Saturday, June 30, 2007
__ Ghost __
i saw her, i settled
i am ready to be real
i saw myself,
i know i can never be for her
yet, i saw my hands,
i could be better
God give me the will to change
i donna cry over broken tears anymore
i saw her, i settled
i am ready to be real
i saw myself,
i know i can never be for her
yet, i saw my hands,
i could be better
God give me the will to change
i donna cry over broken tears anymore
your love is like a shadow at 10:46 AM
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
___ blank ____
rotted my day away today haha
sigh
few more days
sigh
take care world
cause u gonna enjoy it
sigh
tomorrow need see specialist sigh
hope i can get better
* stars like u are suppose to be ther
* so beautiful yet never touchable
* yet it last for millions and millons of years
* burn me with it
rotted my day away today haha
sigh
few more days
sigh
take care world
cause u gonna enjoy it
sigh
tomorrow need see specialist sigh
hope i can get better
* stars like u are suppose to be ther
* so beautiful yet never touchable
* yet it last for millions and millons of years
* burn me with it
your love is like a shadow at 8:52 AM
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Friday, June 22, 2007
___ i had a dream!? omg ___
i woke up today
smiling... first time man
i had this dream
ya i saw myself all grown up
and in a wedding,
mine wedding!
omg thats funny
then no matter how i see and remember
i cant remember the brides face
haha then we live happily ever after
lol.
today i pretty much slacked all the way
but tml would be different
i going out with someone!
lol i pei ta shoppin
dots
sian broke but nvm
at least school gonna reopen
zzz
omg results
shit
sian no mood again
sigh
hope i pass at least 1
pls god.
a shorty post, tired nitez
who ever readin
- When hoping and praying fails
- Its u who make me heals
i woke up today
smiling... first time man
i had this dream
ya i saw myself all grown up
and in a wedding,
mine wedding!
omg thats funny
then no matter how i see and remember
i cant remember the brides face
haha then we live happily ever after
lol.
today i pretty much slacked all the way
but tml would be different
i going out with someone!
lol i pei ta shoppin
dots
sian broke but nvm
at least school gonna reopen
zzz
omg results
shit
sian no mood again
sigh
hope i pass at least 1
pls god.
a shorty post, tired nitez
who ever readin
- When hoping and praying fails
- Its u who make me heals
your love is like a shadow at 8:54 AM
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
sigh
___ Someone there ___
Shit man, sigh so dam broke
wanted to go for the kampong girl birthday outing
also cannot, i have negative money in ezlink onli bus concession
then i have 2 dollar with me
dam loser me
don even have wallet with me
sigh did the crystal thingy, knew i mess it up
the bill for the bloody check on my injury also come
sian
getting wreck up with this stuff and that stuff
all getting on my nerves
even my studies
i know i am gonna die
sigh wanted to quit gaming
but dam gaming is where i can hide into
no one to turn to when there isnt game
sigh somehow i wish there was someone
to curb my addiciton
to help me when i am down
oh welll stop day dreaming
dave
cause u needa wait
wait forever
Sigh
There is my game folder*
I right clicked*
I scrolled onto the delete button*
i trembled*
I hope someone could press my finger*
Something i coould hold on.
i am broke
down to last cent
down to nothing
money pls rain on me
* its a pillar i could lean on
* its you
Shit man, sigh so dam broke
wanted to go for the kampong girl birthday outing
also cannot, i have negative money in ezlink onli bus concession
then i have 2 dollar with me
dam loser me
don even have wallet with me
sigh did the crystal thingy, knew i mess it up
the bill for the bloody check on my injury also come
sian
getting wreck up with this stuff and that stuff
all getting on my nerves
even my studies
i know i am gonna die
sigh wanted to quit gaming
but dam gaming is where i can hide into
no one to turn to when there isnt game
sigh somehow i wish there was someone
to curb my addiciton
to help me when i am down
oh welll stop day dreaming
dave
cause u needa wait
wait forever
Sigh
There is my game folder*
I right clicked*
I scrolled onto the delete button*
i trembled*
I hope someone could press my finger*
Something i coould hold on.
i am broke
down to last cent
down to nothing
money pls rain on me
* its a pillar i could lean on
* its you
your love is like a shadow at 4:44 AM
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
___ Blank ___
Morning slept away.
Went to amk to return dexter money, onli to find wu chong
waiting for someone
no wonder he ps hh
haha
then i met dexter paid him, now onli ez link left.
sigh so we went to the business he was talking about
in the end it was like coslap or smth
priamid, no matter how they twisit it
its always u dragging moreppl in to work for u..
so ya water purify thingy
got bored,
went back met hh
talked cock and went home
and died
so on
bleah nth much
just dam day
oh ya i went to visit clinic my thigh still killing me
i think need to see the specialist again.
sigh quitted sports cause of this injury
sigh nvm
tml would be better
hmm
guess not i going back to sch
onli to find i bo group in class
made to group with ppl i don know
guesss i am lazy and everything
better prove them wrong
gonna read and research
try my best to live my shitty life
--- Sometimes in life
--- No matter how u twist it
--- No matter how u dress it up
--- If ur life sucks
--- It sucks
- yup idiot thinking of dave.
Morning slept away.
Went to amk to return dexter money, onli to find wu chong
waiting for someone
no wonder he ps hh
haha
then i met dexter paid him, now onli ez link left.
sigh so we went to the business he was talking about
in the end it was like coslap or smth
priamid, no matter how they twisit it
its always u dragging moreppl in to work for u..
so ya water purify thingy
got bored,
went back met hh
talked cock and went home
and died
so on
bleah nth much
just dam day
oh ya i went to visit clinic my thigh still killing me
i think need to see the specialist again.
sigh quitted sports cause of this injury
sigh nvm
tml would be better
hmm
guess not i going back to sch
onli to find i bo group in class
made to group with ppl i don know
guesss i am lazy and everything
better prove them wrong
gonna read and research
try my best to live my shitty life
--- Sometimes in life
--- No matter how u twist it
--- No matter how u dress it up
--- If ur life sucks
--- It sucks
- yup idiot thinking of dave.
your love is like a shadow at 8:33 AM
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
___ I don deserve it man ___
Woke up, flew through the whole morning slackin
then Chris called, ask me come the street soccer competition
well i went
then we played with 4 other teams.
first i was dam stupid with street soccer rules, made the team drew
due to me, then they trashed the next team 6-1, i made another stupid mistake.
then shit it was like i realise i had pulled my tigh muscle again, the dam old injury
was limping. yah then slowly i end up not playing
well we won, the pro team, we got 150 dollar
in voucher... lol sports link..
but its not that, got ppl nearly wan fight in the game liao
haha, then chris makeing lame jokes.
pun yelling laughing scoring
me slacking and trying not to be seen lol
ya my life today wasnt much,
for others it was fun,
for me i realise
i lost my wallet again.
no mood.
no nothin
lucky my wallet don even have ez link
cause so dead broke.
dam life couldnt make it easy for me.
i better go start train again
everyone out strippin me
i am like last here and there
better delete games and start workin
even groups aint created for my ipc.
my life rawks
lol.
