Friday, October 13, 2006
I've been moddy the past few days and was in depression mode, don't worry man.I wun resort to suicidal thoughts.HAHA!! Anyways have been praying in my heart the past few days and guess god has finally answered my pray.i TINK =p lol
Went to school to see my girl and go home together.we talk as we walk to the bus stop and got a little by her "JOKES". I decided to just walk her to the bus 184 bus stop and just run off and take a bus down to town. She held my hands so tight and ok let her be. She walk me to my bus stop instead and we sat down facing back each other. We kept quiet a little while.
Guess what, it started pouring and there's no way she can walk to her bus stop to go home.HAHAHA. This gave me a chance to go out with her, or should i say "US" instead of "me" lol.
So we headed down to town to have our dinner together. We began to talk as we walk and this time we talk so much that we walk back and fourth from orchard to cathay and back again and in the bus back home.HAHA!!
Well, today was pretty in a good mood, and she seems to be happy after a long quarrel for the past few days. Wish that this could be the mark the a new start for both of us =p
ps : I don't wish to have any third party interupting us while we're out please. Watching you sms-ing the whole time just turn off my mood
Went to school to see my girl and go home together.we talk as we walk to the bus stop and got a little by her "JOKES". I decided to just walk her to the bus 184 bus stop and just run off and take a bus down to town. She held my hands so tight and ok let her be. She walk me to my bus stop instead and we sat down facing back each other. We kept quiet a little while.
Guess what, it started pouring and there's no way she can walk to her bus stop to go home.HAHAHA. This gave me a chance to go out with her, or should i say "US" instead of "me" lol.
So we headed down to town to have our dinner together. We began to talk as we walk and this time we talk so much that we walk back and fourth from orchard to cathay and back again and in the bus back home.HAHA!!
Well, today was pretty in a good mood, and she seems to be happy after a long quarrel for the past few days. Wish that this could be the mark the a new start for both of us =p
ps : I don't wish to have any third party interupting us while we're out please. Watching you sms-ing the whole time just turn off my mood
i'll show you a place.
3:03 AMTuesday, October 10, 2006
You guys can carry on with those comments about her for all I care..My feelings for her wil still be the same and nothing can change the fact that I love her!!Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,she needs not to be pretty for u people to look at.You guys can say that my taste for a girl suck,but it's inner beauty that im looking out for..
She might not posses the qualities of being a perfect girl, at least she tries to change for the better and I'm happy for that.No matter how bad can she be, im doing my part as a boyfriend and out of love.
Thank you guys for honest opinions..and your concern for me =p but i have made my decision to be with her still....
She might not posses the qualities of being a perfect girl, at least she tries to change for the better and I'm happy for that.No matter how bad can she be, im doing my part as a boyfriend and out of love.
Thank you guys for honest opinions..and your concern for me =p but i have made my decision to be with her still....
i'll show you a place.
4:16 AMSunday, October 08, 2006
Accompanied kenji to collect his pair shoes at serene's place..and im so glad to see you once again girl =p
But the mood plunged straight down after a conversation with you..Why does it have to turn out like this..Is it me or just you??Guess this week we won't be seeing each other.You promise to go out with me this coming Monday and guess the promise is gonna be broken once again.You were right that both of us just need to " cool down" for a short period to think through of what has been happening past few days.
Why do you have to keep the problems to urself??If there's anything please share..I really need to know how you feel.But why are you always insisting that there's noting wrong between the both of us??and everythime i tried to get my message to you, why are you always avoiding it??Those have been kept in my heart for months and are left un-answered.
Just what's going on in your mind.I'm yours to share your problems with but why you choose to keep it to yourselve or prefer to share with someone else??Am i not your borfriend?? you qouted " you said you love me, no body knows" what does thatn suppose to mean??you dun trust me anymore?? dun you? T_T
Sigh!! i'm waiting for your return please my girl!! I love you and i swear that's true..
HOPELESS, HELPLESS, yet USELESS!!!
But the mood plunged straight down after a conversation with you..Why does it have to turn out like this..Is it me or just you??Guess this week we won't be seeing each other.You promise to go out with me this coming Monday and guess the promise is gonna be broken once again.You were right that both of us just need to " cool down" for a short period to think through of what has been happening past few days.
Why do you have to keep the problems to urself??If there's anything please share..I really need to know how you feel.But why are you always insisting that there's noting wrong between the both of us??and everythime i tried to get my message to you, why are you always avoiding it??Those have been kept in my heart for months and are left un-answered.
Just what's going on in your mind.I'm yours to share your problems with but why you choose to keep it to yourselve or prefer to share with someone else??Am i not your borfriend?? you qouted " you said you love me, no body knows" what does thatn suppose to mean??you dun trust me anymore?? dun you? T_T
Sigh!! i'm waiting for your return please my girl!! I love you and i swear that's true..
HOPELESS, HELPLESS, yet USELESS!!!
i'll show you a place.
2:47 AMWednesday, October 04, 2006
Woke up kinda early this morning waiting for my girl's reply..din manage to meet her up because she was busy baby-sitting her baby cousin..aww!!well maybe next week..
We started to quarrel agn.yah.AGAIN!! and gotten into a serious one..shall skip those details here.meant for me know!!yeah!!
anw thx cussie for helpin me out..its alright!!I'll be just fine!! Me and her will be just fine after a while!!hahaha..
Was so restless and moody rotting at home the whole day!! But anw, slept thru the whole evening to nite!!sleeping is the best medicine to cure all sadness n sorrows.lol
Sigh,guess there's nothing much to blog too.everyday just pass with out anything done except for staying home n quarrel all day long..
Just what's happening between us...Just when i thought things are getting better.yes it did.but something's amiss and whats is that..you are right. " 1 hr of happiness, 23 hrs of sadness" dam it!!
We started to quarrel agn.yah.AGAIN!! and gotten into a serious one..shall skip those details here.meant for me know!!yeah!!
anw thx cussie for helpin me out..its alright!!I'll be just fine!! Me and her will be just fine after a while!!hahaha..
Was so restless and moody rotting at home the whole day!! But anw, slept thru the whole evening to nite!!sleeping is the best medicine to cure all sadness n sorrows.lol
Sigh,guess there's nothing much to blog too.everyday just pass with out anything done except for staying home n quarrel all day long..
Just what's happening between us...Just when i thought things are getting better.yes it did.but something's amiss and whats is that..you are right. " 1 hr of happiness, 23 hrs of sadness" dam it!!
i'll show you a place.
11:53 PMSunday, October 01, 2006
Is it so difficult to talk to me??
Why is it everytime we talked, we end up back facing each other..
Is it that we cant get along??
Is it that we dun have the trust for each other??
Why does the word "sorry" seems so meaningless to both of us??
Do we still feel strongly for each other??
Do you stil love??cos i do.deeply!!
Is it just me or you??
I've realised that quarrel is something that both of us cant escape..wen just cant chat happily at one go..JUST WHY??and i realised that im the cause of ur UNHAPPINESS!!!I've tried...If it gets worst,just do what it takes...
Why is it everytime we talked, we end up back facing each other..
Is it that we cant get along??
Is it that we dun have the trust for each other??
Why does the word "sorry" seems so meaningless to both of us??
Do we still feel strongly for each other??
Do you stil love??cos i do.deeply!!
Is it just me or you??
I've realised that quarrel is something that both of us cant escape..wen just cant chat happily at one go..JUST WHY??and i realised that im the cause of ur UNHAPPINESS!!!I've tried...If it gets worst,just do what it takes...
i'll show you a place.
10:29 AM