what more?

Two of the more valuable things in life are Money and Time. I've got both.

Why do feel like I don't have a life? Don't mind me, I am actually feeling quite satisfied with my life now. (= Just need to enlist faster!

I'm thinking....

So many things are going through my mind. I am not able to voice my thoughts out or write it down. Got some amazing plans for the next month. There is a lits of things to do. Alot to of mental and physical trainings. Need to upgrade myself. Yet I feel empty. WHAT AM I DOING!!!













i need to skate

No flow

That is why I hate going with the flow... stuck on this spot ever since.

A massage for 2

It is sooner or later that you have to lose those whom you love, and those who loved you. But it does not mean that loosing someone like that is easy. I feel that we have not spent enough time together. I hope that you will be with me long enough to let me take care of you. Hope that everything will be fine again...

I apologies for the things that I have done... Or have not done.

Yes, I'm sure!

I have been thinking about it alot lately, and I think that I am thinking too much. So~ I am going to stop thinking and just go for it.

"Let it be!"

Not going against the flow... for once. We will see what happens k? (= Wish me luck!

HOW?

how? hoW? hOw? hOW? How? HoW? HOw? HOW???
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Everyone is giving me the same feedback... and I still have my own doubts...

Lostsmile )=

Iwassopissedyesterdaythaticannotevensleep.
Theimageofherkeepscomingupwheniclosemyeyes.
Ieventoldshannonthatluckilyshewasnottheretoseehowembarrassediwas.
Ididnotknowwheretohideatthatpointoftime.

Thatfridaynight, ibroughtpeoplewhoareimportanttomethere.
Ithoughtyouwereimportanttooandthaticanshowyouofftothem.
Youfailedme.

Junxionghearmeoutwheniwentforbbonsaturdaymorning.
Siswastheretowatchoverme.
Cousinsweretheretofillupmyroom.
Shannoncalledmeimmediatelywhenshesawmysosmassage.
Iimmediatelybrokedownafteritalkedtoher.
Iamstillnotfeelingwellnow.

Sunday 14 June 2009 11:45

Grad 2009 & Blades Revived

I have graduated from SP!

At last! I get to stop studying for some time...

Graduation ceremony was more fun than just going up the stage, shaking the director’s hand and take picture with him (that was what I thought initially). Though it is still kind of true... But I finally got to see all my classmates once again schooling one last time together. YOU GUYS BETTER SEND ME THE PHOTOS (=

I was so nervous before I even step on the stage. I counted that everyone takes 8 steps to reach the director, and you have to raise your hand up and be ready to shake his hand. It goes like this... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, *raise hand*, 'thank you'. HAHA! I think the usher girl saw that nervous look so she asked, "hey~ are you nervous?" I smiled, said no and coolly walk up the stage (she forgotten about looking up and giving me the queue to move up). q=

I went to resurrect my blades after the ceremony. She has a new look now. Pretty~

I haven't even tried it yet… the wheels are so big it will be out of control. Hope I won't fall or injure myself today.

Hafiz

There is no true love, but only love at first sight.
-Hafiz

MOVE!

I saw this bunch of ETs at MacDonald after work… RP cheer leading! The girls may be able to stack 3 to 4 person up and not hit your house ceiling. They are so dam short you may just staple over them. Wait there is more! The guys joining cheer leading are fucking gays.

All of them are so dam dumb, so dam gay and so dam short they were blocking my way from my ice cream. I felt like telling a particular girl, “hey, can you quit staring at me and start moving?” Eye so small still keep turning around and keep looking.

Almost lost my appetite.

R.I.P.

My pair tofu blades are dead... 6 wheels running on rims, shoe lace hole tare spoiled, bearings resisting my movements. Why tofu blades? Like just like initial D, Takumi's tofu car is not good enough for him. My pair of blades is not good enough for me anymore. Haiz~

I WANNA GO BLADING!

Maybe I should get a new pair of blades in the end of the month... when my pay comes.

Comic!

男的一聽這句話…臉色大變…許久無法說出話來…（因為愛…這個代價未免也太大了吧…）

但那男人實在太愛這個姑娘了…

沒有辦法…畢竟…

這就是愛…

於是…那男人…就…

挖了挖自己的耳朵…

用力的塞進他女友的嘴裡…

Fail

100% fail

Guys, asking a girl out for a date on mother's day is like saying...
'Hey wanna be my childern's mom?'

Girls, agreeing to go out for a date on mother's day is... WAHAHA!!!
Nvm... just date him on father's day!