__ just trashing wad i have inside __
__ cause in life u need somewhere to yell everything __
__ once someone told me * when u bottled everything, the first thing u pour out would be the things from the neck, if u don pou it out, the feelings below will gradually be part of u *
__
Life is not the number of breaths u take
Its the number of breathes that take u away
__
* bullshit life
* Funny life
* trash me upside down
* i needa beating
your love is like a shadow at 7:12 AM
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Monday, June 18, 2007
_____ WoW. Loserifed _____
Man, i woke up again as usual, ate potato dumplings, specially made by my god ma,
taste sooo nice, yah ate alot of breakfast. Then watched Hana Yori (metor garden)
then went to uncle place slack to get abit of money
cause i am so god dam broke,
but my dad brought my whole family to sizzler.
ate my RibEye steak, then my grandpa gave me more
i just ate and ate,
even 3 serving of icecream
omg i am getting fat.
god dam it
Lookie my ice cream ^^
moutains!
haha ya smth like that, then ya, met up with my secondary scho friends.
at amk hub, thot would be nice gathering up, end up i with wei ping wu chong hai hong
we like go out now and then, then others talk talk talk like no tml
then take pic take pic here there, john ' i so shuai of course so many ppl want take pic with me '
andy 'lets act emo '
andy getting up to my nerve usually when i see him
but i don show it, no point lettin him win knowing i get pissed
first j lo will join in, say hey lets smoke, talk cock here there
fuck man, i will always tio fucking aim by them
dam fun sia
went to eat at mos... i end up not eating just stealing fries
i no money to eat, no point no one asking me or anything
outside mos, fucking cant even leave me alone, i already know i belong to those no need be there
and that fucking Andy think he ai sei, ask here , ' eh sit like this every cool rite '
then follow me
wad i do like always kanna shoot
wtf man
i cant be cool i know so i try to sit out
i cant be the centre of joke so i sit out
my words are call jiao words so i rather not talk
and fuckin irriating ppl make me remember why i hate 4 H so much
Cant even have a decent time
And fuck worse, when i wan go home,
i took mrt with hh and constance
at least it was nice.
and the dam jiao Andy come out again
think very song
See us,
Say ' bye constance '
then a few second ' bye hai hong '
then move off
the hai hong ask 'dave neh? '
he say ' whos dave '
yah wth.
nvm i bitching fuck out.
shldnt let those stuff make me think like this
i am just like Gerald,
at least he knows and don fight for it
i get the feeling i am one
just fighting not to be one
but always be one.
- cause sometimes life just wanna beat the hell out of me -
when i am high i go high up -
- just for ppl to drag me down -
- and wipe my face on the floor -
- and i know i aint good at anything -
- ah, maybe i am just like that, aint well i know everyone, but knowing and being seems so diff-
- even wei ping hh gwc have a life -
- i have no life. i hate life -
- just a fcking blog and me -
- and soccer tomorrow and i fuck hate it,
i got grounded
i don wanna go
i am just dam fuck with this world
nah i am just wallowing in pity,
a guy with paper heart.
tears easy and form easy
worthless yet part of life.
where ur flesh is not worth in weight
its wad u do makes ur price.
i cost next to nothing
cause i never got anything right b4
*****************************
its a farwell to past present and future
your love is like a shadow at 8:23 AM
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
_ D-Day 1 [ Ground ] _
I woke up
feel so so way tired
know today cant get the hell out
so i wasted my life looking at online comics in the morning
doing nothing
and dam it was bored
but after lunch i watch mahjong king 3or wadeva
kinda funny, where a guy meet a girl who is so dam jinxed
i mean ya lol, shit unlucky
i wonder if there is a guy version sia
haha then i watch and watch,
the whole crap i learn one thing only
I woke up
feel so so way tired
know today cant get the hell out
so i wasted my life looking at online comics in the morning
doing nothing
and dam it was bored
but after lunch i watch mahjong king 3or wadeva
kinda funny, where a guy meet a girl who is so dam jinxed
i mean ya lol, shit unlucky
i wonder if there is a guy version sia
haha then i watch and watch,
the whole crap i learn one thing only
- When times are so unlucky,
u just need to remain happy,
cause through hardwork and patience
God would not turn down people who does that.
when we are unlucky
We need to hope for the best.
We need to hope for the best.
And wait for luck to come back
No use whining like a little kid -
That sounds like me
wallowing in self pity sia
i guess my blog is for that.
cause ppl think i will be an nutcase if i tell them
my stuff
they would like.
* i got ask u meh? *
* my problem har? *
* good for you *
lol so on...
ya ate some food and went home,
then i read the MEL wtf man,
got Crystal Growing Project Grouping submission
thingy
i like sian,
know other ppl sure got grps
and i go ask brian
then he say my thermo grp all left me to go with other class de
haha smth like that
so far the bad side of being floating here and there
is no one realli put u in the top list i guess
ya so alone
lukcy that zension also play play play
don know
at least got him
but hor i think he very easy find grp one
clever, done b4 and very creative
me just slack and look i helpin
sigh
then no one to talk to
like all busy with play stuff study
sian also on tight budget
nth here nth there
result fail and there
family also cannot talk to
friends also run here there
busy here busy there
haha
wait they don revolve ard me anyway
so ya
i better sleep
meet sand man
good old friend
hope he can keep me sleeping forever
*even the blog background also ps me*
-dam my lifes at its lowest point-
-yet i still smile-
-cause i know if i cry and die-
-no one would care-
-let me be strong-
your love is like a shadow at 8:26 AM
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
__ Poor and Dumb yet always happy __
Yup i lost money in mah jong today,
hurrah. i lost 30++ sigh, maybe god punishing me.
so yah mah jong with Yu Song, Jake, Zhi Heng
got alot of new name today
learn alot about sick stuff.
yah guys always crap
haha
played from 10am to 5+pm
lose and lose, yet keep smiling
maybe cause i am used to it sia,
no money in wallet
no brain in head .
know they all want eat my money de
oh well
nvm,
so without money, i got 2 dollar left
went to buy 4 dinner
4 instant noodle packet
went home and cook.
tasted alrite after i added egg veggie bacon and chicken and carrot.
then i made the cream of mushroom soup [ Can ] so watery i nearly puke.
Waited for my family to come home
watch Rocky ... wad eva his first name
just kinda look up on him
the way he talks
the way he express.
the way he fought on
i know its a movie
but sometimes it turn out so real
i kinda edited it abit cause i forget some parts of it ya
sigh, kinda realise i am dumb, always takes little things and think them so big
but well haha at least its just me
oh well I kinda escaping my curfew,
haven tell my pop about my retainers
but soon.
and soon
i will get grounded and wiped on the floor
-
can someone teach me how put you tube thingy here? sigh lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNAwNhlcYN4
nice ~~cheers*
[Boy]'' Could u be there to sweep me away? "
[Girl]'' Nope i am not ur broom ''
[Boy]'' Then could u be there to hold me on ''
[Girl]'' Nope i am not ur babysitter ''
[Boy] " Then can u stay with me for awhile? "
[Girl]'' Nope i don have time ''
[Boy]'' Then why u have time to talk to me? ''
[Girl]'' ... ... ''
[Boy]'' thanks ''
[Girl]'' *appeared offline * "
Yup i lost money in mah jong today,
hurrah. i lost 30++ sigh, maybe god punishing me.
so yah mah jong with Yu Song, Jake, Zhi Heng
got alot of new name today
learn alot about sick stuff.
yah guys always crap
haha
played from 10am to 5+pm
lose and lose, yet keep smiling
maybe cause i am used to it sia,
no money in wallet
no brain in head .
know they all want eat my money de
oh well
nvm,
so without money, i got 2 dollar left
went to buy 4 dinner
4 instant noodle packet
went home and cook.
tasted alrite after i added egg veggie bacon and chicken and carrot.
then i made the cream of mushroom soup [ Can ] so watery i nearly puke.
Waited for my family to come home
watch Rocky ... wad eva his first name
just kinda look up on him
the way he talks
the way he express.
the way he fought on
i know its a movie
but sometimes it turn out so real
' Life is not about how much u hit, how hard u hit.
