lols.... happens so that friday's band was horribly fail... i need to improve my solo..

and it pisses me off that no one wants to buy our tickets. i mean its only 6 dollars. and other CCA's ones are 8 or 10.....
and they just refuse to buy band tickets, ppl ask you wanna buy XX tickets and they say yes and when we ask you wanna buy band tickets and they say no.
it just pisses me off.
and we're not even featured in Kaleidoscope. T.T everyone's pissed.

anyways, saxes are gonna do bradenburg concerto no. 3. ass. need transciption i think. XDXD
lols. haizz....

damn fail. i haven't posted once in two months....
haizz....

formal school starts tomorrow. i hate school cause i hate waking up early. XDXD
and fuck. our smp is going no where i think.

and on the message board someone just asked me if i thot that huimin is a slacker in group work.
please. i do have at least a bit of eq. and she was and still is my friend ok?? do you think i'll comment? lmfao.
pissed. if you think she is slacking then tell her. i feel that she is always open to comments. (((((:

and, no. im not "hypocriting" here.

i am pissed today.
-,-
enough said.

and i so freaking don't know where my waterbottle went.
great.

i THINK i understand the diff between post-hardcore and hardcore now.
ok.
post-hardcore originated from hardcore punk. which originated from hardcore.
ok. hardcore is all fast and loud blah blah.
post-hardcore had both screaming and singing vocals.
ok. confusing.
me love both though.
depending whether i am angsty or emo or hyper.
(:

listening to all the post-hardcore bands now.
muahahaha.
i'm mad.
dammit im mad spelled backwards is dammit im mad.
??
dammit.
Rofl.
extremly short post. sorry.

taiwan was a nice trip.
ate lots of nice stuff.
and i bought lots of stuff.
would have bought more if my mum had more$$ hehe

im feeling xtremly miserable now
and dun ask me why

bfl has hit the 5000 mark on facebook
congrates to them.
this is old news but still...
haha.
pls go listen to them on their myspace
there's a link at sidebar
and support them.
even if you idk all of their lyrics

thks ~

i am going so -.-
he is so funny.
laughed my ass off at him.
and some bitches complained that the band want to become like gay boys and strify has changed!!
and Strify has not changed at all, bitches.
he's just high. haha.

"What the hell are you people talking about? They all are hilarious. I simply LOVE when Strify says we are all "bitches" it's amusing. Are you people like under age where that sort of thing would annoy you? He's acting for a camera duhhhh. and Cute gay boys? that would be true, if only, they were gay. None of them are 100 percent gay they are bi and as far as Shin and Yu no one knows WHAT they are so calling some one "gay" is just as offensive as you think it is that Strify calls you a bitch. And please wtf with the comment about lipstick? He doesn't WANT to be a woman, god if you people did research on their influences you would see they are highly influence by Japanese music and visual kei, visual meaning WHAT YOU SEE. VK artists wear make up ALL the time and aren't trying to be girls and aren't gay. Get with the program. Where have you all been hiding? look at the way YOU are acting, like children attacking the people you claim to be fans of. Good going.

As for me. I LOOOOOVE the way you act Strify, you are adorable and amusing, As for Shin lmao! You are absolutely adorable. You make me laugh so hard I"

i quoted there from "somewhere"
i so agree.

i'll blog about taiwan!!

ppl, it's time to compare cheese with sponge bob square pants.

cheese:
yellow.
holes in it.
tasty [some]
have you seen CHEESE talk at all?
not funny at all.
lives in the fridge.

sponge bob:
yellow
holes in HIM
not really very tasty [have you tried eating a sponge?]
talks like his mouth and vocal cords are squished by a door
really funny.
lives in the sea.

