WTF?!

my freaking com, kana virus or wad... lucky got back up, need to reinstall everything again though... i hate tis... now still in progress of "repairing"...

oso i got good results for CA1, people around me getting new phone and there is an IT show tis weekend that i must go to... CCA is also getting busier with the freaking speech day video, my time is all used up, i burn my sleeping hours jus to play LIVE... anyway the holidays are here but i dun expect to be free or even relaxing... but i can make up for some sleeping hours, at least...
K, tried to make it short cus i got to go battle on LIVE... nites... plus i still need to wake up early tmr...

Me Stressed? No, maybe, i think so, i duno...

lately, im very packed by stuff in church, tution and mostly school... i also have friends telling me im stressed out or looked like it... Honestly, i am not sure... no amount of games or relaxing time can take it away. it is only reduced when i done something. but personally, there is still a lot needed to be settled, unanswered thoughts and questions fills my head, its so flooded tat i think im losing it... there is something causing the stress deep inside but i dunno wad is it... is it an anxiety, or an unanswered question, or wat... WAD IS IT!!! i keeping asking myself but no answer... i seem to be coping with school work, not even laging or losing any single subject yet. it is times like this where God doesnt seem to be there but i keep on looking for signs. i learned that this are all challenges of life some God created but mostly man made... tis will enhences anyone in the inside, making one hu had taken the right path wise and worthy to go to heaven... but not everyone makes the right choices, so many still sin. which i try to avoid but feel that i failed to do so... bottom line, i duno wat is causing me to be so stressed (if tats wat is it), wat ever is it, i will keep on finding the source and will destroy it...
Adrian- hu people claims he is losing it...

V-weekend...

it was Valantine's, but i didnt have anyone... lol, i jus tell u all wad i did during the weekend... as ususal, i went for my weekly saturday tution. during english lesson, wei jie sms me if i wan to follow him go out after a.math tution. i agreed cus nothing better to do wad, plus my friends all there, so i went along. i went home first to get changed cus i was very casual. in my "formal" clothes, we went to bedok mrt to pick up two extras, which i tried telling wei jie they may paisei down there. but his friends insisted. we went and met up with Ben, Doreen, Qi Xiang, Ian Lim, Gerald, Miao Jun and Se Yong at marina square K-Box. After eating and singing, weijie and his friends went off. I followed the rest, on the way i knew Ian and Gerald more (their favorite football team, Ian-ManU which is the rite team to support... lol... and Gerald-Liverpool which is a loser team... lol my opinions only), to bedok interchange where we all went off separately. Jerald, Se Yong and I took 60 to the bus stop near bedok north sec, jus beside telok kurau pri so tat me and SY could take 21 home.

On Sunday, i went to the ususal Sunday church but after that went to look for new car with my folks. its jus upgraded to a bigger and longer one and a change in colour, from black to red. after listening to my mother's long bargain tok with the salesperson, we went to me my cous and my future cous-in-law at some fancy resturant at holland village which had nice pasta by the way, but very ex... wen my other cousin, Ian (no its not the same person stated earlier), came. i, not so surpised, saw his new girlfriend, but not forgeting that almost very month he has someone new, at least 1 new. i was like 'cous, plz dun be a playboy.' after dinner i chatted with Ian and found out tat he was also at marina square yesterday at the same time as me! lol...

Today, i noticed that the morning was warmer than ususal. also tat the sun is red and is like blocked by thick clouds but still i see it, for a moment i told myself "wat if it was worst, we would be the cause. tis is already ours." anyway my class started to be taught by mdm Rogayah, eng HOD, herself. cant judge her teachings yet cus havent really started. i was suppose to be studyinh geo during my free period (cus i dun take my mother tougue in school so i m free during mt lessons) but instead i slack around and i think im goin to fail my geo test. during bio i wasnt so up (even though im weak in bio, i was not up to my lowest standard). for some reason i wasnt so in the mood for work. but during cca i was able to do my work... today was a bit weird
anyway tats all i have... bye...

Another post...

Last friday, meet the parents session. My mom came to school, its easy for her cus she jus works across the street (TechView, IBM office), and i was on duty. Take picture until sian, cus its take the parents, students and teachers. Oh ya, must take the "HO" oso. she tok so long tat after the whole thing, my mom complain in the taxi on the way home. Lucky Mr Te was the one to tok to my mom. Cus if it were ms Faizah, i had some explaination to do cus i was below standard for one of the test. Instead mr Te told my mom i had full marks for E. Maths tat i took earlier that day. When i reach home i prepare to sleep cus i no mood to play or study or watever...

Next day, was a special day, cus it was my mom's B'Dae. Also my freaking phone stop working. I experimented wif it and it had a faulty battery. Back to mom Sadly i had tution on so i was not at home for the afternoon party. But after tution when i reach home the party was still on, but had no much mood. Since its mom B'Dae, wat the heck so i jus party along and forget everyother thing to later. Then before we sleep, dad and i presented our present, but according to some fangshui thing, she cant open it till 10 of Feb...

On Sunday it was the ususal church day, nothing special other then being late, as in extremely late cus i ususally reach 5 min off... this time it was 20mins, plus my phone was out so it didnt remind me that i was on drinkstand duty on that day. Anyway, i jus listen to the long talk on why i was late, why did u do duty, no phone means i forget everything and watever others tat my church seniors say. After the whole thing, i went to eat and play lan with AaronT and Tim. At around 3pm i went home.

On monday, something was plotted to take place after school. Many had their weapons of messy-ness ready. Lessons nothing much to tok bout but after the remedial lesson for social studies, Amirul (the original target btw) was powdered like hell in place of a B'Dae bash... LOL, then one by one everyone started powdering each other outside the geography room (which is why until now its slippery). Then i did a few logistic stuff for CCA and went to an extremely short meeting then continued to do logistic till i went home.
Yesterday, my first lesson for CLB (chinese language sylibals B) but i sort of skipped it in the end ( but i was marked present there, lol).

Today, nothing much, i heard rumours that the English HOD will be replacing my current sucky english teacher... CCA was the ususal do logistic but today we celeibrated those hu's B'Dae was in Feb.

My thoughts, uncertain on wat to do as something creeps closer to me... Also a bit untrusting to someone hu found out something... but i have given that person a chance...
Well nothing much to say, nites i gtg sleep, waking up at the ususal 4am to study...

RIP Thumbdrive

latest happenings: friday came fast as the week was short, monday and tuesday effected by CNY s its holidays, thursday and friday i had to stay back to do a video montage of the Sec4's camp/workshop for the Sec4 meet the parents session... and my thumbdrive crashed, as in it wont work anymore, undetectable by any computer and it does not even light up when connected... it served me for 1 year only... 70 bucks which could just buy me a new game for 360... 8GB of lost information, speaking of that, i completely lost some very important data...

today after tution i bought myself a new storage hardware... hoping it wont be as kanasai as the SanDisk Cruser micro... i choose a HardDrive over a FlashDrive (the normal thumbdrive) as they are ususally known to be more resiliant, have longer livespans and store greater amounts then a FlashDrive... its CONs, it is larger and heavier than a thumbdrive and if they crash, larger data is lost than a thumbdrive... but i dun mind having a heavier data transporter if it means to carry more data and may live longer then my kanasai thumbdrive... anyway i salute my flashdrive and thanks for all the help transporting data...
May my thumbdrive rest in peace
Adrian