Cause life will beat you down to ur kneels if u allowed it
Life is about how many hit u can take, how hard u can take
And stand tall. '
i kinda edited it abit cause i forget some parts of it ya
sigh, kinda realise i am dumb, always takes little things and think them so big
but well haha at least its just me
oh well I kinda escaping my curfew,
haven tell my pop about my retainers
but soon.
and soon
i will get grounded and wiped on the floor
-
can someone teach me how put you tube thingy here? sigh lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNAwNhlcYN4
nice ~~cheers*
[Boy]'' Could u be there to sweep me away? "
[Girl]'' Nope i am not ur broom ''
[Boy]'' Then could u be there to hold me on ''
[Girl]'' Nope i am not ur babysitter ''
[Boy] " Then can u stay with me for awhile? "
[Girl]'' Nope i don have time ''
[Boy]'' Then why u have time to talk to me? ''
[Girl]'' ... ... ''
[Boy]'' thanks ''
[Girl]'' *appeared offline * "
your love is like a shadow at 7:22 AM
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Friday, June 15, 2007
_____FUCK MAN____
i am total fuck up now,
i just lost my retainers, and i needa pay for it
i went to hh house today, then took it off to eat lunch
but then the hh ah mah tell maid throw the rubbish(together with my retainer)
and sian cant exactly yell and maul the ah mah or maid. [ They threw it down the rubbish Chute]
THEN fuck man its couple of hundred dollars.
just for one fucking retainers
and i own dexter 200 dollar
total = 4 month plus no pocket money
i got grounded for 3 months
fuck man
now i also cannot go online tio control
sian
fuck life
fuck me for being so dumb
fuck heaven for being so unfair
dam dam
i just died horribaly
wadeva
who cares
i am total fuck up now,
i just lost my retainers, and i needa pay for it
i went to hh house today, then took it off to eat lunch
but then the hh ah mah tell maid throw the rubbish(together with my retainer)
and sian cant exactly yell and maul the ah mah or maid. [ They threw it down the rubbish Chute]
THEN fuck man its couple of hundred dollars.
just for one fucking retainers
and i own dexter 200 dollar
total = 4 month plus no pocket money
i got grounded for 3 months
fuck man
now i also cannot go online tio control
sian
fuck life
fuck me for being so dumb
fuck heaven for being so unfair
dam dam
i just died horribaly
wadeva
who cares
your love is like a shadow at 4:44 AM
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
~~~ When someone enter the ice melts
~~~ When someone called for ice, it evaporated
~~~ When someone waited for ice, it condenses
~~~ When someone hated ice, it falls
~~~ When someone disappear, ice froze
lol back to my old blog,
been a roller coaster ride
my first part of ploy life done.
now i know at least abit of everyone
some more some less
time to get facts in and be happy go lucky
see ya
~~~ When someone called for ice, it evaporated
~~~ When someone waited for ice, it condenses
~~~ When someone hated ice, it falls
~~~ When someone disappear, ice froze
lol back to my old blog,
been a roller coaster ride
my first part of ploy life done.
now i know at least abit of everyone
some more some less
time to get facts in and be happy go lucky
see ya
your love is like a shadow at 9:13 AM
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
- sigh life closing down in me sia. -
everything boiling down to money money money
seem like i have not enough of it.
its shitting
money chat causes pissed off ppl
money makes me depress
no money makes me more depress
now dexter knockin on my door
need return more money,
but i have none.
sigh how i wish the sky would drop some cash for me
in return i promise be good boy...
rite..
haha gettn on with it
today hai hong came my house
had to drag my ass up to open the door for him
he help me zak in maple or for someone *smirk*
haha we failed badly
and went out to yishun.
and killed myself
my time
sigh nvm
tml i have soccer with chris, last few new friend i know now.
no point findin ppl who don care if i drop dead sia
i wonder if i died
who would mourn?
i think i shld spend more time with them.
at least its a slow start of some new friendship
take care for now
who ever read,
thx for readin
cause u have taken the effort to read my crap
- the day i got crashed and dragged back to earth
- well at least i grabbed some feathers.
---- A fighter ----
[ dodge left, hook right, step back, flow foward, lean back and wait.]
[ The fight is long, tired, cold yet warm and bursting ]
[ Sweats he had on his back, Lungs grasping for air ]
[ The unseen kept punching kicking, uppercut, slice. ]
[ Yet he refuse to go down, cause out of the ring ]
[ she was there]
[ she ] [ smiled ] [ rooted ] [ prayed ]
[ for him ]
[ yes fight on, cause he has her ]
- bleah suck,
is it the reason i fought?
everything boiling down to money money money
seem like i have not enough of it.
its shitting
money chat causes pissed off ppl
money makes me depress
no money makes me more depress
now dexter knockin on my door
need return more money,
but i have none.
sigh how i wish the sky would drop some cash for me
in return i promise be good boy...
rite..
haha gettn on with it
today hai hong came my house
had to drag my ass up to open the door for him
he help me zak in maple or for someone *smirk*
haha we failed badly
and went out to yishun.
and killed myself
my time
sigh nvm
tml i have soccer with chris, last few new friend i know now.
no point findin ppl who don care if i drop dead sia
i wonder if i died
who would mourn?
i think i shld spend more time with them.
at least its a slow start of some new friendship
take care for now
who ever read,
thx for readin
cause u have taken the effort to read my crap
- the day i got crashed and dragged back to earth
- well at least i grabbed some feathers.
---- A fighter ----
[ dodge left, hook right, step back, flow foward, lean back and wait.]
[ The fight is long, tired, cold yet warm and bursting ]
[ Sweats he had on his back, Lungs grasping for air ]
[ The unseen kept punching kicking, uppercut, slice. ]
[ Yet he refuse to go down, cause out of the ring ]
[ she was there]
[ she ] [ smiled ] [ rooted ] [ prayed ]
[ for him ]
[ yes fight on, cause he has her ]
- bleah suck,
is it the reason i fought?
your love is like a shadow at 8:27 AM
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Monday, June 11, 2007
- yah -
i woke up, dragged myself up to dress up in time to go NYJC to study with friend,
yah, fist i was don belong to the sch, so i walk around when i reached there.
but then the sercruity guardy come out and ask ' wad are u doing here'
then me, waiting for her, say erm ya ' sight seeing and waiting for friend'
then he force me sit on bench sia haha
Then i went in with her after she picked me
lol we got chased out of lib, cause i not from this sch
we end up studying outside library
i did abit of EM1, seem like she can teach eh haha so nice
i think i disturb alot,
distract her watch Japanese Metor garden...
haha
then she try teaching me how play tennis.
guess i suck at it,
we laugh and joke all the way.
bit her good bye at J8
yah then i went
to have my lunch alone
stupid hai hong ps me
end up alone,
i went to see the uk fair later,
need fee to enter stupid.
sigh
so ex la not playin any wasted my time in there waiting
thot it woulkd be fun..
turn out i wasted my life in there looking at ppl screaming and smiling
-- my depressing stuff are all here--
will always leave them here and live my life happily
even under the guise of it.
cause its just me,
i am different from my blog
just
so
different
i am
cause the blog
is myself
i
speak to
myself
no one have time anymore.
-----shit i why isit 1am..
i been forever lookin-----
i woke up, dragged myself up to dress up in time to go NYJC to study with friend,
yah, fist i was don belong to the sch, so i walk around when i reached there.
but then the sercruity guardy come out and ask ' wad are u doing here'
then me, waiting for her, say erm ya ' sight seeing and waiting for friend'
then he force me sit on bench sia haha
Then i went in with her after she picked me
lol we got chased out of lib, cause i not from this sch
we end up studying outside library
i did abit of EM1, seem like she can teach eh haha so nice
i think i disturb alot,
distract her watch Japanese Metor garden...
haha
then she try teaching me how play tennis.
guess i suck at it,
we laugh and joke all the way.
bit her good bye at J8
yah then i went
to have my lunch alone
stupid hai hong ps me
end up alone,
i went to see the uk fair later,
need fee to enter stupid.
sigh
so ex la not playin any wasted my time in there waiting
thot it woulkd be fun..
turn out i wasted my life in there looking at ppl screaming and smiling
-- my depressing stuff are all here--
will always leave them here and live my life happily
even under the guise of it.
cause its just me,
i am different from my blog
just
so
different
i am
cause the blog
is myself
i
speak to
myself
no one have time anymore.
