I did post but in draft..going soon~~counting down

Yoz..bloggy..long time no chat..lol..actually we chat quite frequent,though everytime i'm the one who doing the chating..hahha..yeah..i have stop working..now rotting at home settling my korea trip..time really passed very fast..I actually quite disappointed with the arrangement..they really keep us waiting n waiting for information..very last min then rush for application and signing of d e e d..really wth..then all e $$ we have to pay first..then when we reach there we mush have 10000us d in our bank acct mean 12 500 sgd..then they change the distribution of $$ into 2 stages..1st stage 8000 and after one yr den release 8000 but yr result for every modules must score atleast B..

Haiz..stressed..now must be very careful in spending..

bloggy..i feel like shouting that i'm a scholar, im happy that i become a scholar..to share my happiness to everyone..but somehow i scare i share, some ppl will tot i showing off..but to mi if u gt achievement why cant show it out..receive blessing frm yr friends..

quite a number of ppl kp on ask how kt feel if i leave..he recently abit emo emo..den he being pissed off by their handling of our case..he scare i no $$ at there n most impt he cnt accompany me for 2yrs..so yup he quite emo recently..i think now i left less than 20 days..i booked e flight on 26 feb will have to reach air port by 6.20pm..

actually i quite scared..as in their language they use..not many can speak english..haiz..hope they could understand what i'm toking about..

Nvm i shall go korea enjoy and make it happy learning journey..wahaha..alway's look on the bright side of life..

Mari time One Sch olarship Award Ceremony

Bloggy todae was e dae that announced I'm a scholar..hehehe..happy? to be honest i really cant imagine im going to oversea to study..my mother also didnt though of that..that time my mother was worried about it and told me not to apply for it..but end up i follow my plan(mayb i like to be opposition and stubborn)..so tt time my plan was going to local uni but was being rejected..indeed a sad case..but if from e first place if not them i think i wont have e chance to apply this scholarship scheme..so muz be thankful to our local u..

in somewhere i felt some of them curious why i will be under scholarship scheme..for realistic ones, will ask what i score..which some time make mi feel sad..maybe was my internal self was feeling that way as in they are doubting my ability..anyway i think i was lucky to be selected and proud to say I'm a scholar (spread my happiness to u bloggy) and happy that i going with my poly mates..

Here the pics..

Woohoo..being awarded..

Hi bloggy, great news..I being selected for the korea scholarship with shidah..cool rit..haha..I noe..tt time went for e interview abit demoralize..den wait for the news is a long wait..everyday check emails, look thru e webpage regarding korea Uni..though there is some unhappiness that happened..anyway I not going to write here really will spoilt my mood...hahaha..recently I nd to read up Korean n train my English..

Alot of ppl congrats mi..hahaha..feel so happy..bloggy I will b away on next yr feb for 2yrs as I going to march intake..so mayb I will open a new blog juz for shidah n I for record e study daes in Korea..I at first feel excited when I applied this scholarship n research everything that related to it..but as time goes by maybe I wait too long for e news to have interview..hahaha..Regarding e interview I don't talk about it..kies..as I feel I didn't do well..anyway our announcing of e result quite interesting..we get through msn as it was memorable...haha..she congrats both of us in the same time..so happy n excited when she said u r a scholar..wow..I brain totally blank n feel happy tt I become a scholar..I feel proud of myself n cn reduce my financial burden..haha..That time they told me e scholarship will covers all except food..it a full scholarship..hehe..I count myself lucky..can have a chance to continue study if not I think I will start work don tnk goin stdy anymore..I will work hard..I promised o(^n^)o

Really thank those who helped mi to check any mistake in my personal statement..

Yoz bloggy..hehehe..

Kies..its very sudden i mean..hahaha..i going to korea if everything go well which mean my interview for my scholarship has pass..hahaha..i tnk i have quite high chance getting in..Shidah may be joining mi to go korea study too..haha..its a 2yrs course..double major so 1st major in bba and 2nd major in international logistic..if i going they said they will covering all except food..don't know how is it..waiting for interview come..i have alot of question to ask since i go there to study for 2yrs..

I tnk it is a gd opportunities for us no matter in future or cost..since it sponsor by c a u & s m a
its top 15 university in K o r..i tnk though we become e guinea pig there will b pros n cons..pros is that ppl will tend to notice u..so u don nd to worry so much if you going..hahaha..cons will b whn i at that side hw i survive on daily though e course is conducted in english but however u nd to go out buy necessities and buy food..how e hell u going communicate with them..so nw recently learning korea from my younger sis..hahaha..

