Sunday, May 20, 2012 @ 3:09 AM
为什么会觉得活着是那么的累？
为什么会分不清谁是敌，谁是友？
为什么会为一个不了解我的人生气？
为什么会为了你而感到难过？
为什么越是想要忘记就是越记得？
最近的我觉得真的，真的好累。
可是又没有人了解。
有的时候，想找人聊天又不知道可以找谁。
为什么我会觉得我是一个人在活着得？
有的朋友说他们会陪我聊天，听我诉苦。
可是为什么我会觉得他们不是真的在关心我？
无意之中，我突然觉得我的人生好绝望。
不想回到的过去，看不到的未来，现在的我又是为了什么而活？
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Sunday, May 13, 2012 @ 11:07 PM
Things haven't been well recently, keep having negative thinking and mindset. Sigh, didn't get the chance to talk to anyone about this but I guess I will be able to get over anyway. People around are complain-ing things that I don't wish to hear again, what to do? This isn't the 1st time already, yet I also can't ask them to keep quiet. Seriously, I am not saying anything isn't meaning that I am fine.
I don't mind if my life can't get any better but why is it getting worse? Seriously, every little things are getting into my way but I can't do anything. Why am I becoming like this? Can't even speak out whatever that I think is wrong. *Sigh*
Every day is just another day. So not looking forward to tmr, yet it will just come and go like that.
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Friday, May 11, 2012 @ 12:31 PM
I wasn't doing well, keep on thinking too much and feeling unwell. Still got lot of things need to be done, yet I just wasn't in the mood. Going to clear it one at a time if possible.
Getting kind of angry with myself sometime, just because too much things happened. No matter how angry I have been, things are still the same. No one cares about it anyway, so it's time to cheer up! :)
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Grandpa have passed away for 2 months and 2 weeks already. The mood at home is still the same. Nothing have change since then. Sigh.
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Friday, May 4, 2012 @ 1:04 PM
Well, so much things seem to be getting into my way. Have been really tired for the past few days, what to do? Life is just so not happy with me, I guess.
Just so not looking forward to wake up in the morning, going to sch, having to do so much things everyday. Haix, can anyone just tell me what to do? Can't seem to be smiling normally.
Still at sch, waiting for the lecturer to talk to us about the fyp. At the same time, kind of thinking too much. Well, life goes on anyway.
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