-----shit i why isit 1am..
i been forever lookin-----
your love is like a shadow at 8:49 AM
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
- monday blues -
Woke up today, feeling weird,
i don know wads missing but i woke up depressed
been a long time like this.
i fell back to bed, in the end hit my head.
dam.
i am getting injured everywhere, hurt my left hand
cant move my pinky finger now.
shit sia, realise tomorrow i need to pay friend money back.
then even that i wasted money on buying a late bday gift for a friend
cause she just came back from China and bought something for me
feel guilty that i didnt buy her her present that time.
yah meeting her later at NYJC, studying maths
no one seems to be able to teach me maths sia
haha, see if she can. hope today i wont think of anything else
i don wanna scare my good friend off too
i am losing everyone
1
by
1
used to it.
hope everyones ok.
hmm?
haha
just plain bored
my holidays gonna suck.
the ride in UK funfair cost 3-4 dollar a ride
it was like wtf
with 2 dollar entrance fee...
haha, maybe its better not think
i missed her
-- if onli i was richer, nicer, better, more interestin --
life wouldnt bitch me so much
yah the short story in my beginning..
Woke up today, feeling weird,
i don know wads missing but i woke up depressed
been a long time like this.
i fell back to bed, in the end hit my head.
dam.
i am getting injured everywhere, hurt my left hand
cant move my pinky finger now.
shit sia, realise tomorrow i need to pay friend money back.
then even that i wasted money on buying a late bday gift for a friend
cause she just came back from China and bought something for me
feel guilty that i didnt buy her her present that time.
yah meeting her later at NYJC, studying maths
no one seems to be able to teach me maths sia
haha, see if she can. hope today i wont think of anything else
i don wanna scare my good friend off too
i am losing everyone
1
by
1
used to it.
hope everyones ok.
hmm?
haha
just plain bored
my holidays gonna suck.
the ride in UK funfair cost 3-4 dollar a ride
it was like wtf
with 2 dollar entrance fee...
haha, maybe its better not think
i missed her
-- if onli i was richer, nicer, better, more interestin --
life wouldnt bitch me so much
yah the short story in my beginning..
your love is like a shadow at 5:33 PM
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
_ Today game got pay money har? _
Today i went to mah jong, felt so so... sad, i won, but they refuse to pay, i also feel bad collecting money, sian spent my whole day burning my time inside my friend house. sigh wad a waste when i could spend it better, i think.. but well the dudes help me forget my troubles for a while, all those swearing and more forget my stuff.
sigh,
was watching -just follow law- with family, very funny. the changed soul of fann wong reminded me of someone... but its just fun loving.
then i got to know how it feels to be someone else.
sometimes i just would need to know how it feels to be like the others
sometimes i just felt sorry for making stuff so bad.
i have many choice to take sometimes
its just i chose the easiest...
Sometimes this kinda of movie burns me with guilt.
its hard to be the mr right for everyone,
sometimes
i just wanna hurt no one....
its forever i wanted to be with
but sometimes i have to make do with wad i have now.
i hope i could see myself from outside
--
some how i wished i was a better person for her,
some how i will always be me, its always the same
cause i like wallowing in self pity
cause i know afraid,
of knowing i do not derserve any attention
by my undying idiotcrsy to attract it
cause i will be here waiting for my cofidience to come back
fuck u secondary sch humilation.
unable to commit but will always remember.
Today i went to mah jong, felt so so... sad, i won, but they refuse to pay, i also feel bad collecting money, sian spent my whole day burning my time inside my friend house. sigh wad a waste when i could spend it better, i think.. but well the dudes help me forget my troubles for a while, all those swearing and more forget my stuff.
sigh,
was watching -just follow law- with family, very funny. the changed soul of fann wong reminded me of someone... but its just fun loving.
then i got to know how it feels to be someone else.
sometimes i just would need to know how it feels to be like the others
sometimes i just felt sorry for making stuff so bad.
i have many choice to take sometimes
its just i chose the easiest...
Sometimes this kinda of movie burns me with guilt.
its hard to be the mr right for everyone,
sometimes
i just wanna hurt no one....
its forever i wanted to be with
but sometimes i have to make do with wad i have now.
i hope i could see myself from outside
--
some how i wished i was a better person for her,
some how i will always be me, its always the same
cause i like wallowing in self pity
cause i know afraid,
of knowing i do not derserve any attention
by my undying idiotcrsy to attract it
cause i will be here waiting for my cofidience to come back
fuck u secondary sch humilation.
unable to commit but will always remember.
your love is like a shadow at 6:57 AM
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Friday, June 8, 2007
i am gonna blog
nothing!
nah, just don know wad to say,
so i gonna do a super short one,
-today-
I woke up shit late today,
Da jie called me and i drooped back to sleep
then my grandpa drag and force me eat roti prata,
so late so late!
then wanted get taxi
left 10$$$
sian so had to wait, then worry here there
But hor the bus came, took all my worry away, it was dam stylish
Like a bar, erm the pic is
nothing!
nah, just don know wad to say,
so i gonna do a super short one,
-today-
I woke up shit late today,
Da jie called me and i drooped back to sleep
then my grandpa drag and force me eat roti prata,
so late so late!
then wanted get taxi
left 10$$$
sian so had to wait, then worry here there
But hor the bus came, took all my worry away, it was dam stylish
Like a bar, erm the pic is
Da jie help me take de.. haha
yarh .... so we went to slack, walk around.. da jie went to see baby stuffs, like her heart melt le.also saw lots of cute stuff at J8... yah haha then we went to eat carrot cake!.. haha we went swing, i flew so high, da jie so small, and funny, we fought and fool around, slacked, and waited for my friends.
I don know wad my da jie think of them, but i think it was all rite, we were all lame and joking.. ahha at least it was alright. I send Da jie back to Np, then got the old man who talked to us, ask here and there, i heart dam pain, i realise i would be like him, alone, onli seeking ppl to talk, when i grow old that is, sigh
I have a new nick liao, then Da jie a new weapon.
Anyway went back to cut hair, had no money , auntie so nice, say i keep on tab, so happy, so happy until let the auntie cut my hair till siao. now its like short!, frumpy and funny! argh. haha
then my other friends cut too, i went back, kill and rotted myself.. today was a good day to start a holiday i guess. thx ppl
- Random thots -
- where frumpy hair rise
- i will always be there to laugh
-hmm my hair?
i just changed
your love is like a shadow at 9:10 AM
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Thursday, June 7, 2007
- Yah, bio was over, i was third in placing, for passing up my paper, so in result term in theory i would be the last 3rd, with zension leading the score board with 1st from behind haha.lol yah, today i came to sch early. send da jie to her exam hall, hope she did well, but by the look and the comment she say...
i fail liao ..
lol, worry about her sia
then we at 8th floor slack, her friend came, and she did blogskin for him
well shes a pro i guess. i cant even freakin upload pics...
yah, then we fooled ard, jumping like baterials in growth stage.
