Thursday, March 01, 2012
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...”
― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love
Sunday, February 26, 2012
In the words of Audrey Hepburn
"Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you."
Sunday, June 05, 2011
Monday, April 04, 2011
Segregation from the world
It's 3 in the morning and I'm struggling to get myself to sleep. That unresolved feelings lurks right back in, keeping me awake with all sorts of things in my head. Even with my lids shut, I can see graphic images that doesn't make sense. Most of them at least. Some are just terrifying which is worst.
I questioned myself unceasingly. The same damn questions. Sadly, I've never found the right answers to any of it or probably they're just not the kind of answers that I'm looking for.
Odd.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
A little
Saturday, March 19, 2011
p.s: Thank you, Lord
Friday, February 25, 2011
similar but never accurate. finally.
For once I found one that matches me the most
Capricorn-Aquarius Cusp (January 15 to January 22)
Capricorn-Aquarius enjoys healthy competition. They like to be social, and love a good intellectual discussion. They can set goals for themselves and keep their nose to the grindstone until they achieve what they want. This ambition gives them a great deal of drive. They can often get away with breaking the rules in order to bring something new to light. They are hard workers and very innovative.
Capricorn-Aquarius must enjoy learning to avoid being thrown out of balance by life's unexpected challenges. If they learn to recognize the benefit even in negative experiences, they will go far. They feel a need for security, but at the same time they relish freedom. They need to find the right balance.
The Cusp of Mystery and Imagination is known to be disciplined, patient, traditional, ambitious, offbeat, progressive, cautious, practical, friendly, realistic, curious, stable, funny, confident, unique, attractive, competitive and multi-talented. They may also be rebellious, narrow-minded, cold, harsh, depressed, stubborn, secretive, aloof and over-critical.
They are good at business of any kind. They are methodical, exacting and can manage well. Capricorn steadies Aquarius' volatility, while Aquarius lends Capricorn some originality and fun. While Capricorn likes to establish and take stock of things, Aquarius likes to throw them around and see where they fall. They may be great philanthropists, or they may be selfish. They enjoy talking and entertaining.
Individuals born on the Capricorn-Aquarius cusp are proud of their triumphs in social and intellectual circles. They are good at earning a living. They are not so talented at maintaining personal relationships and may suffer difficulties in this area. They can be very perceptive and intuitive if they let themselves develop this talent.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
a curse she cannot win
Thursday, January 20, 2011
the twenty third on the twentieth
My 23rd birthday wish is to have ONLY 23 people wishing me Happy Birthday on my birthday.
- Darian
- Devin
- Nabilah
- Mimie
- Kumar
- Auntie Nat
- Mummy
- Dale
- Daddy
- Zahir
- Joyce
- Nicole
- Jason
- Akma
- Bing
- Siew Tyug
- Zoe
- Joshua (D's brother)
- Auntie Phil (D's mum)
- Sheelaa
- Arthur
- Shahril
Last but not least and my favourite birthday wish/text - Allen
His text reads:
"Hey old lady! Happy Birthday! You know it's still your birthday here for another 8 hours so I'm technically on time! Cheers! Have a blast! (Allen's in Bristol, UK btw)
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| My birthday lunch at Pavilion after work. Yes I had work on my birthday despite the fact that it was a public holiday. |
| Dinner & Dessert with D at Delicious, Duo Residence |
Monday, January 17, 2011
A place I sometimes call home
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| D's primary school - SK Datuk Palembang |






