friends

true friends are hard to find...but im glad im lucky to have close frens that i can confide in..that i can really talk my hearts out to...these frens r super hard to find...but yet...life is unfair...n one cant possibly have all the good things in life...even if one does...it will nt last long...sighx...time really passes so fast...g8...our last yr together...aftr which some of us will stop...some will go to take intermediate...some to adv foun...even in sch...one whom i can truely talk to will leave soon...tis yr nxt yr or e yr aftr nxt...but we will b separated...everytime when we talk online...i learn sthg new...either motivation for dance...or the perserverence in studies...sighx...is there anything in the world that is everlasting...everlasting friendship?dont think it is possible...everlasting love?...it will wear out some day...everlasting peace?even more impossible...


dont know what im talking...dont know why im so emotional these days...realli treasure my frenships...on top of everything even...i simply dun understand how some can jux care for themselves...not onli being kiasu...afraid of losing or getting lower marks than others...also selfish...as if he has no feelings at all...photo copying other pples notes when he himself did not take any notes...not only that...when others ask for help...he doesnt even help...only cares for himself...doesnt talk during lessons because he dont want to give his opinion...because he dont want others to know what he is thinking...doesnt want to help others by giving his opinion...i nv knew pple like this even existed in the world...kiasu...is this what singapore is going to be like in the future...wad ms lee said is right...the education system is making all of us competitive...only aiming to get the first....afraid to lose to others...and this will make us lose our feelings...become hard hearted...this will b all that is left in us... our aim to become smart pple...to become managers in companies...how many of us will actually go up and help if we see someone in need...like some elderly who need help?...including me...i doubt many will do so ....cant believe that person is in my cls...cant believe there are such pple in dhs....haix...


wahh...im seriously crapping alot...went for wudao tis morning...n we finally finished e dance...n we have like so little time to clean up...sighx...but at least its better now la..ahahx...ya..dats bout it lo...


thanx for being there when i need u...i will b here for u too...no matter whr u are...

wow

online yet again..simply cant resist my temptation to come online...surf e net...view blogs...sigh..my attitude again...shall blog about yesterday...though it may nt b of any use n im just wasting my time when i could have done much more meaningful things...yaya..like studying...how meaningful...ok...nvm.

sch was boring...ahahx..but lang arts was cool..ahahx..den went for bout 1/2 an hour of wudao cux i had to go for the Jurong Island trip ting...geog...expected it to be quite boring..i mean usually schs only bring us to boring places jux to make life hard 4 us...but i was wrong this time...jurong island is cool manx...when we reached there aftr the super long bus ride, we had to go in to this place to get name tags b4 we could enter and had to put our belongings through this machine and walk through this door frame metal detector thing...yupx...super high in security... think they are afraid that students like us are terrorists or suicide bombers and plant a bomb somewhr in jurong island destroying the world's 3rd largest oil refinery..wow...how likely...ya...wadeva...den we went to the visitors centre and walked arnd it for bout an hour doing a ws...quite nice leh e place...they explained e oil refineries in a very interesting and creative way...n their chairs are v cool!hahax...its like round but nt flat on top..damn unique...ahahx..damn nice...ya...aftr dat went for a drive round the island with the personnal there explaining the different industries there...cool huh..ahahax...ya...den saw this cooling machine with water sprinkling down...so nice!ahahax...imagine if i was standing in it ya,..will b so cool..ahahx...yup...den left jurong island back 2 sch...on e way back... e bus was totally silent manx..all of us except e tcher i think were slping...n e aircon was cold...brrr...slpt damn comfortably..tho e neck hurt tho..ahahax...yupx...den left sch n went 4 ballet.

cls was ok...but tink i sorta deproved...dun have the strength to hold my leg up in arabasque for long...its not my back which hurt alot...i mean yes..i do feel my back but it is not due to the lack of strength in my back that made me not hold my leg high...its my innerthighs that does not have the strength...every time when i try to hold my leg high...my inner thighs will hurt like mad n i simply cant raise it higher but make it fall lower...damn....didnt do gorgen(is that how u spell it?) again...i wanna do that...think it is better than doing marzurka...dno...guess have to learn it 1st...ya...n cant get all my arms...every time when we do arms 2gether with e legs i will feel sorta uncoordinated...sigh...lousy brain of mine

going 4 6 15 cls later...gahhx...pointe...e most wonderful thing bout ballet but yet...e thing that i dread doing e most

attitude

what e hell is e prob with me????!???!???! i want to improve yet....i dun feel like im working at all...dey say what your real character is what you do one when no 1 is watching...true..so what am i...when she's not watching...i put down my leg and slack...is that all that i can do? how pathetic can i get??? damn... lousy attitude of mine

set to get last in class this year...no doubt...sighx...all thanx 2 my lousy attitude of slacking again...wad e hell...how do i change this damn attitude...crapx

attitude

what e hell is e prob with me????!???!???! i want to improve yet....i dun feel like im working at all...dey say what your real character is what you do one when no 1 is watching...true..so what am i...when she's not watching...i put down my leg and slack...is that all that i can do? how pathetic can i get??? damn... lousy attitude of mine

set to get last in class this year...no doubt...sighx...all thanx 2 my lousy attitude of slacking again...wad e hell...how do i change this damn attitude...crapx

back 2 sch

sighx...back 2 sch tmr...sianed...long day..hate mons as usual...aftr sch wudao...den ballet...hahax..but tmr's vdae...didnt get much presents la...hmm...vdae's nt my day anyway

tink i better change my attitude of slacking....failed my geog assignment lo...damn...failed v badly...haix...math test nxt wk...supposed 2 b studying n yet...i came online..sighx...lousy me...gahhx..pathetic attitude....

tired

Happy CNY pple...
visiting
eating
getting angpows
eating
rotting away at home
eating
cant b bothered to do my hw but go online
eating
yupx...things i have been doing for the past two days of CNY...mainly..eating!!wahhh...fats loading up...sighx...fats i have lost due to stress in sch have returned...this time...more!!!wahh...crapping...nvm...

sick n tired of sch
sigh..
math test nxt wk..
1st test since sch reopened
needa study...maths damn hard this yr manx...it jux cant get into my brain...
ok...
mayb i'll study ltr...
i hope..

nini...mengx..all e best 4 tmr!!

updating...

hahax...so happy...no need to take advance foun this yr...ok...mayb not that happy...of course it would b better to clear the exam earlier...but yay...im still happy...i need not worry about the exam with all the super chimo technical stuff...n worry bout not being able to pass the exam...its good to rest 4 1 yr la...ahahx...yupx...if i take this yr den sure fail 1...so y take the risk?..anyway i can do it next yr right?..hmm...to those that r taking majors this year...all the best kx...you all can do it!!

yay...CNY coming!ahhax...can get ang pows & e cookies& steamboat!!whee!!...time to get fat..will take months or even yrs to get rid of these fats gained manx...haix...but who cares right...CNY is the time to eat your hearts out...yay!

cant go to new zealand...boo...think will b very busy in sch manx... haix... think it would b v fun going leh...boo....but nvm la... dont think i can afford to go 2 yrs in a row too...nvm... enjoy yourselves ya!