Then worry for jy sia, she came she slack she left...
lol i wonder how she did for bio mole..
sigh at least exam over.
well went off with red, bastarding about some guy
wasabi in his eyes haha
lol, then talk about socceer
then i went home
drop on the floor and slept..
woke up drooling,
went to yck swimming pool to swim
then realise i was like so white...
lol
never tan le
sigh.
oh well
nth much happen
lots of poking crashin yelling hoping
and mashin
-sigh -
i wish i wasnt dave
dave the god dam lamer in his world of his world
i wish i could be someone else
maybe i wish i hadnt born
cause i don seem to fit anywhere
i seem to fit being not everywhere..
wtf
i am mad
soon i should be dead
writing my dam will
- My will -
all the debts dave collected why be fucked off,-
wad can u do to me, burn my soul?
burn and cut my body go sell i also don care.
just fuck off money sucker.
but well i guess i borrowed from u guys first sucker
yah my ex classmates
bit crazy that time
sigh i hope i could have turn back time
- when ur hand felt numb
- i will be there to raise it for u
i fail liao ..
lol, worry about her sia
then we at 8th floor slack, her friend came, and she did blogskin for him
well shes a pro i guess. i cant even freakin upload pics...
yah, then we fooled ard, jumping like baterials in growth stage.
Then worry for jy sia, she came she slack she left...
lol i wonder how she did for bio mole..
sigh at least exam over.
well went off with red, bastarding about some guy
wasabi in his eyes haha
lol, then talk about socceer
then i went home
drop on the floor and slept..
woke up drooling,
went to yck swimming pool to swim
then realise i was like so white...
lol
never tan le
sigh.
oh well
nth much happen
lots of poking crashin yelling hoping
and mashin
-sigh -
i wish i wasnt dave
dave the god dam lamer in his world of his world
i wish i could be someone else
maybe i wish i hadnt born
cause i don seem to fit anywhere
i seem to fit being not everywhere..
wtf
i am mad
soon i should be dead
writing my dam will
- My will -
all the debts dave collected why be fucked off,-
wad can u do to me, burn my soul?
burn and cut my body go sell i also don care.
just fuck off money sucker.
but well i guess i borrowed from u guys first sucker
yah my ex classmates
bit crazy that time
sigh i hope i could have turn back time
- when ur hand felt numb
- i will be there to raise it for u
your love is like a shadow at 8:31 AM
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007
- I fail my thermodynamics i think i get 1 / 50/ -
sigh, i met clement on the way to lib, studied with him, got stressed, then met my sisters
got more stressed
and broke down.
brain dead
went into the test without thinking
just crapped my paper
and fuck the upper world who cant make me
just me.
- Steel ShiT Sots -
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul.
As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the stars and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you.
I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth.
My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad.
Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.
-- crappin, got it from somewhere --
- sigh my random thots again -
- bish, i just hope when the times come
someone will understand wad i realli wan inside -
and fuck u in heaven or hell
i aint a person to mess up ppl
and fuck you dave too
for being always wrong
sigh, i met clement on the way to lib, studied with him, got stressed, then met my sisters
got more stressed
and broke down.
brain dead
went into the test without thinking
just crapped my paper
and fuck the upper world who cant make me
just me.
- Steel ShiT Sots -
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul.
As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.
Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.
And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the stars and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you.
I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.
To Watch You Leaving . . .
is to know that I've lost my place on this earth.
My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad.
Alone and afraid. And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.
For the balance of my days.
-- crappin, got it from somewhere --
- sigh my random thots again -
- bish, i just hope when the times come
someone will understand wad i realli wan inside -
and fuck u in heaven or hell
i aint a person to mess up ppl
and fuck you dave too
for being always wrong
your love is like a shadow at 7:51 AM
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Tuesday, June 5, 2007
- yadot -
woke up late, found out i was broke, packaged lunch for myself, took bus to sch, saw a girl 2 bus stop away from me from cbe, saw Poon from CBE, talked alot, met up with [red]chris, then went drink anything, end up coke... sian
[ boring boring ]
i can go ram the wall, or jump down.
my mood cramp hit me when i was in exam hall
at first, i was ready to eat EM1 head on.
happily dishing out werid equations
not like i care, i just feel correct.
i saw that girl from bus same as me the row
then i look further up i saw
da jie, i blur blur then she stare also, until the guy behind me stare too.
lol then i laugh, happily go do my maths, chiong chion
then after like 40min or 1 hr.. i look up, look down,
then my happy pill disappear, suddenly dam depressed.
last 15 min still got 4 questions left.
and i fucked it, i drew emo pics and doodle the paper
just had no mood, the sudden depression came.
then i walked out, try to socialise ask ard.
then walk out,
saw Carrot, melon and someone i think tgt in front of me
carrot was directly in front, i wave wave, jy [melon]
saw and wave back, Carrot [ gabb ] still stoning then i haix
walk off,
at least eileen accompany me to bus stop or i accompanied her..
er i don know, but at least someone to walk with
but suck man i think she uneasy
i didnt say much lol
kept em0ing,
lucky my bus came
had no mood to stay in campus
played the whole day
fuck thermo
i already fucked IPC and EM1
still have enuff me for 2 more
sian
then i talked on msn,
talk and talk ask and ask
realise alot of stuff
[below lala]
wadeva, went cycling again
nearly flew off the bike
crashed my bed
went to roof
it didnt help
just depress again, everynight
i wonder why
but then again i know
oh well
and s stupid old debtor came back
now i am negative money again wtf.
this suck
- fuck tml and thurs -
----- StEEl RanDOm ThOts. ------
sometimes if i was taller, i would held u high
sometimes if i was older, i would hold u hard
sometimes if i was braver, i would yell u hard
sometimes if i was nicer, i would not talk much
sometimes if i was slower, i would never catch u
but sometime i wish i wasnt anything
sometimes i wish i never had the if
sometimes i wish i wasnt a mirror
sometimes i wish i couldnt see me
sometimes i wanted to smile
yet sometimes, nth happen the way i sometimes wanted it to be
sometimes love is love
yet sometimes lust could be why love was there
or sometimes love created lust
or sometimes lust is love
or sometimes love is lust
or sometimes love is not lust
sometimes sex is part of love
sometimes lust is sex
sometimes sex is part of love but not lust
sometimes i wish fuck love wasnt lust or sex or anything
sometimes i know love is the feeling
sometimes this feeling make u forget everything about hurt
sometimes this feeling make u remember hurt
sometimes this feeling makes life worth living
sometimes this feeling isnt just for a girl
sometimes this feeling isnt there.
sometimes being me is not me
sometimes being me became him
sometimes him is why i become
sometimes i wonder is he my mirror
sometimes i wonder why dave wasnt him
sometimes i wonder why i wasnt dave
sometimes i wonder why he isnt dave
sometimes dave wonder why i wasnt him
sometimes i just wish we could forget
sometimes i just wish we could all be each
sometimes i will be u
sometimes i will be him
sometimes i will be me
sometimes we will be nobody
sometimes when all fails u, i found u
sometimes when all came to me, i lost u
sometimes i found yet i lost u
sometimes i lost u yet found u
sometimes i found u but not u
sometimes i lost u but not u
sometimes i found none but u
sometimes i found everything but u
sometimes i don wanna find u, u found me
sometimes i don wanna lost u, u lost me
sometimes i don wanna lose her, i lost u
sometimes i don wanna find her, u found me
sometimes i just wanna know whos whos, i lost everything
sometimes i wanted to know nothing, i found evetything
sometimes when i tried, i fail
sometimes i didnt try, i got to u
sometimes i didnt mean it, it meant it
sometimes i wish it meant it, but i didnt mean it
sometimes they thot i mean it, but i do mean it
sometimes she thinks i mean it, but i don mean it
sometimes he thinks i don mean it, i mean it.
