No Life To Waste

I'm so glad to have left my previous workplace. It is such a tiring job because I always have to rework & hey! it has nothing to do with improvements but rather because some people cannot make up their stupid minds and work done needs to be remodified again & again when we can get things done the first time. We are always back to square one because some elderly thinks square two is better and the headless chicken chose to listen to the elderly who bs. In the end, square two is carried out and more money is spent on getting back to square one. Hey headless chicken!! You are where you are because of the bs elder!! You are the first that I have nothing good to say about. And bloody hell.. You have just wasted a lot of money and my time and most importantly my life. You think that I am satisfied because I'm paid for the time I spent at work?! You think you are worth $100 an hour? Hey numbskull, I'm paid much lesser than that!! Your life is not more important than mine. Since you cannot understand this simple truth then there is no point that I hang around any longer.. It is as though the heavens hear my woes & decided to help me out.. Thank God for the invitation to get out - anywhere is better than here - that is how bad I think it is. More will go.. More will.. For their own good because you do not know how to value people - their lives. You are not worth it. You are really not worth people's time. You are a sad person because you waste people's lives to get your popularity. F u.

New Sponsorship

I sponsored a child from Zambia on 28 September 2011. My 2nd girl.

I made a promise to myself that when I am promoted this July, I will bless another kid.

May God bless her to be a happy child.

Given the best, give my best.

Today, I signed up for a child sponsorship through World Vision. I will be sponsoring a child from Thailand. Paper works need to be completed before the first donation is deducted from my bank account. This is exciting for me as I have always wanted to contribute where it matters. Especially to children.

I do not know who this child is yet but I will make sure I do not only contribute financially but also in prayers that she will be blessed, just as I have been blessed.

I hope that she will be given a chance in life. I hope that she will be able to have a good education such that she has an opportunity to give to others when she grows up. I also hope that she will come to know God and bring about His blessings to her community.

I am a very fortunate and blessed child. Perhaps if I were to compare myself to some others, I may not have received the best material items money can buy but I have receive enough to make me into who I am today. I am very glad that I am not someone else.

I am who I am today not because I deserve it. I have a great pair of parents, though uneducated but responsible. I pray that they will come to know God. They may not know how to plan my path, but God has been the author of my life even before I knew Him.

• Went to a really good Primary school - Kellock Convent
• Was in the best class in Upper Primary - Jade
• I had the best teacher to prepare me for my PSLE - Miss Seow
• Went to a good Secondary School - IJTP
• Had been mentored by the best leaders in church
• Had the best tutor for O'Levels - God
• Got a degree paid by my aunt
• Got a good temporary job after my graduation - Mapletree Investments
• Got a good that fits my makeup - Ops exec
• Got hired into the best clinic - Jur
• Got the best bosses - Smeena, Jhow, Jac, Angel, Sim
• Got transferred as wished - TPY
• Got a new boss that is very much like me - Azile

I have gotten the best wherever I am placed. The best teachers, the best bosses, the best colleagues, the best opportunities - all these, I did not earned nor deserved.. but because of all these, I am successful in life. I do not want to just soak in these goodness, I want people to share in these blessings. I want to once again contribute back to those who are in need.

I need stop feeling that I am losing out and start to give.

Got money, no talk.

I realized all along that I am not cut out for sales. Today I come to understand why.

It is not that I cannot convince. I am quite an influencer/manipulator.

I promote things that I believe in.

However, if at any point, I stand to have direct monetary gain from my suggestion, I will not do it.