im always saying that there is no time to do the countless homework assigned to us during weekends or school days. but at times like this when i have totally no mood to study, guess the best way of staying awake without munching on snacks will be to come online, go on to friendster trying to grab some photos and blog. not much meaning to this but ya i enjoy it and i guess thats e most important point. not that i dont enjoy studying but sometimes its really tiring and stressful. and i dont want to think of how many more days there are till promos because i dont want to know.

ahh! just 1 more month left for tashi and i! before our exams. 1 month and 3 days for amanda and zhong. ah time is passing too quickly and im really scared! seeing them getting back their grades results made me realise how long it was when i last took exam and im going to experience it once again! 2 days before my birthday. hopefully i will be able to get the best birthday present i ever wished for this year. but im nt setting my hopes high because its really difficult and e qn now is whether or not i'll be able to pass than to aim for good results.

my life is full of dance now. my parents do not disapprove of this but they say tt i have to get my priorities right. thinking about it makes me wonder why im sacrificing so much of my time and energy to do something that i would probably lose contact with in a few years' time and something that im not going to do in my future? shouldnt i be mugging my guts out so that i will do well for my school exams and achieve my goals in life? well, i guess im just not that practical and i will do it as long as i enjoy it. having wanted to stop dancing several times in this 1 7 years for similar reasons as above, but im still dancing.

i miss going out to shop and talk and watch movies suddenly

its been long since i've last blogged and at times it made me wonder how i used to update this blog everyday. life is getting really hectic with promos coming, pw deadlines nearing, and adv found in less than a months time. how ironic it is for me to have a stand: we should speed up the pace of life for tmr's essay assignment.

lucky for the national day holidays last week which allowed me to catch up with the tons of work i have missed cos of e shanghai trip. gahh but with ballet continuing almost everyday from now till e time of my exam, i guess i'll be slping later than a time like this 12am:( i miss having 8 hours of slp on weekdays

chem spa on thurs. the actual one. and bio spa next week. ahh stress levels are increasing faster and higher than its supposed to be. and according to the psychiatrist that came to our school e other day, one's performance will start to dip once the stress level exceeds what we can take.

i miss being in shanghai. i miss the feeling of being relaxed.
is this what jc life is like?

we love dancing!

shanghai trip was good.
i miss e 7 of us squeezing into the 3 beds! haha