havent blogged 4 a long time
been quite busy ya...
wif sch
n ballet
e charity's concert over...
ya..
had a great time
tho did some mistakes..
hahaz
but over le..
so ya
its ok la..

i accepted it
i realli dun noe if i made e right choice
haiz
wad if i made e wrong choice
my life would b ruined....
bleahX

kz...
tok bout today
tchers day celebration
went 2 sch at 630 lorz..
2 prepare of prfmance
if nt can go sch at 845 1...
den we prformed 4 e upper sec
den went 2 cut cake
den went back 2 cls to kup sum food
e pizza was nice!
ahaha
den ate alot of junk
hahaz
muz hav put on alot of weight
but who cares rite?;)
den went to prform 4 lower sec
ok la...
but at e end e bowing part
saw tang looking at me
den i damn paiseh okz..
den i oso damn scared..
so juz quickly run off...
deb aftr sch spposed 2 go back pri sch
but nobody go back
den in e end onli keely go back
wadeva

tink im gettin more n more slack
haiz
better buck up manz...

ele in 5 days
juz realised it!!
now dat phoebe told me..
wahhHhHh!
im scared!
im prepared 4 e worst
wif a examiner like this
oh manz..
hope now cuz he's old
den he cnt c properly...
den more lenient
bleahX
yea...
b positive rite...
juz try my best
haiz
hope everyting goes well..
dat's my onli wish
or say
juz pass it
or...
to pass it wif flying colours...
ahahz
yupz...
gtg

thinGs wOuLd chAngE...

haiz
so troubled these days
ele cumin
which i'll fail
i noe i'll fail
dun need 2 tell me...
sho busy dese days
results droppin
haiz
everytings changin
my life's changin
sighz...
i noe im deproving
i dun noe y
but im not doin anyting to make things better
y's e -- prob wif me?!
idiot!

it'll affect my life 4eva
whether i approve it or nt
i m tinkin of approving it
but
yet
i dunno
i'm afraid i would regret it
n who says i can cope
even now
im feeling super stressed
i confused
real confused
supposed to give a reply by nxt wk
it'll realli affect me
n i realli dunno wad 2 do

kkz
guess i shld tok bout sthg gd now
dun wanna brood over my problems anymore
guess wad
i feel in love wif rhythmic gym
tink it's super cool manz
ahhaz
yea...
rhythmic gym
*wow*
ahhaz
e ribbon n ball n hoop
omG
love it manz...

cyaZ

PaSsiOn bUt.....

bOoo
its a passion
a love
but
i cant seem to do it....

supposed to blog yestrday
but couldnt find e time

gettin more n more stressed these days
sch wrk...
tests projects hW...
haiz
im really scared i cant cope anymore
geog
used to like it alot
but cant seem to get it these days
its like i gt a mental blk from it lorz..
wad e hell
all e geog assignments
nearly fail 1..
haiz...
total crap

ballet
realli tink im gettin more n more slack
im nt wrking lorz..
everytime when i get 2 cls
i would juz feel tired
tired
n no mood 2 wrk
haiz
crap la...
nxt wk gt level camp summore
gonna miss ballet
bet ms lee's gonna scold mi like hell
my technique is like nv improvin
sumtimes
i realli feel like giving up on myself

seem 2 b dreadin everyting to come now
i dun wan level camp 2 cum
i dun wan 2 go 4 wudao wif wls...
im scared
real scared
i realli dun noe wad 2 do
gettin pissed wif myself
y cant i do anyting right?
y??

i dun give a damn whether u r daoing me..i dun even think u would cum 2 my blog....who cares...act seh..dats all u noe...puttin a rubberband round ur wrist...puting a damn hairband round ur neck...tink u r veri attractive..my fooot....actin wif dat ger all e time...wanna stay neutral ya..as if..wanna b popular n b frenz wif every1...u will nv b,,tink every1 likes u alot...,fat hope..ass...crap...flirtin wif e guyz...act cool ya...as if...cool my foot...blady...dao jiu dao lorz...idiot...

havent blogged for a long time
tink i'll write a longer entry 2dae...
ahahahaz
hmmx...
yup
2dae had national day celebration
den started wif tis uniform grp pple marching in with e flag
e usual tingy
den wen back 2 cls
did face painting lorz....
ahahaz
so fun!
den we gt e whole cls 2 practise 4 e prfomance...
ahahaz
ok la..
yea
den had e prformance com tingy
didnt win
but its ok la...
ahahz
had quite a lot of fun la...
den wudao
as per normal lorz...
den sho funny
lgx heard e song we were using
den she started askin yf ques like
does e song have any dirty words...
blah blah blah
wa lao..
ahahaz
weird

juz came back 4rm ballet
fun!
dat's e onli word i can use 2 describe it
whEe!
ahahaz

hope my blog lay is ok la...
thanx nini...
ahahaz
yupz
split jete!
whEe!

ok
may b its bcuz im nt sociable
haiz
i dun noe wads e prob
cant seem 2 get along well wif anybody
y cant tings go e way i want them 2?
haiz
nothing is fair in life
n i guess
i juz hav 2 accept it