sometimes i think i mean it, but i don
sometimes i hope u know i mean it, but u don
sometimes i hope everyone thinks i don mean it, but i mean it
sometimes i hope u think i mean it, cause i mean it
sometimes i try to think if u think i mean it, but i failed
sometimes i give up trying to think and u realised i mean it
sometimes i wish i was more important, but i became less important
sometimes i wish things could come 1 by 1, but all it came
sometmes i wish i would disappear, but i appeared
sometimes i wish i was rich, but sky don drop cash
sometimes i wish i could love you, but u don wish so
sometimes i wish she could love you, but i don wish so
soemtimes i wish you could love me, but i wish so
sometimes i wish they would love you, but she don wish so
sometimes i wish i could love her, but they don wish so
sometimes i wish we could love you, but she don wish so
sometimes life is like a piece of shit
sometimes life could have a flower growing out of the shit
sometimes life makes u look at the shit instead
sometimes life makes u think u couldnt hold on and about to die
sometimes life loves to make fun of u
sometimes life is a big fat ugly bitch
sometimes life boy friend the fate could fuck life hard
sometimes life wouldnt be so fucked up
sometimes life wish i wasnt there to see you, for her to see me.
sometimes when i wanna give up, i pull you back
sometimes when she wanna give up, he pulls me bak
sometimes when he don wanna give up, i push him back
sometimes when they wanna give up, she eats them up
sometimes when she wish we gave up, i pulled him back in
sometimes when logic fail us
sometimes when i fail to look myself as 1,
sometimes when i look at myself, i saw a mirror within a mirror
sometimes i am not me
sometimes he is not you
sometimes she is not me
sometimes he is not her
sometimes we are not them
sometimes we are just u and him
sometimes we are in love
sometimes i am in love
sometimes she is in love
sometimes he is in love
sometimes i love you
sometimes he love you
sometimes u love him
sometimes u love her
sometimes we are not who we shld be
- sometimes its just me doing random thots
sometimes its just me trying to see
sometimes its just him trying to know
sometimes its just us trying to see who could see us
sometimes its just them who wans to touch her
sometimes its just me and her
sometimes its just talk and lean
sometimes its just kiss and love
sometimes its just like kids in love
sometimes its just like us in lust
sometimes its just like them in hurt
sometimes its just me knowing i am not for you
sometimes its just u knowing u are not good for her
sometimes its just everyone
sometimes fate choose me to love her
sometimes choice choose u to love him
soemtimes they choose to me love u
sometimes u shld love her
sometimes i shld love him
sometimes i wish we were together
sometimes i realise we are together
sometimes i wish she was together
sometimes i wish i was better of dead
- ok easier to undersatnd -
sometimes i wish i was perfect for u
sometimes u were perfect for him
sometimes we were perfect for her
sometimes she was perfect for each other
sometimes u are just pefect
sometimes i wish i could stop saying
sometimes
yet i would not give up
cause its sometimes not me
but u
but him
but her
but we
but them
but she
but he
but everyone
- if u know, tell me what i thinking. cause sometimes i don know
but this time i know.
cause.
woke up late, found out i was broke, packaged lunch for myself, took bus to sch, saw a girl 2 bus stop away from me from cbe, saw Poon from CBE, talked alot, met up with [red]chris, then went drink anything, end up coke... sian
[ boring boring ]
i can go ram the wall, or jump down.
my mood cramp hit me when i was in exam hall
at first, i was ready to eat EM1 head on.
happily dishing out werid equations
not like i care, i just feel correct.
i saw that girl from bus same as me the row
then i look further up i saw
da jie, i blur blur then she stare also, until the guy behind me stare too.
lol then i laugh, happily go do my maths, chiong chion
then after like 40min or 1 hr.. i look up, look down,
then my happy pill disappear, suddenly dam depressed.
last 15 min still got 4 questions left.
and i fucked it, i drew emo pics and doodle the paper
just had no mood, the sudden depression came.
then i walked out, try to socialise ask ard.
then walk out,
saw Carrot, melon and someone i think tgt in front of me
carrot was directly in front, i wave wave, jy [melon]
saw and wave back, Carrot [ gabb ] still stoning then i haix
walk off,
at least eileen accompany me to bus stop or i accompanied her..
er i don know, but at least someone to walk with
but suck man i think she uneasy
i didnt say much lol
kept em0ing,
lucky my bus came
had no mood to stay in campus
played the whole day
fuck thermo
i already fucked IPC and EM1
still have enuff me for 2 more
sian
then i talked on msn,
talk and talk ask and ask
realise alot of stuff
[below lala]
wadeva, went cycling again
nearly flew off the bike
crashed my bed
went to roof
it didnt help
just depress again, everynight
i wonder why
but then again i know
oh well
and s stupid old debtor came back
now i am negative money again wtf.
this suck
- fuck tml and thurs -
----- StEEl RanDOm ThOts. ------
sometimes if i was taller, i would held u high
sometimes if i was older, i would hold u hard
sometimes if i was braver, i would yell u hard
sometimes if i was nicer, i would not talk much
sometimes if i was slower, i would never catch u
but sometime i wish i wasnt anything
sometimes i wish i never had the if
sometimes i wish i wasnt a mirror
sometimes i wish i couldnt see me
sometimes i wanted to smile
yet sometimes, nth happen the way i sometimes wanted it to be
sometimes love is love
yet sometimes lust could be why love was there
or sometimes love created lust
or sometimes lust is love
or sometimes love is lust
or sometimes love is not lust
sometimes sex is part of love
sometimes lust is sex
sometimes sex is part of love but not lust
sometimes i wish fuck love wasnt lust or sex or anything
sometimes i know love is the feeling
sometimes this feeling make u forget everything about hurt
sometimes this feeling make u remember hurt
sometimes this feeling makes life worth living
sometimes this feeling isnt just for a girl
sometimes this feeling isnt there.
sometimes being me is not me
sometimes being me became him
sometimes him is why i become
sometimes i wonder is he my mirror
sometimes i wonder why dave wasnt him
sometimes i wonder why i wasnt dave
sometimes i wonder why he isnt dave
sometimes dave wonder why i wasnt him
sometimes i just wish we could forget
sometimes i just wish we could all be each
sometimes i will be u
sometimes i will be him
sometimes i will be me
sometimes we will be nobody
sometimes when all fails u, i found u
sometimes when all came to me, i lost u
sometimes i found yet i lost u
sometimes i lost u yet found u
sometimes i found u but not u
sometimes i lost u but not u
sometimes i found none but u
sometimes i found everything but u
sometimes i don wanna find u, u found me
sometimes i don wanna lost u, u lost me
sometimes i don wanna lose her, i lost u
sometimes i don wanna find her, u found me
sometimes i just wanna know whos whos, i lost everything
sometimes i wanted to know nothing, i found evetything
sometimes when i tried, i fail
sometimes i didnt try, i got to u
sometimes i didnt mean it, it meant it
sometimes i wish it meant it, but i didnt mean it
sometimes they thot i mean it, but i do mean it
sometimes she thinks i mean it, but i don mean it
sometimes he thinks i don mean it, i mean it.
sometimes i think i mean it, but i don
sometimes i hope u know i mean it, but u don
sometimes i hope everyone thinks i don mean it, but i mean it
sometimes i hope u think i mean it, cause i mean it
sometimes i try to think if u think i mean it, but i failed
sometimes i give up trying to think and u realised i mean it
sometimes i wish i was more important, but i became less important
sometimes i wish things could come 1 by 1, but all it came
sometmes i wish i would disappear, but i appeared
sometimes i wish i was rich, but sky don drop cash
sometimes i wish i could love you, but u don wish so
sometimes i wish she could love you, but i don wish so
soemtimes i wish you could love me, but i wish so
sometimes i wish they would love you, but she don wish so
sometimes i wish i could love her, but they don wish so
sometimes i wish we could love you, but she don wish so
sometimes life is like a piece of shit
sometimes life could have a flower growing out of the shit
sometimes life makes u look at the shit instead
sometimes life makes u think u couldnt hold on and about to die
sometimes life loves to make fun of u
sometimes life is a big fat ugly bitch
sometimes life boy friend the fate could fuck life hard
sometimes life wouldnt be so fucked up
sometimes life wish i wasnt there to see you, for her to see me.
