Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Juz met up with Lizzie today. It was wonderful meeting her cos haven’t seen her since convocation day. We had our retail therapy together. Finally have the time and the chance to go shopping and it’s been a long time since I’m so happy. J has been gone for 10 days. And it’s going to be another 37 days before I can see him again. I noe it’s abit crazy, the way I keep on counting down. But it’s really been 10 long days. I thought I was just getting used to him not being around, but later in the evening, when Liz went to meet her beau for movies, I felt an overwhelming sense of loss and loneliness. He kept telling me that when I start working, I will put him off my mind and wont even notice that he’s gone. But I realized that this is not the case at all. So it’s either I dun like wat I’m doing now or I’m just not cut out to be a career woman. I truly believe it’s the latter lor. I noe there are many couples out there who had experience a certain period of long dist relationship before and I really dunno how they survived it cos it’s so hard for me even for such a short time ( Yah, I noe that 7 weeks is quite short actually).
And after Shimei’s birthday, I realized that bad news really travel fast. How did frens that I’ve never met up with in almost a year knew abt my breakup? But of cos, this time round I knew how news spread. Apparently, someone had been calling ppl up and gaining sympathy votes. I noe there’s no point digging up the past now, but this is just some thoughts of mine. It’s too late to realize now that my gd frens advices are actually right. I shld have speak up instead of remaining silence in the past. I really dunno how much had I been bad-mouthed. Seriously, I believe that there’s sthg known as karma and wat goes around comes around. I noe I have a clear conscience, but I dun feel good knowing that ppl are having an opinion of me that may not be true. But no matter wat, wat is important, is that I am happy with my decisions and choices, and to appreciate ppl that are important to me. That is the point.
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@ |11:17 PM|
Havent been blogging for more than a week. Actually there was an event I wanted to blog down. For the past 1 month, Shimei has been telling me abt her Sam Lee coming to town to promote his new album. Although it was none of my business, when she invited me along to watch one of his campus concert at TP, I went along with her and the Fan Club ppl (free ticket ma).. Oh, 2 of his Taiwan fans flew here to see him too! They met us at Far East Plaza before we went to the concert. They were such nice and friendly ppl. But then I was also under abit of stress cos the fan club ppl kept psycho-ing me abt how wonderful dear Sam is..
Anyway here’s a few photos to share abt the night’s event.
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@ |10:18 PM|
Monday, August 21, 2006
I went to send him off early in the morning. So soon. He kept telling me that it's months away but then in the blink of an eye, he's off now.. I tried so hard not to cry... but at the moment tat he went in, I couldnt help myself and starting tearing.. If it werent for his parents and frens, I would have hug him and sob to my hearts' content..
Im wearing his T-shirt now, the one i stole last night from his house. At least this is sthg tat makes me feel close to him.. This is how much I've let him be the center of my life now tat i felt empty without him..
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
两个相爱的人真的很难找，为什么还要分开呢？
《陀枪师姐》的大结局，阿姿这样问小生。
It saddens me to see 三元 searching so hard for her husband, and she never gave up hope that he was still alive. J always thought that I was ridiculous, to be affected so deeply by novels and dramas.
I couldn’t help it. Every time I watched 2 persons deeply loved with each other but cannot be together, I will be so emotional affected as if it happened to me. Ha.. Silly right?
I know that sometimes J finds my suspicious nature gets abit ridiculous. But it is not easy for me, to trust a person whole heartedly, especially when you were once bitten, twice shy. Once, I trusted a person so much, only to realize that there was this side of him that I never knew existed. And it really shook me badly. Who knows that under all the smiles and laughter, the damage has already left a scar that hardly fades with time?
I know it is the same for J too. There are too many betrayals in the past for him to handle, and I really appreciate him for his efforts of trusting me. Now that he’s going away for some time, I really must learn to put my trust and faith in him, the same way that he feels towards me. There’s never true happiness under a shadow of doubts, right?
P.S. Happy Birthday Shimei!
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@ |10:54 AM|
Monday, August 14, 2006
Us Utac gang got together once again to take photos at the Esplanade in our convocation gown! Finally we have this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to be AA in public. Haha! We also brought along our trusty tripod from HK to take pictures.. It’s a pity that Ah qi cant join us too.. Guess wat, we meet so many of our ppl taking photos too!
One little incident:
When we were trying to take a picture of us trying to throw the mortar hats, there were this 3 ppl offering their help to help us take photos. But they told us that they, too, need some help from us in return. So after they helped us with the photo taking, they told us they were from some org, playing a game to raise a sum of $ in 2 hrs by asking from strangers since their wallets were confiscated. Wat duh! Also dunno true anot. Anyway, we donated $1 each, so hopefully our $ is given away for a right cause la (we all unemployed lei) Hats throwing fun! We tried to set the timer to take a pic of us with Merlion.. But juz as the timer counted down to the last sec..
It's ok.. we try again..
Yeah! Finally took one sucessfully shot!
Gals Power!
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@ |1:01 PM|
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Consecutive 2 days of celebrations!
The theme for this year is "Superstar". Obviously it means that all of us has to wear a star to her birthday party. Good! It gave me an excuse to go shopping agn!