Hungry woman

Woman: 'Oi~ I have been waiting for my food for a very long time.'
Me: 'Sorry madam... We are quite busy today. Your food should be here 20 min from the time you have ordered.'
Woman: 'It is more than 20 min already'
Me: 'What have you ordered madam?'
Woman: 'The bill is there, can't you check by yourself?!?! We waited for so long so long and you all keep asking me to wait for 5 min 5 min!!!'

I was quite sure that it was not 20 min ago that she ordered but whatever. As I was unwillingly bending down to check the bill, her order came... Her face suddenly changed from fuck-u-where-is-my-food face to oh-I-am-sorry face with a halo. A hungry woman is an angry woman, never mind I forgive you.

NUS!

I'v just accepted NUS's offer in electrical engineering.
It will be fun to school again!

55s... Beat that!

Today is like meet-your-friends-at-work day... I saw Rui Wen with a junior, Magdalene with her SAME girlfriend, and Malcolm who came over to meet me JUST for a school tie. (Haiz~ Forgot to ask how much I need to pay him.) But too bad I was too busy diner dashing, cannot stop to chat with you guys, PS. I am so lucky to have good colleagues always keep a look out for me, or else I will be locked up in causeway point doing the chores.

After work, I skated round Woodlands and Marsling for an hour. I just found out that my timing for 1 round around the park beside my place is 55 sec. Don’t know if that is fast or not. I will try again tomorrow… Hopefully I will be faster next time round.



Upgrading Puppet round 3?

Yawn~

Super tired...
Lazy to blog...
Good Night!

Why Are You Still Single?

Marshal took the Why Are You Still Single? quiz and the result is You're Trying So Hard

Hey, it's good to be proactive about things. But making too many phone calls and flirting too hard can make you seem desperate, which is a major turnoff for some people. And if your crushes find out that you've been going after multiple people, they might lose interest. Instead, let people come to you sometimes. And try to act cool and casual around your crushes. When it comes to flirting, a little goes a long way.

I actually agreed with the quiz. I suck right? Maybe it is time for me to reflect on myself.

Bringing Blades to the next level

I am no longer blading in Timezone (lv5), now I will be blading in Sakae Sushi (lv7).
Literally next level.

Wahaha!

Wish came true

I just started my part-time job at Sakae sushi this week. Not really a quite place to work at. It is like diner dash LIVE! Let me elaborate it... you bring someone to the sit then take their order then there will be someone queuing outside waiting to be served. While walking to serve the guy at the door, someone else will ask for bill, then you will need to clear their table, another one tell you they need water or else they will choke. Ok not the choke part. But you can see how busy it is. STRESS! There was this woman customer who asked me, "Hey ah boy! You so young already start working liao ar?" Don't mind her Singlish but do I really look that young!?!?!? So I nicely tell her with a smile "I am 20 this year." The next best thing is she gave me the W-T-F look then choked and ask for water.

Then there was this guy who I play basket ball with came in to Sakae sushi with a pretty Ah Lian girlfriend. (How can he find such a nice girl with that face?)
BENG: "Hey, you working here? You are 2 years older than me right?"
ME: "Hi! How old are you?"
BENG: "16"
ME: .l. =.=
It always gets better after something shocking happened. An aunty working with me came over and whisper to me "I thought you are younger than him." =.= Fine~

I am 17 again. Maybe younger.

Movie

Just came back from the movies... I watched 17 again. 2nd in this week's chart and it was not as bad as I thought. The movie is hilarious and kind of makes me think of going back time too. Haha... Too bad moving forward is the only direction for everyone. Live with it.

The Ugly Side of Me

This is getting irritating. The past has just caught up with me again. I feel really bad right now thinking about what I have said to you. Though it was an irrational action, I guess that I will never be forgiven, since I was the one who massaged all those bad stuff to you. I am truly sorry.

(= or )=

Though I am very stress right now about which school to choose, NTU or NUS, I was quite satisfied with the position I am in right now. You see, I have a choice to go into the 2 local universities and also found a part time job to waste my extra time before national service comes. What else can I ask for, right? Plus I thought university is a dream and not a reality, I still cannot believe that I can make it into any university.

I should be the happiest person right now. But I am still feeling stress, so stress that I am actually physically rotting now (always happens). I think that the 10 CAAS exam papers are not even as stressful.

National service letter came today. I will be enlisted on 08 Oct '09 into school 1 and will be going straight to the island full of guys, Tekong. TMD!!! I want a mono intake from air force!

btw
HAPPY B'DAY Grandpa!
(=

ZZzz..

Don't know what happened but I am SUPER tired today.

Woke up at 1pm, had lunch and went back to bed at 3pm. Look at the time now... it is coming to 8pm. I have just wasted a day like that. This is called de-evolution... turning back to who I really am inside. PIG! (^(oo)^)

No time to waste I have to study for tomorrow's exam my last CAAS exam paper.