Conclusion:
some similarities; mostly differences.

hey.
i'm going to taiwan tonight.
so i won't be contactable until next saturday 1 am. (:

i love XX. i love Xxxx.
ok. I love them. omg.

haha

Xxxx is so cute. okokokok? very good.

i was on imeen today (((:
i dont know what i do there.
no, i do know.
it's an interesting activity called generally wasting my time away.
lols.

i THINK that frank is useless - sorry jae.
Timo just totally takes over parts with the singing and frank just stands there??

and david is awesome. ((((:
i'm totally biased.

going crazy reading stuff about german grammar.
i freaking DON'T UNDERSTAND!!
what is preposition, adverb and dative case??
argh.
this sucks.

ok. band today.
today was classic.
went with cassy sheena yenhan and chingee to lunch.
ha.
at aljunied.
we were like haha.
ok.
dunno wat to say.
lols.

i am going to anime fest '09 with my p school friends, juexin, my pr school's friend's friends
omg.
i love anime.

went to watch 2012 with juexin today.
><
i love the movie.
went to eat after that (:

ok. then it was raining very heavily [as usual nowadays]
and the place between sentury square and tamp mall was flooded and there was no way we could get to the bus interchange unless we kanna get wet.
so we decided to shop century lo.
looked at stuff,
bought nothing.
hehe.

ok. then the rain a bit smaller and no more flood le.
so we went towards mrt and tamp 1.
anyways, i needed to go flu jab so she went tamp 1 and i went to paya lebar.

ok.
went to paya lebar.
to get my flu jab.
at the clinic downstairs of my mum's office.
got EXTREMELY wet walking there from the mrt sation.

ok. then i waited. ate a waffle and waited.
yeah.
jab then jab lo.
so i kanna poked by a needle and infected with dead viruses lah.
ok.

then it was over.
so i went back home.
took the mrt to bedok.
and then i had to walk home from the bus stop.
my whole trousers was wet in the end.
it was raining heavily.
i am still so pissed.
the end ~

went with section to kbox today.
Year 3s and Yr 2s went only.
haha.
didnt invited the seniors actually.
as in the Yr 4,5 and 6s
the yr 1s didnt turn up. i think they quite scared of the yr 3s now i think.
long story.
anyways, we sang lots of songs and ate there.

on the way to kbox, i had to meet cassy and jiaen at the paris ris mrt station.
ok. we were supposed to walk there but then i forgot which direction to walk so we had to take bus.
freak.
then we didnt know which bus to take.
so cassy smsed sheena.
ok.
then sheena replied quite slowly?
ok. so cassy said that one stop only so take any bus should be able to reach.
ok.
so a bus came.
then we boarded it.
some random bus.
l0ls.
then after we board the bus sheena replied and we realised that we boarded the wrong bus.
then the bus went in the WRONG DIRECTION.
then we got off. and then walked to the bus interchange again to board another bus. ><

oops.
it was DAMNED FUNNY.
haha.

ok. after tat i went with jiaen and her friend to tampines 1.
we just looked around and bought present for ashley.
haha.

spent lots of $$ today, a bit less than 20 bucks only.
still,
had lots of fun
(:

bfl has currently 2726 fans now on facebook.
not bad.
i love them (:

can't wait. can't wait. can't wait.
ofmg.
never album.
i am going to try to be the first person to get the CD is Singapore.
And be the first person to be at some CD store to get the CD.
and i'll be going to their concert once they come to S'pore.
and if they have a deluxe edition i am so going to buy it.
omg omg omg
haha.
i waited for their album for so many years!!
<3 <3 <3

-currently in mcr mania after the news of their new album came out.-

oh. shuddup fuckers. mcr is the greatest band in all history!!!
[to me at least!]

Mixing with our good buddy Rich Costey is going great. So far, he's mixed 9 songs, and they all sound fucking stellar. He had an interesting process where he started out mixing some of the looser songs first, and then ramped up to the denser stuff. Our goal in mixing is to make it loud, and then make it louder then that. "Still Alive" was an early one, and he brought a real heaviness and aggressiveness to that song. Song is very drum and bass oriented, very different for us, but still rocks at the same time. A bit of Queen influenced guitar harmonies helps on that song.

