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Wednesday, May 4, 2011 @ 11:37 PM

Feeling super down.. Haix.. Everything is so wrong.. Study so much for what.. Keep working means that life will be better meh.. The worse things are money and because of money, everything is changing too much.. People are becoming heartless, money is becoming everything, children are being stress to take up what the adult think that is good for them.. People out there, pls look around u.. Is this what u really want???

Don't u all remember about the past which is simple and meaningful??? Forget it, guess I am the only one who can't let go of the past.. Trying to keep my mind simple and free from problems.. Yet when I look around me, problems are coming back.. Maybe I am really at my limit already.. Yet I don't wish to give up.. So what can I do???

Have been trying hard not to be negative or sad in front of others but when I am alone, I will be back to who I am.. To me, reality is always not a good place to be at.. Sometime, I find that it's better to be in non-reality then reality itself..

It's everything too late now??? I am not sure but one thing that I am very sure about is that I am not myself anymore.. I am just trying to be what others think of me and not what I want.. That's it, I am just a empty soul..

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