sometimes when i wanna give up, i pull you back
sometimes when she wanna give up, he pulls me bak
sometimes when he don wanna give up, i push him back
sometimes when they wanna give up, she eats them up
sometimes when she wish we gave up, i pulled him back in
sometimes when logic fail us
sometimes when i fail to look myself as 1,
sometimes when i look at myself, i saw a mirror within a mirror
sometimes i am not me
sometimes he is not you
sometimes she is not me
sometimes he is not her
sometimes we are not them
sometimes we are just u and him
sometimes we are in love
sometimes i am in love
sometimes she is in love
sometimes he is in love
sometimes i love you
sometimes he love you
sometimes u love him
sometimes u love her
sometimes we are not who we shld be
- sometimes its just me doing random thots
sometimes its just me trying to see
sometimes its just him trying to know
sometimes its just us trying to see who could see us
sometimes its just them who wans to touch her
sometimes its just me and her
sometimes its just talk and lean
sometimes its just kiss and love
sometimes its just like kids in love
sometimes its just like us in lust
sometimes its just like them in hurt
sometimes its just me knowing i am not for you
sometimes its just u knowing u are not good for her
sometimes its just everyone
sometimes fate choose me to love her
sometimes choice choose u to love him
soemtimes they choose to me love u
sometimes u shld love her
sometimes i shld love him
sometimes i wish we were together
sometimes i realise we are together
sometimes i wish she was together
sometimes i wish i was better of dead
- ok easier to undersatnd -
sometimes i wish i was perfect for u
sometimes u were perfect for him
sometimes we were perfect for her
sometimes she was perfect for each other
sometimes u are just pefect
sometimes i wish i could stop saying
sometimes
yet i would not give up
cause its sometimes not me
but u
but him
but her
but we
but them
but she
but he
but everyone
- if u know, tell me what i thinking. cause sometimes i don know
but this time i know.
cause.
your love is like a shadow at 8:54 AM
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Monday, June 4, 2007
* a somehow extract from a book i read *
' Cause u onli knew my brother to get near me, u know i gonna treat u like shit, yet u still want me. My brother aint a loser, he got the heart to walk you home, when u could be raped or killed for all i care. Yet u think my brother is a loser cause he lives in the shadow of me. Fine, u want it now, i give you now. But know u don deserve my brother '
sometimes, being the nicest thing in life, will be missed
sometimes its just to let them pass by,
sometimes u feel happy
sometimes u feel sad
sometimes u realise someone cared for u
sometimes u realise u are alone
but i aint alone
i got myself to talk
i am not alone
i gonna dig into the rust
and find me
* i aint losing my life, I am hunting it back *
She who don smile, he who cant smile
its not she or u
its me
' Cause u onli knew my brother to get near me, u know i gonna treat u like shit, yet u still want me. My brother aint a loser, he got the heart to walk you home, when u could be raped or killed for all i care. Yet u think my brother is a loser cause he lives in the shadow of me. Fine, u want it now, i give you now. But know u don deserve my brother '
sometimes, being the nicest thing in life, will be missed
sometimes its just to let them pass by,
sometimes u feel happy
sometimes u feel sad
sometimes u realise someone cared for u
sometimes u realise u are alone
but i aint alone
i got myself to talk
i am not alone
i gonna dig into the rust
and find me
* i aint losing my life, I am hunting it back *
She who don smile, he who cant smile
its not she or u
its me
your love is like a shadow at 9:25 AM
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okok!!
i am bored
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crashed my ipc, cause i studied wrong chapters, i did the equilibirum and electron shells...
and worse my caculator broke down, no money buy new one, so first qns cannot do
wth man, then ppl all walk ard me alot of things to say
i dam alone i realise.
sian i better go study my maths
and fuck the world
fuck myself for being dumb and lazy
i am bored
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crashed my ipc, cause i studied wrong chapters, i did the equilibirum and electron shells...
and worse my caculator broke down, no money buy new one, so first qns cannot do
wth man, then ppl all walk ard me alot of things to say
i dam alone i realise.
sian i better go study my maths
and fuck the world
fuck myself for being dumb and lazy
your love is like a shadow at 4:57 AM
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Sunday, June 3, 2007
FUCK OFF DAVE
FUCK OFF DAVE
DAVE U FUCK OFF
DAVE U FUCK OFF
BASTARD
BASTARD
U ARE DEAD
U ARE DEAD
FAIL UR EXAM
FAIL UR EXAM
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
everytimes it ends like this.
ai ya, i guess i am not cut out to let ppl care about me
i am not cut our to feel.
i am steel
no i am steel
no i will not break.
fuck u dave
FUCK OFF DAVE
DAVE U FUCK OFF
DAVE U FUCK OFF
BASTARD
BASTARD
U ARE DEAD
U ARE DEAD
FAIL UR EXAM
FAIL UR EXAM
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
everytimes it ends like this.
ai ya, i guess i am not cut out to let ppl care about me
i am not cut our to feel.
i am steel
no i am steel
no i will not break.
fuck u dave
your love is like a shadow at 9:38 AM
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The book Fighting Ruben Wolfe.
By Markus Zusak
( also Getting the girl and the messanger )
if u had any chance read it,
maybe not, i guess its for guys
i read and reread and read, i feel like him,
always in the shadows, but i guess i am used to it.
- today -
i killed myself today, i did nothing positive,
had a fat headach, popped 11 panadols, then gorged myself with icecream
now my teeth hurts,
i just don wanna to face the tests, i am escaping life..
sometime i wish i could be someone who have 50 dollars a day for the rest of his life.
No worries, just live life.
guess life isnt a bed of roses.
i gonna fail my modules, i know
i had too many things in my head,
money, friends, someone, time, games, family, my own dam fuck up feelings
i gonna deny it.
i gonna just study, and try to do it
doing ur best isnt just it, now i realise
its wad u put in it.
i guess i didnt hold on to life.
now its drifting away,
lifes a way big mess
everything everwhere,
so many things yet so little time
My onli refuge is my bike. and the wind, and blog.
i cant talk, everyone seem busy, or i seem distant.
i seem transparent
as if fading from this life itself
sigh
i hope Chris, Eileen
i Hope All da heads
I hope all the people
pass
i already wasted my chance,
i gonna retain and see new ppl.
yarh ...
sigh i feel like nt going all the exam
i feel like lying alone,
hoping someone notice me
dam, nvm this is em0
i better bot carry on.
gettin worse
its worse
its end
nothingness
- Beneath all the beautiful red rusts i hide myself. where the dull grey steel would bored you. -
- I just wanna find my oxygen. And she create the rust with me, and merge with me. -
- yet i know, they prefer, shiny and nice metals. -
- So let me rust alone for now -
a plaster does not heal wads torn inside
-- nono i am happy! ---
- today -
yarh today was fun, i went to grand ma house, i cooked noodles and sasuages... it taste weird, added sugar instead of salt.. stupid cousin ... yarh then i went to meet old friends, played arcarde
lost myself in games
felt the happiness,
like old times
no stress
no memories
no past
no future
we were laughin like idiots
looking at babes, gettin lost
lol haha
yah i went home, took my bike and kept cycling
got chased by a dumb dog...
lol
i am tired
yupx!
good luck everyone for ur exam!!!!
i love you guys
u all better pass!