"Save Yourself" was another early one, a mix of Judas Priest metal and 80's arena rock. That song went through a lot of different permutations, and finally we settled on this vibe that took us to new territory. We then got into a song called "The Only Hope For Me Is You," and that's where things really starting clicking with Rich. What was great was each song would just sound better and bigger than the last. As some of you had guessed from a twitter thing of mine (I refuse to call it a tweet), David Campbell did a bit of work on the record, and that's one of the songs he arranged for. Costey did this crazy effect with the strings going into the last chorus that blew me away. One of my favorite tracks. (click "read more" for more!)

"Trans Am" and "Death Before Disco" came next. "Disco" you may have heard at the Roxy shows or from Youtube videos of Summersonic. So happy with the way that mix turned out. I have to drive REALLY FAST when I listen to it. I think that's a hallmark of a great rock song. "Trans Am" is an epic take on "Born To Run" in 4 minutes. When we wrote this song, it was HUGE for us. Really opened our hearts and ears during the writing process. Frank, thanks for noodling and G, good ear to make a song out of it. You guys will love this song. Another favorite. Looking forward to more mixes, we got coming up "Kiss The Ring," which we also played at Roxy. I really can't wait for "Black Dragon Fighting Society," our ode to Misfits punk. Song kinda shreds!

Mixing is a great thing. The ideas continue to flow, and like they say, writing is never done. FYI any of the song titles mentioned are still tentative, you know how we like to change things up!!!

Ray

not dying is the worst thing that can happen to you. -.-

vampires are the most pitiful people in the whole world ):

and i got my iPhone (: + my hp plan

and i passed indoors last friday btw.

today went back to band.
we just kind of 'wasted' two hrs and spent an hr doing drills [-.-] and then a very productive two hrs in full band.
i love full band.
and i just sight read the whole thing. ><
haha. hey, we slacked last sectionals, right?
hehe. (:
after band ended, we went KFC for lunch.
me n huiyi didnt know what to eat/didnt feel like eating,
so we just ordered the snack thing and complained about the chili sauce tasting like tomato sauce.
and we went home. ~the end.~ -.-

listening to 五月天 now while blogging. i only like one song called 夜訪吸血鬼. it's really funny. and it seems like everyone, including taiwanese bands are crazy about 吸血鬼.
lols
bye for now. (:

Andy 6 -Vocals


Pan- Guitar


Ashley Purdy- Bass


Sandra A.- Drums


Jinxx- Guitar


i freaking don't care what the past line up was.
what matters to me now is now!!~
they rock!

"In Kerrang! magazine, issue 1138, My Chemical Romance won the following categories in the 2006 poll: Best Band, Worst Band, Best Album (The Black Parade), Worst Album (The Black Parade), Best Track ("Welcome to the Black Parade"), Best Video ("Welcome to the Black Parade"), Best Live Show, Best Thing about 2006, Worst Thing about 2006, Hero of 2006 (Gerard Way), Villain of 2006 (Gerard Way), and Sexiest Male (Gerard Way). Strangely, Gerard Way also finished third in the Sexiest Female category. Also, in issue 1139, Kerrang! rated The Black Parade as the 4th Greatest Album of 2006. In Rolling Stone magazine's ranking of the top 50 albums of 2006, The Black Parade was voted the 20th best album of the year. My Chemical Romance won the award for "Best International Band" at the 2007 NME Awards. Gerard also won the "Hero of the Year" award."

hmm. this is a bit weird.

seriously, i didnt know something called "ferard" until today.
they are like the funniest two people i ever know.
they kiss on stage during performances all the time.
WOW
ha.
though they're both not bisexual or homosexual.
they're both married. TO GALS!!
><
and they wouldn't ever ever lie to their fans. [i think]
but i think they make a great 'gay' couple (: [if they were gay]
-winks-

grudge....

ok. a band has some of my favourite band as friends?
weird.










and my chem has 1094814 friends?
that's like. a MILLION.
that's like: what the heck?
who has so many friends in their lives?

do you think andy sixx from bvb looks better or scary from bfl?
haha. they are both cute. o.O
emo types. (:
-winks-

today we had a WONDERFUL p.e.a.
it was COMPLETELY WONDERFUL
[such sacarsm]
i ended up with scrapped skin on my knees and my feet. -.-
and blisters too.
suck.
this sucks.
and tomorrow we will be in the artic. -.-
again.
nap time though.
i should get a pillow there!! (:
lols. (:

