Sunday, July 22, 2012 @ 1:41 AM
Have been quite moody recently due to all kinds of reason, can't seem to calm down. Yet I have to act as if I am fine. Just how difficult it is to hide all the feeling you have when you're down. No one around me seem to understand that. I guess it's also due to this un-understandable, that's why I start to build up walls around me to prevent myself from getting all kinds of unnecessary problem.
Have been trying to make myself fall sick for the whole of this week but I failed. Guess it's still not time for me to rest yet. Going to sleep soon, tomorrow it's another long day. Good night, everyone!
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Thursday, July 19, 2012 @ 12:36 AM
Have been feeling stress and angry with lot of things. Nothing seem to be right. Life have been seriously bad, the worse part is I wasn't as calm as I used to be. Sometimes, I just get angry out of no reason. The stress level of me is also getting from bad to worse. Sometimes even facing the things that I know how to do, I am also feeling stress! What is so wrong with me!?
Wish to get a properly rest. Somehow my brain have been failing on me more than I think it has. Just can't seem to get back to when I am doing things willingly and all those happy moments. If only someone is there to remind me, how great life can be. As for now, I could only say it used to be.
Back to the negative mind. Maybe it's more like me this way.
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Saturday, July 14, 2012 @ 12:41 AM
Seriously in bad mood. For the whole of this week, my life had been really bad. One after another problem, what's worse was that people who don't understand keep making stupid comments on what I am doing.
How I wish my life will come to an end soon. Had enough of living in this tired & stupid world.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012 @ 12:35 AM
还记得你感冒 我背着你奔跑 你爱的Kitty猫 变成我的床罩
你只要一微笑 我就神魂颠倒 做梦也没想到 不能白头到老
为何你如此很心 放我在这里 你的爱就像武器 一刀刺下去
不知道我不知道 泪为何会往下掉 曾经是那么好 你却都忘掉
我一个人该怎样才好
还记得你感冒 我背着你奔跑 你爱的Kitty猫 变成我的床罩
你只要一微笑 我就神魂颠倒 做梦也没想到 不能白头到老
为何你如此很心 放我在这里 你的爱就像武器 一刀刺下去
不知道我不知道 泪为何会往下掉 曾经是那么好 你却都忘掉
我一个人该怎样才好
不知道我不知道 泪为何会往下掉 曾经是那么好 你却都忘掉
我一个人该怎样才好
热得像是火在烧 心却在下冰雹 你就像购物的频道 却只卖给我菜刀
不知道我不知道 泪为何会往下掉 曾经是那么好 你却都忘掉
我一个人该怎样才好
不知道我不知道 泪为何会往下掉 曾经是那么好 你却都忘掉
我一个人该怎样才好
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Saturday, July 7, 2012 @ 12:47 AM
心情还是一样的不好。
觉得好烦，好累啊！
在听很 high 的歌，可是我竟然 high 不起来。
真的不知道要这么样，心情才会好一点。
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Wednesday, July 4, 2012 @ 9:47 PM
Going school everyday, not able to learn properly from any of the lecturers. When heading home, life is as stressful as when I am at school. What's so wrong with my life! People are able to study peacefully at home, yet I am not able to. People are able to do whatever they want, yet I am always being force to do things that I dislike.
Why should I care so much if others aren't caring about it? Getting seriously pissed off with whatever that is happening. *Sigh*
In the process of giving up and dying...
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