im gna close this blog down. moving!(:

back to blogging after a few months of hiatus.

holidays now! i cant ask for more now that im slacking at home, going out, shopping, eating, dancing and doing all the things that i like to do. almost stress-free! haha but this is after 6 weeks of preceptorship at unity which wasnt really a bad experience. better than i expected anyway! the aunties were really nice(: preceptor is nice but quite strict. just feel awkward when its just me and her and when theres nothing to say. and minhuey! the other pharmacist on duty who is really nice and smart.

this holiday is special. learnt and accepted many new things(: the road ahead might be tough but i will do everything i can to overcome it <3

being stressed is just an excuse for anything that goes wrong now. im so so so tired from school. and everything else. i can't wait for holidays. lucky SMU ppl will be done w exams by next week.

but when my exams come my bro will be back in UK:((

TIME, pls stop now

end of the hectic first week after recess. this sem is crazy. almost every week after recess has a test or assignment due. kinda losing the drive to get things done alr. i just cant wait for the exams to end and the holidays to come.

other than the exams and workload, school has been pretty good so far. got alot closer to this group of friends and they are really nice people to talk to!(: ahh thats the good thing of a small class i guess where we can practically get to know everyone. after all, we have to be on good terms - we may even end up being colleagues next time!

A level results out today. i can totally rmb tt day 2 years ago when we went back to sch to get our results! with us feeling ever so anxious and mr sng being pleased ( i think) after announcing our results! and seeing all the guys with their shaven hair cos they just entered army! and to think they have all ORD-ed alr and we girls are alr in our second year of uni. time flies. hope the juniors did up to expectations and i really miss those times back at dhs:(

21 this year. luckily not yet. but this marks the start of a new phase in life. ITS WHEN WRINKLES WILL START TO APPEAR!!! besides that, its time to get more independent. not in terms of doing housework and all, but in terms of thinking for the future and managing my own stuffs. and papa said this to me just this morning: 'girl, must learn how to say no. you cant satisfy everybody all the time.' how true

i've been neglecting this blog for the whole holidays but i will be back to blog more often because blogging can help to sort out my thoughts better. and i should really spend more time thinking about my life- what i wanna do in time to come, religion, how life will b like 5 years down the road. or at least what i would expect and achieve in the next year. you are right, life isnt all about studying, ballet or my family. i need to do some serious thinking. i can't believe i spent the last 20 years of my life (or maybe 15, since the first 5 years was when the brain wasn't developed yet) without putting any careful thought into the future. it just didn't occur to me the importance of finding out what i actually want and thinking through how i can actually change myself. but its never too late to start. i just need some me time away from everything.

first week of sch seemed like eternity. this sem will be tough, looking at the hectic schedule and heavy workload. and i really should prioritise my time better. friends will be flying back soon and i haven't met them enough!:(