Knives and Pens
Hello My Hate
A devil for me
we stitch these wounds
the gunsling
mortican's daughter

seriously, my chem members are like -.-
their website is like -.-
they are just so -.-
i mean they're 30++ already leh....
-.-

oh.
i so love we are the ocean too.
they are so pro!!!

nothing to say.
i didnt do what i was supposed to do today.
i just sat there and watched tv for 5 hours. -.-
i could have used the comp.

remind me about was wurdest du tun.

hello.
band today.
changed skin.
nothing to say.

hmm.
i'm going to taiwan.
so excited.
hehe.

not very great. -.-
i'll buy souvenirs for my friends.
lol.

this is unnecessary.

Jeder/ Everyone
Words by: Timo Sonnenschein



Thanks to

Annie for the translation.


Wir sind die nur schwarze Farben tragenden/We are the black wearing ones,
nie eingeladenen und immer anklagenden/never invited and always accusing,
andersartigen, kleingeratenen/ different, small of stature,
kurz-,doch eher langhaarigen/ short-, but rather long haired,
neustartenden, tonvermarktenden Typen/ freshly starting, sound marketing types,
die keiner haben will. /that no one wants.



Die ruhigen und coolen Typen, die wütend sind,/The quiet and cool guys, who are angry,
wenn die Presse ihre Blüten wie Stechmücken zerpflücken/ when the press pulls at their blossoms like mosquitoes,
die nie auf der Bühne müde werdenden Typen, die alles geben/ those guys who never get tired on stage, who give it all,
die nur leben um zu spielen/ who only live to perform,
um euch glücklich zu sehen./to see you happy.



Jeder ist anders als der Rest, / Everyone’s different than the rest,
ganz anders als perfekt, /completely different than perfect,
tut euch den Gefallen und scheißt auf die Andern! /do yourself a favor and give a shit about the others!

[2x]



Wir sind zurück wie Sam,verrückt wie Em'/We are back like Sam, crazy as Em’
und zeigen kein Stückchen Glam,/not showing any glam,
Ziele meines Lebens sind abgebrüht und kalt / Goals of my life have cooled down and feel cold
denn wenn wir keine Stimme mehr haben, müssen wir einfach einatmen, / if we don’t have a voice anymore, we just have to breath in,
die Leute rocken wir auch so, /we rock the crowd anyway,
wir brauchen keine Extraeinlagen. /We don’t need any extras.



Die ruhigen und coolen Typen, die wütend sind, / The quiet and cool guys, who are angry,
wenn die Presse ihre Blüten wie Stechmücken zerpflücken, / when the press pulls at their blossoms like mosquitos,
die nie auf der Bühne müde werdenden Typen die alles geben,/ Those guys who never get tired on stage, who give it all,
die nur leben um zu spielen, /who only live to perform,
um euch glücklich zu sehen. / To see you happy.



Jeder ist anders als der Rest, /Everyone’s different than the rest,
ganz anders als perfekt, /completely different than perfect,
tut euch den Gefallen und scheißt auf die Andern! /do yourself a favor and give a shit about the others!

[6x]


PS laugh at these lyrics. Timo is weird. he just ran 10 km with frank in 49:33 mins

seriously.
jia en should look at chris dakota and sam llansing
but i bet that she wouldnt like them.
my style. not hers. (:

they are so freaking cute. -squeals-
-pinches their faces-
right. i can't cause i'm in singapore and they are like at dunno where. X) -.-

yes. EXAMS ARE OVER.

but then. there is band. ):
sob.
indoor test.
sob.

nothing to do.
very boring.
sob.

learning german is so hard.
i'm just not linguistically able. 0:
sob.
):

my aunt is going to get albums for me.
my whole wishlist for my birthday are all albums.
sob.
yeah!!

suckers. i think got indoor tomorrow. ><
can't go see guys interclass. ):
suck

i've got a recent obsession with piercing ears and stuff. i shld pierce ear. ear pierce.
and this time i am so not going to remove the initially stud until 5 months later.><
talk about what happened to my last piercing. ):
suck.

