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Wednesday, August 29, 2012 @ 10:11 PM

Sometimes I really don't understand what is wrong with me. For example today, I got pissed off with myself for no reason. Maybe there's some reasons behind the reasons, sigh! I just don't know what's so wrong with me.

Out of a sudden, everything are getting into my way. Nothing seem right. Really don't know what to do, yet I also can't leave it alone. *Sigh*

Feel like listening song, yet don't feel like listening at the same time. Seriously don't know WTH is so wrong with me. Argh!!!

Trying to get a whole of myself but it seem so difficult.

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Saturday, August 18, 2012 @ 12:30 AM

Back to write out some of my feeling & thinking, as life have been really bad. *Sigh*

Just finished submitting all the assignments that took up weeks & weeks to complete. At the same time, FYP have been a killing stuff as it also took up lots of my time. Coming up next is the exam which I didn't have the time to prepare. Who cares? I am just going to do my best, if I didn't manage to pass then just too bad.

Another things that it's killing me was that I am not able to slp properly during the night recently, what the hell is so wrong? I also can't really tell. Sometime, it seem like I am waiting for a message/call. Sometime, it seem like I am just thinking about the past. This seriously isn't nice.

Next up was that I have this someone in mind that is killing me after all the tired events above. What's worse was that I can't blame that person as he wasn't in fault anyway, but it just took up quite a lot of my time & energy too. *Sigh*

Seriously in need of help now, yet I know that it isn't good to keep getting to my friends who will never understand even if I try to explain to them in their words. It will just make me more tired and they will get pissed off with their own set of problems plus mine too.

Lastly, who to blame when life get this bad? I could only says myself, I guess.

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Saturday, August 11, 2012 @ 7:30 PM

Life have been a total nightmare to me recently. Maybe it's all the deadline for the assignments and exams that are making me stressed up. Well, it could also be another matter that is making me kind of angry with myself but no point saying about it.

Been thinking a lot more than usual, trying to sort out my mind but nothing seem to work out. Maybe just wasn't myself anymore. Just don't know what I really want in the current moment.

Seriously need someone to chat with, yet no one seem to understand at all. Maybe it's better not to say about it to anyone if no one is going to understand.

Trying to do a count down for my own life. Maybe it's really coming to an end, maybe not as bad as what I think it is. Too much thinking going on, should rest slightly earlier tonight.



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