- Where i would be unbending -
- i would be the steel that holds u -
By Markus Zusak
( also Getting the girl and the messanger )
if u had any chance read it,
maybe not, i guess its for guys
i read and reread and read, i feel like him,
always in the shadows, but i guess i am used to it.
- today -
i killed myself today, i did nothing positive,
had a fat headach, popped 11 panadols, then gorged myself with icecream
now my teeth hurts,
i just don wanna to face the tests, i am escaping life..
sometime i wish i could be someone who have 50 dollars a day for the rest of his life.
No worries, just live life.
guess life isnt a bed of roses.
i gonna fail my modules, i know
i had too many things in my head,
money, friends, someone, time, games, family, my own dam fuck up feelings
i gonna deny it.
i gonna just study, and try to do it
doing ur best isnt just it, now i realise
its wad u put in it.
i guess i didnt hold on to life.
now its drifting away,
lifes a way big mess
everything everwhere,
so many things yet so little time
My onli refuge is my bike. and the wind, and blog.
i cant talk, everyone seem busy, or i seem distant.
i seem transparent
as if fading from this life itself
sigh
i hope Chris, Eileen
i Hope All da heads
I hope all the people
pass
i already wasted my chance,
i gonna retain and see new ppl.
yarh ...
sigh i feel like nt going all the exam
i feel like lying alone,
hoping someone notice me
dam, nvm this is em0
i better bot carry on.
gettin worse
its worse
its end
nothingness
- Beneath all the beautiful red rusts i hide myself. where the dull grey steel would bored you. -
- I just wanna find my oxygen. And she create the rust with me, and merge with me. -
- yet i know, they prefer, shiny and nice metals. -
- So let me rust alone for now -
a plaster does not heal wads torn inside
-- nono i am happy! ---
- today -
yarh today was fun, i went to grand ma house, i cooked noodles and sasuages... it taste weird, added sugar instead of salt.. stupid cousin ... yarh then i went to meet old friends, played arcarde
lost myself in games
felt the happiness,
like old times
no stress
no memories
no past
no future
we were laughin like idiots
looking at babes, gettin lost
lol haha
yah i went home, took my bike and kept cycling
got chased by a dumb dog...
lol
i am tired
yupx!
good luck everyone for ur exam!!!!
i love you guys
u all better pass!
- Where i would be unbending -
- i would be the steel that holds u -
your love is like a shadow at 9:08 AM
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Saturday, June 2, 2007
- bored -
sorry i promise i be good now.
i getting mood swings, getting high yet depressed
sigh i wanna sleep, i gonna chiong my common test now.
good bye.
- when time is down, i wanna push everyone away -
- cause i feel more pain when i see no one could feel wad i felt -
- when everything clears up, -
- i hope i could be with you watching the star -
SteeL is dull, but not brittle.
unbending yet flexible
tough yet soft
unseen but waiting there like a support. good bye
i getting mood swings, getting high yet depressed
sigh i wanna sleep, i gonna chiong my common test now.
good bye.
- when time is down, i wanna push everyone away -
- cause i feel more pain when i see no one could feel wad i felt -
- when everything clears up, -
- i hope i could be with you watching the star -
SteeL is dull, but not brittle.
unbending yet flexible
tough yet soft
unseen but waiting there like a support. good bye
your love is like a shadow at 8:07 AM
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0 said we can't be wrong together
Friday, June 1, 2007
A man who loves social life and curious about every new progress, new development to make sure he is in the era and always have all up date information. He likes to know what is the latest trend of fashion and make sure he is not out of style. You can easily spot him at the grand opening of new pub, new restaurant for he loves to participate in social activity. There is a few Sagittarius who is a private person as well, but you could see that he will be ahead of his friends.
He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it. He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.
When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him. Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy. Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.
He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere. He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.
He will knows what is the best seller book, what are the top 10 hot hit of the week. The hottest movies showing now, he must have already seen it. He hates routine, It makes him bored. He likes to get to his goals and succeeding in doing so is his true reward. Money making is O.K. but it is not his true joy, for he can easily spent them in a short while. They say if you want the truth, go and ask Sagittarius. They are right, you can ask him and he will tell you all the truth and very straight forward. Even he may speak bluntly, his friends loves him. If you have problems, all your friends may feel sorry for you, but Sagittarius will be the one who will give you a helping hand first and even expect no return favor. That's why he is a real charmer even sometimes big mouth.
When he is mad , he can be quite fierce but quickly dissolve and easily forgotten. He is not a person who will take a revenge, so if he say he going to burn down your house, you can relax. He likes compliments and sweet words, so you can manipulate him easily. If he knows you are not sincere, you will totally become meaningless to him. Some Sagittarius are gifted musician, or singer. He is a happy soul, has a good humor and has lots of jokes. He loves freedom, lively and very energetic. If he is working, he will take his job seriously. He likes to travel, likes to see new exciting places. Going out or traveling make him happy. Sagittarius man is like a free bird. He lives as if everyday is Sunday. He will hardly be in a bad mood, but if he is in a bad mood, you will better leave his sight. If you want to talk to him in such mood, try to avoid issue of commenting his life. He flirts like other man, but he has a built in brake, so he will come back to you by himself. If he disappear for a few days, not to worry for he is only recharging his battery to be that same lively person again, them he will be back.
He has allergies to Pretty woman, so in love with many woman for him would be normal. Setting dating schedule is his games and it's fun for him, and this will keep him from being bored. He hates obligations, so the word "marriage" would suffocated him. If you allow him to have freedom, he will not go anywhere. He falls in love as easy as he catches cold, especially if she is cute, funny and she has a strong personality. No one can tell how long he will be in love each time. If you want to really hold Sagittarius man, act like you are in an adventure movie. At all time, you should make yourself lively, tells him some jokes, always be cute so that it will ease up his allergy to other pretty woman a bit.
your love is like a shadow at 11:26 AM
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aries girl
She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself.
This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character. Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her. Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person.
She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you. "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity.
You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.
She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed. If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself.
This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character. Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her. Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person.
She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you. "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love, but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love. She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time. You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity.
You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan. A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure. If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person, but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.
your love is like a shadow at 11:24 AM
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got this from a web
so nearly true
The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.
The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person. Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored. He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him. It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart.
His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you. Certainly when he has money OK. He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition. Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you. He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy. He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate.
He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed. In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere. Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial __expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!
so nearly true
The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself.
The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person. Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy and never have a chance to get bored. He thinks of his home as "nest" and it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and lives normally again. Being a looser is not him. It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. Not many people will win his heart.
His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money to take you out to a very expensive restaurant or buy a jewelry for you. Certainly when he has money OK. He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition. Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you. He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and see that he is in front of your house everyday till you go out with him, a very persistent guy. He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate.
He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed. In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere. Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or concerned facial __expression are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother!
your love is like a shadow at 11:19 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together
trb
Yarhs i had two day of fun, thx to my da jies!, i kinda forget everything, but i guess they did, my minds a blank now..
sorry for the short post, feeling em0 suddenly..
unless ...
ahh nvm
- something that arent meant to happen-
never happened
- on her face she smiled.
- in his heart he smiled.
- When tears fall
- i will catch it for u.
yarh we went play grounds. library, slacked, tried studied, fail my maths, broke, cried and broken. and tired, and yah byes
sorry for the short post, feeling em0 suddenly..
unless ...
ahh nvm
- something that arent meant to happen-
never happened
- on her face she smiled.
- in his heart he smiled.
- When tears fall
- i will catch it for u.
yarh we went play grounds. library, slacked, tried studied, fail my maths, broke, cried and broken. and tired, and yah byes
your love is like a shadow at 10:31 AM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together