2yrs very fast pass..my ite life also liddat passed..so to mi 2yrs is nth n 3yr in poly also liddat passed..though sumtime physically cnt rch till standard but overall still alrite..hahaha..anyway i look young..lol..i very thick skin hor...hahaha..i hope ashidah n i cn go there without any problem..i was worried abt the visa and the stuffs they providing to us..seriously i have no money...hahahaha..i very very poor that y sign up for scholarship..hahahaha..

there was alot of stuffs i nd to prepare if i going korea..like e medical report,visa,hot pack, notes, winter wear and many mores..donno all e stuffs cn put in my luggage anot..wahaha..i now think abit far rit..i may open e other acct to write abt and upload photos each week when i in korea..hahaha..

ltron if i didnt pass e interview i ps sia..coz nw doing e stuff like i confirm cn go in..hahaha..c how if nvr den nvrmind i go stdy part time AMC...hahaha..hope e scholarship cn give mi early notice..

so nw e god decide lor..hahaha..wait for my news ba bloggy..

Awwww~~

k everything come to slow down le..hahhaa..went to camp..after that went to genting..kies i went to genting with my parents is sort of boring..i din get to shop around..u noe why..we go there to cash ino play..haiz..is sort like trying to earn $$ rather go there have holidae..din enjoy much lor..i din lose money coz i at first lose but then earn back..so still ok..but nvm i still gt one holidae trip coming...hehehe..is on cruise..it remind me the same period i went on cruise..that is aqua and this time i going virgo n only $70..cheap cheap..hehehe..this time dont tnk history will repeat..bloggy u noe rit..e incident..put back e past..hahaha..

recently kp on rotting at hm..bloggy u noe sometime u rot too long at hm will tnk of other thing..like i have enjoyed enough..like cn finally slp off..but impossible leh i so healthy at home rot..also wont happen anything..unless while slping heart attack...it seem scarly rit suddenly off..but to mi shld b alrite ba..coz i gt nth to fufill as i alrdy fufilled n enjoyed..i have enjoyed those study journey n external activities,being leader,attending d-plus,jetty jump,acting,planning event and have someone who love me, stand by my side, willing to give n help mi..so if i suddenly off i also no regret or wat..hahaha..abit selfish rit..but this one if any happen to mi while slpping..

i waiting for letter to come but e chance getting abit low..hahaha..mayb god dont want mi to study 4yr that wont earn mi much in the future..so i nxt time will take the holland wan ba..coz it only take up 1 n half yr..hehehe..so c i gt anything nd to fufill ma..if not i will find job n work till the time i have thing i nd to fufill for my whole life..

busy busy busy

yoz bloggy i gotten my result le...nt so bad after all..wahahha..i very pei fu of myself..hehehe..u noe why..i feel i like gain damn alot of knowledge that cant be found in the book..hahaha..i enjoy all the stuff i do b4..although sometime e luck is nt with me..i feel plesant i actually gained alot of stuff..like being class rep,being an main committee in club,helping elderly and needy kids,taking up diploma-plus and manage my original diploma..been through tired period, stress period,happy period, sad period but overall i feel im proud of myself to fufill so much thing in my life..i really feel the sucess..very li hai ba..wahaha..

k now i recently kp on going back to sch helping out on being a glt...is a very tough job nt as physically but mentally as in u wanna to get the 12 ppl to bond together as one team..thinking of idea to bond..tnking to be e bad guy or good guy..really..i can do de i already done..but there is still not enough..i blame myself..i feel im a bad trainer..i donno how..didnt train ppl b4..it like damn damn mean..but how??have to let them grow..i really hope everything can go on smoothly..hope they really learn something n have a memories of friendship they have b4..

haiz hope everything faster pass..hahaha..den i can finally go work..hehehe..rit bloggy i tnk the chance of getting letter is very low..i not sure leh..so wait for it but i will work till next holland uni intake unless there is acceptance letter frm n t u..hehehe..so bloggy wait for either one of the gd new ba..

submit assignment

yeah i have submited the assignment, i have to start to train my english no more singlish...haha..yesterday went to ntu with si..the place is damn big, but the ppl there is like abit dead like no life..hahaha..



bloggy i really confused i really don't want to think much..i learned alot of stuff..i mean alot of stuff..which i think i can easily survive in this society..but singapore is way too education base..really hard to think..i really don't know what my life will be..why people need to make decision why being affect by others.why want to prove i can make it?? i promised someone if i can go in NTU i will go in.I want to prove that i can go in Local Uni..why??don wish to explain here..hope 4yr period will be my happiest period..