Path

PlayBOYS:
they loved so much, they stop loving ONE

Gays:
they loved so much, they stop loving SHE

what is the cause?

Party

Location: Zouk
Date: 18 April '09
No. of people: 17 (9M+8F)

SUCCESS!

My objective was to get a group of people to party with me and it seemed that I have successfully found a bunch of party people. Wahaha... You guys had made the night fun, thanks.

Saturday was such a great night, everyone was talking about it the next day! You guys should stop talking about it already... It is starting to get on my nerves.

4 more 4 more

MUST study hard for the last 2 papers of this week.

No time no time...

7 more to go 加油！

I did nothing to you,
let you go when you want to.
Looking at what happened,
I was not the only one at fault.
So stop ruining my NAME!
and my day...
Just leave me alone!

Thanks~ (^~^)



Today, I had my exam in the most special room ever. I bet the whole class will agree with that. Looking out of the window, you will see the aircraft's runway. While you are doing the exam airplanes will just take off. I was lucky to have the window seat! Wohoo~!

I think you can imagine what my result will be now. q=

NA~ it went well today, but I will need a lot of luck for tomorrow. Why? Because there are 2 papers. (take a deep breath... 加油！加油！加油！)

8 more to go

Today's paper went well...


that is all



Time to study for tomorrow's paper...

9 more to go

Studying for tomorrow's paper now... @-@

WANTED dead or alive!

I'm Gonna kill that Koko Krunch kola bear!

I was in cold storage looking for plain flour (mom baking). The Koko Krunch kola bear was there doing promotion. When I was walking pass the bear, it reached out its hand and initiated a hi-5. Embarrassed, but thinking that since it is trying to be friendly then why not just give it a hi-5? And so I did... That frickin black stuff pulled his hand out of the way before my hand can tap it. ARGHHH!

Congratulations... It's a boy!

If given the chance... will you want to be reborn?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=be9X9fuVS-c&feature=channel

I wouldn't.

Handwriting Analysis - Personality Report

This personality profile is based on the writing of Marshal Wong created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Marshal uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Marshal does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Marshal will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.
Marshal is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Marshal tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Marshal writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Marshal will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.

Marshal will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Because Marshal has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, he has a very sharp mind. He instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. He thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus he may be seen as highly intelligent. Marshal is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If he drives, he gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. He quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. He may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Marshal is curious and very active. In fact, in school he might have been a trouble maker because he thought so much faster than the other kids, he finished his work first, thus having plenty of time on his hands to make trouble!

Marshal's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Marshal that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Marshal also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Marshal is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Marshal's self-concept is artificially low. Marshal will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Marshal to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Marshal is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Marshal is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Marshal 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Marshal has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Marshal fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Marshal has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Marshal just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Marshal finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/
You may want to try this too! (=

Valentine’s Day

It's Valentine’s Day today!

As usual, woke up early to go for BB (Have been back for a few weeks serving them again). Unlike any other normal parade we did not sit in for any class. We were all given a quiz about Valentine’s Day and were given a chance to pose a question. There were quite a handful of retarded questions and one them posted a funny question, "How is *some other juniors’ name* going to get a girlfriend?” Wahaha!!!

Later we were given time to make a 20 cent Valentine’s Day gift. So good... So cheap... You can melt 5 hearts with 1 dollar. Mr. Ng was the one who taught us how to make the gift but it was his wife's idea. Though it was cheap, I have a this-gift-will-work feeling. We had the idea to just give out to anyone on the street to make someone day, but did not have the guts.

After BB, I went straight wash up before going for another bb meeting for the upcoming enrolment service. I had no choice but to skip lunch. I went mugging after the meeting.

What else to do when you do not have a date?

I don’t want to be home on such a special day, so i went to causeway point alone just to walk. It is great to see so many couples walking by with the glow of love in their face. (=

When I am home, I gave the 20 cent valentine gift to my sis. She exclaimed "SO CUTE!" and patted my head. =.=

Though I didn’t have any date for this year, it has been a wonderful day. Try harder for next year!!!

*misc*
There are 3 types of love:
1. Eros
2. Philia
3. Agape

Keep in mind:
How do you know if she is the one?
You will never know if she is the one!

I hate selfish people

Blog at this time of the day coz I can’t sleep.

Thinking about

If it wasn’t because of my selfishness, maybe things are different.

Why am I so selfish?

How I wish that what I feel now can be expressed in words...

It sucks to feel how I am feeling now...

Why?!?!

Haiz… forget it… sleep now and study tomorrow… good night )_=