!
Though we are not the champion, I believe PUSH 3 is the BEST!
PUSH 3
Power..
Power..
Power..
It is really a privilege to serve and lead you guys during the camp (:
I hope this camp had brought you guys to a new level..
W400 all the way, part of me is still with you guys (:

Semons were even greater, so much so that it had impacted EVERYONE.
Presense of God just flowing the entire place.
Movie trailers, Video semons were just so great that it is
INDESCRIBEPABLE..

It was so happening during the 3 days 2 nights camp!
Such a waste for those who did not accept my invitations to memoriable event..

Finale sessions were the best, doing all sorts of stupid actions infront of the campers!
cheer leading, screaming whistling till our lungs burst,
together with BEN.ONG did his robot dance ( ROBOT PUSH ) HAHAHAHA!!

So much to say,
So much fun
So much encounters
Just let the pictures speak
*just this few in the blog (:

w400 chear leaders " POWER"

When sessions are too boring..

We are too ownage for TELE MATCHES

Praying sessions..


Best guitarist, my good friend


ahh! my shepard, thanks so much!


serving our nation, with our common PASSION =/

Photobucket
together with the cute japanese boy, CHATORI and my buddy (:


sneak shot by SMALL PECK =/



Aaron, my cell group leader


Just wanna thank you so much guys,
for those who are always supporting me all the way
helping me through out
and your guidance
Thanks w400 (:


i'll show you a place.

11:26 PM


Monday, June 09, 2008


Photobucket

Thanks mommy!!! Best thing ever (:

*din manage to buy anything i wanted! aww


i'll show you a place.

4:48 AM


Saturday, June 07, 2008


I couldn't sleep!
I couldn't stop thinking of how mean I treated you!
I couldn't stop thinking how much a BASTURD I was!
I couldn't stop thinking how much I had lose myself!
IM SORRY!
IM SORRY!
IM SORRY!
and IM TRUELY SORRY!
I have no idea how much a million sorrys i can apologise,
but ONE thing Im sure,NONE can makes me feel better!

To Serene:

Everything just exploded all at one shot..IM SORRY!
I have never been someone perfect to be there to shower my love, care and concern onto you!
I din mean to curse and swear at you!
I din mean to be someone so dificult to take care of, to teach, to love.
Im not worthy of your love, time and effort!
Though it may sound a common excuse to you,
I JUST CANT BEAR to hurt you just like how the way i treated you for the past 2 days.
Seeing you smile and tolerating my nonsence, I can see tears forming at the corner of your eyes.
Thanks for tolerance, Thanks for effort, much thanks for being there for me!
(:


i'll show you a place.

4:20 AM


Friday, June 06, 2008


I've lost everything!
2 papers are gone..
I lose my mood,
I lose my goals,
I lose my expectations,
I lose my temper,
I lose myself,
I lose a friend,
I lose you,
I LOST EVERYTHING!


i'll show you a place.

7:48 PM


Thursday, June 05, 2008


Everything's not going the way it should be.
I am so upset!
I am discouraged!
FCS paper was a killer and i have NO IDEA why..
The fact that i studied EVERY SINGLE tutotial qns, past year papers
over and over and over over and freaking OVER again for more than 5 times..
I should be or AM able to solve all kinda qns.
BUT I F* screwed it up! I am so lost..like wth?

Everyone is praying for me,
Im sorry, I have disappoint you guys!
Thanks for your prayers (:


i'll show you a place.

10:25 AM


Wednesday, June 04, 2008


Yes i finally saw YOU!
I have been missing you all these while..
Was it fated or was it just pure coincidental?
I was just thinking of you in the bus on the way to office,
the moment i saw you at the bus stop, i alighted without hesitation.
I felt as though my pray was being heard.
I enjoyed the bus ride with you and all the way to your block,
Every single second with you are just precious to me.
I miss you like seriously! (:


i'll show you a place.

11:50 PM


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