Starry Earrings..She booked the rooftop chill out place at ICON! Oh so cool! *act bimboic* and I was there early with J (by Shimei's order) to help her out with the decor.. Oh she was so angelic (cos of her fairy wand) Haha!
I stole her fairy wand!
The ICON ppl had kindly pasted notices all over the place to inform ppl not to go up the 7th storey..However.. either they cant see the bloody big notices or they juz plain kpo..Notice outside the liftBean bags and Tables (with starry wires)Group of TXYs!Her birthday is always one of the few rare chances to meet up with good old frens from TXY like good old times. I really appreciate her for this annual event. If not for her, I probably wont be able to see some of them for years. I think some of us also feel this way too. Time really flies. A few years down the road, some of us may be even getting married and having children. but it really feels like juz yesterday when all of gathered in SPH on saturdays to discuss events and stuffs.. Happy Birthday gal, and may everyone stays happy always.
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@ |11:33 AM|
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Yesterday was J's bd. We had to meet in the late afternoon cos he had sthg on in the afternoon. It was fine with me cos I need to prepare a cake for him too. I had decided to make a non-bake oreo cheesecake, partly cos I'm abit lazy to use the oven, and also cos i tried it in Secret Recipe before and love it.. Anyway we met in bugis ard 4.30pm. I reached earlier to collect his present which I had reserved from Topshop. It was a tie that he liked the last time he saw it. At first, I went to the outlet at wisma to look for it. there were only 2 left and both were in rather bad condition. so I asked them whether they can help me check if other outlets have anot but they tell me during sales all stock checking has been suspended. anyway, since I was meeting Kaili they all later at cityhall, so I reckoned I can go Suntec to check. I found the last one in suntec but there's a liquid stain on it. I asked the saleman to help me check whether there's a new piece but there wasnt. But, you noe wat? HE OFFER TO HELP ME CHECK STOCK at other outlets! I was so TOUCHED! (considering how "helpful" the former was) and he helped me reserved one at Bugis.
We had our early dinner at Sketches.. They have this mix and match pasta concept which is quite unique.. And J was so dashing in his suit and pants!
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After dinner we went home to change into casual outfit , collect my cake, and went to the esplanade to catch the fireworks! woah.. it's like a million ppl out there can! And we lit the candles..
My oreo cheesecake!Us & our smashed oreo!Fireworks!
A night at the Esplanade
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@ |10:03 AM|
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Wore my new pair of shoes yesterday.. i thought it would be ok without plastering my little toes.. Apparently I was wrong.. so when i reached J's house, I had 2 big blisters on my toe.. Lucky he performed a mini operation on my blister.. haha.. by piercing it gently to let out the pus. oh, I was screaming away when he did so.. but it was exactly painful.. haha. juz to get myself mentally prepared... Look at my cute little toe after operation.. *Yeeks!*
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@ |3:13 PM|
Thursday, August 03, 2006
I just came back from watching Lake House. It was a beautiful movie, and I've never missed one of Keanu's film. However, I still prefer the Korean version"Il Mare". . 总觉得韩版的“穿越爱情海”拍得更加唯美，也更加动人心弦。The funny thing is, before I saw this movie, I read a book in which the female lead oso met with a similar situation. 遇到对的人，时间永远是不对的。但你不爱的人，却永远在你的身边守护你。Wat will u do in such a situation? To be with the one who loved u more, or wait for the one u loved?My current fav song:Beautiful Love By Tanya Chua看着瞬间 别让它再流浪从前我 太适应悲伤你的出现在无意中 却深深撼动我一起走着 没说什么 心是满足的这个瞬间 随时都会崩塌我没有 其他的愿望假如明天将消失了趁现在我爱着只想记着 被你抱着 温柔的感受**Love is beautiful So beautiful我失去过 更珍惜拥有多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我紧紧牵住的手 不要放手 永远守护我Love is beautiful So beautiful我很快乐 你会了解我我不会再哭泣 是因为我相信我们勇敢地爱着每秒钟都能证明一生的美丽
这个瞬间 随时都要崩塌我没有 其他的愿望假如明天将消失了趁现在我爱着只想记着 被你抱着 温柔的感受
重复**
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@ |11:19 PM|
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
CONVOCATION BALL @ RITZ CARLTON
PART II
7.30pm
Finally got to eat dinner! There's a small reception outside the ballroom, but I wanted to save my stomach for later.. heez.. Oh, frankly speaking, I was slightly disappointed when I realised it was chinese food tonite.. ( cos the last time I've been there, their western food was superb) But the chinese food wasnt too bad too. The sharkfin soup was the best that night. Its sharkfin in chicken and scallop soup.. *slurp* yum yum!
can u see the sharkfin is filled to the brim?
Throughout the dinner the MC made us play some stupid games.. Poor Guan and Jason always ganna sabo by us.. haha! Oh, and I won a bottle of red wine for the first round of lucky draw! So happy cos it's the 1st time I won anything in a lucky draw. Haha! And when I was walking up the stage, the MC asked me whether Im a professional model. Really noes how to sweet talk ah the MC.. I was laughing so hard inside cos tat's the 1st time I wore such high high heels and I couldnt even walked properly. but u noe us gals la.. u hear liao even though u noe not true but still shiok shiok..
Some more photos during the dinner..
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