finally i went back to facebook and joined bfl there. (:
wheeh

yeah. and i so want to join them on facebook!
<3
but i am so not going facebook now.

omg.
i so love panik!!

going crazy.
Mr. W.T. said yesterday that i go more and more crazy as i grow older. ha.

and omg. DAVID IS A CLASSICAL PIANIST. does he know beethoven?

yes. omg.
arhhh!

hey ppl. today was crazy mugging day or hardcore mugging day w jx or watever you call it.
we were like 1/8 thru our revision when saw angelyn tsejie sianglin shuling and rachel lim come and mug too.
btw they should get more lockers for the library. not that ppl dun want to use lockers but there are not enough "available lockers".

but the main point here is this:
you should never let go of your view/principals/goal.
i mean sometimes you get pissed off and you want to suan ppl.
but you should just think about it.
is it because of something that person said or something that the person did.
remember everyone is entitled to their own views and everything.
think. this person suans me and i suan him/her back.
is it really worth it?
why not just forgive and don't let it become a CYCLE OF HATE?


actually i always think like that, but sometimes, i still suan ppl.
cause i am really really pissed.
but dont you regret it in the end that you made the person angry?

i just like to stand in the middle.
people think that i am a hypocrite but then i just prefer to stand in the middle.
you can complain about someone that pissed you off. ok i will say something that happened to me by that person that pissed ME off too.
but then that totally doesnt show that i dun like that person.
then maybe when THAT person come,
i'll just say hi and everything.
i just prefer to NOT HATE ANYONE.
hey you can complain. but that doesn't mean that mean that i hate tat person too,k?
yeah and it also doesnt mean that though i talk to THAT PERSON and threat her in a neutral way, i dont like you/ i hate you.

i always try my best to forgive everyone.
even if you like suan me until shit, i will still forgive you [probably - unless i really get damned pissed or if you do something real extrem],
cause wat is the use of hate.

why try so hard to remember things such a long time ago and bring them up?
looking back into the past is impt as it teaches you lessons but it is the PRESENT and FUTURE that matters.
BUT THE PRESENT MATTERS MORE.
LIVE THIS MOMENT IN JOY AND NOT IN HATE.
not anything else.

and my personal opinion: life eternal is not so important. why do ppl care about the next world so much that they don't get to enjoy what this world has to offer. or they never get to appreciate what this world gave them.
IF i died and must face eternal damnation [ if there was even such a thing as eternal damnation in the first place], i won't mind it cause i already enjoyed wat this world has to offer. i already experience it's emotions sounds and beauty. wat else can i ask for. (:

cheers ppl.
remember: if life gives you a hard blow, you punch back even harder.

hey. i am real zi high and excited today cause panik's new album comes out today.
OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG.
they are sososososo fucking great.
WOW.
i love them. <3
lols.

can buy it online though

pretty sad that i can NEVER buy panik's album in S'pore. ):
how many people knows and listens to them in S'pore?
3?
me my friend and my friend
great

certain people are just plain crazy.
ahem.

at the rate i am going, i might just get psycho in a year

quite sad. i must say i havnt accomplished anything in my life so far.

What Would You Do?

What would you do?
Oh
I've been on a hunt for years
Every damn day I search for something,
That I don't have.
I'm a light
In the middle of nowhere
Lost in everyday life
In search for luck
But if someone asks:




What would you do?
Are there no consequences?
It's because of the way I think
What my life used to be like.
What would you do?
If god decides to finish this life,
I would do everything, I've never done.



What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow,
If your life forgets about you.
What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow
And noone will miss you
What would you do?
If it's finished tomorrow,
If your life forgets about you.
What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow
And noone will miss you.


I would throw it all away,
Pull it apart and stay away forever.
Everytime I say:
Ok, I do that one day.
I could have fun then.
But think about it!


What would you do?
If you get caught by a car,
Would you be proud of your life
And proud of yourself?
What would you do?
If your heart gives up in 24 hours,
It would be your last day.




