[ you are vistor no. ]
[ i quote ]
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
[ about me ]
. Fenfen .24 yrs old .[ currently ]
MOOD : sleepy *yawn* .[ loves ]
. baking . shopping . novels . crafts .
Finally broke the news to my best fren. was on my mind for such a long time, kept debating when shld i tell her and how i shld put it across to her.. so now i finally put down a large stone in my mind liao, although how i did it was not wat i really planned to.. well.. i was rather nervous act, to her rxn and oso her feelings.. i really valued her friendship too much to spoil it.. luckily, it wasnt as bad as i thought, prob becos she didnt show it, or maybe i was juz being too panaroid. thinking back to the times when i thought of how to tell her, flashes of those drama scenes kept popping into my mind.. maybe im too imaginative liao.. But come to think of it, the whole thing was too 'dramatic' for my liking anyway.. never thot such a thing might happen to me.. us.. though abit distorted. well, i guess many things are really not up to us to decide. fate comes to us in many different ways. i think i probably understand how she feels.. juz hope that things wun b too awkward from now onwards.. in fact i really hope tat it wun b awkward at all, but im asking too much isnt it..
why is it that some guys juz dunno how to handle setbacks like a man? have u ever met a guy that doesnt noe how to handle his life, doesnt noe how to solve a problem in a sensible grown-up way? worst still, he doesnt noe how to carry himself in the right occasion, wat things he shld say and wat not to say.. well, personally i noe one such guy. and come to think of it, it's amazing how long i can tolerate him before i finally break down. but is that the end of the story? no no.. cos i learnt 1 more thing abt him.. seeking ppl's sympathy and attention. i cant believe that a full grown man can go ard telling ppl how pathetic he is and hoping ppl sympathize with him by portraying himself as the 'good' and 'noble' guy. i dunno wat did he told his frens abt me.. and i dun care aw cos my conscience is clear. but i wun wan MY frens to b affected by wat he said cos i dun wan my reputation to b spoiled for no reason.. and somemore i didnt even bad mouthed him infront of my frens. so i realli dun wan to b forced to reveal things tat will harm his reputation.
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EXAMS!!