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Sunday, February 26, 2012 @ 11:23 PM

Sigh.. Grandpa isn't doing as well as he used to be.. Somehow I wish that things can go back to when everything is fine.. Recently the more I look at him, the more I feel sad.. Seriously hope that he'll get well soon..

The emptiness within me is getting from bad to worse.. I don't care how much the surrounding changed, I just wish that people around me will be fine.. I know this is impossible, yet I just can't bear to see anyone getting hurts or getting unwell..

Why is life always so unfair? Grandpa worked so hard in the past to get so far here, yet now he isn't well enough to enjoy his life.. If possible, just take it as a selfish wish of mine: I really hope that he will get well and able to have the strength to walk on his own again..

再这样难过下去，我还会有快乐的未来吗？

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Friday, February 24, 2012 @ 3:15 AM

It's already 3am plus in the mid of the night. I am still awake, thinking about what will happen if everything bad is going to happen now. Seriously, I don't know how much longer can I stay positive. Somehow my positive thinking is starting to drop off again. I wish things will get better, yet I know that it's kind of impossible to say that now.

Will my life just end like this due to the problems created by selfish people?

真的再也看不到未来了吗？

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Tuesday, February 21, 2012 @ 10:17 PM

Have been thinking a lot recently. Trying to figure out how I was able to get over for the past 2yrs, how am I going to get over with the coming few yrs. Almost every night can't slp properly, what to do? *Sigh*

Since ytd night until now, something seem to be blocking out my mind. Can't seem to be thinking properly. Well, life still move on.

最近不知道为了什么，一直会想到他。有的时候，真得不知道自己在想什么。

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