What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow,
If your life forgets about you.
What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow
And noone will miss you
What would you do?
If it's finished tomorrow,
If your life forgets about you.
What would you do?
If it would end tomorrow
And noone will miss you.



I dive up from the ocean
And gasp for air.
Because I see, where I am
And where I have to go now.

To myself
Back to myself
What would you do?
What would you do?
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

What would you do?

it's a band

i seriously havnt posted in a long time...
i really shouldn't talk about lame stuff or complicated stuff or psycho stuff or crazy stuff or the likes so i should just talk about band. ha.
i am a genius.
so BAND had a indoor test for yr 1 to 3 and the conductor was splitting the band into two. into Symphonic band and symphonic winds.
if you pass then you go to the symphonic band.
basically i sucked on that day.
and he even commented that all saxophonists have natural rubato every time they come in front of him. i think he was referring to me.
in the eyes of a musician. i suck.
bad points were fluctuating notes, irregular rhythm, nervousness, lack of confidence, not enough air.
i'm in mep thank you.
he is actually correct. my section needs more confidence. we are very AFRAID that we play wrongly ALL THE TIME.
lol.
i screwed up, ok!!!
and i still passed actually.
i think he kind of wants me to improve too so he posted me there...
he was really very lenient this time.
he is actually very what the one....
contradicting.
unfortunately one of my seniors didnt and my juniors too... ):
we will all work hard. rite.

i am not in a good mood because we need to prac like shit there. i wished i could just slack.

i am going psycho.

what's cooler than a box of crayons? me!

rite.

ms tang is officially a PLANT.
ms tang is my class's form teacher.
you know who...
anyways i was having lunch with sianglin and ruoling cause all of us were going to take 30 later... anyways, ruoling told me that ms tang is a plant.she likes sunlight. she like warmth (she doesn't like air-con...). and i cant remember anymore. but whatever! ms tang is a plant tats all.
f***

oh that guy above is CUTE!!!
i am obsessed currently with cute stuff (:

listening to mcr oldest album (:

i have no hearts to spare

oh.. can't wait for national days holidays... my CA2 is really screwed. (:

hey. finally i am blogging. (: instead of watching lame tv shows....
today we had A-C-C ( pronounced A-C-C -- like duh?!) we were having some tea culture thing.
the vendor from outside came and taught us history of tea and the utensils involved. i was like, "wat the hell? wat's that thing for??" (i have recently turned into a Obscenity speaking person XD)in the end of the lesson the guy kind of brewed some tea for the whole class to drink. hey. everybody seriously thought that the tea was nice to drink. but i hated it XD
disgusting... jie chong thot that the tea was hateful too. me agrees. i just said that the tea was disgusting rite?? -.- (ok. you DO NOT get this joke)
whatever and ever.

they look suckish so.... some of their music is nice

o.O so long never post (:((( [is this ironical??]
i have lots of songs on my play list... there variety.... plenty of different kinds. mostly rock [tat most ppl dun like] and hip-hop [by gym class heroes--my recent obsession]

indoor is coming soon... i am scared.... but i finally could hold the note long enough.... 28 seconds.....
)))): so sad.....

oh..... so long never blog.... i'm doing hist. project now. and a random group member just ran off and he blames it on hui min cause she hit him... what the..... just lying lah him.... say wan do then run off....

school started pretty long ago but there's no CCA cos of H1N1 ):
sad.....
think next week got??
wishes no indoor

anyways i wanted to announce that Metallica is soft. made me vomit blood listening to 'em. XD

so now i'm on parkway drive's my space page listening to 'em, makes me want to NOT vomit blood too (:

i was on warner bros page doing good.... looking for new music....
vomitted blood too. half of 'em are totally horrible.yikes

ok. i am ignoring all bands that are not mcr. ):

i'm back..... blogging.... tomorrow is judging day.... XD sucks.... think our grp will fail... (:

i just died playing audition. incomprehensible. i think i'm stupid....

i wan go swim now!!

me hyper now(:

i should twit or facebook or myspace.

i realised something weird about me!! whoot!! [whoops. -- reminds me of ms maudie]
so, i took my ear stud out. then i didn't know how the heck to put it in. had to enlist the help of me mum. scared/nervous/hyperventilating. then i laugh leh. wait. i LAUGH leh!! omg. revelations! [my usual maniac laugh btw...]

scared= laugh
nervous=laugh
crazy=laugh
anxious=laugh
angry= i cry?? [omg-- me weird]
happy=emo
emo=emo [identity (:]

haha. weird me wants to laugh now. crazy mood now btw. [cause i stuck the stud back already (:]

hey. i'm doing up photoalbum for rhythm. :)
going to do my maths project stuff soon. :)

haha. secret. i got a ear pierced. woohh!! :)

forever optimistic
i just want to be watever people do not want me to be.

yes. i am just feeling pissed off. its like the whole world is against you.
me getting my *** p*****d. dun care.
me sick now.
ha.

yes.yes. i got top 5 % in the level so what?
does not mean that i am the best.
i still need to improve myself.
my attitude and my acidic character is not the BEST.

who wans to give me a nice hug now? me feeling confused....

everything is repeating itself all over again. i swear that i will change and i will make everything straighten out not like last time. i will be nice. but i can't keep from being acidic.
in my heart, my love is to be acidic and hurt everyone around me. cause i am a cruel person and i like the look on their faces that tells me that they are hurt. :)
yes! and it is a smile cause its really true.

and jx is correct. this is wrong and i should change but this is my innermost character??

it's like everyone's so sour now.
i mean i am happy [at least] with my results....
but everyone's still so sour....
you know, it pisses me off.
that guy really likes to po leng shui and suan me....
it really ticks me off and i dun like it.
i mean why take things so seriously?
is it of something i did?
then why?
and i suan that guy too.... i mean its okay for others to suan me.... but not you and you?
and i tell you that i was damned hurting too. i guess if i cut out that attitude then maybe that guy will stop.... but if he wasnt like suan-ing me at first then why would i do it in the first place?
i am really in the wrong. an eye for an eye is wrong.
but it ticks me off.
luckily that i dun hav to see that guy for a month.
and i can't even have a friend-talk with that guy.
i really hate it
damned frustrating.
i have two choices.
one.
to just threat them the same way they do to me.
two.
to act as if i dun know and just still threat them nicely.

but what i want EVERYONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW IS THAT,





i AM NOT FOR YOU TO BULLY.
i DO NOT want to agree with anything at all. i do not.
just because you want it this way DOES NOT mean that must follow and I CANNOT WANT IT ANOTHER WAY.
f.
i can agree with you. but prove me wrong first. then i will agree. yes.
and prove yourself correct too.

i am really to into debating right now. wow.
-.-
actually. i'm really hurt.
but it will never affect my studies. i will never never give in. dream on peeps.
and this i mean in two different ways.
1. live your dreams. dun give up.
2. think on. i will never ever. ha. suckers.

KRIS ALLEN WINS AMERICAN IDOL.
I MEAN ITS SO SAD
LAMBERT IS SO TALENTED....
FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW.
NEVER MIND
LAMBERT STILL ROCKS. AND HE IS STILL THE BEST CONTESTANT A.I. HAS EVER EVER HAD.
ROCK ON!!
HOPES HE HAS A ALBUM
WILL BE DEVOTED LIKE I AM DEVOTED TO MCR.
MY SUPPORT IS PRECIOUS. HA. MY FOOT. WHATEVER.
FEELING SO LOW ):
IS IT CAUSE PPL THINK HIS GAY. SO SAD. GAY SO LEH....
NOT FAIR!!

hello. :)
i am not a regular poster :[
so sad. :)
haha.
i got three new markers :) yeah. i luv them
i'm high
cause my results will b back soon and i can get my MCR CD!!haha
suckers.
enjoy MCR! haha.
seriously, we're all kids
:)

me and je went to buy concert attire today.
wow.
i told her abt the bhg.
do you know wat tat is?? [blue-haired-guy...]
we went everywhere and said everything cannot then finally got the shoes.
i didnt get the shirt.
i dun no wat to say.